Reborn love is not sweet talk

"Brother Pang Fei, I want to go to the bathroom." Zou Panshu immediately realized that the action was too violent, and hurriedly thought of an excuse to make up for it, and his face wrinkled, as if he was very sad.

"Hmm. Get up and go quickly. No one is hospitalized during the New Year's Eve, so you don't need to queue up." Pang Fei couldn't see anything wrong, so he nodded and helped him get up.

Zou Panshu still had no strength in his body, his body was very weak, his stomach was so bitter that it seemed to be filled with coptis, and his breath had an astringent taste.Yesterday, I didn’t eat dinner. I walked until I was in a coma at the Lost door in the early morning. I really suffered from frostbite. The condition of the shower was not very good.

None of them are rich. There are 8 beds in one room in the emergency room, and several rooms are connected to each other. There are really few patients. There are two bathrooms at both ends of the corridor.Zou Panshu thought it was useless to be hypocritical, so he had to be supported by Pang Fei all the way to the bathroom. Fortunately, he only delivered it to the door, and felt his awkwardness and persistence did not follow, otherwise Zou Panshu really didn't know what to do. Put water in front of this person who used to be skin-to-skin.

There was a sound of hula, and I was really panicked. Zou Panshu shuddered, thinking that sweating alone would not be able to consume so much physiological saline poured into the body. Looking at the clothes on his body, the underwear turned out to be changed. Yes, I took a look at the hospital gown that I was wearing, and I recognized Pang Fei's underwear. He was 10 centimeters taller than me. He was tall and strong at 86 meters, and he was very handsome. The kind of amiability that is easy to be liked by people, the magic power that makes people follow involuntarily when they speak, and is proficient in dressing. No matter what angle you look at, you look like an elite, but no one would know that it is such a person, and Xiaobao and Xiaobao The personal partnership defrauded a total of three people including myself.

The underwear didn’t fit very well, it was too big and wrapped around her thin and short self. The pants were awkward no matter whether she took them off or put them on. I felt that this sweet and reassuring taste was so disgusting, so disgusting that it was more disgusting than the smell of this bathroom. The feeling came to my heart, and the body executed it quickly, and the throat contracted uncontrollably and retched. The pregnant woman also retched violently, the bile and gastric juice were green and yellow, and there was nothing else, which stimulated the taste buds to vomit repeatedly. After a pause, she began to cough again, as if the sky was dark, and even Zou Panshu didn't know if she wanted to It won't be over until all the repression, betrayal and guilt of the past two years are poured out. Maybe this rebirth will end here, and there is still no time to see that person.

Zou Panshu fell limply to the ground again, still on the cold and damp floor of the bathroom, lonely and helpless like an angel with broken wings who fell into the mortal world.

After finding time to smoke a cigarette, Pang Fei, who heard the sound, felt his heart tighten. This person's body is too poor. The doctor said he was malnourished in the emergency room. This is a person who came out of a lump in the 21st century. Even some people passed out in front of the store because of malnutrition and starvation, and passed out again before recovering from the disease.Pang Fei thought about the man's demeanor when he refused to live in his house, it was a bit weird, not many strangers would be wary of him when he grew up so old.

Helping him back to the hospital bed, Pang Fei looked at his watch. It was not convenient to go back to get food at such a late hour. Xiaobao should have woken up too, so he simply called and asked him to buy some porridge on the way.

Fortunately, all the hospital beds that paid the overnight fee got a hot water bottle, and Pang Fei fell into the basin and wrung out a towel to wipe his face, it was so dirty.

The pot, towels, and changed underwear were brought by a friend last night, and the people on the bed were really tossed. Pang Fei didn’t want to continue after finishing this time. He said it was only three things. This is already the third person he and Xiaobao want to trade with. Although it is easy to get this kind of money, it is somewhat uncomfortable, but people don't want to kill the world for themselves. Don't want it for nothing. It's really contradictory.

