one way street

On June [-], [-], the weather was fine.

I don't know how to write, how to record what happened today.

It felt like my world collapsed overnight, dark as if it was the end of the world.

Read him and say, "Who are you?"

who am I?

At that moment, at that moment, tears almost came out of my eyes, and my chest hurt so badly that I thought about it.

what is this?Ha, what is it?I have worked hard to manage the relationship for more than two years, but in the end I just said "Who are you?"

I think he lost his memory. To be precise, he forgot me, forgot the details of our past three years, forgot how we met, fell in love, and how we went through these three years.

What are you doing?What are you doing?

Everyone remembers him, but they forget me.

To me, this is really ironic.This shows that Nian he doesn't care about me at all, he doesn't care about me at all, he can care about anyone, he cares about the puppies and cats next door, but he never cares about me, not even a little bit.

I thought I was going to cry, but at that moment I couldn't.

I smiled, but not from the bottom of my heart.Because I don't know, what kind of expression can I make besides smiling?

I led the reading, and walked through the space where I spent more than two years with him one by one, explaining each one.

When I finished speaking, Nian He looked at me and insisted on breaking up with me.

I was angry, really angry.

I made trouble unreasonably, and I just didn't want to break up with him anyway.

Call me annoying, call me crazy, call me idiot.

Every sentence is like a sharp knife piercing my heart.

One knife and one knife Ling Chi.

He won't understand that every casual word hurts me so much that I have been missed again and again.

I don't know, I really don't know, how long I can last...

The walls of the hospital are a piece of lifeless white, as soon as you step in, your mood seems to be covered with a layer of gray.

Go up to the second floor, follow the arrows, walk through the long corridor, and finally turn a corner, and finally see the sign of the Adult Intensive Care Unit.

In front of the door, there were several rows of benches. Family members were lying or sitting, and some were covering their faces and crying. The atmosphere was heavy and tense.

"I'm sorry, it's not time for meeting customers yet, so I can't let you see patients..."

Outside the automatic iron gate, several family members surrounded a nurse.

"Miss Nurse, please, can you be more accommodating, just let us take a look. We saw the TV news in the morning, so we hurried over here. Their son is still in the detention center. We need to know about the situation of uncle and aunt. To give an account to his son."

The phrase "detention house" caught my attention.

I watched the nurses wearing isolation gowns and covering their whole body with only their eyes left. They were forced to not know what to do. I could only keep repeating: "I'm really sorry, this is the rule..."

"Rules are made by people, so it's okay to change them?"

"I'm sorry, because you are not the patient's immediate family members, and it's not time for visiting, so we really can't let you in." After the nursing staff explained several times, they let her go back to the ward angrily.

The opened iron door closed again.

"What should we do? He also said that he was going to see Ah Zhong. What happened to Chen's father and Chen's mother, how do we go to see him?" The only woman said to the other two men worriedly.

I listened with my ears up, caught a few key words, and after confirming that they knew Chen Zhongmin, I walked forward.

"Excuse me, are you Chen Zhongmin's friends?"

Two men and a woman turned their eyes to me.

"Who are you?"

"Hello, I'm a lawyer hired by Chen Zhongmin's family. My surname is Ke. I visited my uncle and aunt at Biden's gate last week. I heard the sad news on TV, so I rushed over immediately. I will go to the detention center later. Visit Chen Zhongmin and further collect relevant information to solve the case." I briefly mentioned my identity.

"You called us suddenly, what's the matter?" Another man asked suspiciously, seeming to doubt my words.

Naturally, I didn't force them to believe me. I smiled and said, "It's like this. I left in a hurry last week. I still have some doubts. This time I came to the hospital partly to visit my uncle and aunt. To understand the condition, the other part is to ask them some questions and clarify their doubts. After all, I promised my uncle and aunt to bring Chen Zhongmin back safely. I believe Chen Zhongmin was wronged." : "However, there are still more than two hours before the meeting time... Besides, I don't know whether my uncle and aunt are out of danger. The time for the trial is getting closer, and now all the evidence is pointing to the murder of Chen Zhongmin. , if the issue is not clarified sooner, it may be a disaster to prove Chen Zhongmin's innocence..."

