Shuoyun Feidu

There was heavy rain outside the hall, and Beitang Zunyue still maintained a posture of sitting upright, just watching Beitang Rongdu walking towards him, there was a hint of tenderness in his pair of phoenix eyes, but at this moment, Suddenly a thunderbolt flashed outside the hall, and at the same time, Beitang Zunyue suddenly stood up, and the emperor's sword clanged out of its sheath, and the human sword merged into one, and with the momentum of thunder, it went straight to Beitang Rongdu!

This sword is like a shooting star passing through the sky, igniting everything, drawing the most dazzling sharp edge, going forward indomitably. In an instant, Beitang Venerable's complexion was as pale as a cloud of smoke, and there was no trace of waves. At this moment, when he cut out this sword, is it true? Want to cut off all grievances decisively?Does this sword mean that he has already made a decision?Beitang Zunyue himself doesn't know, and he doesn't need to know, because in life, a dignified man must do what he should do, face what he should face, and some things must be chosen, no matter what How difficult is this kind of choice, no matter whether there are thousands of entanglements in my heart, no matter how difficult some things are, but at this moment, with a sword, what I want is a happy and happy, even if it is irreversible and irreparable !

This point of sword light came in an instant in a way that almost pierced time and space. However, Beitang Rongdu seemed to have been prepared for a long time. Tang Rongdu's right hand reached out to the side of his waist like lightning, and in an instant there was a soft sword wrapped around his waist hidden all the time. Disappearing in place, that ray of sword light was like a thunderbolt, breaking all the silence before, and the tears on Beitang Rongdu's face were dry. At this moment, a thought that was almost exactly the same as Beitang Zunyue suddenly rose in his heart--Erlang , you know, the more heartbroken my Beitang Rongdu is at this moment, the faster my sword will be, just like you and I are facing each other now, the more painful the faster, this is happiness!

The next moment, it was the intersection of swords and lights!In an instant, it seemed as if an invisible force suddenly exploded, and the extremely powerful energy suddenly dissipated. The swords of Beitang Zunyue and Beitang Rongdu collided heavily. It spread in all directions, like water ripples, and spread rapidly to the surroundings like a carpet shaking off the waves. There was nothing left, and almost at the same time, Beitang Zunyue and Beitang Rongdu had separated. Beitang Rongdu opened his mouth to spit out a mouthful of blood, but smiled faintly and said with a hoarse smile: "Erlang, this time, you took Don't let me down!" Beitang Zunyue's handsome marble-like face was finally moved, he didn't seem to make any sound, and didn't make any movements, just looked deeply at Beitang Rongdu a few feet away, and finally said slowly "...Gang Qi! Have you reached this point?" Beitang Rongdu's mouth was bloody, his expression seemed to be crying and laughing, and he said with a hoarse smile: "Yes, Gang Qi, not long ago, I I have broken through the bottleneck, and I didn't tell anyone about it... Erlang, as I expected, you have been waiting for the opportunity to make a move. You were not moving before, maybe you were saving the last bit of true energy? You can suppress the power of medicine as much as possible to this extent, you really deserve to be number one in the world, and I am not comparable to me now."

Beitang Zunyue's expression was complicated, but he didn't say anything to refute. Beitang Rongdu smiled, and suddenly coughed up another mouthful of blood, but he didn't seem to care at all, he just reached out to wipe the blood from the corner of his mouth, and looked at Beitang. Zun Yue smiled softly: "It's a pity that I have broken through, even though I'm still not as good as you, but I can hold on to it with my hands, but how long can you hold on?" There was a thunder, but the two people facing each other in the hall were silent. Everything in the past was vividly remembered, the whispered soft words of love, the intimacy of being turned into a red wave... everything seems to be still in front of us, and it has not been separated yet. , boundless sadness, endless regrets, all kinds of heartaches that are unspeakable, Beitang Rongdu suddenly laughed heartily, took a step forward, and moved forward with a straight sword!

There are thunder and lightning outside, and the wind and rain are like darkness, but inside the hall is full of sword energy, and all the love and affection in the past are all in this meeting of swords and soldiers!