Wiping people with a warm towel made them feel better. After a while Zou Panshu woke up slowly, but he still had no strength, but the suffocation accumulated in his chest seemed to be blown up, and he felt relaxed. Pang Fei didn't resist that much either. At this time, Pang Fei was innocent, even if it was for money to treat him well, it was his contribution, and he would just give them all the money when the time came.After figuring it out, the burden is not so heavy. For the time being, those unspoken secrets can be peacefully groveled in a corner of the bottom of my heart. Zou Panshu can still smile at him honestly and say: "Brother Pang Fei, thank you. Thank you for this It’s too much trouble for you for two days, and it’s to give me work and accommodation, and to take care of my illness. If there is anything I can do in the future, please don’t be polite, and I will definitely repay you.”

He talked too much in one breath, his voice was rustling, and he coughed after he finished speaking, his pale and colorless cheeks were slightly reddish, morbidly gorgeous, but the sincerity in his tone was real.

"Okay, let's take care of your illness first. If you want to repay me with your broken body, you can take care of it. This won't work." After getting the expected promise, Pang Fei was not as happy as he imagined, and frowned. The pillows on the bed were stacked together so that he leaned against his back and sat up, waiting for Xiao Bao to come and eat something.

The water cup and toothpaste are prepared, and he is not allowed to go out to toss about. There is a washbasin on the bed, so he can sit on the bed and brush his teeth.Just letting go of the burden, and being faintly aroused by such meticulous care, Zou Panshu silently took the toothbrush and water glass, thinking in his heart that these are poisons, and there is no cure for addiction after addiction. These are all illusions, and they are all purposeful. , but there is no power that can stop the warmth of a person who has never been cared for by others after receiving help.

The hospital is not far from the bar. Pang Fei and Xiaobao are both locals. When you go out the back door of the bar, there is an old street behind it. They are all small buildings left over from the Republic of China. There are too many people like Pang Fei who don’t work all day and rely on connections to live a life of gangsters. The bar manager, Xiaobao, just takes advantage of the locals to manage personnel and solve troublemakers. What is the real business idea? Promotional activities? Regardless of what's wrong, there are truly capable people who are planning and manipulating it.

On a very cold day, Xiaobao went out wearing only a cool short black leather jacket, not even a windbreaker. He was dressed in black and carried a thermos, which was a bit nondescript. It was like a small cold wind, and even the voice was a bit cold: "I haven't slept for three or four hours. It's so damn cold, no wonder I'm sick."

"I don't wear a coat when I go out, and Hao Potian won't turn into spring immediately." Pang Fei smiled at him, took a look at the thermos, unscrewed the lid, took off the matching small bowl with satisfaction, and poured a bowl of porridge Come on, the porridge is still a little hot, and the steaming heat adds a bit of warmth to the cold ward.

After receiving the porridge, Zou Panshu watched them chattering. These two people lived and grew up in the same yard. A yard and a building have three floors, and are usually divided into six households. The homes of these two people are the two families on the first floor. Whether it’s gangsters, doing business, fighting or swearing, they all help their own people, whether it’s reasonable or not. It was these two people who saved him. If he could avoid the harm in the future, from now on, these two people are his saviors. This kindness is too heavy. At one time, Zou Panshu was so oppressed that he couldn't breathe. The warmth and a trace of regret can no longer be their own regrets.

"Thank you, Brother Xiaobao. Actually, it doesn't have to be such a trouble. I can lie down and recover some strength before I can leave the hospital. It's the same when going out to eat. I'm really sorry for making you wake up so early in the cold weather." Although Xiaobao is also a mess However, he is very loyal to those who are included in his friend range. In his previous life, Xiaobao only introduced himself to that person and shared some of the money, and he also took care of himself meticulously.

It was only later that I learned that the two of them did this to avoid trouble for themselves. After all, that person has a lot of money and is going to be sent to that person. I am afraid that they will suffer if they say that they are not good. Every reserve army that catches the eye is very caring, and Qin Mingyu is one of them.It is simply a classic model of doing things with money, covering everything.