The woman seemed to be a smart person. After hearing what I said, she immediately replied, "That's why you took the initiative to strike up a conversation with us and plan to ask questions?"

I smiled, "Not asking, just asking for some advice."

After an hour-long meeting, I finally thanked them repeatedly and left the hospital's underground food court.

This hour was not in vain, at least, I caught a key person, and why Chen's father and mother, who always believed in their son's innocence, suddenly committed suicide by burning charcoal.

According to three friends, Chen Zhongmin met a woman through the Internet half a year ago, and the two soon fell in love. During this period, Chen Zhongmin borrowed money from friends more than once, at first it was a small amount of thousands or tens of thousands , Later, he actually borrowed hundreds of thousands.

This is not a small amount. No matter how good it is, it is impossible to lend it out generously. They rejected Chen Zhongmin. Chen Zhongmin couldn't borrow money, so he used his brains to steal the account book from his parents. Get it clean.

His parents had no money for him, so Chen Zhongmin went to steal and rob him. If it wasn't for Chen's father and mother begging each other hard, and even borrowing money from relatives and friends to pay back the compensation, Chen Zhongmin would have escaped from prison.

They suspected that Chen Zhongmin would need such a huge sum of money, and that woman must be involved.Chen Zhongmin is not good at taking drugs, so he would steal for no reason.

The appearance of this woman contrasted with Chen Zhongmin's lack of cooperation before. Suddenly, the intricate case seemed to gradually become clear, and a connecting point was found among the intricate strings.

It is estimated that Chen Zhongmin wants to protect his girlfriend.

Maybe Chen Zhongmin has discovered that all this is caused by women.

In addition, I heard that Chen's father and mother visited Chen Zhongmin in the detention center yesterday.

I can probably figure out what he said to his parents. It was nothing more than asking them to give up on him, and he decided to go to jail. When Chen's father and mother heard what he said, their hopes were extinguished. , the only son is about to be imprisoned for homicide. I don’t know when he will come out again. In addition, his old books are gone. Suicidal thoughts, plan to kill one hundred.

After figuring out the cause and effect, I immediately went to the detention center to visit Chen Zhongmin.

Chen Zhongmin walked in, and as soon as I sat down, I immediately said, "Uncle, aunt came to see you yesterday?"

Chen Zhongmin looked at me coldly, "So what?"

"And you know, they're lying in the hospital right now?"

Suddenly, Chen Zhongmin's face changed drastically, "What did you say!?" Then, he calmed down and said coldly, "You think this will shake me up? I won't be fooled."

What an infatuated man.I sneered, "Whether you believe it or not, I'm just here to tell you about it. However, I want to forgive you for not knowing how heartbroken they were after listening to your words yesterday, so desperate that they wanted to burn charcoal to commit suicide , if not rescued in time, what you will see will be two cold corpses.”

I stood up and picked up the briefcase in hand, "We probably don't have anything to say, since you want to take the blame for others, fine, I'll let you do it." As soon as I finished speaking, I turned and left.

"Wait!" Chen Zhongmin stopped me from behind.

I looked back at him coldly, "What else is there to do, Mr. Chen?"

Chen Zhongmin clasped his fingers tightly on the table, his face was pale and worried. He looked up at me and asked nervously, "My parents...are they all right?"

"Oh, so you still care about them?" I said sarcastically.

He was so excited by me that his face turned blue and then pale. After a while, he said, "...I'm really sorry for them."

"Yes, you are sorry for them." I nodded and said. "But, do you know where you went wrong?"

