Jingyan of HP

The dementors sent by the Ministry of Magic began to hover around the periphery of Hogwarts. The students were terrified for a few days, and finally felt relieved when they found that there was no danger.Hogwarts has returned to its usual relaxed and joyful atmosphere.

In view of what happened on the train, Cheng Jingyan felt that it was necessary for him to learn the Patronus Charm, so he asked his lover to learn the Patronus Charm from him on weekends.

Snape thought about it and agreed.

"The patron saint is a positive force, and what it advocates is the food of the dementors, hope, happiness, and the desire to live. But it cannot feel hopeless like a real person, so the dementors cannot harm It." Snape said with a bit of disdain, "The textbooks say that the spell will only work if you recall a happy event. Strongly protecting something, the Patronus Charm can be successful, and the spell is 'Invocation of Protection'. But until then, recalling some pleasant memories can still help a little."

He demonstrated the casting gesture of the Patronus Charm, but he didn't actually cast the spell, "Try it."

Cheng Jingyan didn't know what he thought of, and spread a gentle smile on his face, "Call God to protect you!"

A silver mist rose from the tip of his wand.

Snape nodded approvingly, "Not bad, just practice like this from now on."

Cheng Jingyan practiced for a while, until he felt that the magic power was almost exhausted, then he put down his wand and moved closer to his lover, "Honey, what is your patron saint like?"

Snape's face froze, and he said in a blunt tone, "Why are you asking this?"

"Because I heard that the patron saint is the embodiment of people's inner feelings, and it probably represents the beloved." Cheng Jingyan smiled and kissed him, "I want to see what I am in your heart, let me Let's see!"

"No!" Snape flatly refused.

"Why?" Cheng Jingyan asked strangely, "What's so embarrassing? Show me!"

Snape turned his head away, "No!"

"Okay, okay, you're always so shy...I understand," Cheng Jingyan said a little funny, "If you don't read it, don't watch it, anyway, I know you have me in your heart!" His lover is good at everything , is too thin-skinned.

Two weeks later, Cheng Jingyan became more and more proficient in practicing the Patronus Charm, and he could vaguely see that the shape of the Patronus was a big snake. He happily showed off to his lover: "Look, my Patronus looks like a snake. It must be because my lover is the Snake King!"

Snape gave him a complicated look, and replied in a low voice, "Yes."

Cheng Jing, who was immersed in joy, kissed him seriously on the lips, and then got tired of it for a while, and went back to his dormitory to teach his own Douding. They have been stalking since they heard that he was learning this cool spell. Dadi begged him to teach them, so he has always planned to start training them after they have developed a prototype.

Snape stared blankly at the direction he was leaving for a long time, until Lucius stepped out of the fireplace and was awakened by him.

"Good afternoon, my dear friend!" the platinum nobleman greeted with an aria, "Is Cheng not here? Today is the weekend, how rare..."

Snape stood up unhappily and walked towards the potion room, "Come here and get your beauty potion and leave quickly. Why are you asking so many questions?"

Lucius followed him into the potion room, turned his head to look at him for a while, and suddenly asked, "Did you quarrel with him?"

"Lucius!" Snape stared at him warningly, "Since when did you become so interested in these issues like Narcissa? Could it be that the ladies at all kinds of banquets have passed on the habit of gossiping to others?" Are you done?"

Lucius pretended to be hurt: "Severus! I care about you! How can you put my sincere concern for my friend so badly? I'm so sad!"

Snape didn't say a word, but opened a potion cabinet with a displeased face, motioning him to take the potion and leave quickly.

"By the way, didn't Cheng say that he was practicing the Patronus Charm recently? How was the result?" Lucius asked gossip, "He said you don't want him to see your Patronus," he bumped his shoulder He gave Snape a moment, "What's so embarrassing? Let him watch if he wants to. Why are you shy after you've been together for so long?"

A trace of struggle flashed across Snape's face, "My Patronus, hasn't changed."

"What!" Lucius yelled in surprise, "How is that possible! Don't tell me you're still thinking about Lily Evans? But you two seem to have such a good relationship!"

"I don't know..." Snape shook his head, "I thought I was treating him too...but..."

"Are you crazy?!" Lucius looked at him angrily, "What on earth are you thinking? Is he not as good as your lily? Is he not beautiful enough? Is he not gentle enough? Is he not kind enough? Is he not considerate enough? He is obviously so much better than Lily Evans, what more do you want from him? Would you be satisfied with red hair and green eyes? In my opinion, Lily Evans is not half as good as him superior!"

"Don't talk about her like that!" Snape growled uncontrollably.

Lucius stared at him for a while, then grabbed his beauty potion in great disappointment, turned and left.

As soon as he stepped out of the door of the potion room, he exclaimed, "Cheng! Why are you here?"

Snape was startled, and walked out the door quickly, only to hear Cheng Jingyan smile as gently as ever and say: "I'm here to cook for Severus, when did you come? Why don't you stay and eat?" Food?"

