cheongsam boy

The mutual aid that day allowed Song Rin to meet many people who had the same experience as him. Most of them were afraid of showing themselves, fearing the eyes of the world, and were very depressed physically and mentally.

But there are also people who take that step bravely, but amidst thousands of incomprehensions and rejections, they start to feel timid and confused about themselves.

For them, the mutual aid society is one of the few places in this world that has a sense of belonging, and the people in the mutual aid society are to give them firmness and tell them that they are not alien companions.

In such a billiard room that was about to be abandoned, they found the same kind and began to actively integrate with the world.

Because it was a temporary meeting, Song Rin and Gu Zhuo did not participate in the follow-up pairing and mutual assistance, but for them, the results of this trip far exceeded expectations.

Especially for Song Rin, he not only liberated himself, but also freed others.

This is the best surprise that Gu Zhuo brought him.

When they went back, the two of them didn't take a taxi, but went to the opposite taxi shop to buy an umbrella, and walked back slowly along the road.

The two share an umbrella, share a pair of headphones, and listen to the same playlist.

I didn't talk much along the way, I just hummed a few words when I heard a familiar song, my mind was empty, my lover was with me, and I was in the most comfortable state.

In fact, Gu Zhuo has never liked to walk very much. It is convenient and fast to ride with a small battery on weekdays.But I can't stand Song Rin's liking. Song Rin likes to walk slowly while listening to the song, so Gu Zhuo should accompany her.

Song Rin's overall condition has obviously improved a lot. In order to maintain it, Gu Zhuo deliberately extended his stay in Beicheng, and at the risk of being included in the assassination list by Bian Yan, he called Chi Shu to make an appointment.

As an authentic Beicheng native, Chi Shu led the two of them through the streets and tasted the most authentic Beicheng cuisine in the alleys. The four of them played wildly for several days, and it was not until Yang Xunzi urged that Gu Zhuo made the return trip. .

Without booking tickets, there is a river between the north and south cities, not far away, so Gu Zhuo planned to drive back.

On the day I left, I left from Bianyan Tobacco Shop. Like a worried old mother, Chi Shu packed a lot of Beicheng specialties into Gu Zhuo's trunk.

"This is the sausage made by my mother. Let me tell you, if you bite down on the best pork belly, the oil will explode between your teeth. It's so delicious." Chi Shu directed Bian Yan to put a box of sausage and bacon on the table. Going in, I stood aside and talked to Song Rin, "There is also that candy stirrer, which is very sweet, you usually... hey, why do you hate you, put it back for me!"

Bian Yan gave the hand that secretly hid the sugar bowl, but he didn't obey. Instead, he turned around with a sullen face, and muttered, "Mom gave it to me. There are only five jars in total. You give three jars to others, and I..."

"What are you, don't you like sweets?" Chi Shu snapped back angrily, he patted Bian Yan's arm hard with his click, "Put it back for me, the person is still there, what does it look like?" Ah, how old are you, you are still two or three years old, right?"

Bian Yan was hit by Chi Shu, but he didn't move, just stood there, stubbornly wronged, like a kid who didn't ask for sweets.

Chi Shu let out a hey, but just when he wanted to continue talking, Song Rin hurriedly acted as a peacemaker: "It's okay, it's okay, Gu Zhuo has bad teeth, so he can't eat more, two cans are enough."

But as soon as Song Rin said this, Gu Zhuo, who had been tidying up the trunk, turned around suddenly, and he hastily argued: "I don't have any, I have good teeth, and I bite off your belt buckle every time, don't you In order to save someone's face, talk nonsense and slander my image."

Song Rin: ...

Chi Shu: ...

Bian Yan: The fist is hardened.

Just because of Gu Zhuo's words, until the two of them got into the car and were about to leave, Bian Yan was still sullen, with a chilling coldness in his eyes.

Chi Shu was very speechless and rolled his eyes at him, then turned around and passed the window to give Song Rin a hug: "Don't pay attention to him, drive slowly on the road, the fog is heavy."

Song Rin hugged back and said hello. He looked at Bian Yan, pursed his lips and smiled, "Then let's go."

Bian Yan hummed for a moment in response, and was silent for a few seconds before choking out the words 'Bon voyage'.

Mu Lengzi's words made Chi Shu speechless again.

They didn't make much sensational farewell, and it's not like they won't see each other in the future. After saying a few words, the two drove out of the cigarette shop and set off south.