I saw him bow his head and said nothing, and I said again: "Your mistake is that you shouldn't steal their money, that you shouldn't steal it, and that you shouldn't let them bow down to others for you. You broke their hearts again and again. It was your fault that you didn't know how to repent, so you were involved in this case. The fault was that they worked hard for you and hired a lawyer to help you with the lawsuit, but you didn't care about it. You don’t even defend yourself. The most wrong thing about you is that they didn’t give up on you, but you gave up on yourself first! You should really see how they knelt down to me for you, just begging me to wash you away Repay your innocence!" I said a long list in one go, and after I finished speaking, I was panting desperately.

I am angry, I am angry, every child is a piece of meat in the heart of their parents, they are willing to kneel down to others, beg for mercy for their children, they do not need their children to be successful, what they pray for is that their children can It's nothing more than a peaceful and peaceful life. Such a simple wish is difficult for Chen's father and mother to achieve.

Chen Zhongmin was speechless by my scolding, his face was full of guilt.

I sat down and calmed down.

I said in a low voice, "Chen Zhongmin, let me ask you one last time, did you kill the man?"

Chen Zhongmin lowered his head. After an unknown amount of time, he raised his head, his mouth trembling frequently, and said, "...No...No! No, Lawyer Ke, I didn't kill the man! I was wronged!" , His clenched fist hit the table hard once, and the sound of the metal collision of the handcuffs echoed in the silent reception room. He roared at me, like a trapped beast fighting, making the last struggle and effort.

Chen Zhongmin fully confessed that half a year ago, he met a woman named Niu Niu on the Internet, and after many video chats, he began to date, and fell in love at the beginning, with a deep love, and a month later, Niu Niu He told Chen Zhongmin that his father was an alcoholic, his mother was seriously ill, and his family was struggling financially. His father wanted to arrest her and take her to work in a hotel to support the family. Chen Zhongmin was reluctant to give up his girlfriend, so he gave her tens of thousands of dollars one after another.

Things didn't get better because of Chen Zhongmin's relief. Later, Niuniu told him that his mother was sent to the intensive care unit, and the family had no money to pay for the medical expenses. She didn't know what to do. She asked Chen Zhongmin to borrow 25 yuan Then, Chen Zhongmin stole the accounts of his parents, took away several million in one go, and gave them all to Niu Niu.

This kind of thing happened again and again, and Niu Niu spoke more and more. Chen Zhongmin was afraid that Niu Niu would break up with him because she couldn't get the money, so he took the risk and made a big mistake of stealing.

Last month, Niu Niu was heartbroken and said that her mother had passed away, but the family did not have any extra money for her funeral. Please, Chen Zhongmin, can you lend her another 200 million. 200 million is not a small amount, and Chen Zhongmin can't make it up in a short time. After paying so much money, Chen Zhongmin was distressed and told Niu Niu that he had no extra money to lend her.

After two or three days, Niuniu asked Chen Zhongmin if he would go through life and death for him?Chen Zhongmin loved her so much that he would not hesitate to become a robber, so this time he naturally nodded in agreement.Niuniu said that her friend had a safe in her house, which contained 500 million cash, and she would tell him the password after she got it out.

While waiting for Niuniu to call, Chen Zhongmin had bad luck for two days in a row. First, the computer broke down for no reason, and then the mobile phone fell into the toilet for reimbursement. When I went out, there was no one at home, so the safe was placed in the study on the second floor, and the location of the study was described in detail.

Afterwards, things developed as described in the dossier. Chen Zhongmin successfully sneaked into the house, but what awaited him was a well-planned frame-up case, and he was charged as a murderer.

Soon, Chen Zhongmin understood that all of this was set up by Niu Niu, but because he loves Niu Niu so much, he is willing to go to jail for her and bear the charges for her.

