Rebirth Tianyu Tianxiang [Badminton]
Chapter 89 Xiang Cao's Confession
The news of Xiao Yu's illness was published on the official website of the International Badminton Federation.A concise English newsletter, including all elements: time, place, person, passed out on the spot, went into shock for 4 minutes, and is now lying in the hospital. Whether his career can continue is a huge question mark!
With Xiao Yu's status, it is actually not enough to show his face on the BWF website, but he is a player of the Chinese team.The Chinese national team is best at star-making in an assembly line, frequently winning gold medals in various competitions, so every move is the focus of attention of foreign media.
The Yuxiang team will inevitably miss the World Championships that will kick off in half a month.
The president of the Badminton Federation regrets this very much.The lack of strong competitors in the men’s doubles event has led to Koreans monopolizing the country for many years. The originally exciting game, the predictability of the ending and the lack of suspense will severely hit the box office revenue of this event and the economic interests of the host country. .
South Korean media expressed serious concern and deep condolences to Xiao Yu.If Yu Xiang didn't come to participate in the World Championships, then the era of the Chinese competing with the Koreans in the Central Plains in the doubles event may be temporarily postponed.Our national idol is very nervous, but your national rookie is too weak Hey!
Xiao Yu received greetings from King Zhuyu.
Park Bong-joo sent a text message to Xiao Yu through a South Korean reporter stationed in Beijing: I was shocked to hear the bad news of your sudden illness on the field, or missed the opportunity to meet in this World Championship. I am very sorry. I hope you will recover soon.
The five match points saved in the Sudirman Cup are still fresh in Xiao Yu's memory. Whenever he thinks of that game, his heart will still be pounding wildly, the blood in his blood will be boiling, and his desire for victory will be more intense because of the strength of his opponent.It seems that Zhuyu and those two old fellows have not forgotten the appointment of that day, and they have always been brooding about the unfinished game.
It's a pity to think about the vicious fight in the National Games, which compromised the strength of one's own people.Xiao Yu himself thought about it, for us athletes, the civil war is an inevitable obligation, and the foreign war is a right that can be enjoyed beautifully; the obligation is to be bravely fulfilled, but the right must be insisted on at all times and maintenance, if you fail to do so, you will be deprived of it for life.
The sycamore branches outside the window are rustling, and the golden fallen leaves are piled up all over the courtyard.
Two young doctors from the Department of Cardiology, arm in arm, smiling coquettishly and shyly, ran across the corridor whispering, and looked affectionately at the door of Xiao Yu's room.
"Hey, did you know, did you know? The patient in the intensive care unit turned out to be Xiao Yu, Xiao Yu!"
"Is it really Xiao Yu? I really like him, I'm his fan!"
"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo((a It’s not an external chest anatomy class, are you scared? You’re just looking at an electrocardiogram, and it’s not for you to look at a dead body. You’re going to cry, you’re going to cry, you’re going to cry, you…”
The two little doctors hesitated at the door of the room for a while, and finally mustered up the courage to walk to Xiao Yu's hospital bed with small steps, begging the idol to sign his autograph.The nurse was feeding Xiao Yu noodles.Xiao Yu's chest was wrapped with an elastic corset to fix his injured ribs. After eating, his mouth was dripping with oil, and he pulled out his face from the lunch box. There was still a row of crooked noodles hanging from his oily mouth.
The girls immediately discovered that Mr. Xiao didn't have the quirks and perverseness of big-name celebrities at all, with a pink, tender and round smiling face that everyone loves when flowers bloom when flowers bloom.The little girl flattened the white coat on her body, put her hips in front of Xiao Yu, and directed him to write: "Sign here, sign on the waist, the most rare waist of our little feather, your name is signed on the waist of Lun's family. Come on!"
After Xiao Yu finished signing the name, wiped off the grease on his mouth, he did not forget to point the girl: "Doctors and sisters, please do me a favor and help us persuade the group of children downstairs to go back. Frozen, hungry, tired and tired! Whose family is this child? Parents may be so worried, let them go back to their respective homes quickly!...Also, don't tell them that I live in this room!"
How can the "Habayashi Army" fan group see our round, cute, dexterous, white and tender feather commander enduring such a tragic illness.Under the building of the inpatient department, a group of little lolitas holding flowers and gifts gathered all day long, shivering in the cold wind, their eyes and noses were red from crying, just like a group of bunnies.
Zhan Xiang came back from the supermarket downstairs with two big bags full of various snacks bought for Xiao Yu.
