Shuoyun Feidu

The father and son looked at each other, they didn't speak to each other, they just stared at each other. At this moment, a flash of lightning flashed across the sky of the capital, accompanied by a muffled thunder, which made the whole Qianying Palace tremble. When he got up, the heavy rain was like pouring down, washing everything between the heaven and the earth. I don't know how long it had been, Beitang Zunyue's body seemed to move slightly, but the two long and narrow golden eyes didn't even blink, just looked straight at To the tall and slender young man standing at the door, that handsome young man with no expression on his face, and his own child, the corners of his thin lips suddenly raised a fuzzy arc of unknown meaning... However, this slight and near-insignificant change did not change. Escaping the eyes of Rongdu in Beitang in the distance--I was still whispering in my ears last night, inseparable from each other, who would have expected that when the long night passed and the morning sun rose again, they would gather again, people would be the same as before, two by two Looking at each other, the same mood, but changed appearance.

--Beitang Rongdu looked at the perfect face that was very similar to himself, and suddenly felt a pain in his heart, which could not be suppressed.

Suddenly there was another dull thunder from the sky, the sound was not very loud, but the power of the heaven and the earth made the huge Qianying Palace seem to be buzzing, and at the same time it pierced into Beitang Rongdu's heart extremely sharply. Right now, dark clouds covered the sky, and then, a white light pierced through the darkness, and there was a loud thunder, and a moment later, there was a dull rumbling sound, as if countless people were beating drums in the dark sky, and the rain was heavy It was getting bigger and bigger, and the raindrops fell like broken beads, and there was a rain curtain everywhere. Beitang Rongdu's blue pupils were faintly shining, and he silently stared at the man in the distance. Suddenly, both of them Daoxiu's straight black eyebrows raised slightly, that posture was really good-looking, but Beitang Rongdu suddenly became irritable for some reason, his eyes were deep and incomprehensible, his snow-white palms hung down on his sides, and then At this moment, countless messy fragments appeared in Beitang Rongdu's mind, as if it was a retrospective of the past, the humiliation he suffered at the hands of this man, the man who was forced to wear the shackles of shame In the evening and many days and nights after that, at this moment, all the pain and hatred that I want to forget and can't forget all surged up at this moment, and these huge and profound memories clamored overwhelmingly Sweeping and swallowing many sweet feelings, dragged into the dark abyss--Erlang, I said to myself a long time ago, all of these, one day, you will give me back all of them .

It was raining heavily outside the hall, and the rainwater flowed down along the gaps between the glazed tiles, interweaving into a rain curtain. This kind of thunderstorm weather seemed to reveal a faint sense of weirdness, as if God was angry, and the North Hall sitting on the throne Zun Yue suddenly raised his chin slowly, and looked at the door with an incomprehensible gaze. At this time, Beitang Rongdu had turned around and closed the door. It was closed slowly, separating this place from the outside world into two worlds. Amidst the bright candlelight, the golden dragon embroidered on the robe of Beitang Zunyue was brilliant and dazzling, baring his teeth and claws as if he wanted to rush out, or was bound in a cage. In the middle, unable to be relieved, Beitang Venerable looked more quietly at Beitang Rongdu who had closed the door and turned around again. There seemed to be no obvious fluctuations in the golden eyes. After a long while, he suddenly opened his mouth and said slowly: " ...I have been waiting for you here for a long time."

In the silent hall, Beitang Zunyue's voice was definitely not loud, but at this moment, it sounded like thunder in Beitang Rongdu's ears, only to hear 'Kacha! 'A sound, thunder and lightning broke out in the gloomy sky outside, and a bright lightning illuminated the entire palace. The moment Beitang Zunyue said these words, the eyes of the man sitting on the throne froze. At this moment, Beitang Zunyue's seemingly peaceful temperament suddenly changed drastically, as if a sleeping lion suddenly woke up, Beitang Zunyue's whole body exuded a suffocating pressure, It was not caused by the use of profound kung fu, but the power of the emperor who had been in control for a long time, mastering the majesty of the emperor cultivated by tens of thousands of lives and deaths. Beitang Rongdu's heart trembled, and suddenly his heart jumped up quickly. At this time, he is not sure that the things he has done before have achieved the desired results. If he has not succeeded, then he has not won today's matter at all!Even, it is very likely that there will be no redemption from then on!

