heart to wild

Yu Dian was about to collapse.

But Lu Jian pressed his hand and said, "After listening, don't you want to know him?"

That year, the girl who was finally crushed by her mother as the last straw climbed to the roof, and after being stopped, she quickly transferred to another school.

This incident was too big, and Teacher Gao, who fell down the stairs, also left Yancheng soon after being transferred.

The matter was found out, but nothing was found out, at least the school never gave a clear explanation.And Yu Zisheng, carrying an ambiguous "excessive defense" punishment that was not included in the file, began to appear in people's vision as a word-of-mouth but unspeakable "school bully".

In the whole year before graduating from junior high school, Yu Zisheng became expressionless and unresponsive to others. Because of insomnia at night, he would always sleep in class.

When the clean boy suddenly became synonymous with "hostile spirit", people stayed away from him, as if they had never been close to him.

Maybe they actually believed in Yu Zisheng, but they were more afraid of facing themselves who used to just watch silently.

And that guy who is not worthy of being a teacher, because he didn't cause the so-called "substantial" harm, he didn't pay any price at all except he could no longer be a teacher.

It turns out... It turns out that Yu Zisheng, the most free-looking Yu Zisheng whom each of them admired so much, also suffered such an indiscriminate disaster.

Wait until tomorrow, whether the two words behind the photo, and all the rumors he experienced in junior high school will be circulated in the campus of Xinya Middle School again.

In order to protect the innocence of the female classmate, brother Zisheng stood in the crowd and was pointed out by others. When he sat alone in the back row of the classroom and listened to the students' endorsements and looked out the window, what was his mood? How about it.

The high school entrance examination that was almost given up and the volunteering to fill in random stuff... Just a little bit, Yu Zisheng was about to give up on himself and succeed.

Fortunately, God was kind enough to give him a hand, so that he met He Dan who looked exactly like his childhood friend in the high school entrance examination room, and met the little raindrop that he wanted to hold on to for the rest of his life on that rainy day in midsummer.

"That photo... rabbit, our photo, who took it?"

Yu Dian was weeping incoherently, his fingers were tightly grasping the corner of the table, his face was shockingly pale.

Lu Jian looked at him for a long time, before he said word by word: "The surname Gao returned to Yancheng not long ago, he has skills, and now he is working as a security guard in your school, it is too easy to get a surveillance photo .”

Yu Dian: "Who the hell... pushed him?"

Lu Jian smiled: "You can ask yourself."

His eyes were already sore, but Yu Dian still stared at Lu Jian stubbornly, as if he wanted to investigate Yu Zisheng to the end: "Why do you know so much?"

The handsome young man questioned by him leaned back, and the curve of his mouth suddenly became sad and mocking: "Because birds of a feather flock together and people are divided into groups, Gao's ex-wife is my aunt, and I live in their house now. "

Lu Jian closed his eyes, and continued calmly: "By the way, there is another person in this family. You should recognize him. He used to be named Gao, and after his parents divorced, he took my aunt's surname Wang."

Yu Dian's hands trembled.

Teacher Gao's wife didn't believe what happened in the past, and she dragged her child who was in the letter to No. 33 High School, crying in the principal's office, "He is so good to us! Our son is so good! You Don't talk nonsense! You are all jealous of our family and deliberately framed it, right! Right!!"

Is it right.

In the huge office, the woman's screams seemed endless, while the teenagers just stood aside indifferently.

In fact, they recognized each other as early as the first day of military training.

At the very beginning, Wang Haolin still repulsed Yu Zisheng.

It's just that the latter never had any reaction to this. Gradually, Wang Haolin also started laughing and making noises. He would join everyone and call out to the young man who was not close to him seriously: "Brother Sheng."

As the night fell in winter, beside the swing that Yu Zisheng sat on in the evening, Yu Dian was sobbing, almost freezing to death.

When he went downstairs, he saw the miserable state of his partner. Yu Zisheng ran over without saying a word, took off his coat and put it on Xiao Yudian's body. Compared with confusion, it was more of helpless affection: "Why are you crying so hard?"

After rubbing his hands together to warm them up, he dared to carefully wipe off the tears on Yu Dian's face. Yu Zisheng escorted him to the narrow lee of the building, and asked patiently, "Are you scared?"

He still doesn't know what Yu Dian heard when they separated, but subconsciously repeated the promise he made in school: "Don't be afraid."

"I love you so much." Yu Dian choked up.

"..."

Yu Zisheng was stunned, hesitating for less than a second, then he pulled the boy into his arms again.

Very, very hard.

"Me too," he replied.

It doesn't matter who falls in love with whom first, love has never been a race for them, it has always been side by side.

"I called Auntie just now." Yu Zisheng stroked the back of Yu Dian's head reassuringly, "I'll take you back later, before that, think about whether you're here or find a warm place, Tell me what just happened."

