Shuoyun Feidu

"You said at that time that I no longer have the right to say 'no' to you, and I can no longer refuse you. As long as you need, I must accept your request at any time. This is your punishment for me. This is the Son of Heaven. Erlang, Erlang, I remember every word, every word you said to me that night, and I have never forgotten it for a moment!" At the end, Beitang Rongdu's hoarse voice As if it came from the endless abyss, it became more and more serious and deep, just like his mood at this time, upon hearing it, people couldn't help but tremble all over, Beitang Rongdu's lips moved slightly, and there was an expression on his face that seemed to be too much. An exaggerated smile that makes people subconsciously tremble, that smile is brilliant and captivating, it should even be said to be extremely beautiful, one can clearly feel that this is a genuine smile, not the kind of pretentious gesture revealed on the surface , but at this time, no matter who it is, they can feel something slightly chilling from that smile. It is a long backlog, and until today, it finally broke out.

Seeing this, Beitang Zunyue saw all this with his own eyes, and finally there was a slight fluctuation in his eyes, like wind and spring water, and there was no rest, but he didn't say anything immediately, because he knew too well Beitang Rongdu is gone, he knows that the last moment has come, he knows that Beitang Rongdu has completely given up the last chance to reconcile, and will never look back... Beitang Zunyue looked at the face similar to himself, looked at The young man's pair of blue eyes are still pure and innocent no matter what he does, just like the blue eyes when he was born at the beginning of the year. Looking at the endless intertwined emotions in those eyes, his heart suddenly trembled, and the fingers holding the armrest of the throne seemed to be slightly Trembling for a bit, at this moment, for the first time in his life, Beitang Zunyue really didn't know whether he was right or wrong, should he be angry at Beitang Rongdu's sudden betrayal, or should he admit what he had done? Just wrong.

Rumbling thunder came from the sky in the distance, several Jiao Lei rolled over from the top of the palace, which made people's ears buzzing, even the bright candle flames in the hall trembled slightly, and the icy rain raged. Sprinkling the ground, it seems that the sky is venting endless depression and anger. Countless soybean-sized raindrops slammed on the ground, crackling like firecrackers, causing countless water splashes and dirty muddy water , all intertwined together, Beitang Zunyue was silent for a long time, and finally he still didn't speak, while Beitang Rongdu knelt on the ground and looked up at the man, then kowtowed heavily on the head for the third time, repeating: "...the son is unworthy .”

After saying this, Beitang Rongdu slowly raised his body and stood up from the ground, as if he had completed some kind of ritual that only his father and son could understand, Beitang Rongdu stood in the hall , a look of undetectable pain flashed in his eyes, he stood still for a long time before speaking again with a slightly hoarse voice, if he hadn't seen the lonely and complex look on Beitang Zunyue's face at this moment, maybe Beitang Rong Du will never say the following words, but now, he finally said it, even though he has already guessed the answer in his heart: "Father, I want to ask you, when you treated me like this, you knew that I would Feeling grudges, even resenting you and hating you, but you still did that kind of thing with your own hands... Then, you really don't regret it?"

You really won't regret it?The young man questioned softly, his voice was still clear, like the sounds of nature, the young man stood in the distance, his figure was tall and straight, just like his old Beitang Zunyue, Beitang Zunyue didn't know why he suddenly wanted to laugh, he chewed Beitang silently. Tang Rongdu's last words lasted for a long time, but he still laughed after all. Yes, he felt guilty, pity, uneasy, and even blamed himself, but all of this was not because he regretted his actions, but because The instinctive reaction of hurting the one I love is definitely not regret!Thinking of this, Beitang Zunyue suddenly remembered the feeling in his heart that day. At that time, this sentence lingered in his heart, but he didn't say it to Beitang Rongdu, but at this moment, he can already say it: "...As much as I have deep affection for you, I will do as hard as I can. Even if all kinds of love fade away in the future, I will never regret what I have done!"

The extremely simple and neat answer reveals such a strong calmness and persistence, even domineering, maybe, there is something else in it, this man has his own pride and persistence, even if he is holding on tightly with one hand at the moment There is something hidden under the golden armrest and calm face, but he still sits majestically in front of his son, just like all the impressions he gave Beitang Rongdu in the past years, it seems that there is no change in the slightest, but Beitang But Rong Du knew clearly that life cannot be the same as it was first seen!