"... Puff!" The muffled sound of the sharp weapon piercing into the flesh brought everything to a sudden stop, and the surroundings suddenly became quiet. The bright red blood quickly overflowed from the wound, blooming like a red plum in full bloom, and the blood flowed along the snow-like Shuang's sword came down slowly, winding softly, and then dripped onto the ground as clean as a mirror. Beitang Zunyue stood on the ground, holding the sword in one hand, and the tip of the sword sank into the flesh and blood of Beitang Rongdu in front of him. The young man was stabbed on the left shoulder, and the blood stained the yellow clothes embroidered with golden dragons into shocking blood flowers, but he didn't move at all, everything was so quiet, as if the world and time had been frozen, becoming an eternal picture. picture.

Beitang Zunyue's thin lips seemed to move, but they didn't seem to. There was no ripple on his crystal-clear jade face, just like a stone carving. At this moment, he was just an ordinary person, without any trace of truth. Qi was available, and the sword just now was weak, but Beitang Rongdu was still stabbed. Did he really not dodge, or did he not want to dodge at all?The more Beitang Zun knew the answer, he just held the hilt of the sword quietly, his golden eyes fixed on Beitang Rongdu's face, he didn't move or speak.

"It's really... very painful." Beitang Rongdu suddenly laughed softly. He raised his hand and grabbed the blade of the sword. With just a little force, the long sword broke into two pieces. Beitang Rongdu Taking advantage of the opportunity, he tapped the acupoints on his shoulders to stop the bleeding, and then casually threw away the soft sword in his hand. Beitang Zun looked at the young man more and more, although at this time he no longer had the best martial arts in the world, and he was no longer superior However, Beitang Zunyue's eyes remained as unruly as before, his majesty remained unchanged. His eyes looked at Beitang Rongdu's blood-stained shoulders, and seemed to fluctuate slightly. However, he did not speak after all-- It's nothing more than a love-hate entanglement, a love-hate dilemma!

Beitang Rongdu suddenly took a step forward, and hugged Beitang Zunyue tightly. He hugged the man tightly, seemed to be trembling, or it might just be an illusion, and asked softly, "...Erlang, do you hate me?" When Beitang Rongdu asked this question, he seemed to be cautious, like a nervous child. Beitang Zunyue did not hug the young man with his backhand as usual, but said in an unusually calm tone: "Now that I have lost, that chair belongs to you." You, I’m just an ordinary person in the future, not much better than a scholar with no power to restrain a chicken, and I will probably be under house arrest by you somewhere... So, do I hate you or not, what do you think, Changsheng ?”

"Yeah, I thought about it a long time ago. There seems to be no clear answer to this question..." Beitang Rongdu murmured, and he buried his face in Beitang Zunyue's still warm and broad chest, deeply Sniffing the familiar scent above, sniffing greedily, he hugged the man tightly with increased strength, as if he was afraid that if he let go, Beitang Zunyue would disappear, Beitang Rongdu's face was full of smiles, It was brilliant, but his voice was contradictory and weeping, and said: "Maybe I don't want to do this, but I have to do it. If you are not the owner of the Uncovered Fort, not the King of Han, not the Emperor, the two of us I'm just a very ordinary father and son, so I don't want to do those tiring things, maybe I will be filial and obedient, be your good son, and be with you happily... Erlang, do you know, if I If I don’t do this, I will never feel at ease all my life. I know that once I do something, it’s wrong, but I still have to do it! Do you think I’m ungrateful, disloyal or filial? It doesn’t matter, it doesn’t matter what you think Anyway, we still have a lot of time. If one year is not enough, then ten years. If ten years is not enough, then 20 years, 30 years. That's okay, I don't care, because I can afford to wait, I'm not afraid, my patience is really very good, I can afford to waste it with you, Erlang!"

Beitang Rongdu's face was full of tears and also full of smiles. He raised his head from the man's chest, then gazed tenderly at Beitang Zunyue's face, gently stroked Beitang Zunyue's cheek, and said softly He said: "Okay, now no one can bother the two of us. We still have one thing to do. We must do it, otherwise it will not be complete." Beitang Rongdu looked at Beitang Zunyue in front of him. , there was a smile on his face, and he said softly, the soft and gentle voice echoed in the empty hall, revealing a faint and strange atmosphere, Beitang Zunyue frowned without saying a word, only this time , who has always been proud, suddenly seemed to have some palpitations for some reason, and was stunned suddenly, as if he had a premonition of something, and the fingertips in his sleeves trembled slightly imperceptibly, Beitang Zunyue almost exhausted his life It was only with such strength that he finally stopped his thoughts of avoiding and maintained his own dignity. At this moment, Beitang Rongdu suddenly hugged the tall man by the waist—this man is already an eagle caught in the net!