Little Feather is so sick that he can't lose his mouth.In this person's own words, the young master suffered a serious heart injury after tossing about this, and his vitality must be damaged, so what if he doesn't take good care of him?The pigs are going to be fattened before they are slaughtered. The master first puts a layer of fat on himself before going to the operating table.
The young master's heart is not working well, but the digestive system of the stomach, liver, gallbladder and intestines is very easy to use!
The little doctor and the nurses soon discovered that the tall, handsome guy who sneaked into Xiao Yu's ward quietly every evening wearing sunglasses and a peaked cap to hide his eyes and ears, turned out to be Xiang Duicao of the male model team!
But with Xiang Duicao's icy face at minus [-] degrees, no one else could get within three meters of him.Unmarried and married angels in white clothes who were eagerly looking forward to getting Xiang's autograph from every department and department of the hospital formed a long queue, and the arduous tasks were handed over to Xiao Yu, who had always been the best talker.
As soon as Zhan Xiang entered the room, Xiao Yu on the hospital bed smiled sullenly and pointed to him a basket full of white coats.
Zhan Xiang was stunned: "This is the clothes you changed? Do you have to wash so many?"
Xiao Yu smiled and waved his hands: "I didn't change it, it was the clothes of the doctors and nurses, so please do me a favor and sign your name!"
Xiangcao's head is covered with black lines.
Xiao Yu waved and scratched on the hospital bed, commanding with a small mouth: "Hey, little doctors have different requirements, you have to look carefully before writing!"
This piece requires signing between the second and third ribs on the left chest!
That request was signed on Xiaoman's waist!
My attending doctor specifically told you to sign on the position of her buttocks, write "Zhan" on the left half of the buttocks, and "Xiang" on the right half of the buttocks, don't sign the wrong position for others!
The attending doctor just convened an expert consultation yesterday, and prescribed a rehabilitation prescription for Xiao Yu to prepare for the operation.
Zhan Xiang peeled off a piece of jelly, and fed it to Xiao Yu bit by bit with a small spoon.Xiao Yu was half-lying and half-sitting on the bed, his mouth was wriggling non-stop, and his belly was bulging from eating.
Xiao Yu licked his lips, the corners of which curled up: "Hehe, Xiangzi is so good..."
Zhan Xiang wiped his fingers clean, with a stern expression, hesitant to speak: "Xiao Yu, I think, there is something, you..."
"What's the matter, Brother Xiang, just say what you want!"
"Xiao Yu, do you have to have this operation?"
Xiao Yu smiled and said, "Why do you ask that? My heart is broken, and the excess has to be cut off. How can I do it without surgery?"
Zhan Xiang stared at the person and said seriously: "Xiao Yu, you actually know that you don't need an operation at all. As long as you don't do strenuous exercise, you are a perfectly intact person. Others can't see anything wrong with you at all. OK."
Xiao Yu's smile slowly faded on the corners of his lips, and the aftermath of the lake water in his eyes dissipated: "But, then I won't be able to play ball anymore. What's the use of being 'in good condition'?"
Zhan Xiang approached this person, frowned and said: "You can't play basketball anymore after surgery. It's too dangerous. How can you play? Pre-excitation syndrome will not be fatal, but you still have this disease and still insist on strenuous exercise. It will kill you!"
Xiao Yu's tone was firm and stubborn: "I'll be fine after the operation, and I'll be able to continue after a period of recovery."
"Xiao Yu, yesterday your attending doctor came to explain the results of the consultation, and you heard it yourself. Not only did you have an extra blood vessel, but your main blood vessel was actually, actually...in fact, deformed. Your blood vessel is too thin, and your heart beats The blood flow through it is half that of normal people, and with less blood flow, the oxygen-carrying capacity will be insufficient, and your physical strength will always be worse than others!"
"What does it matter if you have poor physical strength? My physical strength has been weaker than others since I was a child, but am I inferior to others in playing basketball? Brother Xiang, you know how good my skills are!"
"Yes, I know you are very skilled and you are awesome, what else?"
The two were arguing endlessly, not giving in to each other, and their voices became louder and louder.
Xiao Yu was particularly reconciled. What he couldn't bear the most was hearing others say he couldn't do it: "Brother Xiang, we play doubles. Singles rely on physical strength for a living, and doubles rely on energy, technique, and the cooperation of two people. It is not the first condition to determine the level of an athlete. So I can play very well! Wang Yifu is 40 years old and is carrying an oxygen cylinder to play in the Olympics. Who dares to say that he can't do it!"
Zhanxiang retorted through the interface: "Xiaoyu, you're making unreasonable words!"
