Rebirth Tianyu Tianxiang [Badminton]

That night, Xiao Yu fell asleep in Zhan Xiang's arms, holding Xiang Cao's skirt tightly with both hands, sleeping peacefully and submissively.This time, there was no dispute over who went up and who went down, who commanded and who obeyed, and his body was curled up like a baby animal on the vast snowy field in winter, longing for warmth and compassion.

His two eyes were red and swollen, and his pink eyeballs narrowed into two lines, like two grinning red pomegranates hanging on his little white face.

The next day, Xiao Yu announced to his attending doctor that he wanted an operation, the sooner the better!And carry out rehabilitation treatment to restore sports ability as soon as possible.

Sitting on Xiao Yu's bedside, Mother Xiao tried to persuade her for a long time.

Xiaoyu, don't force it like this?

Xiaoyu, let's give up, shall we?

Xiao Yu, no matter what you do, no matter what kind of person you are, mother cares about you equally.You are already good enough, you make your mother proud of you, the honor you have won can be sealed as a permanent good memory, why do you still work so hard?

Xiao Yuduan was sitting upright on the head of the bed, with a pile of quilts in his arms, earnest in his obedience: "Mom, I know you are worried about me. I also feel sorry for you when something like this happened this time. I must be careful in the future, and I will never force myself when I feel tired... I think I have played very well, I don’t want to give up just like this, I want to fight for a few more years.”

Xiao Aiping's two thin and curved eyebrows condensed deep worry: "Xiaoyu, some things can be avoided if you are not careful. Your mother is also an athlete. There have been too many accidents on the field. I know all of them. You are the only mother, if something happens to you, what do you want me to do?"

"Mom, I... I just don't want to live a mediocre life even if I'm healthy."

Xiao Aiping was so uncomfortable that she turned her face and looked out the window.But as long as you are a mother, you don't mind your children being mediocre, as long as you are healthy and healthy.

However, it's not like he hasn't experienced such a life before, Xiao Yu secretly recalled his previous life.After living a whole life, except for a few fragmented and melancholy memories of the youthful years, I have left nothing for myself. What is behind me are the two canvas sacks full of sneakers on the back seat of the taxi.

The matter of life and death, after going through it once, he can think about it, Xiao Yu carefully considered his words, and a smile that melted ice and snow appeared on the corner of his mouth: "Mom, in fact, how old a person can live in a lifetime is not that important, what is important is what kind of person I am. And... I have someone by my side."

I don't want Zhanxiang to become a fragmented dark silhouette in my memory that gradually dims and disappears.

I want to tie this person to my side forever.Every morning when I opened my eyes, lying on my pillow was the flying grass that was alive with flesh and blood and bubbling pink bubbles.

"Xiao Yu, do you know how serious your illness is?" Xiao's mother's eyes suddenly became deep, and her black pupils fell into the two pools of water, "Xiao Yu, your blood vessels are not capable of supplying oxygen enough, and the long-term overload of strenuous exercise will always burden the heart more than you can. Others are heavier, if you stimulate your heart like this, the heart will gradually grow bigger. When you get older and your mother can no longer be by your side to take care of you, what will you do then..."

"Mom, I know what you're going to say, I understand..." Xiao Yu interrupted softly, stopping some words.

"What do you know? Xiaoyu, you are still young, you are too young, you will never imagine what you will look like in 20 years..."

After the heart is overwhelmed, it will gradually become hypertrophic, heavy, slow, and aging.You are still young, overheated and high-spirited, and you will not experience the consequences of aging and decay in decades.Xiao Aiping couldn't go on, thinking about it felt like a knife was piercing her heart.The attending doctor solemnly vaccinated her in private. In Xiao Yu's situation, even after surgery, he still needs to take long-term medication to dilate blood vessels and monitor the state of his heart.

Xiao Yu knew what his mother wanted to say.Human organs are like the guts worn on a badminton racket, they all have a lifespan. They cannot withstand long-term compulsive pressure, and they will inevitably collapse, fail, and stop under heavy pressure.Many athletes can't support the life span of normal people, and their lives wither and die early. In fact, they overdrawn their lives when they were young.

When I get older in the future, I am afraid that I will live in extreme pain and need to rely on drugs and machines to maintain my life every day.The body will definitely suffer from joint aging, varicose veins, lumbar disc herniation, just like the old guy Wang Anna, all kinds of athlete's diseases, and even more unfortunate people will even suffer from myocardial infarction and cerebral hemorrhage...

The so-called gain and loss in life, I have never been too troubled by the root cause of tachycardia in my previous life, probably because I have never played badminton to a level close to the top of the world in my previous life.There is a price to be paid for becoming famous.

Those who work in this line of work are actually trading their lives for grades, using ten years of youth to gamble on a lifetime of achievements.

But mother can never understand a certain mood.If you ask yourself to do this multiple-choice question, you don’t have to hesitate at all. He would rather fight like a fighter to the last moment in the arena than plunge into the sewer, hang up without hearing a loud noise, and be depressed for the rest of his life. Zhi, no one applauds on the stage of life!

