Jingyan of HP

"It still hurts?" Cheng Jingyan put a finger into the bathtub to help him wash, felt his body go stiff, kissed the top of his hair comfortingly, and asked worriedly, "The healing spell just now Didn't work?"

The head buried in his neck shook slightly, "No..."

"Hey, who made you so impulsive, if you want to express your determination, you won't do that..." Cheng Jingyan sighed, "When did I really blame you?"

The person in his arms trembled, "But I'm afraid..." The voice still sounded a little lingering.

It was rare to see him so honest, Cheng Jingyan couldn't help but smiled, "Okay, it's all over." He hugged him and stood up, and walked back to the bedroom.

If he usually did this, Snape would have protested a long time ago, but today he obediently let him carry him to the bedside without complaining.

It seemed that his appearance just now really frightened him, Cheng Jingyan raised the corners of his mouth happily, and found that he really seemed to hold a lot of weight in his heart.

"Lie down, let me see if the wound is healed." Using the quick-drying spell to remove all the water on the two, he put them on the bed and went to see the wound.

"It's all good, don't look at it." Snape buried his face in the pillow, but the roots of his ears turned red, but even so, he still obediently did not move.

Cheng Jingyan felt distressed again, so he had no choice but to pull the quilt to cover his naked body, and said considerately: "Okay, then lie down for a while." Then he got up and was about to leave the bed.

Snape grabbed his hand abruptly, "Where are you going?" His face buried in the pillow also lifted up, and there was still a hint of panic in his deep black eyes.

"Let's go cook, aren't you hungry?" Cheng Jingyan took his hand funny and kissed the pale fingers, "It's already long past dinner time."

Snape's hands jerked back under the quilt, the red from his ears spreading to his neck.

It wasn't until Cheng Jingyan got dressed and left the bedroom that he got up and opened the drawer of the bedside table, took out his QQ and called Dumbledore.

"Severus? You actually took the initiative to contact me? What happened?" Dumbledore's reply was sent immediately.

He hesitated for a moment, and wrote slowly: "I don't think about Lily the way I used to, but why hasn't my patron saint changed?"

This time Dumbledore's reply was a little slower: "How should I put it... The Patronus Curse is actually derived from people's protection of certain things. Your obsession with Lily is too deep. Even if you fall in love with Cheng, You haven’t let go of the guilt towards Lily, have you? And you are still willing to protect her child, aren’t you? The concept that has been cultivated over the past ten years will not be changed so easily, unless you want to protect Cheng more than you want to protect Lily and Harry Yes, otherwise your patron saint will not change, even if you fall in love with him, Severus, love and protection are different concepts, don't doubt your heart just because of this."

Snape stared at those few lines for a long time before finally heaving a sigh of relief.

"But you ask this way to explain that Cheng is really important to you, so I can rest assured." Dumbledore joked.

Snape's face couldn't help becoming hot, and he closed the QQ forcefully.

Cheng Jingyan didn't know about this conversation, he was cleaning the "battlefield" in the kitchen.Seeing the red, white and white marks on the ground, he couldn't help but feel a little shy, so he hurriedly "cleaned up" a few times before starting to cook.

He was still standing in front of the counter, but his mood was different now.If it was said that the heart was ashamed just now, it is simply a second spring in the heart now, full of joy and happiness.

In fact, thinking about it carefully, I really overreacted a bit.The conversation between Snape and Lucius did not explicitly point out that Snape was still in love with Lily Evans.It's just that his confession was accepted too quickly at the beginning, and the disbelief at that time slowly turned into anxiety, but he has been keeping it in his heart and has not been relieved, so when it broke out, he was overwhelmed all at once. he.

He didn't want to worry about Snape's Patronus anymore.Seeing the proof of his resolute efforts, there is nothing to be afraid of. This person has always been emotionally restrained, and being able to express his determination in such a fierce way has already shown his heart.

A pair of arms hugged him from behind, and he was pleasantly surprised by the rare initiative of the other party. He put down the dishes he was washing and asked, "What's the matter?"

"My Patronus... I asked Albus," Snape said cautiously.

"Why are you still talking about that? I said I believed you." Cheng Jingyan patted his hand reassuringly.

"That prophecy back then... I told that person." He finally made up his mind to uncover his scar, "I killed Lily..."

Cheng Jingyan felt pain in his heart, turned around and hugged him, and kissed his forehead lightly, "Okay, okay, you don't need to say anything, I already know, don't force yourself like this."

He shook his head, and said exactly what Dumbledore said, even hesitantly said "fall in love with him" mentioned in Dumbledore's words.

Only then did Cheng Jingyan relax, and smiled softly: "So that's the case, then I can rest assured, and I promise not to be jealous in the future!"

He couldn't help showing a small smile, and leaned his head on Cheng Jingyan's shoulder.