Two days after Chen Zhongmin confessed the truth, Niu Niu was arrested at her boyfriend's house on the spot.It turned out that although Chen Zhongmin was placed in the detention center as a defendant, two young criminal policemen found that the case seemed to be not simple. They believed that the son adopted by the victim was suspected of being serious, so they secretly investigated and found the murder gun that was discarded and buried near the man's home. Gun, the criminal's fingerprints were also found inside the gun, so he was arrested and brought to justice for further investigation.

Unwiped fingerprints on the gun matched the man's, and the man had no choice but to confess his motive for the crime.Because of his drug addiction, he repeatedly reached out to his father for money to buy drugs. Every time he reached out, the victim would scold him fiercely. The man was too angry, so he wanted to kill this father who had always beaten him or blamed him since he was a child to vent his hatred. Then he inherited his father's huge property.

So he started to plan this game, but in this game, someone must take the place of the dead ghost. He suddenly thought of the fat sheep that his girlfriend caught recently.He and his girlfriend coaxed Chen Zhongmin into stealing money at home. After the monitor saw Chen Zhongmin enter the house, he picked up a pistol bought at a high price and pulled the trigger on the forehead of his unconscious father.

The case was reversed, the prosecutor withdrew the prosecution, and Chen Zhongmin was acquitted.

This matter hit the headlines of the news. The prosecutor filed a public prosecution against Chen Zhongmin because the evidence was not conclusive. She was condemned and criticized by many public opinion. She was crying and apologized to Chen Zhongmin's family on the spot in front of many media reporters. .

I didn't pay attention to what happened after that, but learned from the TV news that Chen's father and Chen's mother were discharged from the hospital safely. Many entrepreneurs paid attention to Chen Zhongmin because of this case, and rushed to hire Chen Zhongmin to work in their company.

I think this is a good ending.

Chen's father and Chen's mother hoped to restore their son's innocence, and the belated justice would wash away the grievances. After this incident, the family's feelings became more inseparable.

However, the whole family of the Chen family is happy and harmonious, but in contrast to mine, it is full of gloom and gloom. It is not me or Xiang Cheng who are gloom and gloom, but the atmosphere in the family.

Since that day, a week has passed, and the number of times I have seen Xiang Cheng is very few.

Xiang Cheng was avoiding me, obviously avoiding me.

Even if they meet at home occasionally, they still turn a blind eye to me, which is completely different from the previous enthusiasm.

I know that my actions that day hurt him, and I know that I shouldn't want to get rid of that night, but no matter how angry Xiang Cheng is, he doesn't need to be angry for so long.

When I got home, I was faced with darkness, so I suppressed my anger and turned on the light.

Forget it, let him be whatever he likes, he can do whatever he likes, anyway, once a month comes, I will still drive him out.

I stayed in the study until almost ten o'clock, and then fell asleep on the table because of exhaustion.

swipe...

The sound of a key being turned outside the room caught my attention.

I got up and walked out of the room. I raised my eyes and happened to meet Xiang Cheng who was about to enter the living room.

He looked at me, his clear black eyes were bottomless, and they locked me tightly, as if I was locked in his eye sockets, frozen in place and unable to move.

Xiang Cheng's face was expressionless, without a silly smile, and his eyes were slightly sharp. I was stabbed so hard that my heart shrank, I couldn't make a sound, my throat seemed to be held tightly, Suffocated and out of breath.

Finally, he opened his eyes and walked towards the guest room without saying a word.

I looked at his silent back, fists clenched, shrinking again and again.

Gritting my teeth, I finally couldn't help it anymore, and opened my mouth to the back and shouted: "...Xiang Cheng!"

Hearing my shout, Xiang Cheng stopped after taking two steps, with his head slightly sideways, without turning around.

"are you angry?"

Xiang Cheng paused for a moment, then replied, "No."

"Then—then..." Then why are you so indifferent to me?I pursed my lips tightly, unable to speak for a long time.

The room fell into a heavy atmosphere, so quiet that even the sound of racing cars whizzing by outside could be clearly heard.

"Is there anything else? If not, I'll go to rest first."