The moment Beitang Rongdu picked up the man, he also tapped the other's acupuncture points, making him unable to move. The muscles on Beitang Zunyue's face twitched heavily, but now the positions between the two have been reversed. , this is Beitang Rongdu's world, he is like an eagle facing an infinite hunting net, how can he avoid it?No matter how futilely you resist, you will only get deeper and deeper into the net. What kind of mentality do you have towards Beitang Rongdu at this moment?The more Beitang Zun didn't know the answer, he would rather not think about it, while Beitang Rongdu hugged his father and his lover tightly, and walked towards the throne not far away like a stroll in the courtyard, with an air of Very calm, when he came to the throne, he gently put Beitang Zun on it.

At this moment, Beitang Zunyue has completely determined what the other party is going to do, but he just still doesn't have much reaction, sitting quietly, not moving at all, and in fact, he can't move at all. Not even a single finger, Beitang Rongdu stood in front of the man, staring at him obsessively, then closed his eyes suddenly, stretched out his hand tremblingly, as if he wanted to touch Beitang Zunyue's face, Kiss Beitang Zunyue's lips, but before he could touch the man, those closed blue eyes suddenly opened again, Beitang Rongdu's handsome face showed a slight pain, leaving only Staring at Beitang Zunyue's eyes infatuatedly, the two blue pupils were silently wet again, but the young man didn't know it at all. He looked at his lover and found that Beitang Zunyue's eyes seemed to be bottomless under the long eyelashes. There is something breathless about the abyss, as if many emotions have disappeared, or there may be too many emotions, so that instead there seems to be nothing, but it has become a place that makes people feel uncomfortable. People seemed to be extremely tempted like a hundred claws scratching their hearts, Beitang Rongdu's breathing became much clearer unconsciously, and he felt his body heat up. He leaned over and gently kissed Beitang Zunyue's lips, and kissed his young man's lips. The aura of this mature man completely covered this mature man, he bullied himself and pressed on him, and untied his gorgeous and exquisite dragon robe with his hands, while Beitang Zunyue didn't say a word, his expression was very strange, his eyes seemed to be trapped A ferocious beast that can't break free, has a depressing atmosphere, but there is still a trace of tenderness that cannot be erased. His son has already started to untie his clothes, and his fingers are gently stroking the curves of his body. An extremely intimate posture is clinging to each other, the body can clearly feel the rhythm of each other's breathing and body temperature, the more Beitang Zun is a little lost, he thinks, he should feel humiliated, but he remembers a night before, in that At night, did Beitang Rongdu also feel the infinite humiliation and powerlessness?At this moment, in the brightly lit hall, Venerable Beitang was leaning on the throne, with the young man connected by his blood on his body.

The thunder outside became louder and louder, and soon, the strong chest half hidden under the skirt was exposed. The candlelight reflected the jade-white skin, which made people think about it. The slow, soft, crazy kiss stretched from the lips to the neck, then the chest, and then the firm belly, as if to declare something, to show his ownership on this noble and unruly body, Beitang Rongdu held tight Staring at this man, all the voices in his heart have been annihilated, he has never longed for him so much, longed for this man's aura of emperor, longed for his soul and body, and everything!Yes, this kind of arrogant demeanor even at this point, a heart that has lost its strength but is still strong... The fact that such a man is embraced in his arms made Beitang Rongdu almost tremble slightly with excitement, He whispered, his voice was low, with a kind of cruel and warm tenderness, caressing every inch of the man's skin: "Erlang, I didn't win, and you didn't lose, did you?" The words were inexplicable, but However, Beitang Zunyue fully understood what it meant. He silently let Beitang Rongdu kiss him. The joy and pain in the young man's eyes made him narrow his eyes slightly. The kind of strength that controls everything, dominates everything from above. The demeanor in his hands is so similar to himself!Beitang Zunyue suddenly let out a muffled snort, and his whole body was surrounded by a burst of sharp pain, but the body that had been hit by acupuncture points couldn't even dodge it.

"I'm inside you now, Erlang, do you feel it, we are together, no one can separate, here, only you and me..." Beitang Rongdu gently and pitifully kissed the thin cold sweat off the man's forehead , he was not rude and reckless, and kept soothing the man's body with both hands, trying to relieve the pain as much as possible, until the entrance was barely getting used to the foreign body that broke in, and then he moved slowly, enjoying this mature body, This is the highest reward and compensation for him after forbearance and dormancy for too long.