However, at this moment, a burst of low laughter suddenly sounded in the empty hall. The sound echoed in the bright hall. Although it was very low, it could not conceal the pain and disappointment in it. Zun Yue laughed in a low voice, but his tall body looked a little strangely thin in the candlelight, casting an angry and depressed figure with a hint of loneliness on the wall behind him, Beitang Rongdu watched this scene, He bit his lip involuntarily, and a complex look flashed in his eyes, but his expression remained unchanged, and suddenly he took a few steps forward slowly, leaving a string of wet footprints behind him, At this time, Beitang Zunyue had stopped laughing, and his whole body was still motionless, only the handsome face that was calm like an ancient well before had changed, as if the calm mask had been broken, finally leaking the most To be honest, Beitang Rongdu has never believed that there is a god in this world, but he worships the most powerful person in the world. Perhaps in his heart, this person is his god in a sense, but On this day, at this moment, at this moment, looking at the expression on Beitang Zunyue's face, he suddenly discovered something - even this man, no matter how proud and invincible he is, he will always be in front of others He kept the impression that he was unattainable, but in fact... In fact, the other party was just a mortal after all, a man of flesh and blood.

Beitang Rongdu thought this way, and then fell into silence. His heart, which was still heavy just now, suddenly loosened up, as if he had broken free from some shackles. Therefore, looking at that consistent person right now gives people an unfathomable feeling. When I saw the man in my first impression, I felt a little complicated. At this moment, Beitang Zunyue was still sitting on the throne, looking at Beitang Rongdu without blinking. There was infinite depth and loneliness in his eyes. At this moment, the monarch of this empire is like a very ordinary man, with both hands resting on the armrest of the throne, gently stroking the lines on the armrest, but no longer speaking, only facing himself in silence His son, Beitang Rongdu was also silent for a while, not knowing what he should say, but he also calmly looked at Beitang Zunyue in the distance. At this time, the rain outside was already heavy and the sky was overcast Very, but it seemed that the lights in the main hall were brightly lit, illuminating the surroundings clearly. At this moment, the corners of Beitang Zunyue's mouth slightly curled up, but he suddenly laughed: "Okay, okay, okay... ..." He said three "good" words in a row, and the slightly hoarse but wild laughter echoed in the quiet and bright hall. Beitang Rongdu bit his lips tightly, looking at the The man who laughed so badly felt the complex meaning conveyed by that laughter, he didn't say a word for a while, as if there was only one voice in the world, the more Beitang Zun laughed, only the long laugh could be heard The sound echoed in the hall, as if it echoed between the heaven and the earth. There was even a hint of madness in the laughter, but Beitang Zunyue did not continue this situation for too long. Soon, the laughter Gradually stopped, Beitang Zunyue looked calm, looked at Beitang Rongdu with unclear meaning, and said word by word: "...Tell me, why?"

Beitang Zunyue looked at Beitang Rongdu quietly, his tone was normal, as if he was just casually asking what he wanted to eat for dinner, the moment he finished speaking, the next moment, suddenly there was a loud thunderous sound, rumbling across the sky , The sky and the earth were thunderous, and the heavy rain was pouring like a basin. When Beitang Zunyue said this, his exquisite long eyebrows were slightly frowned, and his slender fingers tapped on the right armrest lightly. There seemed to be something flickering in the memory, and there seemed to be nothing at all. At this moment, memories flooded into my heart like a tide, and countless pictures flashed in my mind. I don’t know why, the corner of Beitang Zunyue’s mouth Suddenly, a faint smile was raised unconsciously - there is something in everyone's heart, everything over the years quickly emerges from the memory, and it is extremely clear, those past events, those memories, will always give people The spiritual touch and emotional recognition, even after the vicissitudes of life, are still as clear as yesterday. He remembered that when he saw Beitang Rongdu for the first time in the past, it was still a little thing with wrinkled skin. The leisurely days may be the time when I got along with the young Beitang Rongdu. At that time, Beitang Rongdu was diligent and hard-working, and occasionally willful and mischievous, which caused headaches. It has gradually gone away, the other party has grown into a stalwart young man, the world is unpredictable, but that's all.

"Why? Why... Maybe it's because I've grown up." After some time, Beitang Rongdu pondered, and finally spoke. The clear voice was not as cold and hard as imagined, but warm and moist, like pearls and jade. , Beitang Rongdu slowly loosened his clenched fist, looked calmly at the most noble man in the world in the distance, moved his thin lips slightly, and said softly: "Yes, I have grown up, It is no longer a child, but a man... Father, are you satisfied with this answer?" Beitang Rongdu said calmly, but his heart could not be as calm as the surface, just because he suddenly discovered that, It was never possible for him to remain absolutely calm in front of Beitang Zunyue, and when he understood this, he had nothing to say and nothing to do except sigh deeply from the bottom of his heart. It can be done, the more Beitang Zun is his heart demon, and will exist forever, unless he dies, he can't forget, and he doesn't want to forget...Father, people like you and me should be born to forget their feelings, but After all, people are not grass, how can they be ruthless?If it is true that everything can be thrown away, then what is the fun of being a human being?

