Reborn love is not sweet talk

It is said that life is like running water, but Zou Panshu feels that every day is so difficult. The first thing he does when he wakes up is to draw dots on the calendar card, and then silently count the dates.

His body is still very weak, but he is gradually adapting to the intense life he specially arranged.During working hours, he stands more, serves more, and cleans frequently when he is free. His purpose is not to impress Xiaobao and the others, but to exercise and stretch his limbs; Do exercises, if you can’t listen to MP3s if you can’t buy them, just rely on memorizing the pronunciation symbols one by one, get up as early as possible in the morning and sprint between the various aisle tables in the bar, relying on exercise to drive appetite and increase appetite.

Maintaining a restrained and low profile, Zou Panshu changed quietly.

"Zou Panshu, I think you are a very interesting person." Qin Mingyu said to the person who was wiping the glasses. It was their turn to be on duty today, and they went to the bar half an hour earlier to make preparations.

Xiao Bao opened the door and went out to find something to eat. The two of them were at the bar.

Zou Panshu Meng was so labeled, and he came from the mouth of a half local in the suburbs of this city. He was shocked, wondering if he had done something out of the ordinary, and he turned the white cloth in his hand. Quickly, pretending to be calm, he asked, "I don't understand. Can you explain it to me?"

Qin Mingyu smiled, and did not stop his work. He was checking whether the wine bottles around the bar needed to be replaced, and some old customers' storages would be misplaced in the rush. These all needed to be adjusted, and he said after a while: "At first I thought it was a country bumpkin, but after seeing Brother Xiao Bao and Brother Pang Fei's attitude towards you, I think he should be an honest person."

Zou Panshu frowned. Everyone could hear the turning point in this remark. The focus was on the latter part. His movements slowed down, and he began to reflect on what went wrong.

"Don't be nervous, I didn't say you're bad. Do you also know that the waiters here have a way out to get money quickly?" Qin Mingyu simply stopped, his gaze was clear, and he was still holding a bag in his hand. bottle of half-drunk Remy Martin.His hands are well-maintained, with rounded fingertips and well-defined joints. He holds the bottle vigorously, half of which is covered by the dark orange color of the wine, and half of which is covered by the transparent glass bottle, shining brightly and full of texture and temptation.

Zou Panshu had to admit that this delicate and charming Qin Mingyu was the most outstanding person he had ever seen. He was pure and charming, hearty and delicate, shrewd with a clear purpose and seemed to be wise and foolish, and his contradictory temperament See which side he is willing to show you, it is comparable to a chameleon.Zou Panshu's brows were almost glued together. Pang Fei took care of everything in his previous life, so he never took a good look at this Qin Mingyu.

The silent silence made Qin Mingyu angry. He stretched out his hand to poke someone, but retracted it halfway, turned around and put the wine bottle away to continue counting, without opening his mouth again.

"Why do you ask that? Do all the waiters know?" Zou Panshu regained his senses, but his tongue was a little out of control and he couldn't speak clearly.

"That means you know it. Let me tell you, Brother Xiaobao can guess it at a glance. He treats us so well because he likes our face and body. But you have no play, just look at you If you don't have a good figure, and your skin is so bad, at most, these eyes are better." Qin Mingyu hit people as soon as he opened his mouth.

"You didn't answer my question."

"Oh, why are you asking? I think you are secretly learning a foreign language. Are you still exercising? Do you want to practice body flexibility? Brother Bao taught you?"

Zou Panshu couldn't calm down anymore, he didn't answer someone else's words, but he threw a bunch of questions. He must find out what was going on, so he had to ask again, word by word.

"Okay, I just think you're very interesting, and I don't know what Xiao Baoge likes about you, but I don't think he seems to recommend you strongly. When you first came, he and Pang Feige were a little cold towards me. Yes, it’s getting hot again recently, oh, I’ve been given a salary increase this month, and I’ve also got a 3% increase in commission for opening drinks. Don’t stare, it looks like you’re a peer. Is it tiring to please that one? We don't need to do this."