"Why am I being so unreasonable?"
"Ms. Wang Yi's family is engaged in shooting, and you can stand without moving while shooting; you play badminton, and you need to run at least six kilometers in each game. After completing one tournament, it is equivalent to running a marathon! You can be like Is it like Wang Yifu carrying an oxygen bottle on the court to play? Wang Yifu lays down and takes a breath of oxygen after shooting a shot, can you stop after a shot and take a breath of oxygen, and then we all gather around to watch you take oxygen?!"
Xiao Yu was stunned by Zhan Xiang's yelling.
He lowered his head slowly, and the frail heart that was hanging in his chest clunked into his belly, and suddenly his heart was like floating weeds, which couldn't reach the shore when the water was misty.The bunch of beautiful bubbles left in his mind were mercilessly punctured by Zhan Xiang with a few words, not a single bubble was left for him.
After so many days, this is not the first time I have heard such words; coaches, teammates, mothers, and the media who have nothing to do with the three-point wave, the trade-offs, doubts, questions, persuasion, and planning conveyed from various channels are comprehensive. , emerge in endlessly.How many people are clamoring: Xiao Yu can't do it anymore, the Yuxiang team will definitely break up and disband, and China's level in men's doubles will fall back by at least five years. Stop cooking, let's stop cooking!
Xiao Yu could wave away the noisy noise in his eyes, and treat it as floating clouds that passed his ears.If the coach says I can't do it, I'll practice for you; if the media says I can't do it, I'll play the game for you to see.However, there is only one person who has to listen to the words, and only this threshold cannot be perfunctory or avoided.
Zhan Xiang is the one who sticks behind him on the field, accepting all the strong deterrence and fragility of Commander Yu, and silently bears it.Comrades in the same trench win and lose on the field.Xiao Yu couldn't ignore this person's attitude, and he couldn't be irresponsible for this person's future.
Zhan Xiang realized that his tone was serious just now, shook Xiao Yu's hand, and coaxed in a low voice: "Xiao Yu, am I worried about you? It's a fact that your physical strength is not good. You are only 20 years old. Three years later, five years later." What about the year? If you find that you can't do it at that time, it's better to be earlier... Xiao Yu, you are so young, you still have time to change careers and go to college. I beg you, don't be so harsh and demanding on your body. Is it done?"
Xiao Yu's voice softened, the air in his chest seemed to be drained, his shoulders shrunk into nothing on the bed, and he said in a low voice, "Brother Xiang, do you think I can't do it...you don't trust me anymore?"
A pair of hard-core partners on the field are not afraid of the opponent's mistakes, not afraid of losing the ball, but afraid of losing trust and losing all confidence and dependence on each other.The steel city wall built by two people in front of the net cannot be pierced, broken, or collapsed by outsiders. The embankment of a thousand miles can only collapse inside.
"That's not what I mean...it has nothing to do with trust, it's me who can't do it, I can't afford it."
Zhan Xiang looked at the person silently, many words were stuck in his throat, and he felt colic physically and mentally with the trembling of his Adam's apple.I believe in your ability and that you will not give up until the last ball hits the ground, but I am not as strong as you, and I can't endure such shocking and blood-stained mountains again and again!
Xiao Yu's lips twitched slightly, and a panicked glint appeared in his eyes: "Brother Xiang, you are like this, you don't support me anymore, I feel bad...how can you not support me..."
Zhan Xiang's eyes suddenly turned red, and he wiped his palms fiercely on his cheeks, wiping off the last layer of reserved mask, and said in a difficult voice, "Xiao Yu, you passed out on the field that day and your heart stopped beating for 4 minutes, do you know that? It’s okay when you wake up, those 4 minutes are like listening to someone tell a story to you, but do you know how I got here in those 4 minutes... I held your head, held your head, and all the people at that time Everyone thought they couldn't be saved, so I just watched helplessly and couldn't do anything..."
"elder brother……"
"Actually, I've been thinking about this for several days...it has happened twice, and I absolutely cannot accept the third time, I can't stand it."
Zhan Xiang looked at Xiao Yu with eyes so deep that they sank into his pupils.He couldn't say any more nasty words than this, and he really had never experienced a more uncomfortable moment than that.
Little Feather, have you considered my mood?
You don't think that I have endured the longest unbearable 10 minutes in my life, and I can pretend that nothing happened, and I can just pick up the racket and continue to play with you as if nothing happened, and continue to watch you on the court Fight with your life?
If I could do it, then I would be a cold-blooded, heartless person.