Xiaobao made a Superman posses, waved his hand and grinned his teeth and said, "It's okay, brother Xiaobao, I'm a Superman, and I can do anything. By the way, you eat more, eat up, Zou Panshu You are too thin." He shook his head while talking, and looked at the patient's face and upper body with scrutiny. The underwear was obviously uneconomical, and it was bulging, which really tested his aesthetic sense.

"After I go back, I'll find some old clothes for you. Don't be polite and don't dislike them. These days, few clothes are worn out before being thrown away. Buy new ones when you have money." Xiao Baohe Zou Panshu's height is almost the same at 1 meters, and Xiaobao is also thinner, but he is lean with muscles, and occasionally plays hard dances on the bar stage, with excellent explosive power and flexibility.

Sure enough, it has changed. I remember that I was not sick in my previous life, and Pang Fei threw away all the old clothes he carried with him. He directly bought several sets of new clothes and pants, and said that he would pay them back after the salary was paid. Later, the relationship between the two became more and more serious. It's getting better and better, and it will soon cross the border without distinguishing between each other, and the money matter will be left to Pang Fei to take care of it, and it will be nothing.

Swallowing the porridge in his mouth, Zou Panshu nodded with a vague tongue. Old clothes are the best, which are suitable for his current situation. She was spoiled, and said in agreement: "Okay. Thank you Brother Xiaobao, then I can save a lot of money. I don't need to buy new ones with this money. I will buy you gifts when the time comes."

"Bai Tairen, I haven't started work for a day, so I want to get the money. Eat it quickly." I guess I haven't met such a person on the road, Xiaobao has charged the transaction fee of the introducer twice, but that is The money comes out of the fingers of the rich. If the waiters under him really want to honor him with that little salary every month, he really hasn't collected anything. Be a man with principles.

Zou Panshu was really hungry, and he hadn't eaten a good meal for several days. This time, he ate delicious bone porridge, which satisfied his appetite and tidied up his stomach. After eating all the porridge in the pot, he was embarrassed to find that there was no left for Pang Fei. His face flushed with shame, and he didn't know if it was a habit from his previous life. At that time, he was favored by the two of them. , it is easy to get carried away.

"It's okay, I'm not hungry, and I'll have lunch when I go out with Xiaobao later. You still need to hang the water, I'll go find the nurse."

After Zou Panshu hung the salt water again, the two of them came out together, and he was the only one left in the 8 beds. Except for the sound of firecrackers in the distance, the ward was silent, as if there was only one person left in the last days. Alone and helpless.The place where the heart is is home, and it is more lonely after the excitement, which is what I am talking about.Zou Panshu stared at the water droplets in the tube, not too fast, not too slow, he knew that going to the hospital would cost hundreds of dollars at a time, silently counting in his heart, all of these had to be paid back.

Speaking of his previous life, he was depressed and depressed in his hometown before he was 21 years old, and he didn't get sick very much. Except that he always took care of his sick grandma and delayed his studies, he didn't feel too miserable. Then he came to this city and met these two people who were taken care of. Very good, unprecedented good, so good that I thought I found a home, a home for a lifetime.After three months with that person, the conditions have improved by more than one level. The clothing, food, housing and transportation are exquisite, and I have a quiet temperament. I don’t care about anyone except my lover. Wuyu just didn’t even care about the illness. Occasionally, I have a little cold and drink No need to go to the hospital for Sanjiu granules.

It’s only been two days since I had a big problem with my body. I don’t know whether it’s good or bad. Every choice I make will change the future. What about personal distance?

After the meal, only Pang Fei came back alone, saying that Xiao Bao went back to catch up on sleep. Last night, a guest left drunk and made a fuss until dawn. He took all the medicines for three consecutive days and gave them to the nurse. Zou Panshu told him that he only needs to come over in person in the next two days, and the needle can be withdrawn directly by showing the brand.