Yu Dian closed his eyes and put his face on Yu Zisheng's chest, tugged at the corner of his clothes—as if he wanted to hear the young man's heartbeat to be at ease—sniffed and answered as clearly as possible: "Lu Jian came to find I'm sorry, he said, talked about your junior high school, and said that he is now living at the house of...that person's ex-wife. He also said that the person who took the photo is..."

"I know." Yu Zisheng answered the most difficult part for him.

Yu Dian suddenly opened his eyes wide.

Yu Zisheng sighed, and wrapped the light raindrops tightly into his coat in this winter night.

That nosy thing, he must be satisfied with a child crying and catching a cold in the cold, right?

Yu Zisheng didn't give too much away: "Wang Haolin just sent me a message, so I know."

They... Yu Dian blinked blankly and opened his mouth stutteringly, but he didn't know where to start asking.

Birds of a feather flock together.

The people in that family are getting crazier one by one.

A man with low moral character, immersed in the flames of revenge and unable to extricate himself.

Fragile and weak, a woman who has always believed in her husband's words of innocence.

An anguished son who hesitates between hating his mother for her stupidity and protecting her.

There is also a land that is always inexplicable.

Yu Zisheng looked down at Yu Dian, and reached out to stroke the boy's forehead - he always seemed to have a special obsession with this action.

"That person can't do anything," Yu Zisheng said, "Lu Jian is scaring you, but I haven't been wronged for long."

Remember, there were actually four people present that year, Yu Zisheng, Teacher Gao, the girl who had been forced to transfer to another school and hadn’t heard from her, and Xiao Shan who had asked Yu Zisheng for help twice.

The moment Teacher Gao fell down the stairs, the girl turned around and ran away in a panic, and no one ever mentioned her until later.

Xiaoshan's mother is the most respectable female teacher in the school. Because of this, she escaped from the beasts, but after climbing out of the abyss, the girl stumbled and ran directly into another mud.

Xiaoshan ran away because she was afraid that her mother would insult her and lose face, and because she was afraid that if she stood up, her "innocence" would become a scrap of paper like her female classmates, and would be slandered in everyone's rumors. rub.

There are too many ways a girl's life can be easily destroyed.

And once cowardice sprouts, it's hard to turn back.

During the whole year of the third year of junior high school, some people gradually fell silent, some laughed as before. Everyone seemed to have forgotten the "little thing" that almost alarmed the media and was silently suppressed. The rumors became an unspeakable secret tacitly at some point—but In fact, from the beginning to the end, no one has ever forgotten all this for a minute.

Especially those who feel guilty.

Kindness may be let down, but sometimes, you have to believe in fairy tales.

Just like the day when she graduated from high school and left school, Xiaoshan, who had been lingering in self-loathing for a whole year, finally shed tears and chose to confess everything to her mother.

It's like she didn't know until then that the person who was best protected in this story was herself.

Xiaoshan's mother is the most face-saving and meanest female teacher in this school.

But delete too many attributives, she is a teacher.

When he really saw the picture of his daughter deliberately pushing someone down the stairs from behind, the teacher was silent for a long time, and finally handed in the video.

Her daughter may have been too defensive, or she may have been finally forced to collapse by the long-term harassment, but this is not a reason—she did something wrong, and the silent boy took too much blame for them.

Fortunately, from beginning to end, the teenager's parents believed in their son, protected him, and accompanied him.Without Yu Kun's insistence, the old monitoring that had long been forgotten would never be remembered at all.

— She seemed frightened.

But after being silent for a long time, the young man who was finally cleared of his crimes suddenly spoke, causing the adults in the room to raise their heads in bewilderment.

--So be it.Yu Zisheng said.There is no need to do much.

At that time, Yu Kun looked at him seriously for a long time, and finally on the way home, his father told his son: "Although I am sorry that I gave birth to a fool, I support all your choices. Similarly, I also admire him from the bottom of my heart. You. No matter whether you can hold on in the end, Zisheng, Mom and Dad will always be by your side, you know that, right?"

Yu Zisheng let out a "huh".

He has always been brave, you know that.

Although... when the prejudice, alienation, and rumors really came one by one, he still lost sleep for a while.

Do you still remember, Yu Zisheng has watched all those niche movies that Yu ordered--I can't help it, I really can't sleep.In order not to speak big words, he really paid too much.

But if you ask Yu Zisheng if he regrets it.

Probably not.

We Yugou will probably just lower their eyelids and tell you jokingly and loosely: Please, my mother is Tong Qiyan.

What am I afraid of?

I am not afraid of anything.

At the end of that summer, the girl who finally learned that she had been silently protected by the boy she once liked for a long time, fell down on the cold ground, read Kunniao's poem, finally let go of her heart, broke down and burst into tears .

no more teenagers

No more teenagers shouting to the suburbs at twilight

They found a reason for life, coughing

They pushed open the door, the calendar has grown mushrooms

But the young Yu Zisheng, stupid and brave, let the years of saltlessness be cruelly wasted, the young man still has thoughts in his heart, Fang Yuan is always upright.