If I can do it, then I don't like you enough and care about you!
Xiao Yu's chest suddenly groaned, and the violently shaking muscles rubbed against the place where the ribs had been broken, and there were cracks and sharp pains at the joints of the bones.
Zhan Xiang hugged him, and the little bird trembled like a frightened child in his arms.
Tears gushed out of Xiao Yu's eyes, like water bursting out of an embankment at high tide.
He never shed tears in front of Zhanxiang.Xiangcao is ten years younger than him.He felt ashamed to shed tears in front of Xiangcao when he was such an adult, but he couldn't control it.The mourning in the chest was urging, and the pain of flesh and blood was so painful that I couldn't bear it.
Didn’t cry when I woke up wearing an oxygen mask in the intensive care unit, didn’t cry when I was sweating profusely from the lead in the exam room.
Will I never be able to play again?
So what else can I do?
Then what am I going to do with my extra life?
The most fortunate thing in this life is to be able to stand on the field, to be a partner and walk side by side with people who would never have dared to think about it in the previous life; Look around at the glorious glory of the river and mountains.
This road has been so difficult and frustrating.
Is life just to experience what you have gained, and then to watch all the best things you have in your arms being peeled off and lost!
Xiao Yu tugged at Zhan Xiang's clothes, shaking from crying.
When things came to an end, he was still not as calm and prudent as Zhan Xiang.
Zhan Er Shao will not be sad, uncomfortable, or in pain, because this person will never have, and will not have the opportunity to experience such a gain and then lose it.A bright and bright future lies in front of Zhan Xiang. This person will never feel the pain of a person who falls down on the same track again and cannot get up. This life will never reach the end and regret his whole life!
"Brother Xiang, I just don't want to be separated from you... don't you, don't want to be with me, don't want to be with me..."
Xiao Yu's voice was so weak that he couldn't hear it clearly.Unwilling to show weakness in front of Zhanxiang, unwilling to expose fatal weaknesses and desires, even if this person is his closest partner.It's just that some worries have been suffocated in my heart for too long, and I can't vomit, like a stick in my throat.
"Xiao Yu, I just want to tell you about this today."
Zhan Xiang put the person in his arms back on the bed, arranged them upright, and lowered his voice to the lowest soft volume: "Xiao Yu, I know what's going on in your mind, I actually want to tell you two things today.
"First thing, my attitude towards your disease is just one sentence, physical health is more important than playing football. I am your boyfriend, and I am responsible for you. I can't tolerate you joking about your own life!
"That's one. The second, um, the second thing, is..."
Zhan Xiang lowered his head, his face was coppery because of being overly excited and talking too much, his throat seemed to be stuffed with cotton.
Tears were still hanging from the corners of Xiao Yu's eyes, like a small animal that had been bullied and ravaged by a ferocious beast, he looked at the big monster in front of him aggrievedly.
Zhan Xiang nestled beside the bed for a long time with cramps in his hands and feet, and when he was about to pass out due to extreme hypoxia and strong suffocation, he finally let out a breath: "The second thing is... that is... I love you. I don't want to be separated from you."
Those three words were hoarse and trembling, passing from Zhan Xiang's throat and crashing into Xiao Yu's eardrum.
Zhan Xiang buried his head very low, his eyeballs were hot, his cheeks were hot, and he said those three words quickly. He closed his eyes and acted arrogantly. He never thought that he would say such an extremely vulgar and hopeless sentence. But it comes from the heart, and the heart, liver and stomach are all twisted together.
If Xiao Yu was a girl, he actually wanted to say, let's get married, what else do you play, just stay at home and be a housewife!
He was stared at by Xiao Yu, and suddenly his hands and feet became awkward. The red tide on his cheeks quickly stained his eye sockets and ears, like a big girl who had been humiliated by others, but also looked very wronged.
The second master was wronged in the first place, Xiaoyu, you are an uneasy thing, your heart is beating wildly, or you don't jump at all, the master is scared to death, you still make trouble, you still make trouble, you are not obedient and disobedient !
Xiao Yu stared blankly at the red-faced Guan Gong.It must be the first time in Xiangcao's life that he confessed those three words. He said it shyly, terrifiedly, lacking the most basic foreshadowing, furnishings, art, sound effects, and even a trace of romantic sentiment and pleasant beauty.
This man is really bad!
This man is a big bad guy!
Why don't you say it sooner or later.
