orc love

After listening to Yin Zuo's analysis of Bai Ran's condition, Herbert felt that he had failed too much.He thought quietly for a while, then told Kevin Yin Zuo to take good care of Bai Ran, and went out alone.

Yin Zuo looked at Herbert's back and sighed slowly, "Bai Ran has a good lover."

Kevin's eyes were still swollen from crying. He looked at the weak Bairan sleeping on the bed, and he still blamed Herbert in his heart. If he had told Bairan from the beginning, or told him earlier, it wouldn't have happened. Such a thing.

He was even angrier when he heard Yin Zuo's words, and said, "What's wrong with him! When we left a while ago, Bai Ran was fine, but in just a few days, he made people like this, is he okay? alright!"

Yin Zuo glanced at him and took his hand, "This matter cannot be regarded as Herbert's fault. After all, he has nothing to do, and no one would want this to happen. Besides, you are also a doctor, don't you want to think about it?" What is Herbert going to do?"

Seeing his seriousness, Kevin calmed down and thought for a while, and exclaimed after a while, "Could it be that he—"

Yin Zuo nodded, "Herbert is a good lover, don't worry about Bai Ran, he will be fine."

Herbert went to Aunt Aisha, and he went to find the weeds.

The subfemale body will become very weak after giving birth. If the body is not particularly good, it will be very dangerous to give birth again. Therefore, in order to prevent this from happening, doctors have found a herb that can affect male reproduction. As a result, males can no longer have the function of impregnating females. This herb is called Juecao.

Absolute Grass has two meanings, one is to exterminate offspring, never having children;

After experiencing so many things, Herbert thought a lot.From the first meeting between him and Bai Ran, to the discovery that he fell in love with him, to the establishment of a relationship between the two, to the proposal of marriage, the holding of a couple ceremony, to... this happened.

It’s not a short period of time, but it’s memorized step by step in my heart, as if it’s been thousands of years, it has taken root in my heart, rooted in my heart, and if I pull it out, I won’t be able to live.Herbert felt that he had reached the point where he didn't want to leave a way out. If Bai Ran could let Bai Ran open his heart knot, then this must be considered valuable.

Aunt Elsa seemed to have thought of his request a long time ago, and she had already prepared it for Herbert.

The purple herb is very beautiful, a small plant, but the pain after eating it is hundreds of times.

Herbert curled up, and the cold sweat kept streaming down, wet his hair and neck. He gritted his teeth and endured the pain. He kept thinking in his heart that he should get over it quickly, and then he could go back to see Bai Ran earlier. If I wake up, I will feel scared when I see people...

When the strength of the medicine passed, Herbert seemed to be dragged out of the water. He clenched his fists and found that he couldn't exert any strength. He sat and rested for a while, and drank another bowl of medicine that Aunt Aisha gave him. He fried the medicine before walking home shaking his legs.

As soon as Yin Zuo came back, he nodded at him, "Take a good rest, and you will probably recover tomorrow morning."

Herbert sat down by the table. "Has he ever woken up?"

Yin Zuo shook his head: "No, he's been sleeping all the time. I saw his diary, oh, it's this stack of soft silk cloth. It's written a lot of his thoughts in one of our languages. Would you like to listen to it?" listen?"

Yin Zuo read without waiting for Herbert's answer.

"I wondered if I was doomed to be a burden. In the past, poor health always cost my family money. Although the salary of my adoptive parents was not low, as their adopted son who was not related by blood, I still had a lot of money." Besides, it's a drag. I've heard them say behind their backs that if I die of illness one day, it will bring bad luck to my younger brother..."

"After being reborn, it seems that this situation has not improved. Although I have a lover who loves me, I will drag him down after a long time! I can't do work, and I always get sick. Now even The only child that can be given to him has no hope..."

"I am very glad that I have such a lover, but love needs equality. I can give him too little. Even love is not as strong as him. I have reservations because I am afraid. I don't have a pure mind like him. I am afraid that one day he will not want me, afraid that something will happen to him one day, and I am afraid of many things. Now I have become more timid, because I have nothing to give..."

Still sleeping until after noon, Bai Ran didn't wake up.

As soon as I woke up, I heard someone talking next to me.

"I need to open the window, oh, I'm sorry, I forgot that you can't open this window...then let more ventilation, and then..."

"Herbert, he is awake."