"...Yeah, you don't regret it, this is what I want to tell you." Beitang Rongdu didn't seem to be surprised by such an answer, even if it wasn't such an answer, he would be surprised. He was even surprised by this answer Feeling a kind of faint joy, even in this situation, the unrestrained man in front of him is still arrogant, and why is he not like this?Therefore, Beitang Rongdu just laughed. He looked at the man who met him, knew him, knew him, and loved him. He said without hesitation, but his voice was surprisingly gentle, "So just like you, I will also decide to do everything I do now." I won't regret it, even if all kinds of love are gone in the future, I will never regret what I have done, will you, Erlang?" Beitang Rongdu said, his eyes softened slightly, there is no reason why he met this person People, maybe this is the so-called God's will in the dark. When he entered this world, he entered this world in a way that couldn't be more mysterious. There are many things that even Beitang Zunyue thought that he was too young at that time to be impossible. I remember things from a long time ago, but Beitang Rongdu can even remember things from his infancy very clearly, remembering how much Beitang Zunyue loved him, and then all these memories turned into a knife of guilt, In the past, now and for a long time in the future, he will stab his flesh and bones from time to time, but the only thing that remains the same is not to regret it!

The heavy rain outside the hall was like a knife, and it was designed to kill those who were in love. Beitang Rongdu raised his head, closed his eyes slightly, and single-handedly controlled the storm, forced the palace to usurp the throne, and dragged countless people into this torrent. The person who resigned himself to his fate, so there was this accident that had nothing to do with right or wrong, and he couldn't tell who was right or wrong at all. He looked at Beitang Zunyue again, and then smiled, showing his snow-white teeth. Beitang Zunyue He also looked at him, and suddenly asked softly: "Although I won't regret it, I still want to ask... Changsheng, do you hate me?" Beitang Rongdu clenched his fists involuntarily. Then he gently let go, he stared at the man in the distance, smiled and said: "Of course I hate it, how can you not hate it, some things you have done are really bad, I am not a sage, how can I Don’t blame you for hating you? Of course it’s impossible. Put yourself in your shoes and think about it with your heart. If you were me, would you hate me too? … But no matter how much I blame you I blame you and hate you, but I always know one thing very well, that is, I like you, and you like me, so even if I hate you, no matter what, it can't offset the fact that I like you, then you say, Do I hate you? Or, how much do I like you? "

Beitang Rongdu suddenly burst out laughing, at this very moment, he suddenly wished he could reverse all the sad, ridiculous, sad and deplorable things in this world, he laughed and said: "Father, people like you and me What people want is to be unfettered, free and easy, but after all, as a mortal, in the world of mortals, how can it be possible to truly get rid of such things as gratitude, resentment, love and hatred? A person is a person who has hatred and desire! I am the prince of Daqing, rich and prosperous Needless to say, such things as authority, I am also very happy when I am with you, but sometimes it seems that there is always something stuck in my heart, which makes me feel uncomfortable, so I think about it, what is going on? I After thinking and thinking, I finally realized that it turned out that I was not reconciled, unwilling to be controlled by you, unwilling to be under you, unwilling to be in your hands without the power to resist... Indeed, you love me and love me, You can even pay too much for me, even your life, but when the emperor is angry, I will be knocked out of the dust immediately! You can do anything for me, I believe it, and I am very moved, but you can also do anything for me. I do anything, even if it is something I don't want to do, just because you are better than me!"

"...Because you are stronger than me!" Beitang Rongdu's eyes were sharp, and his words were aggressive. He took another step forward, flicked his sleeves, and continued to smile and said, "You are stronger than me, it's as simple as that." , remember, you once said to me 'I shouldn't wrong myself, I clearly have the ability to solve all this, why do I have to make myself compromise, what I want, I just take it', this sentence is true It made me suddenly realize, yes, so no matter how much I like you, no matter how much I love you, I will still be unwilling and dissatisfied, unless I have the same power as you, and even dominate you and control you! Erlang, I am too greedy Isn't it? Too dissatisfied, isn't it? Too kind to avenge, isn't it? But this is me, I, Beitang Rongdu, your son, your man, I was originally such a person, you taught it yourself My child, a white-eyed wolf that will devour the Lord!"