Xiao Aiping pursed her lips and swallowed the mist from her eyes: "Xiao Yu, that kid Zhan Xiang also talked to you? He also wants you to retire, don't you need to think about what he said?"

Xiao Yu nodded: "Well, I've thought about it, and I've decided... I'm going to have an operation."

"The children are very worried about you and come to see you every day... Do you have to be so stubborn?"

"Mom, I know Xiangzi is worried about me...so, I've decided."

Xiaoxiangzi said to him yesterday, "I love you" in a hoarse and shy voice.

Thinking of this, Xiao Yu's eyes curved into moist and sweet arcs, even in the midst of a conversation with such a heavy theme, they were as beautiful as floating in the clouds.

In fact, Zhan Xiang had ample opportunity to persuade Xiao Yu to give up.

This person has enough deadly heart-piercing power to destroy his self-confidence, wear down his courage, break his wings, and destroy his hopes and desires for that dream... As long as he says to him, I no longer trust you, I I don't like you anymore, we can no longer stand on the same runway, I want to break up with you.

But Zhanxiang didn't.Zhan Xiang said, I love you, I know you too much, I trust you too much, I want to love you too much, I don't want to be separated from you.

Xiao Yu knew that his decision was extremely selfish.

He didn't obey his mother's concern, and he failed Xiao Xiangzi's painstaking efforts to confess his true feelings.

His choice is tantamount to leaving the opportunity to himself, but throwing the pressure on the two closest people around him, the two people who care about him the most.He is so selfish that he wants to grasp everything that is within easy reach, and he is reluctant to let go of the happiness in his palm. My mother has no way of understanding this feeling, and I am afraid that even Zhan Xiang will not know it.

Yes, Zhan Xiang said he loves him.Xiao Yu has no doubts about Xiangcao's sincerity when he said this, and Zhanxiang will never tell a cheap lie for temporary comfort.

It's just, you love me now, you love me after I retire, you love me after I go to college, we two are separated from each other, we can't stay together all year round, you love me for three months, you love me for five months, three months What about after five years?You loved me when I was the "Commander Feather" radiant and invincible, and one day I will become the "Commander Feather Shine", can you still love me as much as today, and have a special liking for me? Well, think I'm worth it? !

When you no longer need the commander-in-chief of feathers to stand in front of the net to protect you from the wind and rain; when I can no longer accompany you to walk side by side; , and I could only sit in the corner and watch silently; when the two of us could no longer stand at the same height and stare at each other's eyes with a horizontal line of sight, our relationship was no longer equal...

Stepping out of the threshold of the General Administration compound, the trajectories of your life and mine have turned into two parallel lines that never intersect. How long will you love me?How long can we keep on watching?

It's not that I don't trust enough, but I don't want to do such a test.

Time and distance are the poison that cools the blood and kills the passion. Xiao Yu understood this simple truth in his previous life.The relationship between men does not have the marriage letter as a lifelong agreement.In this year and month, there is a piece of paper that can be married again, let alone no one.

Originally thought that the final emotional decision between the two would happen eight or ten years later, when they faced retirement and left the team.The small calculation in Xiao Yu's heart was very finely tuned, and when that day came, they had been tied to each other for so many years, every gold medal, every gold cup and silver plate engraved their names side by side, every time I have half of every military medal, and the deep fighting friendship of the old man is inseparable from anyone. In the end, Xiangcao will be the little monkey in the palm of the commander-in-chief who can't turn its feathers.

But I didn't expect that the day of choice would come so early and so soon.

To give up playing is to give up the dream, to give up the show.

To obliterate one's own usable value is equivalent to throwing away everything in one's hands.

Not reconciled.

unwilling to let go.

On the day of the operation, Xiao Yu was lying on the hospital bed and was pushed into the operating room by a group of nurses.

Mother Xiao sat at the door of the operating room, motionless, waiting for her son to be pushed out again.

Xiao Yu asked: "Mom, will it cost a lot of money? Mom, don't worry, I will definitely continue to play, and I will pay you back what I owe you in the future."

Xiao's mother shook her head: "It's not about money. If you want to continue playing, your mother will sell everything and sell herself to support you in doing what you want... Xiaoyu, you never owed me anything. It's because my mother didn't owe me anything before." Take care of you, so you are weak and sick."

Zhong Quanhai finally came over the day before the operation.To Xiao Aiping's surprise, this time this person brought money to fill up the big hole in the surgery and hospitalization expenses. He said it was the balance of the national team's allowance in previous years, and it happened to be used to treat Xiao Yu's illness.

Mr. Zhong patted his chest, and his words were very sincere.This kid is a talent, and the coaching staff of our national team are unwilling and will not give up on him just because of this!Xiao Yu's operation must be successful, and the national team will be responsible for the child's follow-up treatment and rehabilitation expenses to the end!So, Aiping, don't be sad, the child will definitely not have any problems with our care!

The light in Xiao's mother's eyes was flickering, and the red maple forest outside the window reflected red on her cheeks.She also owed a confession to her son.