When holding the Sudirman Dajin Cup, you don't say;
You didn't say it when you won the silver plate of the Hong Kong Super League;
When I was standing on the same level as you enjoying the supreme glory and joy, you still didn’t say anything; now that I’ve fallen down and got down, you ran over to me and said, “Do you love me?” !
You love me……
you love me……
With Xiao Yu's status, it is actually not enough to show his face on the BWF website, but he is a player of the Chinese team.The Chinese national team is best at star-making in an assembly line, frequently winning gold medals in various competitions, so every move is the focus of attention of foreign media.
The Yuxiang team will inevitably miss the World Championships that will kick off in half a month.
The president of the Badminton Federation regrets this very much.The lack of strong competitors in the men’s doubles event has led to Koreans monopolizing the country for many years. The originally exciting game, the predictability of the ending and the lack of suspense will severely hit the box office revenue of this event and the economic interests of the host country. .
South Korean media expressed serious concern and deep condolences to Xiao Yu.If Yu Xiang didn't come to participate in the World Championships, then the era of the Chinese competing with the Koreans in the Central Plains in the doubles event may be temporarily postponed.Our national idol is very nervous, but your national rookie is too weak Hey!
Xiao Yu received greetings from King Zhuyu.
Park Bong-joo sent a text message to Xiao Yu through a South Korean reporter stationed in Beijing: I was shocked to hear the bad news of your sudden illness on the field, or missed the opportunity to meet in this World Championship. I am very sorry. I hope you will recover soon.
The five match points saved in the Sudirman Cup are still fresh in Xiao Yu's memory. Whenever he thinks of that game, his heart will still be pounding wildly, the blood in his blood will be boiling, and his desire for victory will be more intense because of the strength of his opponent.It seems that Zhuyu and those two old fellows have not forgotten the appointment of that day, and they have always been brooding about the unfinished game.
It's a pity to think about the vicious fight in the National Games, which compromised the strength of one's own people.Xiao Yu himself thought about it, for us athletes, the civil war is an inevitable obligation, and the foreign war is a right that can be enjoyed beautifully; the obligation is to be bravely fulfilled, but the right must be insisted on at all times and maintenance, if you fail to do so, you will be deprived of it for life.
The sycamore branches outside the window are rustling, and the golden fallen leaves are piled up all over the courtyard.
Two young doctors from the Department of Cardiology, arm in arm, smiling coquettishly and shyly, ran across the corridor whispering, and looked affectionately at the door of Xiao Yu's room.
"Hey, did you know, did you know? The patient in the intensive care unit turned out to be Xiao Yu, Xiao Yu!"
"Is it really Xiao Yu? I really like him, I'm his fan!"
"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo((a It’s not an external chest anatomy class, are you scared? You’re just looking at an electrocardiogram, and it’s not for you to look at a dead body. You’re going to cry, you’re going to cry, you’re going to cry, you…”
The two little doctors hesitated at the door of the room for a while, and finally mustered up the courage to walk to Xiao Yu's hospital bed with small steps, begging the idol to sign his autograph.The nurse was feeding Xiao Yu noodles.Xiao Yu's chest was wrapped with an elastic corset to fix his injured ribs. After eating, his mouth was dripping with oil, and he pulled out his face from the lunch box. There was still a row of crooked noodles hanging from his oily mouth.
The girls immediately discovered that Mr. Xiao didn't have the quirks and perverseness of big-name celebrities at all, with a pink, tender and round smiling face that everyone loves when flowers bloom when flowers bloom.The little girl flattened the white coat on her body, put her hips in front of Xiao Yu, and directed him to write: "Sign here, sign on the waist, the most rare waist of our little feather, your name is signed on the waist of Lun's family. Come on!"
After Xiao Yu finished signing the name, wiped off the grease on his mouth, he did not forget to point the girl: "Doctors and sisters, please do me a favor and help us persuade the group of children downstairs to go back. Frozen, hungry, tired and tired! Whose family is this child? Parents may be so worried, let them go back to their respective homes quickly!...Also, don't tell them that I live in this room!"
How can the "Habayashi Army" fan group see our round, cute, dexterous, white and tender feather commander enduring such a tragic illness.Under the building of the inpatient department, a group of little lolitas holding flowers and gifts gathered all day long, shivering in the cold wind, their eyes and noses were red from crying, just like a group of bunnies.
Zhan Xiang came back from the supermarket downstairs with two big bags full of various snacks bought for Xiao Yu.
Little Feather is so sick that he can't lose his mouth.In this person's own words, the young master suffered a serious heart injury after tossing about this, and his vitality must be damaged, so what if he doesn't take good care of him?The pigs are going to be fattened before they are slaughtered. The master first puts a layer of fat on himself before going to the operating table.