There was no traffic jam on the highway, but as Chi Shu said, Gu Zhuo didn't dare to drive too fast because of the heavy fog. For a distance of several hundred kilometers, Gu Zhuo drove for a long time.

But Song Rin didn't feel bored. Listening to VOA for a while to practice simultaneous interpretation, or listening to nursery rhymes and chatting with Gu Zhuo, anyway, being with the one you love will always feel comfortable and satisfied.

On the way, Song Rin's medicine took effect, and she slept under Gu Zhuo's clothes.

But unexpectedly, when he woke up, he found that the car was parked in a sparse grass.

Song Rin squinted his eyes and stood up. After he slowed down for a while, he realized that he should have arrived in Nancheng after he noticed the sweat on his body.

He took off two pieces of clothes, then looked out the window, and found that Gu Zhuo was smoking a cigarette not far away.

The evening wind brushed against his billowing collar, and after the smoke cleared, the sunset glow from the sky kissed his side face.

Song Rin took out his mobile phone and took a photo, put it in the private photo album, then opened the car door and got out of the car, he walked up to Gu Zhuo, and snatched the remaining half of the cigarette from his mouth.

Gu Zhuo naturally hugged Song Rin tightly and asked, "Are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

"No, it's much better after a good night's sleep," Song Rin puffed at him, "Where is this place? Have you arrived in Nancheng?"

Gu Zhuo nodded: "Here we are, we are in the Yuanguang area."

Hearing what Gu Zhuo said, Song Rin was taken aback for a moment, and he said in astonishment: "The source light area?"

"Yes," Gu Zhuo took the cigarette from his hand and crushed it out.

"Why do you come here?" Song Rin frowned, "Isn't this piece... useless?"

Facing Song Rin's question, Gu Zhuo didn't answer in a hurry, he held Song Rin's hand, walked with him and asked, "Then do you remember how this piece was scrapped?"

Song Rin followed him: "Remember, the land collapsed."

A few years ago, Yuanguang District was contracted by a real estate company to develop a high-end tourist area. However, during the renovation, the topography and geology were not well surveyed, resulting in many land subsidences. In the end, the project was cut in half, and this area also passed by with time. gradually became a deserted area.

This incident was quite a big deal in Nancheng at the time, and it was the headline of the news for several days. Song Rin had done a news translation about this incident before, and he was very impressed.

So he didn't understand why Gu Zhuo brought him here, could it be that he wanted to have fun in the field?

"Yes, it's the land collapse," Gu Zhuo chuckled, and he took Song Rin to turn around, pointing to the huge depression on the ground in front of him and said, "This area was the first to collapse at that time, and it was also the one that collapsed the most. In just a few minutes, a large piece was dented."

Looking at the pitted and bottomless depression in front of him, Song Rin's heart suddenly hung up. He didn't dare to look at it, and hurriedly looked away.

But in the next moment, he realized something was wrong.

Why does Gu Zhuo know so clearly.

A thought immediately flashed through Song Rin's mind, he turned his head to look at Gu Zhuo, his eyes were full of astonishment.

"Yes, Gu's was the company responsible for the development of the real estate at that time." Gu Zhuo seemed to have installed a snooping device in Song Lin's mind, and answered before he could ask, "The person in charge of this project at that time was me. .”

Gu Zhuo's words were really a heavy blow, and Song Rin, who had just woken up, was stunned again. He never thought that Gu Zhuo was the person in charge behind the collapse plan that caused a sensation in the whole city.

At that time, even though the incident was caused by a detection error, it still cost a lot of money, and the amount was really astronomical...

At this moment, Song Rin suddenly thought that the Gu family had only made a comeback in recent years, and if they made a comeback, there must be a moment of loss ahead.

He calculated that the time when Gu's power fell coincided with the time when the plan collapsed.

At this moment, Song Rin's mind flashed a lot, and the thoughts in his heart were extremely complicated. He didn't know what to say, but he could understand Gu Zhuo's intention of bringing him here.

He is approaching Gu Zhuo, and Gu Zhuo is not. If two planets want to intersect, they must experience overlapping orbits. During this process, both the bright and the dark will be exposed.

Song Rin pursed her lips and pondered for a while, but he didn't say anything, just stretched out his hand through the evening wind, and hugged Gu Zhuo.

He said softly: "It's over, we can all start over."