"No, Narcissa is still waiting for me at home, I'll leave right away!" Lucius rushed into the fireplace in a panic.

Snape hesitated, then asked, "Did you hear that?"

"What did you hear?" Cheng Jingyan asked suspiciously.

"It's nothing," Snape secretly breathed a sigh of relief, "Why are you back?"

"After going out just now, I realized that it's almost time for dinner, so I came back to cook for you. Those little guys can teach you anytime, there's no rush for an hour or two." Cheng Jingyan smiled at him, and walked to the kitchen , "What would you like to eat tonight?"

"Anything is fine." He turned his face unnaturally, picked up a book and flipped through it.

Flipping the book in his hand, his ears were paying attention to the movement in the kitchen, but after listening for a long time, there was only the sound of running water from the faucet, and the usual sound of cutting vegetables and the collision of spatulas did not sound.

He walked over gently.

Cheng Jingyan stood in front of the sink with his back to him, the faucet was turned on, and the water was rushing into the sink.

From his perspective, he could just see Cheng Jingyan's hand on the edge of the counter.Those slender and beautiful hands turned white with force, and the veins on the back of the hands were stretched.

His heart sank suddenly, and he walked behind Cheng Jingyan, holding his breath.

Cheng Jingyan's body was shaking.Snape suddenly felt as if he could shatter if he touched it too hard.

"Yan..." he called hesitantly.

The hands gripping the edge of the counter visibly tightened.

"You heard me." He was a little flustered, but he didn't know what he was panicking about. He just felt his heart sank to the ground, so he pretended to be calm and said, "I..."

"Don't say it!" Cheng Jingyan interrupted him, his voice was a little trembling, as if he was suppressing some emotions, he seemed a little hoarse, "Go out and read for a while, dinner will be ready soon, you Don’t you like sweet and sour short ribs? At noon, I went to the school kitchen to get some ingredients, just wait...just wait..." By the end, his voice had gradually become so weak that it was almost inaudible.

Snape panicked, reached out and hugged his waist from behind, "Yan, listen to me..."

"Don't be like this..." Cheng Jingyan interrupted him again, "Don't be like this, you don't need to be like this..."

Then, a drop of warm liquid fell on his hand.His eyes widened in shock.

"It's okay, as long as we're together...as long as we're together," Cheng Jingyan took a deep breath, and said in a firm tone, as if trying to convince himself, "You love me, Right? You... love me..." His lips trembled, unable to speak any more.

The more Snape listened, the more he felt as if a basin of cold water was pouring him from head to toe, his whole body was chilling, his heart hurt like he had been stabbed, and his heart seemed to be torn apart like a big hole, he panted hard As he spoke, the unbearable pain still deepened with breathing.

His mind was in a mess, but his hands seemed to be conscious, turning Cheng Jingyan's body around by himself.

The bloodless face was wet with tears and looked extraordinarily pale.

Snape felt the unbearable pain of his heart being torn, he cupped Cheng Jingyan's face, and kissed those trembling lips.

In his whole life, he never wanted to see this person so desperate and sad again.

He never knew that kissing can also make people feel so physically and mentally painful.

Cheng Jingyan stood in a daze for a long time, the hand that had been hanging by his side finally wrapped his arms around his waist reluctantly when he saw tears overflowing from the corner of his eyes.

"Yan, you believe me... Believe me..." He sobbed and pleaded sincerely, "I won't do this to her, only you, only you..."

Even though it was cold to the bottom of his heart, Cheng Jingyan still couldn't bear his sadness, "I believe in you, don't cry, it's okay, I believe in you."

Snape looked up at his still pale face, kissed his lips again fiercely, and began tearing at his clothes eagerly with his hands.

He wanted to speak to stop him, but he bit his lip fiercely and couldn't say a word.

The jerky hand that was walking on his body aroused his cock passionately, and he indulged himself in it without giving up.

He didn't wake up until he was pushed to the ground and swallowed suddenly.

"Are you crazy?! You will get hurt like this!" He yelled at the person sitting on him with a pale face in pain.

Snape leaned forward, staring at him with bright and deep black eyes, and said in a weak but serious voice: "You believe me! I don't know why my Patronus hasn't changed, but you must believe me!"

Cheng Jingyan stared at him blankly for a while, then his cold heart suddenly warmed up slowly, "I believe you..." Finally he showed his favorite gentle smile, and kissed his lips that were so painful that they lost their color.

The author has something to say: how should I put it, this chapter can be regarded as Xiaocheng’s long-standing emotional outburst. After all, it was too easy when the two of them were together, and he would inevitably feel a little uneasy. There is a problem, so it needs to be solved.After this incident, their relationship will be completely stabilized!

PS: I hope that the last few paragraphs will not be the reason to be reported, after all, I feel quite cryptic...