Thunder was rolling outside the hall, accompanied by Beitang Rongdu's laughter, Beitang Zun became more silent, he just sat quietly, his expression seemed a little complicated: "I never thought that your resentment would be so great... Beitang Rongdu smiled, nodded and said: "Yes, the resentment is really great, Erlang, the reason why I am like this is not only because you treated me like that, in fact, that incident is just an introduction. Its function is to let me see clearly the problem between you and me... Erlang, Erlang, I didn't fully understand one thing until not long ago, that is, if two people really want to have a completely free relationship , then there must be a premise." Beitang Zunyue took a deep look at the young man: "...what premise?" Beitang Rongdu smiled softly, and replied: "This premise is 'equality', whether it is Status is still martial arts, power, wealth... etc., only when two people are similar to each other in these things, there is no difference, then there will be a truly equal relationship between them, and there is no need to worry about anything. What are you worried about, otherwise, even though they seem to be happy on the surface, like gods and couples, they will be hard to appease in the end!"

It's hard to get over it!Beitang Zunyue's eyes finally trembled slightly, his body seemed to move, as if he was about to stand up, at this moment, Beitang Rongdu took another step forward, from the perspective of Beitang Zunyue Looking at it, one could clearly see the young man's facial muscles twitching slightly. Beitang Rongdu's hand stuck out of his sleeve. He clenched it tightly at first, and then let it go quickly. Zhang Zhang, as if trying to grab something, he smiled and stared at Beitang Zunyue on the throne, his voice seemed to tremble a little due to emotional fluctuations, and said: "Okay, don't say any more What's the matter, what should be said has already been said...Erlang, according to your temper, you haven't done anything after so long, is it because...you can't do it?"

When Beitang Rongdu uttered these words, under the reflection of the bright candlelight in the hall, his slender body was dragged out of a long shadow on the smooth ground, and his voice was no longer clear, but full of Unspeakably stern and refutable, Beitang Zun Yue twitched his brows, unexpectedly did not respond, but let out a long sigh, looking at Beitang Rongdu's face that was becoming more and more crystal clear by the candlelight After a long time, he said slowly: "When I woke up this morning, I found that the true energy in my body had been sealed... Changsheng, is this the surprise you gave me?" My lover, smelling the faint scent of sandalwood in the air, was silent for a while--Beitang Zunyue was really kind to him, this man is very lonely and proud, maybe the other party has already given everything in his life. The greatest happiness is placed on him, Beitang Zunyue must very much hope that the two of them will be together forever, without twists and turns, he knows all this, fully knows, but in some things, he There is a reason to do it!Beitang Rongdu flicked his sleeves and stepped forward again. He laughed and said, "I don't believe in the past, I don't practice the afterlife, I only recognize the present! At this moment! At this moment!... Erlang, you are right, this This is the surprise I gave you, if I don’t do this, I will be afraid! Even if I have calculated everything, even if everything seems to be under my control, I will still be afraid!”

"... What I'm afraid of is you Beitang Zunyue! Today's holy martial arts is the best in the world, and everyone knows it, so even if I succeed today, as long as you get away smoothly, I have already failed half of the way." In fact, I can't control the overall situation, because there are always many people who are loyal to you. Now that I control the overall situation and you don't show up, those people can take advantage of the situation to cling to me, but as long as you leave successfully, If he comes out to give orders, then I believe that many people will join him immediately, and I will be in great trouble! Right now, I have falsely passed on the imperial edict to force the palace to usurp the throne. If you raise your arms again, Call the old tribes to discuss it together, then I really may be doomed! So Erlang, only by completely controlling you in my hands can I feel at ease, and I can be regarded as a real success!" Beitang Rongdu said loudly, and the two Daozhang raised his eyebrows, and he walked slowly towards Beitang Zunyue in the distance, step by step, walking very slowly, Beitang Zunyue's face was as usual, but there was an indescribable meaning in his eyes, the man was still Duan Ran sat still, and only said calmly: "...it's 'Feng Xin San'."