Going back to Lost, it was already two o'clock in the afternoon. On the way, Pang Fei bought some pastries for him to eat at night when he was hungry. Lost will be on holiday for two days, and the doors will not open until the fourth day of the Lunar New Year.Pang Fei naturally had the lost key. He opened the door and sent the person to the storage room. The stagnant air was worse than the front hall. He frowned and proposed again in dissatisfaction: "Your body is still sick, No one has come to work for the past two days, and it’s not good to eat frozen food every day, so you’d better stay with me for two days, and you can come back when you’re better after the injection.”

"Brother Pang Fei is already very troublesome. I'll just live here. It's not good to move around. Thank you, Brother Pang Fei." Zou Panshu also knew that he was a bit stubborn. To be honest, a stranger insisted on staying in someone else's shop. That much drink is a lot of money. He knew the purpose of these two people so he dared to rely on it. If it was someone else, he would probably just go along with the flow and live with him.He will never take this wrong step again. He firmly believes that if he can start his life again, he will give himself the opportunity to choose. There will be choices again and again along the way. Really got hit by a car.

Pang Fei couldn't tell, he was going back to his parents' house for the New Year's Eve dinner tonight, looking at this thin and frail person, every time he looked at those big wet eyes, he felt an inexplicable sense of familiarity, and almost fell asleep. I blurted out and invited him to my house for dinner. Fortunately, my senses are still there. I know that it is not appropriate to bring a stranger home for the New Year. Besides, this person is pitiful. The most important thing is to treat him better for the sake of the purpose and to nourish the body more. , when the time comes, just dress up and trade out, regardless of whether he is alone during the New Year.

Feeling that something was wrong with him, Pang Fei didn't insist. He made an appointment to come and open the door for him at one o'clock tomorrow afternoon, and then Shi Shiran went out with self-proclaimed graceful steps, locked the door, turned around and left, his back was equally unrestrained.

The design of the bar is dark, and the depth is enough to make the storage room more like a corner of a ghost passage. There is no natural light at all, and electric lights are needed to enter and exit. Although the outer door is locked, there are all internal organs inside, and the food and clothing are all available Yes, Zou Panshu is a person who can endure loneliness.

The body was flooded with cold physiological saline, and it couldn’t be warmed up. The bar is equipped with central air-conditioning, and it’s impossible to open it just for one person when the whole bar is resting.Zou Panshu stomped his feet and was out of breath after jumping a few times. Exercising to keep warm was not feasible. Taking advantage of the heat on his body, he poured a glass of boiled water and ate some snacks to rest his stomach. The aroma of the porridge in the morning seemed to linger on the tip of his tongue. It's a pity that I am not very hungry.

After eating snacks, he walked up and down the short horizontal aisle to digest food, and he was so dizzy that he didn't feel the effect of digestion. Zou Panshu laughed at himself, thinking that he couldn't calm down because he was anxious. As soon as you stop, you will remember that the person does not know where he is at this time.

This year, that person hasn't been home for the New Year for five years. Every year, he's either alone or has a boy with him. He doesn't know how to avoid this bustling city and go abroad for vacation, out of sight and out of mind.But he doesn't, he just stays in the same city and doesn't go anywhere, just looking for boredom, the family doesn't contact each other, and he doesn't call once a year for New Year's greetings. I really don't know what's the point of this. It's just that there is still hope in the bottom of my heart, but neither of the two parties compromised first, and it dragged on for five years, until Zou Panshu followed for two years. Of course, after 2012, he was dumped. I don't know if their family has contacted. , but at least almost seven years is really close.

He sighed in vain, feeling a little pain in his heart, restless because of that person's pity, and he also knew that such anxiety was useless, so he gave up his mind and simply didn't think about anything. .

He turned his bag upside down, but he couldn't find any paper or pen. Sitting by the bed, he thought about his situation two years ago. It seemed that it was a very distant past. It was not just a rebirth, but a encounter with life. Apart from the blood relatives, the two most important people in the life, one taught him the pain of life, and the other taught him true love.