Bai Ran heard that it was Yin Zuo's voice, and he knew that Yin Zuo had discovered his body that suddenly stiffened.Subconsciously pulled the quilt to cover his head, but his back was supported by a hand.

He opened his eyes. It was Herbert.

"Why do you still go under the quilt when you wake up? Kevin and Yin Zuo came to see you, don't you want to see them?" Herbert stroked his back, making people feel reassured.

Bai Ran glanced at them, then at Herbert, nodded for a long time, then leaned into Herbert's arms and stopped moving.

Yin Zuo asked him, "Do you know what's wrong with you?"

Bai Ran's eyes were dull, and it took him a while to respond. He nodded slowly, but still didn't want to speak.

Yin Zuo said again: "I read your diary, although this is your privacy, but - for your own good."

Yin Zuo didn't wait for him to reply a few beats later, and continued: "I read what you wrote, and you feel self-reproach and guilt towards yourself, and after listening to Herbert's description, you are already mildly ill. Depressed. You can understand me, you know what depression is, do you want to be such a patient?"

Bai Ran lowered her eyebrows, and slipped into Herbert's arms again.

Yin Zuo sighed: "You haven't reached this level yet, you have to cooperate well."

Herbert said, "I can manage him."

Afterwards, Yin Zuo took on the posture of a doctor. He was a qualified doctor who had completed his medical studies in a serious manner and had taken various qualification certificates.

He said: "In our place, this is called depression, which is caused by a big change in the patient's mood. Like his case, it is mild, so don't worry too much for the time being. I found in his diary, After this incident, he looked at his present, past and future with a negative and negative attitude. He blamed himself and felt guilty, feeling that he was useless and would drag you down, so he wanted to escape and lock himself up. That's what he looks like now."

Herbert asked: "Then what should be done?"

Yin Zuo replied: "He is obviously unresponsive, and he doesn't want to eat, see people, or go out. He just wants to sleep. He is so weak now, and long-term sleep and poor nutrition account for a large part of the reason. You have to bring He went out for a walk. Now that the weather is cold, just go out for a lap or two every day. Talk to him more, try to talk about things he is interested in. Bring back Xiaoqiuqiu and Xiaotuan, let Bairan follow The two of them make a fuss, let him have some energy, don't always sleep..."

Then he talked about the specific treatment methods, and specifically asked Herbert to give Bai Ran small meals and frequent meals, whether he was hungry or not, he had to eat a little.

Yesterday he told Bairan that Herbert was infertile, but he didn't say that he had eaten weeds, but that he had just checked out.Bai Ran didn't know how to check here, so he couldn't tell whether what Yin Zuo said was true or not, but he obviously didn't believe it.

Yin Zuo had no choice but to say again, "I can't help you if you don't believe me, but the fact is that neither of you can have children. So what you are doing now is called dragging him down. He has no children in the first place. If you leave him, you will How to let him live?"

Yin Zuo and Kevin stayed here for another day. They mainly came to get some herbs from Aunt Aisha that were about to run out in their tribe.

Seeing that Herbert was busy, and Bai Ran also cooperated, the effect on the first day was not obvious, but if Bai Ran was willing to cooperate, it was not far away.

In addition to this good news, there is also good news that Andy is about to give birth.

Yin Zuo told Andy not to go to see Bai Ran before he recovered, for fear of irritating him, so Andy was full of nervousness and didn't know who to talk to, so he could only get angry at Qianli every day.

In addition to the good news, there is also bad news, that is, Aunt Aisha fell ill.

This female who is about to enter old age can no longer bear the invasion of the years, her partner passed away early, and only Herbert and Bai Ran are left among the relatives, but one of the two is very sick, and the other has eaten weeds , she was worried for them, and her no longer healthy body couldn't bear it, so she fell ill.

Qianli was anxious, and Andy was going to give birth soon, and Aunt Aisha fell ill at this time.Qianli really dare not think, if there is no doctor, whether Andy can give birth to the child safely.

Fortunately, Kevin was here at this time, and Qianli asked him to help Andy give birth.

Kevin calculated the days for Andy, and it was almost five days before the delivery.And he needs to go back to the tribe first to get some necessary things, such as gauze made of soft silk, which are some measures to prevent infection taught by Yin Zuo.I can come back in about two days.

Qianli knew that these things were good for Andy, so he told them to hurry up and don't delay, so he sent them away.

But things are often like this, the better and more detailed the plan, the easier it is for things to go wrong.

The author has something to say: complete completion~o(≧v≦)o

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