"That's right, it's 'Fengxin San'." Beitang Rongdu stopped for a while, with a faint smile on his face, but that smile seemed to have a very long distance and separation, but unfortunately, And infinitely gentle: "Feng Xinsan... When I was in Zhennan Mountain, Beitangyun used this thing to plot against you and me. Once he was tricked, he would temporarily seal the whole body's true energy, so I went to the Secret Pavilion to check it out. Books, I found the formula for this Xinsan, I put it in the sachet with me, mixed it with other spices as a cover, and used ordinary wine as an introduction, several times in a row, you smelled this smell, and then drank the wine , Naturally, the medicine enters the body without knowing it... Erlang, Beitangyun used this method to trick us back then, so you would have thought that there would be a second time in your lifetime to step into the same trap ? I believe you wouldn't think of it, because you are so proud and confident, aren't you." Beitang Rongdu paused, and said in a deep voice: "It's just that the medicinal power of this Xin San can only last for three days, so I fly the letter I went to ask my grandmother for help, so she gave me the three-heart grass planted under the altar of the teaching... Erlang, you must have heard of this thing?"

"...Three Heart Grass? The only use of this thing is that its flowers can prolong the medicinal properties of other medicines." Beitang Zunyue said slowly, his long and narrow phoenix eyes still fixedly looked at Beitang Rongdu, Beitang Rong Du smiled slightly, and said: "Yes, to prolong the medicinal properties of the medicine, so I used Fengxin Powder on you several times in a row, and added Sanxincao in it, so the medicinal properties will not only last for three days, but will also last for three days. It is a lifetime, the flowers of the three-heart grass can prolong the medicinal properties of other medicines, and the onset time will also be extended to ensure that it will not attack immediately, but have enough time to penetrate slowly, so I The last time I used Fengxin San in the sachet was very little. Last night was the last dose, and this morning was the deadline for the medicine to finally explode... Erlang, Erlang, you will never use your internal strength again in this lifetime You can only get rid of the medicinal properties of the flowers by taking the leaves of the three-heart grass, and the three-heart grass is only planted under the altar of the Moyue Sect, and there is no trace of it in the world. If you are killed by me If you stay in the palace, how can you get the Three Heart Grass that is far away in Miaojiang? You will never recover your internal strength, and you will only be the same as ordinary people." When Beitang Rongdu said this, his eyes flickered little by little. After cooling down, he murmured in a slightly distressed tone that no one could detect: "...Erlang, do you know how much my Beitang Rongdu likes you in my heart, and the things I do are so crazy !"

"Very good, very good, he really is my good boy!" Beitang Zunyue suddenly burst out laughing, he couldn't stop laughing, and slapped the hard armrest of the throne with his right palm: "You did a good job, let me also love you!" I understand, you are very patient, you have been waiting for the opportunity, even I have not thought of it, until now..." Beitang Zun Yue said in a low voice: "It really is my seed... Longevity, I have said it before However, you are the greatest achievement in my life, and now it seems that it is true, you are very good, you have always been very good."

The sound of thunder and the sound of rain filled the whole world. Beitang Rongdu bit his rosy lips tightly. He knew how important he was in Beitang Zunyue's heart, but at this moment Hearing the man say these words, for some reason, he, who was once as hard as a stone, found that his eyes were wet again, and a strange feeling that couldn't be added was born in his heart, which was pain intertwined with happiness.Beitang Zunyue also had deep and incomprehensible eyes. He looked at Beitang Rongdu, and asked softly: "Then, why don't you just abolish my martial arts? If others do anything, I will not be fooled, but you know , if you make a move, I won’t be on guard, will I? If that’s the case, why don’t you abolish my martial arts?

Beitang Rongdu looked complicated, and said: "Because I don't want to treat you that way, you are a very proud person, abolishing your martial arts is completely different from sealing your internal energy...Erlang, it's not that I am safer and more The easy way to get you into submission, you know, my grandmother once gave me a 'unity voodoo', it can make a person madly in love with another person, faithful, if I use it, then unless I die or You die, or you will never be able to leave me again, I tell you to go east, you will never go west, no matter what happens, you will never change your mind, and you will only obey me for the rest of your life From now on, I can sit back and relax, which is much better than the risk of forcing the palace to usurp the throne."