Why is Qin Mingyu's temperament like this? Zou Panshu has never been so distressed, and after hearing a lot of words, he knows that he persuaded himself to give up.

"If I can't do it, you can definitely do it? What about the others?" Zou Panshu wanted to fully understand more information.

"Others? There is no one else. Oh, there is another Xiao Qi, but I think Xiao Qi has been banned since you came. Do you know much about the inside story? Let's communicate. Let me talk first. "He looked at his watch. Last night's business was average, and the cleaning was relatively clean. Today, the two of them were ready in a quarter of an hour, and there was still plenty of time. It seemed that he wanted to talk to someone a long time ago.

"I have a relative who knows Brother Xiaobao, and I know that there is a man in his place who will come to pick someone every two years. It has been a long time, and there was still a lot of trouble at that time. Many years ago, this family The owner of the store and that man are classmates, so others chose this place. In short, the rich man likes men, he is very arrogant, and he is a high-ranking son. You don’t know, many stores in this area are covered by him. It's not about gangsters, but if you can get a little relationship with his family, the gangsters in this area dare not move. His father is terrible. I don't know what he does, and he can't even pass it on. "

Zou Panshu was impatient. What he wanted to know most was exactly what this troublesome incident was. He knew it was something that happened to that person when he was in school, because he had a falling out with his family.It's a pity that he had always followed that person in his previous life, and he didn't have the opportunity to hear outsiders gossip about his past.

Qin Mingyu is graduating this summer, and he has no classes to attend at this time.He planned his own life path early on. With his family background and art, he couldn't go abroad to receive better training. As a shrewd man, he set his goal here. He didn't know the details of the inside story, but it was enough to sell himself out. He really knows that in order to succeed, it is best to obtain Xiaobao's approval in advance. Leaving aside Zou Panshu, Cheng Yaojin who came out halfway, he is ready to find time to confess to Xiaobao and negotiate the terms directly. His purpose is I have been with that person for a year, even two years. Let that person come forward to find a way to send him abroad. It is a piece of cake for rich and powerful people. For a penny like him, it is difficult for a hero For many people, it is a life-changing turning point.As for public opinion, fuck it, he lives his own life, he knows the ups and downs, and he would rather bear the infamy and go out into the world than give up his talent and live a mediocre life.

Of course, the first thing to do now is to get rid of this stumbling block.Qin Mingyu didn't ignore his anxious eyes. He didn't know how this person, who seemed to be from the countryside, would know the inside story, but it didn't prevent him from beating Zou Panshu's confidence. One less opponent would give him more protection, regardless of his opponent's strength How, the sooner you shoot to death, the better.

"Do you know his name?" Qin Mingyu asked again tentatively. He was still a little skeptical in his heart after talking about it just now.

"Ren Shukuang."

Three words, one person, Zou Panshu had never pronounced this name so clearly and powerfully in his previous life, but at this moment, the name poured out, and the bits and pieces of his life in the past two years swarmed in, this name seemed to linger with magic power The ear has never been far away, and the throbbing in the heart has never been so clear. The unspoken love is real.

The heartache from being betrayed by Pang Fei disappeared like an ebb tide, and Pang Fei's face gradually faded until it disappeared, replaced by the face of Ren Shukuang who dared not be greedy or believe it in his previous life. He was not as handsome as Pang Fei, but he had a calm temperament. The most eye-catching thing about that person is not his face but his temperament: the nobleness and elegance brought by his bones also have the indifference and alienation of the children of high-ranking officials. Bi Lu is burning and compelling, but no one can get close to his heart; without Pang Fei's body that can be seen at a glance, Ren Shukuang is only 1.8 meters tall, thin, suppresses himself all the year round, has a bad stomach, and obviously has a lot of exercise Big, but they are all used to relieve mental stress, and they have built a body of lean muscles, which can't be seen by outsiders when they are wrapped in a well-fitting suit.