"Let's protect Harry together in the future. I will bear your guilt with you, okay?"

"Ah."

After that day, the relationship between the two became even sweeter.Snape's venomous tongue has been restrained a lot, and Cheng Jingyan won't show his face anymore, Lucius couldn't stand it when he saw it.

One afternoon when there was no class, Cheng Jingyan was looking for a reference book for the homework of the ancient magic pattern class in the library, when he suddenly heard two boys whispering nearby.

"Old Bat in Longbottom's grandma's clothes? Real or not? Oh, we have Defense Against the Dark Arts class tomorrow, I wish Professor Lupine would bring another Boggart, I'm going to make it a mic An old bat in Professor Greg's clothes!"

"All our third years in Gryffindor saw it! Professor Lupine was teaching Neville to think of the old bat as a ridiculous look so he wouldn't be scared, and then the Boggart really turned into that, dressed as a witch Robe, fox fur scarf and red lady bag, oh, I dare say Professor Lupine is the best Defense Against the Dark Arts professor ever!”

Cheng Jingyan stuffed the book in his hand onto the bookshelf, strode out of the library with a black face, the hem of his robe turned up in waves in a very Snape style.

Snape hadn't returned from class when he came to the cellar.Thinking of his lover's mention of brewing chamaejasma potion for Lupine when he had time, he was furious.

"Cheng, Professor Lu Ping is knocking on the door outside, do you want him to come in?" Sania, the snake girl on the office door, turned from the other side of the door and asked.

Cheng Jingyan raised an eyebrow slowly, "Okay." He really wanted to do whatever he wanted, and he was thinking about how to deal with this werewolf.

Lupine was taken aback when he came in and saw him, and asked modestly, "Um, hello, is Professor Snape there?"

"Professor Snape hasn't come back from class yet, would you like to sit down and have a cup of tea and wait for him for a while?" Cheng Jingyan looked at him with a half-smile, "Or you can tell me and let me pass it on."

Lupine walked to the sofa in front of him and sat down, asking politely, "If I remember correctly, you are a Ravenclaw student, right? Why are you here, uh, I mean, Snape The professor doesn't seem so approachable?"

"He asked me to wait for him here. In fact, I have a good relationship with Professor Snape." Cheng Jingyan smiled, staring at him sharply and asked, "But you, what are you doing here? Professor Lupine? According to my knowledge You know, didn’t you just make a joke on your colleague in your class? Now the whole school knows, are you here to apologize? Because you hurt the dignity of your colleague?”

Lupine gave a dry laugh of embarrassment, "Well, yes, I'm sorry about that, I didn't mean to."

Cheng Jingyan narrowed his eyes and looked at him for a while, then said coldly, "Go out."

"What?" said Lupine in surprise, thinking he had misheard.

"I said, get out." Cheng Jingyan said calmly, "I know why you came here, after all, the full moon is coming soon, isn't it?"

Lupine stood up immediately and stared at him sharply. "What did you say?"

Cheng Jingyan sneered, "Oh, come on, I'm not interested in your fluffy little problems, and I'm not a talkative person, I will still have what you want, I just hope you don't come here again to make him unhappy."

Lupine stared at him for a long time before he sighed, "Believe it or not, I have no ill intentions towards him, it's just..."

"Just getting used to it?" Cheng Jingyan interrupted him, ignoring his surprised and defensive eyes and continued, "Don't look at me like that, I know a lot, if you want to know, you can ask the principal, if you don't want to be in school If there is an extra batch of your kind, then please leave this office wisely, and the house elf will hand over the things to you on time, and you are not welcome here."

Lupine sighed again, turned and walked out the door.

"Professor Lu Ping," Cheng Jingyan called to stop him again, "I don't think you will make such jokes anymore? Since the things you need are still in my hands?"

"I see." The back of Lupine walking out became more depressed.

Cheng Jingyan looked at the closed door and snorted, went into the potion room and began to study how to make the smell of Wolfsbane potion more strange.

After Snape came back from class, Cheng Jingyan told him about it indignantly.

"Leave him alone, there will always be times for him to be uncomfortable!" Seeing his lover's angry look, Snape comforted jerkyly.Although he doesn't speak harshly to him now, he is still a bit unaccustomed to speaking softly.

"Hmph, I must change the taste of his wolfsbane potion to the worst taste in the world!" Cheng Jingyan pulled him into the potion room with high spirits, "Come on, help me see how much bitter gall weed needs to be added. !"

He watched Cheng Jingyan busy up and down, and the displeasure caused by Lu Ping's incident dissipated immediately.

The author has something to say: I always feel that the writing of the professor is weak, but the writing skills of real people are so weak, I don’t know how to change it... Do you find it ugly...Suddenly I have no confidence...