Fanhua is gone

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Shu Yan hugged Lin Fan, and the two of them snuggled together like this. The sky outside was already dark, and the colorful neon lights of the city were lit up at night.Lin Fan woke up completely, broke away from Shu Yan's embrace, stood up, touched his swollen lips, his face still had an expression of disbelief, he looked at Shu Yan, as if everything just now Just a dream.

But the earnestness and affection in Shu Yan's eyes clearly told him that the kiss just now was not a tease or a whim. With that earnestness, Lin Fan retreated a few steps, and he said awkwardly: "Well, Shu Yan , you calm down first, I just took it as your short-circuited brain for a while, and we will still be good friends in the future..."

"Really?" Shu Yan's fiery eyes suddenly turned cold, his expression was very calm, no emotion could be seen.

This kind of Shu Yan made Lin Fan feel scared, so he summoned up his courage and said, "I, I think it might be that we have gotten too close recently, and you may not have been with anyone so close before, so, so ..." Lin Fan repeated a few "so", but he found it difficult to say the following sentence "so you don't like me" completely, it seems that after saying this sentence, he and Shu Yan will be in love with each other ever since. He looked like a stranger, and when he thought of this, his heart ached for no reason.

"So? Xiao Fan, so what?..." Shu Yan's calm tone made Lin Fan feel that it wasn't the person in front of him who kissed him so frantically just now.

Lin Fan lowered his head, grabbed the skirt of his clothes, and said in a low voice: "So, so you don't like me..." After finishing speaking, he felt his heart suddenly empty.

"Oh?……"

"Maybe you are just obsessed with the intimacy between friends. After a long time, you will find that this is not the same feeling as liking..."

Shu Yan didn't ask back in that cold tone this time, he crossed his hands and put them on his chest, squinting at Lin Fan.

The air in the room seemed to freeze. Under his gaze, Lin Fan felt his whole body trembling. He felt that he hadn't said anything too exaggerated. Why did he feel a suppressed anger on Shu Yan...

After staring at each other for a while, Shu Yan came over. Lin Fan thought he was going to kiss him again, so he immediately covered his lips with his hands. Shu Yan looked at his movements, showed a strange smile, and said, "I really want to kiss you. You wake up with a kiss, let you see if I am impulsive and short-circuited in the brain! But I haven't been in heat yet, so you can put your hand down..."

Lin Fan's face was hot, and he took his hand from his mouth in embarrassment.

"You said that I got too close to you, so I confused the feelings of friends and lovers?!" Shu Yan still smiled strangely, "Then do you know how many years I have known Cheng Xuan? Huh? When I met you In the past, you also know the relationship between me and Cheng Xuan, we are best friends, and I think I have experienced all the cognitions about friends from that guy!"

Lin Fan didn't know what he wanted to say, but he could faintly feel that he seemed angry and disappointed.

"However, there is a feeling that I have never felt from Cheng Xuan! We can sleep together and even take a bath together, but my heart is very peaceful at that time, and of course, so is he!" Shu Yan's voice could not help but rise , "Only when I'm with you, my heart beats faster. Don't talk about sleeping together, even if I sit and eat together, my whole body will feel hot and uncomfortable! Looking at your slightly parted lips when you speak, I can't help but want to kiss you, Smelling the smell of shower gel on your body, I will want to hold you in my arms! You said this is the feeling between friends?! Huh?!"

"Shu Yan, you, calm down..." Seeing his sudden agitation, Lin Fan subconsciously took a few steps back.

"Are you afraid of me?" Shu Yan raised his eyebrows.

"No, no..."

"Then why do you always back away?"

Hearing this, Lin Fan immediately stabilized his figure.

"Xiaofan, do you think my strange emotions towards you are still friendship between friends? Well, Cheng Xuan is also your friend, if Cheng Xuan treats you like this, what will happen to you? You will take what you just said to me To him? To him like you did to me just now, are you just taking it as a momentary short-circuit of his brain and continuing to be friends with him?"

Surprised by Shu Yan's words, Lin Fan immediately raised his head, Cheng Xuan?Shu Yan was asking him what would he do if Cheng Xuan treated him like this?A feeling of chills and nausea rushed from the soles of his feet to his brain, and his scalp was numb. Yes, if Cheng Xuan did this, he would feel very sick, although he has always regarded Shu Yan and Cheng Xuan as his best. Friends, they are equally important to him.However, when Shu Yan kissed him, he was just shocked and surprised, but if it was Cheng Xuan, when he thought of this, he would feel chills all over, and his body would be covered with goose bumps.There is no reason, just such a persistent opinion.

Seeing that Lin Fan hadn't spoken for a long time, Shu Yan continued, "Xiao Fan, maybe you like me too, haven't you ever thought about this possibility?"

"No, I didn't like you!" Lin Fan shouted anxiously: "We are all boys, how can we fall in love?!"

"Oh?" Shu Yan raised his beautiful eyebrows and said, "That means you are deliberately suppressing your feelings because we are of the same gender?"

"No..." Lin Fan didn't know what to say, so he kept saying, "No, it's not like this..."

"What is that? Xiaofan, look at me, love has no gender, as long as you love each other, why should you care about these things that don't need to be considered? Is it because we are all boys that we have to let go of our love for each other? People who love each other Not being together is the cruelest thing!"

Lin Fan kept shaking his head, and he said to Shu Yan, "No... no, Shu Yan, no..."

"Why? Why not?..." Shu Yan took a step forward.

Lin Fan looked at Shu Yan, with deep sadness in his eyes, he still shook his head, "No, I can't, Shu Yan, please let me go..."

After finishing speaking, Lin Fan walked towards the door. Seeing that he was about to leave, Shu Yan grabbed his hand and hugged him hard again.

This time Lin Fan struggled very hard, and said while struggling, "Let go, let me go!"

Shu Yan let go, Lin Fan didn't dare to look at the disappointment on his face, he stumbled to the door, opened it and walked out.