Heavy panting sounds echoed in the hall, and the throne made of gold and pearls groaned slightly, as if it was overwhelmed. Dazzling and brilliant, Beitang Zun tried his best not to lose his composure. Under him was a hard and delicate throne. Like rain, he frowned deeply, and the throne was stained with water and blood, but even at this level, even if one leg was carried on the young man's shoulder, even if the most secret part of his body was exposed to the light, At a glance, he still maintains the pride of being a father and an emperor. Beitang Rongdu hugged him tightly, silently asking for the man's body, but his blue eyes stared at the other's eyes without blinking. , Beitang Zunyue's sweat dripped down, but he also looked at the young man. At this moment, something suddenly reached its peak. The feeling was so clear that both of them were extremely calm. In an instant, each other's thoughts seemed to be projected into each other's eyes, reflected in each other's hearts, Beitang Rongdu suddenly laughed, he hugged Beitang Zunyue's waist, panted and said: "Erlang, between you and me Time has always been a war, I think, this will be a long, long experience, but it doesn't matter, we have a lifetime, I will be entangled with you for a lifetime..." Beitang Zunyue looked at him with majesty. Xi: "...I'll wait."

Beitang Rongdu laughed, and he began to hit the man's strong body violently. He thought of the countless quiet nights of embracing each other, the short but long time, at this moment he interacted with his body, and his breath was entangled. He longed for this so much. Clinging to this man for the rest of his life, he is destined to spend his whole life enjoying this hard-won victory. This man will occupy all the time in the second half of his life until he dies.

After a long time, everything returned to silence. The heavy rain outside did not stop, and the sound of thunder slammed into the ears, hitting the sky and the earth. Beitang Rongdu slowly wiped the dirt between the man's legs, and helped him close his clothes. The smile is like the candlelight at the moment, jumping and jumping, will not go out, Beitang Zun is sweating, his long hair is wet, only his eyes remain the same, looking at Beitang Rongdu, Beitang Rongdu sees He bowed his head and kissed the man's lips, his voice was almost inaudible as if he was talking in a dream, "Erlang, are you tired?... You should rest first, the whole capital may be turned upside down today, I still have a lot to say." There are few things to do, and I will come to accompany you after I have dealt with it." Saying that, he picked up the immobile Beitang Zunyue from the throne, and walked slowly into the depths of the hall.

The heavy rain fell day by day, splashing countless snow-white water, and it was clear. After an unknown period of time, a figure walked out of Qianying Palace. His eyes froze, and he saw a man in a black armor and a cold helmet standing under the steps in the rain curtain. The red tassel on the helmet was drenched by the rain, and it was wet and red, sticking to the cold helmet. Beitang Rongdu looked at that The look on the man's face, he didn't know why his heart moved, as if he had a vague premonition of something, but he was not sure, at this moment, after a moment of silence, the man finally walked forward slowly, full of emotion. His face was covered with rainwater, and he couldn't see what was hidden between his eyebrows. Beitang Rongdu hesitated for a moment, and said, "Qinghan..."

Mu Qinghan's face was extremely calm, and his eyes slowly met with Beitang Rongdu's. At this moment, there was a complex look in Beitang Rongdu's eyes, which seemed to hide some kind of worry about the unknown. Mu Qinghan saw this worry , his heart suddenly felt a little relieved, his dark eyes revealed a look of peace, he looked at Beitang Rongdu vaguely and tenderly, his expression changed, after a long time, he finally said in a deep voice: "...I promised you, I You have already done it, and since then, there will be nothing in this world that can make you unhappy."

As soon as he said a word, Beitang Rongdu seemed to have caught something. He opened his mouth, as if he wanted to speak, but he didn't say it after all. Some things seemed to have been revealed before, and now, is it finally about to start? ?Mu Qinghan's eyes were fixed on the young man all the time, but at this moment, the silent pain was lightly covered in those pitch-black eyes, and he was staring intently, seemingly with infinite affection, as if he couldn't get enough of it no matter what. , refused to move away for a moment, as if he wanted to engrave this person firmly in his eyes, Beitang Rongdu's heart beat like a drum suddenly, because he faintly saw the sword's edge in the man's gentle eyes like spring water. like determination.