Beitang Zun Yue hesitated slightly, and there was a hint of complexity in his narrow eyes, but he didn't speak after all, and there was no need to ask any more questions about it, because the answer had already been given, Bei Tang Zun Yue was very clear, the young man said Perhaps it is indeed the truth. As the other party's father, Beitang Rongdu's favorite person in this world, he is qualified to judge this point with such confidence... Beitang Zunyue's eyes revealed a trace of almost imperceptible bitterness, The corner of his mouth twitched slightly, but there was still a smile on his face.

"Holding and dormant for so long, it finally broke out today...Father, do you know that after I left Unsheltered Fort, I once met a fortune teller in the rivers and lakes. The man only took one look at me and said I was born with an anti-fate, and I will be precious in the future, until now, I found that what he said is indeed correct." Beitang Rongdu softened his face slightly, and took another step forward, he said these words slowly At that time, his expression was as usual, and there was no special emotion. The golden crown and yellow clothes were elegant, but every muscle on his handsome face was tense, and every word he uttered was fine. As if conveying the true thoughts in his heart to the air, Beitang Rongdu raised his head slightly, his calm eyes suddenly boiled vaguely, cooking with greed, anger, ignorance, love, hatred, and desire. Having grasped the overall situation in his hands, this should have been an extremely happy thing, but at the moment when infinitely complicated emotions were surging in his heart, Beitang Rongdu suddenly fell into a kind of confusion that he couldn't extricate himself from. Beitang Zunyue, obviously should take over everything with a victorious attitude, however, when he really saw the other party, it was as if the snow had met the sun, the paper had met the candlelight, and many things had disappeared in an instant.

Beitang Rong Du quietly confronted Beitang Zunyue, with complicated expressions on his face. It was this person who was so talented and stunning that he adored him sincerely and secretly pursued him; The attitude of refusal forcibly changed his life and took him on a strange road abruptly. In the past, the simple family relationship between father and son was mixed with too many traces of desire overnight, and taught him to truly know What is the taste of love? This is the same person who imposed great shame on him overnight. Although the shackles of shame have been taken down long ago, the brand of shame is still there today; the same person is sitting in front of him now, Trapped by him in this cage named Qianying Palace, looking at each other... Although it seems that the victory is at hand at this moment, Beitang Rongdu's face is not relaxed at all, and some are just heavy, just because he However, what he did today meant that there was a gap between him and the love of his life that might never be filled.Thinking of this, Beitang Rongdu knew that no matter whether he wins or loses in the end, some things may never come back. He and this man have been entangled with each other for so many years, and the relationship between the two is already extremely deep. At that time, it was Beitang Zun who taught him martial arts more carefully, taught by example and without reservation. After growing up, it was Beitang Zun who let him know the taste of love and dote on him in every possible way. The moment he poured the glass of wine with his own hands, it already meant that he could never go back... Beitang Rongdu suddenly raised his head slightly, trying to make something flow back into his eyes, but even so, But I can't hold back anymore, so how can I?Between frowning, his eyes suddenly became hot, and a line of crystal tears rolled down silently, flowing down his snow-white cheeks involuntarily. It is said that a man's tears are not lightly flicked, but they just haven't reached the point of sadness!

Yes, it’s hard to get back when it’s overwhelmed, and some things can’t be taken back. Even emperors and generals, with boundless wealth and honor in the world, can’t do it. Therefore, Beitang Rongdu can only hold back, and let the tears meander down and flow through the smooth water. Cheek, but from the beginning to the end, he refused to make a sound, refused to cry, at this moment in the hall, this handsome young man may already be the most powerful person in the world, but at this moment, the man on the throne In front of him, he seemed to have turned into a child. I don't know when it started, Beitang Rongdu's hands trembled slightly, and his face was a little pale. However, when Beitang Zunyue saw Beitang Rongdu shed tears, his original There was finally a hint of tenderness on his calm face. The man looked at Beitang Rongdu quietly, his hands on the armrests did not tremble at all: "...Yes, it turned out that I was wrong." Beitang Zun Yue suddenly smiled, and at the same time seemed to sigh slightly, and said: "Actually, I always thought that there is nothing in this world that I can't bear, but when things really happen, I don't know what to do." I found out that I was not as calm as I thought... I overestimated myself."