Beitang Zun listened more and more, and finally moved slightly: "...If that's the case, why didn't you use it against me?" I can make you listen to me forever, and let you do whatever you want, but that's because I put a voodoo on you, and I can no longer guarantee whether your feelings for me are from the heart or because of the voodoo. Obedience, I don't want this kind of affection! What I want is the real you, who loves me and even hates me, not a man who is influenced by Gu insects to be obedient to me. For this reason, I would rather take the risk Risk, use your own hands to grab everything you want!" Beitang Rongdu laughed again and again, his eyes were bright, looking at Beitang Zunyue sitting on the throne, he finally walked over without any hesitation, and at the same time turned towards The man stretched out his hand: "...Erlang, you have kept me waiting for too long..."

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It started raining outside, and the sound of thunder and rain hit the ears, rumbling and shaking the whole world. However, despite the heavy wind and rain, it could not be heard in this quiet room. Shen Hanyan saw Beitang Yun drink the tea in the cup And Jin, an imperceptible light flashed in his eyes, and then he said softly: "...Since I am here today, I have something to tell you." Bei Tangyun raised his eyebrows almost imperceptibly , said: "What's the matter?" Shen Hanyan suddenly smiled slightly, and said: "Father..." He paused, and then suddenly took a step back. The young man looked at his father, feeling as if a The burnt ashes slowly cooled down, and suddenly there was a hint of weakness begging in his eyes, and he said: "Father, now that Daqing has been established, the world is peaceful, and Beitang Zunyue father and son are in charge of the country. , why do we have to continue to fight against them? Let the past be the past. Revenge is not the most important thing in a person's life. Why waste time and energy on these things? We... forget it. "Beitangyun listened, his eyes flashed coldly, and he sneered suddenly: "You don't need to take care of my business!" Shen Hanyan's lips showed a slight trace of sadness, and suddenly smiled: "Then, even if you Not reconciled, you want revenge, but why do you have to kill Beitang Rongdu? What happened back then was done by Beitang Zunyue, so what does it have to do with Beitang Rongdu? Why?"

"Are you questioning me?" Bei Tangyun's gaze was sharp towards the young man like a sharp knife: "I do things for no reason!" Shen Hanyan let out a deep breath, with a bleak smile on his face, as if Somewhat relaxed, he smiled softly at Bei Tangyun, and said: "Father, you are already crazy, you have been crazy a long time ago..." Bei Tangyun did not expect that his always docile and obedient son would suddenly behave like this Speaking, I couldn't help being stunned for a moment, and then laughed coldly: "Not bad! Not bad! I have already gone crazy." Shen Hanyan raised his head, looked at the man's gloomy eyes, and smiled slowly. Standing up, he said: "Father, do you know that a big event happened today...Beitang has forced the palace to seize the throne. Since he will do this, he must have great confidence and should succeed. Forget it." The young man said lightly, but Bei Tangyun raised his eyebrows suddenly after hearing it at first glance: "...what?" A strange color suddenly flashed on his face, as if he was extremely excited, and There seems to be an inexplicable expectation: "...Very good, very good, that kid from Beitang Rongdu is actually... very good! It's really God helping me!"

Bei Tangyun seemed to have fallen into some kind of extreme frenzy, he suddenly laughed loudly, and then grabbed the sword placed beside him with his right hand, and wanted to get up, but at this moment, Bei Tangyun's face suddenly changed, Just because at the moment when he raised his arm to take the sword, a sharp pain suddenly swept through his whole body. Even with the depth of Beitangyun's concentration, he was almost unable to stand in pain. The river is overwhelming, and the meridians are like acupuncture. Obviously, the pain is not easy to bear. Suddenly, Beitang Yun's eyes brightened. He is a very smart person. Facing Shen Hanyan who was a few steps away, murderous aura suddenly burst out in his eyes, as if he couldn't believe it, the two long and narrow phoenix eyes protruded slightly, looking like they were about to devour people, Bei Tangyun tried his best to hold back that it was enough to make ordinary people The pain of life and death grabbed the young man's eyes straight, leaving only endless shock and resentment in his heart, with infinite unwillingness, he gritted his teeth: "Bastard! How dare you..."