Seeing that he was about to leave, I quickly found a topic and asked, "Are you busy with work? I didn't interview with the director before, how did it turn out?"

"After signing the contract with the director and finalizing the schedule, the filming will start in two or three days."

The topic ended easily again, and when I hesitated to find another topic, I heard Xiang Cheng say in my ear: "Sorry, I'm a little tired from work today, I want to go back to my room to rest first."

Xiang Cheng didn't wait for my response, he walked towards the room, I stared at his back, angry and dared not speak.

Damn, hate!

A wave of anger burned in his chest, and every breath was a sharp pain.

I don't want to admit that Xiang Cheng's existence is enough to fluctuate my emotions, but at this moment, Xiang Cheng is indifferent to me, and I start to panic. The self-confidence that I could still hold on to collapses bit by bit .

I don't know what kind of emotion this is. This anxiety and fear of being abandoned made me feel at a loss and made me lose my footing.

This is not the reaction Ke Nian should have.

Ke Nian is always proud, confident, and fearless in the face of difficulties, instead of being at a loss like this and not knowing what to do.

really……

In the end, I fell into the maze of tenderness woven by Xiang Cheng and couldn't extricate myself. The tragic thing is that I didn't even know when I was attracted by it.

I probably understood that no matter how hard I struggled, it was useless, so at this second, I gave up resisting.

Forget it……

This guy Xiang Cheng is probably my nemesis in this life.

Taking a deep breath, I quickened my pace and walked towards Xiang Cheng.

I grabbed his hem and he leaned back slightly from my movement.

"Xiang Cheng." I said

"..." He remained silent, as if waiting for my next sentence.

"...I'm sorry." I lowered my voice.

"What are you and I sorry for, you did nothing wrong."

I stared at his broad back and never looked carefully. At this moment, I realized that the stupid guy who always had an immature smirk in my impression had a chest that could protect people from wind and rain; However, the seemingly unreliable words and deeds contained endless tolerance and pampering.

I didn't know Xiang Cheng was good before, I just thought he was like sticky candy, annoying, so I wanted to push him out of my life, but when Xiang Cheng was no longer willing to revolve around me, I only saw him. Clear your heart.

Although I don't want to admit it frankly, I think I like the person in front of me.

The one in front of me regards me as the person in his whole world.

"What will you do to calm down?" I said.

Xiang Cheng shook his head behind my back, "I said, I'm not angry."

Nonsense, it has come to this point, he still wants to lie to me?I turned to Xiang Cheng and said, "Yes! I admit it! I am a bad-tempered person who loves to get angry. If my words and deeds hurt you, just tell me! Tell me, why don't you be honest? Why? Do you want to avoid me? Why don’t you smile at me anymore? What should I do, how should I humble myself so that you will forgive me? Or do you want me to sleep with you once before you are willing to calm down?” After speaking, I quickly tore off my shirt, My fingers touched the belt, and when I was about to take off my trousers, a touch of warmth overwhelmed me, and my thick palm pressed my hand tightly. I raised my eyes to stare at him, but found that Xiang Cheng in front of me became a little blurry.

Calloused fingers touched my face, and then gently wiped the moisture from the corners of my eyes.

"Nian, why are you crying?" Xiang Cheng asked me.

"...I didn't cry!" I retorted in a stiff voice, wiped the liquid from my eyes with my palms, and said, "It's sweat, that's sweat!" Ke Nian didn't cry, and since then, Ke Nian Don't cry anymore, it was like this before, and it will be like this in the future.

"Then why did you say you want to do it with me? Don't you hate having anything to do with me?" He asked again.

Biting my lower lip, I said, "...you are angry."

"Then why are you afraid of me getting angry?"

"..." I didn't say anything, I knew what Xiang Cheng was looking forward to, his eyes were full of enthusiasm, but I couldn't say it.

I turned my head away and lowered it slowly.