"...I was born in the Qingdi Sect. I practiced martial arts when I was young. I have always seldom asked about world affairs. I have a cold temperament and don't like to get along with others." Mu Qinghan took a deep look at Beitang Rongdu, revealing the meaning of nostalgia Beitang Rongdu seemed to realize something, but couldn't make a sound. Mu Qinghan smiled slightly, his heart was surging like a tide, but his face became more and more dull: "That year when I met Rongrong for the first time in spring, my heart fell into a devil, but Afterwards, the beautiful woman left, and since then I have been suffering in my heart. I can't be an outsider. I just ask God to have mercy. I can see you again. I am ecstatic when I meet again after a few years. But later I realized that you are not you, and she is not. She." Mu Qinghan's eyes were soft, and he said slowly: "I first met Rong Rong at the age of 22. Until now, I have been standing here for eight years. The love in my heart has not changed at all. I don't know why in this life? Later, I suddenly realized, It turns out that I was born for her in this life, I was desperate for Rongrong, I have no complaints or regrets, now that I think about it, even if I know the truth, if I do it all over again, it will be the same."

The rain is like weaving, flowing down the glazed tiles, Mu Qinghan seems to be smiling, he is a handsome man, he really looks good when he smiles at the moment, but there is so much regret in this smile, and How many categorical decisions, he looked at the face of Beitang Rongdu who was not the same as he remembered, and knew that what was lost would never be there again, but the most precious thing in life was already in his heart and would not be lost, Mu Qinghan He said lightly: "Beitang, you are not the one in my heart." Beitang Rongdu looked at the man and said, "...that's right." Amidst the sound of rain, Beitang Rongdu suddenly understood, and he will never meet again. There is a man who said to him, "I am willing to wear flowers for you for the rest of my life". Perhaps, they all need relief-you have always been you, but you are not mine.

--Could it be that you have changed?Or is it that I never knew you well enough?You are no longer what I remember, never have been, but I still deceive myself, so from the beginning to the end, what I love is only Rongrong who washes her feet in the stream, not Beitang Rongdu.

"...she is my heart demon. Now that everything is over, I want to take her out of here and never leave here again." Mu Qinghan said word by word, but his eyes stayed on Beitang Rongdu's chest. On the long hair, Beitang Rongdu seemed to understand something. He looked at the man's calm face and wanted to open his mouth, but he couldn't say a word. Something in his heart flew away like wind blowing dust and smoke. In the end, only With a slight sense of sentimentality, he quietly raised his hand, sword energy came out from his fingertips, and a lock of long black hair fell silently. Beitang Rongdu gently caught the bundle of black hair, and handed it In front of Mu Qinghan, Mu Qinghan stretched out his hand, took the hair very carefully, and held it tightly in his palm, then turned around and walked forward, with a cold sword and black armor, walking alone in the heavy rain , and at the same time calmly said to Beitang Rongdu: "...Thank you, Your Majesty, for making it happen."

Mu Qinghan walked in the rain. He walked for a long time, walked through the palace, walked through the streets, walked through the woods, and finally knelt down in front of the Buddha statue, with a calm and calm face on his face. The sandalwood was faintly lingering, the sharp knife scraped across the scalp, and the piles of black hair lay on the ground. Mu Qinghan's eyes slowly fell on the pile of long hair. He stretched out his hand, picked up a strand, and The bundle of blue silk that has been held tightly in the other hand is entangled with it, and finally put into the arms together - I don't know if this is considered a hair knot.

Sanskrit sounds rang out all around, amidst the burnt smell of flesh and blood, the top of his head was burnt with nine incense scars, but Mu Qinghan didn't even move his eyebrows, just knelt on the futon peacefully, looked up at Bao The solemn Buddha, but in his heart he thought of a face that seemed to be both happy and angry.

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Notes on Living in Forbidden China

... In the 17th year of Zhengji, the history of the country was revised, and after the completion of the history, the Emperor of Chu read his book, and the Taishi Zhishu said: When the emperor was young, he was rebellious for a long time, ignored the kindness of his father, and forced the palace to stand on its own... All kinds of rebellious words, those who hear it There are always two battles, at that time the left and right sides are discolored, sweating profusely, coincidentally King Wei, Princess, Prince Rui, and King Xin are on the sidelines, the princess said angrily: "Fraud ear, why don't your majesty kill this beast to justify it?" audiovisual!

The Emperor of Chu laughed out loud, showed the princess with one hand, and said with a smile: "Although I am the Son of Heaven, how can I restrict the world's leisurely mouth!"If you act in your life, don't you fear the comments of later generations?