Song Rin didn't know anything, but he didn't ask anything, and gave Gu Zhuo all his tenderness and support unconditionally.

Gu Zhuo stretched out his hand to squeeze the gap between the two, and buried his head into Song Rin's neck, evading like an ostrich buried in sand: "It's my fault. Fan Chengcheng came to prove it to Daddy, neglected the most important survey, and in the end not only failed to make it, but almost ruined all the family property. At that time, it really became a big joke in Nancheng."

In fact, Song Rin was able to infer Gu Zhuo's situation when he was young from Gu Zhuo's few words that night when he was looking at the materials in Beijing.

The heirs with high hopes were entrusted with important responsibilities early on, and the burden on their shoulders could not be unloaded, and it weighed heavily on their bodies.The father hoped that his son would become a success, and the whipping education made him impetuous and eager for quick success.

Song Rin also had this kind of experience, and the two had a high degree of acquaintance in their family situations, so that Song Rin could empathize with Gu Zhuo's mood at that time during this experience.

He hugged Gu Zhuo tighter, just like he did to himself.

Feeling the tightening of the hug, Gu Zhuo smiled lightly: "It was really stressful at the time, but fortunately, there is motivation when there is pressure. Later, I talked about a cooperation to make up for the shortfall. However, the foundation is ultimately It has been hollowed out, and no matter how much it is repaired, it will never return to the previous state."

"This is already great," Song Rin comforted, "Under such circumstances, it would be great if you could make up for the shortfall."

Although it is to make up for mistakes, Gu Zhuo's ability is undeniable.

Gu Zhuo rubbed Song Rin's neck with the tip of his nose, and asked a little childishly, "Really?"

Song Rin nodded and said seriously: "Really, it's great."

"That's good. I have no regrets if I can hear you say that." Gu Zhuo heaved a sigh of relief, "Actually, this is what I should do, but I also... really want to be affirmed."

Song Rin was stunned for a moment, but then he came back to his senses. He stepped back and held Gu Zhuo's face, stared into his eyes and said, "You were great then, so are you now, and you in the future, It will be even stronger."

Seeing Song Rin's serious face, Gu Zhuo couldn't help but leaned over and kissed him, kissed his lips, and said thank you.

Gu Zhuo led Song Rin to continue walking forward: "Actually, after making up for the shortfall, I have thought about redeveloping this land. Doesn't it mean that I have to stand up from where I fell? My persistence in this land The thought was quite deep, but later the project plan was submitted more than a dozen times without success, but the land collapsed again and again, and the last bit of development value was lost, and my belief was gone.”

"I began to doubt myself, wondering if I was in this line of work, or how could I have collapsed like this. I was young and hadn't experienced many things. When I couldn't bear it, I went to alcoholism. I was depressed for a long time, until I Touch the needle again."

"I still remember the day I woke up from alcohol and found that I had been in a closet all night, all my clothes were full of my vomit, and the only thing I could wear was a fight torn I can’t help it, I can’t be naked, so I found a needle and thread to sew. The wine was not sober at the time, and I had to wear the thread several times before passing it, but that’s it. It’s like my grandfather is possessed, and the thread and the needle are automatically drawn out in his mind, it’s amazing.”

Having said that, Gu Zhuo's tone changed, and he looked at Song Rin with firm eyes: "At that moment, I knew what I should do in my life."

In this world, some people are just blessed by God, and fate is also unpredictable. It is possible that you are still depressed one second, and suddenly discover your true value in the next second.

Therefore, failure and setbacks are not necessarily bad things. It may just be God telling you that this matter is not suitable for you, and you are required to stop losses in time.

Song Rin met Gu Zhuo's gaze: "Yes, I'm glad you know, otherwise, how could I meet you."

Hearing what Song Rin said, Gu Zhuo couldn't help sighing, "It's really the best arrangement."

"Yeah," Song Rin leaned over and kissed Gu Zhuo's lips, "It's the best arrangement, so Gu Zhuo, we don't have to feel dissatisfied and regretful about the past, because without the past, we wouldn't be who we are now, no matter what Whether it is the setbacks you have suffered, or the secrets I have suppressed for many years, they are all the gravitational attraction that attracts us to meet."

Since the mutual aid meeting, Song Rin has become much more transparent and cheerful.

Gu Zhuo likes Song Rin like this very much, Song Rin who has changed and grown because of him.