The next moment, a force clasped my jaw, forcing me to raise my neck.

In the dark eyes, there seemed to be some fire shining, and I saw myself in a panic from Xiang Cheng's pupils.

"Yeah, you like me."

This is not a question word, but an affirmative sentence.

I looked at him, and the long-awaited smile appeared on Xiang Cheng's face.

A confident smile.

"Nian, you like me and Xiang Cheng." This time, his tone was firmer.

The embarrassment of being caught made me feel ashamed and didn't know how to respond. I made a gesture to break free a few times, but I lacked confidence and put on a show.

"So what if it is, so what if it's not?"

"Yes, I'll give you a deep, hot kiss, if not..."

Before he finished speaking, I gave him an angry look and said, "Then hurry up and kiss me!"

Xiang Cheng's smile deepened, and then he lowered his head and kissed my lips.

As he said, it was a deep and hot sticky kiss. He was like a beast that had been hungry for a long time, attacking my mouth fiercely, the kiss made me unable to resist, and his saliva was all over my mouth.

Xiang Cheng quietly unbuttoned my trousers. When I realized it, his fingers touched the most sensitive part of me, covering it with one hand. My head seemed to be blown open. I felt dizzy and heavy all of a sudden. Heavy.

He took off my trousers and pushed me back step by step until my back touched the hard and cold wall. He clasped my jaw with one hand, and I could only bear his passionate kiss passively, while the other hand grabbed Hold my lower body and slide it slowly.

A burst of electricity surged up from my lower body, and the pleasure forced me to jump up.

Xiang Cheng led the sex, and he didn't allow me to refuse, so he raised my left leg with one hand and inserted it in a standing manner.

To be honest, when I first entered, the feeling of the narrow hole being stretched was unbearable, and I could only gasp for breath to disperse the dull pain brought there.

The invasion continued, pressing in bit by bit, as if there was no end, getting in inch by inch.

I opened my mouth and bit Xiang Cheng's shoulder, and squeezed my jaw with all my strength, which contained a strong meaning of revenge, punishing him for bringing me such an uncomfortable feeling.

As if it wasn't enough to relieve the hatred, I pulled his hair several times while he continued to enter.

After an unknown amount of time, he stopped, and I could feel his prickly hair touching the base of my thigh.

The bottom is very swollen and full.

Xiang Cheng kissed me, and I bit his lips hard.

"...Bastard." I said bitterly.

"Does it hurt?"

"Don't you know if you ask me to insert it once?" I replied angrily.

"Good." He reassured.

The delicate kiss fell down, and I closed my eyes comfortably with the kiss.

He started to move. At first, he only pulled out shallowly, and then pushed in again. After that, the swing became larger and larger. Every time he pushed it, it made me uncomfortable, but it was not completely uncomfortable, it was sore and numb. , It's like eating ants drilling into my body, it's not enough... not enough, what I need is a stronger impact, thrusting and thrusting in my body.

Hooking Xiang Cheng's neck, I wrapped my legs around his waist under his leadership, he supported my buttocks, and pushed it in from bottom to top like a pile.

"Quick... more quickly..."

His actions drove me crazy, I lost my reason all of a sudden, put aside the worldly etiquette, and became a beast dedicated to chasing sexual pleasure, pandering and demanding again and again.

"Read, you're great... you're great..." Xiang Cheng's muffled voice rang in my ears, scratching my heart, and there were bursts of unbearable itch, I couldn't help but bow my head and kiss him.

Xiang Cheng, Xiang Cheng.

I called his name over and over again in my heart.

Every time I shouted, the suppressed emotions in my heart kept surging up, as if the embankment would burst in the next second.

"Nian, I love you...I love you..."

Xiang Cheng's words hit the eardrum again and again, deafening, and magnified dozens of times in my brain.

I thought, I lost.

Regardless of whether I think of him or not, I think of everything about him, I still lost this bet after all.