A trace of unbearableness flashed across Shen Hanyan's handsome face, but then he revealed a look of determination. He stepped back a few steps, looked at Beitangyu's furious look with cold eyes, and spoke slowly. Said: "Father, don't blame me, you forced me... You really shouldn't hurt Beitang! I have paid you back what I owe you over the years, but I owe Beitang a lot. I can’t figure it out in this life!” The expression on Shen Hanyan’s face was like crying and laughing: “I’ve already killed everyone outside, no one will come here, there are only two of us here…” Bei Tangyun was furious , cold sweat dripped down his forehead, his whole body was trembling slightly, and panting heavily, he said, "You made me use up all my energy... Beast, I am your biological father, how dare you do this!"

Shen Hanyan bit his lips tightly, with bright red blood oozing out, his mouth full of bloody smell, he smiled hoarsely, and said in a low voice: "...Why don't I dare? Yes, in your heart, I'm sure I dare not, I have always been so obedient, so obedient to you, and will not disobey you, but because of this, you will not guard against me at all, you are not vigilant against my son, so I succeeded, During this period of time, I have used Huagong powder in your tea many times in a row. If someone else took this chronic medicine, how could you be fooled like this? It’s because you believe too much in your own experience over the years, and you never believe that you are weak An obedient son will have the guts to plot against you! After so many days, the number of times of this Hua Gong San has finally been collected today, and it is worth my hard work!" Shen Hanyan laughed hoarsely at the end, Beitangyun stared at him, his eyes wide open, with infinite unwillingness and anger, and said with difficulty: "Okay, okay, okay... You did this to me because of Beitang Rongdu... It really is my Beitang Tang Yun's good son!"

When Bei Tangyu said this, he had already started to stand unsteadily, a line of blood slowly flowed from the corner of his mouth, Shen Hanyan staggered back a step, and said sadly: "Father, it may be a good thing after you lose your martial arts. Without martial arts, you I can no longer do those things in the future, and I will take good care of you, so we can live in peace, isn't it good?" Bei Tangyun struggled to stand firm, and said sharply: "Bastard! You are here for a man! , actually killed your biological father..." Shen Hanyan was surprisingly calm at this time, and he said softly: "Yeah, I have been a sinner for a long time, and this whole body is full of sins. I have apologized to many people, so, I don't care if there are more sins added to my body, I don't care at all." Beitang Yun was furious, he retreated for the past few days to break through the bottleneck, just when Shen Hanyan came, and he Temporarily stopping the exercise, at this moment, under the rapid exhaustion, coupled with the shock and anger, the mood fluctuated greatly, and the whole body was full of energy and blood. He stared at the young man fiercely, and stretched out his hand to grab him: "Han Yan, you..." Before he could finish speaking, a big mouthful of blood suddenly spewed out with a 'pop', and he was already insane, his handsome face was distorted, and he fell down with a look of resentment on his face, Shen Hanyan lost his voice: "Father!" catch the man.

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It was raining heavily outside the hall, and Beitang Rongdu walked towards Beitang Zun step by step. Now, even if God wants to embarrass him and this man, he will not accept his fate, nor will he give up what he is going to do now, no matter what happens in the future. What consequences will you bear... Beitang Rongdu smiled slightly, and said: "Erlang, what I owe you will probably not be repaid in this life, and I am reluctant to repay it, so ah, just keep pestering me like this, as long as you are with me By my side, I am not afraid of anything. Without you, I think I will become a lunatic. Not only do I want to win the world, but I also don’t want to lose my feelings. Tell me, am I very greedy and want the throne? , I want you again!"

Beitang Zun became more silent and did not say a word, while Beitang Rongdu smiled lightly and stepped forward, shortening the distance between the two. Beitang Zun pressed his right palm on the hard armrest, and suddenly With a pain in his heart, he remembered many things in these years. At this moment, countless past events flowed in his heart. He quietly watched Beitang Rongdu walking towards him, but there was tenderness in his eyes. However, at this moment Suddenly, a thunderbolt flashed outside the hall, and at the same time, Beitang Zunyue suddenly stood up, and the emperor's sword clanged out of its sheath beside him, and the human sword merged into one. Ferry!

--Changsheng, do you know that the sword is as fast as the pain in my heart at this moment!You, can you avoid it?