The young master's heart is not working well, but the digestive system of the stomach, liver, gallbladder and intestines is very easy to use!
The little doctor and the nurses soon discovered that the tall, handsome guy who sneaked into Xiao Yu's ward quietly every evening wearing sunglasses and a peaked cap to hide his eyes and ears, turned out to be Xiang Duicao of the male model team!
But with Xiang Duicao's icy face at minus [-] degrees, no one else could get within three meters of him.Unmarried and married angels in white clothes who were eagerly looking forward to getting Xiang's autograph from every department and department of the hospital formed a long queue, and the arduous tasks were handed over to Xiao Yu, who had always been the best talker.
As soon as Zhan Xiang entered the room, Xiao Yu on the hospital bed smiled sullenly and pointed to him a basket full of white coats.
Zhan Xiang was stunned: "This is the clothes you changed? Do you have to wash so many?"
Xiao Yu smiled and waved his hands: "I didn't change it, it was the clothes of the doctors and nurses, so please do me a favor and sign your name!"
Xiangcao's head is covered with black lines.
Xiao Yu waved and scratched on the hospital bed, commanding with a small mouth: "Hey, little doctors have different requirements, you have to look carefully before writing!"
This piece requires signing between the second and third ribs on the left chest!
That request was signed on Xiaoman's waist!
My attending doctor specifically told you to sign on the position of her buttocks, write "Zhan" on the left half of the buttocks, and "Xiang" on the right half of the buttocks, don't sign the wrong position for others!
The attending doctor just convened an expert consultation yesterday, and prescribed a rehabilitation prescription for Xiao Yu to prepare for the operation.
Zhan Xiang peeled off a piece of jelly, and fed it to Xiao Yu bit by bit with a small spoon.Xiao Yu was half-lying and half-sitting on the bed, his mouth was wriggling non-stop, and his belly was bulging from eating.
Xiao Yu licked his lips, the corners of which curled up: "Hehe, Xiangzi is so good..."
Zhan Xiang wiped his fingers clean, with a stern expression, hesitant to speak: "Xiao Yu, I think, there is something, you..."
"What's the matter, Brother Xiang, just say what you want!"
"Xiao Yu, do you have to have this operation?"
Xiao Yu smiled and said, "Why do you ask that? My heart is broken, and the excess has to be cut off. How can I do it without surgery?"
Zhan Xiang stared at the person and said seriously: "Xiao Yu, you actually know that you don't need an operation at all. As long as you don't do strenuous exercise, you are a perfectly intact person. Others can't see anything wrong with you at all. OK."
Xiao Yu's smile slowly faded on the corners of his lips, and the aftermath of the lake water in his eyes dissipated: "But, then I won't be able to play ball anymore. What's the use of being 'in good condition'?"
Zhan Xiang approached this person, frowned and said: "You can't play basketball anymore after surgery. It's too dangerous. How can you play? Pre-excitation syndrome will not be fatal, but you still have this disease and still insist on strenuous exercise. It will kill you!"
Xiao Yu's tone was firm and stubborn: "I'll be fine after the operation, and I'll be able to continue after a period of recovery."
"Xiao Yu, yesterday your attending doctor came to explain the results of the consultation, and you heard it yourself. Not only did you have an extra blood vessel, but your main blood vessel was actually, actually...in fact, deformed. Your blood vessel is too thin, and your heart beats The blood flow through it is half that of normal people, and with less blood flow, the oxygen-carrying capacity will be insufficient, and your physical strength will always be worse than others!"
"What does it matter if you have poor physical strength? My physical strength has been weaker than others since I was a child, but am I inferior to others in playing basketball? Brother Xiang, you know how good my skills are!"
"Yes, I know you are very skilled and you are awesome, what else?"
The two were arguing endlessly, not giving in to each other, and their voices became louder and louder.
Xiao Yu was particularly reconciled. What he couldn't bear the most was hearing others say he couldn't do it: "Brother Xiang, we play doubles. Singles rely on physical strength for a living, and doubles rely on energy, technique, and the cooperation of two people. It is not the first condition to determine the level of an athlete. So I can play very well! Wang Yifu is 40 years old and is carrying an oxygen cylinder to play in the Olympics. Who dares to say that he can't do it!"
Zhanxiang retorted through the interface: "Xiaoyu, you're making unreasonable words!"
"Why am I being so unreasonable?"