Gu Zhuo smiled and said: "I know, I have no dissatisfaction or regret, I just feel a little regretful."

"Regret?" Song Rin asked suspiciously, "What are you regretting?"

Facing Song Rin's question, Gu Zhuo didn't answer directly. He led Song Rin forward and gradually, the surrounding scenery changed from grassland to woods.

Gu Zhuo said: "Actually, when I was in the constituency, there were three areas to choose from. This area was the most inconspicuous. The location and traffic were not as good as the other two areas, but I still chose it."

Hearing what Gu Zhuo said, Song Rin answered naturally: "Why? Is there any unique attraction in this area?"

"Well, behind this area is Deep Bay, and in the southeast, there is a weathered low cliff."

As soon as Gu Zhuo finished speaking, he followed his turn, and Song Rin saw the cliff he was talking about.

Different from the cliffs in the movie that look at the abyss, the cliffs here are lower and the cliff face is not so narrow, and it looks safer.

But Song Rin is afraid of heights, no matter how safe it looks, it is dangerous for him.

Song Rin was a little afraid to go forward, he pulled Gu Zhuo hard, silently expressing his unwillingness.

Sensing Song Rin's uneasiness and tension, Gu Zhuo stretched out his arms to hug him, and comforted him softly for a while. After Song Rin relaxed a little, Gu Zhuo continued to speak.

"At that time, there was a movie called Extreme Thief, which brought extreme sports to the domestic public. I liked a sport called cliff diving very much. After I went abroad to try it myself, I came up with this idea. Make a cliff diving platform."

Speaking of this, Gu Zhuo pointed sideways, and Song Rin saw the unpainted steel diving platform nailed to the edge of the cliff.

Gu Zhuo squeezed Song Rin's hand tightly: "At that time, the measurement, safety application, and test passed everything, but if it couldn't be done, no one would come to dance."

"Song Rin, the contract between this piece of land and Gu's is about to expire. Gu doesn't plan to renew it. This platform will be demolished soon. I want to say goodbye to it. I want to jump once. If you want, I will I also want to invite you to dance with me once."

Song Rin looked at the diving platform, it was full of traces left by time, the night wind swept away, and what was swept away was Gu Zhuo's youthful frivolity and unfilled regret.

Song Rin was indeed afraid of that formidable height, but he was even more afraid of Gu Zhuo's unfinished regrets. His lover deserves to be fulfilled.

Song Rin withdrew his gaze, looked at Gu Zhuo, and said with a smile: "Your invitation is too careless."

Hearing Song Rin's words, Gu Zhuo's eyes lit up with starlight. He was very good, and immediately made a gentleman's invitation to the ball.

"I don't know if I have the honor to invite this gentleman to ride the wind with me and feel the embrace of the sea."

The evening wind wrapped in the colorful clouds disturbed his mood, Song Rin proudly agreed, and then firmly held Gu Zhuo's hand.

The two ran against the wind towards the fence platform, and when the fine sand rolled up, they hugged each other and took off.

The sound of the wind was rapidly roaring in the eardrums, and Song Rin was hugged by Gu Zhuo, feeling his heartbeat stronger than the wind.

At this moment, the world was being turned upside down, and Song Rin just wanted to kiss his rare treasure. He raised his head, and Gu Zhuo just lowered his head. When they fell into the water, their lips touched each other.

The huge momentum forced the two to separate in the water. Song Rin was a little flustered for a while, but there were dense bubbles in front of him, and he couldn't see clearly, so he could only wave his arms to disperse them.

During the dance, he saw the thousand-petal lotus bracelet that he had been wearing all the time. In the swaying water, the tightly closed lotus flower was slowly blooming!

Song Rin wondered if his brain had been washed away by the water, otherwise how could such a scene appear in front of him.

But just when he was about to take a closer look, there was a pulling force from his wrist, and in the next second, the warm touch broke through the water and kissed him.

Gu Zhuo kissed him and led him upstream. When he came out of the water, he hugged Song Rin, grabbed his hand and put it on his lips and kissed him: "I have no regrets, my Chief Song."

Song Rin looked down at him, and at the same time saw her wrist being held by him, the thousand-petal lotus bracelet on that wrist, and the lotus flowers on it had all bloomed.

Looking at the blooming petals, Song Rin suddenly understood completely, and he replied with red eyes: "I don't have any anymore, my little boss Gu."

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