Beitang Zun said slowly, maybe this was also his heartfelt voice, something clearly revealed through the words, it was unbearably heavy, even sad, at this time there was another burst of thunder and light outside , the heavy rain fell, Beitang Rongdu stood still, fixedly looking at the lonely man on the throne, that man seemed to be shrouded in overwhelming loneliness, silent and calm, this time At this moment, I can't see the majesty of being an emperor and a peerless master at all... Beitang Zunyue's eyes showed a hint of reminiscence, and he smiled softly: "I have always been conceited, and I can't change it in this life. Such a stinky temper is really not likable." Beitang Rongdu said silently, and at the same time shook his head slightly, saying: "No matter how bad you are, there are still people who like you." Beitang Zunyue stared at the young man, Chewing on this sentence, he laughed at himself and said, "...Does that include you too?" Beitang Rongdu looked at him deeply, without explaining anything, just nodded and said: "It includes me, too."

After Beitang Rongdu finished answering this question, he smiled self-deprecatingly, and fell silent again. Before that, he had already thought about what kind of scene it would be when he really faced Beitang Zunyue. Looking at it now, he really still had so much uneasiness, Beitang Rongdu suddenly lifted his clothes, bent his knees slowly, and finally knelt down on the ground, saying: "...It is my son who is unworthy."

As Beitang Rongdu said, he kowtowed heavily and his forehead touched the ground. Although he was a man of two lifetimes and came to this world with his original memory, Beitang Zunyue has always been a special existence. He accepted I have loved this man, and this man has gradually grown up with him, tolerated his own willfulness, and always sheltered himself from the wind and rain, and at the same time successfully engraved the four words "Beitang Zunyue" in the deepest part of his heart From the astonishment when they met each other for the first time, to the heartbeat when they deeply understood the taste of love for the first time, all these years have been unforgettable. He tampered with the wine, but Beitang Zunyue still drank it. Even now, he still can't forget the look of pain in Beitang Zunyue's eyes at that time, and he can't forget the corner of this man's mouth. With a smile on his face, he raised his head and drank the fine wine in the glass without hesitation, and said with a smile, "How can I not drink the wine you poured yourself?" Beitang Rongdu will never forget this. The domineering smile and caring eyes of the man who understands him, this is the only deepest and most thorough love in my life, and this person's position in my heart will never be replaced... So, have you been unable to let go of it for a long time? ?

Beitang Rongdu kowtowed again, and said in a flat voice: "...my son is unworthy." Beitang Zunyue showed a strange look on his face, and suddenly laughed lowly, his right hand suddenly grasped the throne coldly With the hard armrest, he stared deeply at the young man kneeling on the ground with those two sharp eyes, and asked the other party word by word in a tone that was cold to the skin and bones: "The question from before Although you have already answered it, I still want to ask it again...why?"

"Why..." Beitang Rongdu bit his rosy thin lips lightly, raised his head, looked forward with his eyes, looked at Beitang Zunyue's eyes, he looked at the man seriously for a moment, The tears on his face had already dried, and after a while, the corners of his mouth suddenly turned up slightly, and he said, "Erlang, why do you think this is?" Before he finished speaking, Beitang Rongdu's handsome face involuntarily distorted slightly , the deep eyes revealed endless resentment, he stared closely at Beitang Zunyue's face, as if he could see through this face the cold look on this man's face that night, Beitang Rongdu only felt an uncontrollable wave surging in his heart. He restrained himself and said softly to Beitang Zunyue: "...Erlang, do you remember that night? It was that night, how did you treat me? You can even say that you raped me, can't you?"

"...That night, my self-esteem, my pride, were all trampled under your feet!" The pale blood on Beitang Rongdu's face receded like a tide. It was hard to describe the mood at the moment, as if he had returned to the night that he no longer wanted to think about, the previous feelings quickly disappeared forever, and even Beitang Rongdu's breathing became rapid because of the excitement, Clenched fists -- it turns out that the edge of love and hate is also torture!

"You said at that time that I no longer have the right to say 'no' to you, and I can no longer refuse you. As long as you need, I must accept your request at any time. This is your punishment for me. This is the Son of Heaven. Erlang, Erlang, I remember every sentence, every word you said to me that night, and I have never forgotten it for a moment!"