"Ms. Wang Yi's family is engaged in shooting, and you can stand without moving while shooting; you play badminton, and you need to run at least six kilometers in each game. After completing one tournament, it is equivalent to running a marathon! You can be like Is it like Wang Yifu carrying an oxygen bottle on the court to play? Wang Yifu lays down and takes a breath of oxygen after shooting a shot, can you stop after a shot and take a breath of oxygen, and then we all gather around to watch you take oxygen?!"
Xiao Yu was stunned by Zhan Xiang's yelling.
He lowered his head slowly, and the frail heart that was hanging in his chest clunked into his belly, and suddenly his heart was like floating weeds, which couldn't reach the shore when the water was misty.The bunch of beautiful bubbles left in his mind were mercilessly punctured by Zhan Xiang with a few words, not a single bubble was left for him.
After so many days, this is not the first time I have heard such words; coaches, teammates, mothers, and the media who have nothing to do with the three-point wave, the trade-offs, doubts, questions, persuasion, and planning conveyed from various channels are comprehensive. , emerge in endlessly.How many people are clamoring: Xiao Yu can't do it anymore, the Yuxiang team will definitely break up and disband, and China's level in men's doubles will fall back by at least five years. Stop cooking, let's stop cooking!
Xiao Yu could wave away the noisy noise in his eyes, and treat it as floating clouds that passed his ears.If the coach says I can't do it, I'll practice for you; if the media says I can't do it, I'll play the game for you to see.However, there is only one person who has to listen to the words, and only this threshold cannot be perfunctory or avoided.
Zhan Xiang is the one who sticks behind him on the field, accepting all the strong deterrence and fragility of Commander Yu, and silently bears it.Comrades in the same trench win and lose on the field.Xiao Yu couldn't ignore this person's attitude, and he couldn't be irresponsible for this person's future.
Zhan Xiang realized that his tone was serious just now, shook Xiao Yu's hand, and coaxed in a low voice: "Xiao Yu, am I worried about you? It's a fact that your physical strength is not good. You are only 20 years old. Three years later, five years later." What about the year? If you find that you can't do it at that time, it's better to be earlier... Xiao Yu, you are so young, you still have time to change careers and go to college. I beg you, don't be so harsh and demanding on your body. Is it done?"
Xiao Yu's voice softened, the air in his chest seemed to be drained, his shoulders shrunk into nothing on the bed, and he said in a low voice, "Brother Xiang, do you think I can't do it...you don't trust me anymore?"
A pair of hard-core partners on the field are not afraid of the opponent's mistakes, not afraid of losing the ball, but afraid of losing trust and losing all confidence and dependence on each other.The steel city wall built by two people in front of the net cannot be pierced, broken, or collapsed by outsiders. The embankment of a thousand miles can only collapse inside.
"That's not what I mean...it has nothing to do with trust, it's me who can't do it, I can't afford it."
Zhan Xiang looked at the person silently, many words were stuck in his throat, and he felt colic physically and mentally with the trembling of his Adam's apple.I believe in your ability and that you will not give up until the last ball hits the ground, but I am not as strong as you, and I can't endure such shocking and blood-stained mountains again and again!
Xiao Yu's lips twitched slightly, and a panicked glint appeared in his eyes: "Brother Xiang, you are like this, you don't support me anymore, I feel bad...how can you not support me..."
Zhan Xiang's eyes suddenly turned red, and he wiped his palms fiercely on his cheeks, wiping off the last layer of reserved mask, and said in a difficult voice, "Xiao Yu, you passed out on the field that day and your heart stopped beating for 4 minutes, do you know that? It’s okay when you wake up, those 4 minutes are like listening to someone tell a story to you, but do you know how I got here in those 4 minutes... I held your head, held your head, and all the people at that time Everyone thought they couldn't be saved, so I just watched helplessly and couldn't do anything..."
"elder brother……"
"Actually, I've been thinking about this for several days...it has happened twice, and I absolutely cannot accept the third time, I can't stand it."
Zhan Xiang looked at Xiao Yu with eyes so deep that they sank into his pupils.He couldn't say any more nasty words than this, and he really had never experienced a more uncomfortable moment than that.
Little Feather, have you considered my mood?
You don't think that I have endured the longest unbearable 10 minutes in my life, and I can pretend that nothing happened, and I can just pick up the racket and continue to play with you as if nothing happened, and continue to watch you on the court Fight with your life?
If I could do it, then I would be a cold-blooded, heartless person.
If I can do it, then I don't like you enough and care about you!
Xiao Yu's chest suddenly groaned, and the violently shaking muscles rubbed against the place where the ribs had been broken, and there were cracks and sharp pains at the joints of the bones.