"He was a famous person in school back then, unlike me, who has no background and can't move a single step. It is said that he killed the elders in the family because of a male classmate, and this male classmate also committed suicide!" Qin Mingyu looked forward to it.As if the death of two people is just a manifestation of the superiority of that person's hubris, rather than the disappearance of two lives.

Ren Shukuang, Ren Shukuang... Is this the past that you can't talk about?One side is a lover and the other is a relative, and two lives are caught in the middle. What a heavy shackle it is.Zou Panshu's hands and feet were cold all of a sudden, he recalled that person's indifference in life, the rage in bed, and a little bit of heart that was tempted to come out by the melting ice.

If I could make it clear to Pang Fei earlier, if I stopped deceiving myself and others to believe Pang Fei's words after one year, and instead faced the love between the two that never really fit together, I wouldn't be held hostage on the last day of 2011. Shukuang found out that he misunderstood that he was lying to him from the beginning to the end, that he had slept with two people at the same time, and that his last memory was hearing Ren Shukuang's furious scolding and telling him to get out and find Pang Fei.Even in such a furious situation, he just suppressed and kicked himself out of the house, and went to Pang Fei himself to make a formal settlement, and then went back to Ren Shukuang to explain, but when he heard the news of Pang Fei's wedding the next day, the double blow was still the same. Liberation is hard to describe, all I know is to walk the streets with tears on my face...

With a heavy life, I really betrayed him. I gave all the money and things to Pang Fei behind his back, leaving nothing to myself. Whether it was out of gratitude or for other reasons, the monthly income of almost two years was It was actually remitted into Pang Fei's passbook, and the two annual maintenance fees were also paid to Pang Fei. Who would believe that he has never slept with Pang Fei since he became a follower of Ren Shukuang? , How can outsiders understand the deep and righteous entanglement here... I betrayed Ren Shukuang, Pang Fei betrayed me, who is more innocent?Who is more sinful?

"Zou Panshu, Zou Panshu?" Qin Mingyu finally regained his senses from his longing, and also noticed that Zou Panshu's mind was distracted. He secretly laughed in his heart, as expected, he was a villager who had never seen the world. He turned pale when he heard about the life. An enemy would not be a rival, he was sure.

After being pushed by the shoulders a few times, Zou Panshu blinked to hide the sadness in his eyes, and pretended to be surprised and said, "Ren Shukuang has been picking people here since then?"

"Yes. According to the information disclosed by my relatives, he also worked here at that time, and he was very familiar with Brother Xiaobao. At that time, the big owner of the bar hadn't left the country yet. I heard that the man changed his personality and heard that his spirit was not right. Well, people lose their shape in two months. Hey, I can't guarantee that I can compete with you now, and you can be called a skinny monkey."

Qin Mingyu poked his head over as he spoke, pinched Zou Panshu's cheek dissatisfied, and grabbed his arm Bibi, the healthy whiteness of his hand made Zou Panshu's paleness look sickly, he withdrew it in satisfaction No matter how you look at it, you are better than yourself, so he continued: "The big boss picked a clean and handsome boy to send to his home. I heard that the dead man was very delicate and beautiful, and he seemed to have a rich family. , I was a heartthrob before this incident happened in school, tsk tsk, what a pity, if I wouldn't be so stupid as to commit suicide, no one in this world can live without it. It's weird , I don’t know what that person thinks. From now on, I will come here to pick out handsome people. Don’t think about it, you are stupid. That person usually changes every year, and the shot is super generous. First, I will buy it for a year. The fee was cut off, and 2 pocket money was given every month, all food and clothing were covered, and they left on their own after one year expired. There were also those who were evicted in advance, but I have never heard of a shortage of money, and no one dared to make trouble. I will pay for this..."

"Ding Dong" sounded, and Xiaobao went back to the bar after dinner.The two stood up in unison, separated as soon as their eyes crossed, and pressed the topic without talking in a tacit understanding.

Unexpectedly, I learned about these Ruyan's past events here, and Zou Panshu's heart was full of mixed feelings, and his way forward was even more at a loss.He didn't know what happened to Qin Mingyu in his previous life. Seeing how confident he was, his self-confidence was soaring and his purpose was clear, but he lost Pang Fei's help, so he had a flat body and a pale and thin face. , Is there really a chance to walk to that person again?