Zhan Xiang hugged him, and the little bird trembled like a frightened child in his arms.
Tears gushed out of Xiao Yu's eyes, like water bursting out of an embankment at high tide.
He never shed tears in front of Zhanxiang.Xiangcao is ten years younger than him.He felt ashamed to shed tears in front of Xiangcao when he was such an adult, but he couldn't control it.The mourning in the chest was urging, and the pain of flesh and blood was so painful that I couldn't bear it.
Didn’t cry when I woke up wearing an oxygen mask in the intensive care unit, didn’t cry when I was sweating profusely from the lead in the exam room.
Will I never be able to play again?
So what else can I do?
Then what am I going to do with my extra life?
The most fortunate thing in this life is to be able to stand on the field, to be a partner and walk side by side with people who would never have dared to think about it in the previous life; Look around at the glorious glory of the river and mountains.
This road has been so difficult and frustrating.
Is life just to experience what you have gained, and then to watch all the best things you have in your arms being peeled off and lost!
Xiao Yu tugged at Zhan Xiang's clothes, shaking from crying.
When things came to an end, he was still not as calm and prudent as Zhan Xiang.
Zhan Er Shao will not be sad, uncomfortable, or in pain, because this person will never have, and will not have the opportunity to experience such a gain and then lose it.A bright and bright future lies in front of Zhan Xiang. This person will never feel the pain of a person who falls down on the same track again and cannot get up. This life will never reach the end and regret his whole life!
"Brother Xiang, I just don't want to be separated from you... don't you, don't want to be with me, don't want to be with me..."
Xiao Yu's voice was so weak that he couldn't hear it clearly.Unwilling to show weakness in front of Zhanxiang, unwilling to expose fatal weaknesses and desires, even if this person is his closest partner.It's just that some worries have been suffocated in my heart for too long, and I can't vomit, like a stick in my throat.
"Xiao Yu, I just want to tell you about this today."
Zhan Xiang put the person in his arms back on the bed, arranged them upright, and lowered his voice to the lowest soft volume: "Xiao Yu, I know what's going on in your mind, I actually want to tell you two things today.
"First thing, my attitude towards your disease is just one sentence, physical health is more important than playing football. I am your boyfriend, and I am responsible for you. I can't tolerate you joking about your own life!
"That's one. The second, um, the second thing, is..."
Zhan Xiang lowered his head, his face was coppery because of being overly excited and talking too much, his throat seemed to be stuffed with cotton.
Tears were still hanging from the corners of Xiao Yu's eyes, like a small animal that had been bullied and ravaged by a ferocious beast, he looked at the big monster in front of him aggrievedly.
Zhan Xiang nestled beside the bed for a long time with cramps in his hands and feet, and when he was about to pass out due to extreme hypoxia and strong suffocation, he finally let out a breath: "The second thing is... that is... I love you. I don't want to be separated from you."
Those three words were hoarse and trembling, passing from Zhan Xiang's throat and crashing into Xiao Yu's eardrum.
Zhan Xiang buried his head very low, his eyeballs were hot, his cheeks were hot, and he said those three words quickly. He closed his eyes and acted arrogantly. He never thought that he would say such an extremely vulgar and hopeless sentence. But it comes from the heart, and the heart, liver and stomach are all twisted together.
If Xiao Yu was a girl, he actually wanted to say, let's get married, what else do you play, just stay at home and be a housewife!
He was stared at by Xiao Yu, and suddenly his hands and feet became awkward. The red tide on his cheeks quickly stained his eye sockets and ears, like a big girl who had been humiliated by others, but also looked very wronged.
The second master was wronged in the first place, Xiaoyu, you are an uneasy thing, your heart is beating wildly, or you don't jump at all, the master is scared to death, you still make trouble, you still make trouble, you are not obedient and disobedient !
Xiao Yu stared blankly at the red-faced Guan Gong.It must be the first time in Xiangcao's life that he confessed those three words. He said it shyly, terrifiedly, lacking the most basic foreshadowing, furnishings, art, sound effects, and even a trace of romantic sentiment and pleasant beauty.
This man is really bad!
This man is a big bad guy!
Why don't you say it sooner or later.
When holding the Sudirman Dajin Cup, you don't say;
You didn't say it when you won the silver plate of the Hong Kong Super League;
When I was standing on the same level as you enjoying the supreme glory and joy, you still didn’t say anything; now that I’ve fallen down and got down, you ran over to me and said, “Do you love me?” !
You love me……
you love me……
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