For several days, Zou Panshu worried about gains and losses, and couldn't keep up his appetite, and the air of improvement that had just started faded away at a visible speed.I was still memorizing English, but I forgot the words after I memorized them. The efficiency was not a little bit poor.

"What's wrong with Zou Panshu?" Pang Fei came to the bar to play, usually once every two or three days, and the frequency was not high.Seeing that the person was so depressed again, he felt strange, sitting at the bar while drinking wine, chatting with Xiao Bao opposite.

"I don't know. It seems that I don't have a good appetite. I don't know if it's because of acclimatization." Xiaobao didn't care much.

"Are you sure you want to give up on him? Do you want to keep him?" Since Zou Panshu recovered from his illness, Pang Fei offered him an olive branch to help him many times, but that person was so stubborn that he refused to accept it. Pang Fei also had a temper. It's rare to feel that this person gives me a different feeling, so I want to treat him better, but I am just being passionate!So every time he came to the bar, he turned a blind eye to Zou Panshu, and Xiaobao agreed to let it go for a while after seeing it. The main reason was that Zou Panshu was too diligent and agile. Apart from that person, he was qualified as a waiter. To be able to evaluate outstanding employees.

"I'm very motivated at work. Didn't you see that after he came, other people will be less lazy. This saves me a lot of work." Xiao Bao shook his head as if he didn't know how to judge. At the same time, he also pretended to be ignorant of the runs that occasionally happened under his nose. Now that he had given up on him, he didn't need to take care of him any more.

Pang Fei was silent, took a sip of wine, looked up Zou Panshu diagonally across the glass, and the little meat he had raised with great difficulty seemed to be gone again, almost the same as when he first came. Don't want to see this person's thoughts again.

Just do it when you think of it, Pang Fei has never made it difficult for himself, put down the glass after drinking, patted Xiaobao on the shoulder and said: "You should pay more attention to Qin Mingyu, and Xiao Qi will still take care of him. Well, forget about him. Then Okay, I'll go first. Today I'm here to inform you that you must go to my house and help me block it."

He wrinkled his face, and Xiaobao laughed because of his bitterness and hatred: "Got it. It happens every year, and my buddy will definitely be your shield. Hey, it's a good thing my mother told me early. Give up, or I won't be able to bear such nagging every year."

Pang Fei didn't look at anyone, he didn't even pay attention to the greetings from some regular customers, and went out with a lot of worries.

Zou Panshu has always been sensitive to Pang Fei's gaze, and he was scanned twice just now, as if he wanted to dissect someone sharply.Looking at his back, Zou Panshu was puzzled for a while, then suddenly remembered that this Friday, Arbor Day, March 3th, was Pang Fei's birthday.On the same day in the previous life, I and Xiaobao accompanied him to his house to celebrate.At that time, I witnessed how powerful his mother was. It was useless to train a tall man like Pang Fei to be low-key. Living without doing a proper job, and now at thirty, he has no family and no career. He makes this person useless, regardless of whether there are outsiders present.Xiaobao is used to being very honest, but on the contrary, he often jokes with his mother, often cutting off the conversation at key points, so that the birthday party can still maintain a little bit of joy.

That night, Pang Fei was very drunk, and after returning to the home where the two of them lived for almost a month, Pang Fei confessed to Zou Panshu.Zou Panshu also drank wine that night. His physique was already weak, and it was hard to see a big improvement after a month. When he drank, he became dizzy. Pang Fei begged in sweet words, seeking someone to recognize him and love him , stay with him wholeheartedly, no matter rich or poor, healthy or sick, they will never be separated... Both of them are lost in that dream, it seems that as long as I say this, the other person I can touch at this moment is really the object of my heart's love , is a pair of people who can live together for a lifetime.The two had a physical relationship in the dream, and thus confirmed their love relationship, and the time was two days before they met and it was only a full month.