Forever No.1

Zhou Shuyi walked around the campus in a daze, the same face appeared in his mind, and even the words that person said were repeated in his ears like pressing a list of songs played in a loop.

"Zhou Shuyi..."

The voice calling the name was so vague that it seemed to come from far away. Even the face that was gradually approaching him was like a still photo of an idol drama with a wide filter. As long as a few more pink cherry blossom petals floated, he would definitely give it to him. The IG account that uploaded this photo of the handsome guy tapped the heart symbol for likes.

"Zhou Shuyi, I finally found you."

"An illusion again."

Looking at the photo of the handsome guy who actually spoke, Zhou Shuyi laughed at himself wryly. It seems that the brain's ability to create hallucinations has been upgraded again.Lo and behold, all have been upgraded from static photos to dynamic stickers with voice added.

"What hallucination?"

"Yo, can we still talk?"

Unexpectedly, the hallucination in front of him could still talk to him, and he couldn't help stretching out his hand to pinch the handsome guy's cheek, but heard "Gao Shide" in front of him making a painful sound.

"Don't make trouble, it hurts!"

The reaction that was too real finally woke up the stunned mind for an instant, and finally realized that the person standing in front of him was Gao Shide himself.

"Damn! It's true!"

Zhou Shuyi backed away violently in fright, but his ankle turned suddenly because of his instability, and the severe pain rushed straight to his forehead.

"Damn it! I sprained my foot."

"I'll take you to the health room."

"No need."

Qian Nu pushed away the arm stretched out to him, but saw Gao Shide frown and said forcefully.

"The one for the back or the one for the hug? Choose one yourself."

"Just help me."

Between less shameful and super embarrassing, he chose the less embarrassing option, then Gao Shide grabbed his right hand and put it on his shoulder, and walked limping to the health center where the injury could be treated.

***

health centre

"It's you again, unscrupulous school doctor."

Zhou Shuyi sat on a chair and looked at the man in the doctor's robe unhappily.boom!

With a wave of his hand, Pei Shou closed the door of the locker where the medicines were placed, making the sound of metal clashing, and with a sarcastic smile, he pointed to the boy's sprained right foot: "If you don't want me to help you, then you can solve it yourself, anyway, people who are in pain not me."

After speaking, he walked to the door.

The person standing next to Zhou Shuyi sighed, not understanding why these two people were so incompatible, so he walked towards Pei Shouyi and asked politely, "Where's the bandage? I'll help him treat his injury."

The man squinted at the person who was trying to smooth things over, patted the other person on the head, and explained: "What do you think I am going out for? I just go to the storage room to get the bandages when I run out."

"I go."

Gao Shide heaved a sigh of relief, and after leaving this sentence, he turned and left the health care center, went to the storage room where the medicines were stored to get the bandages, without realizing that his every action was being watched intently by another person.

Pei Shou glanced at the boy who was chasing someone's back unconsciously with his eyes, walked to his side, turned the chair around and sat in front of Zhou Shuyi with his arms around the back of the chair, smiling proudly.

"I feel relieved."

"what?"

"You are not as good as me, and you cannot attract Shide."

The man's deep voice made this sentence ambiguous, and successfully made the inexperienced boy stare at him with beautiful eyes, showing a guarded expression.

"What do you mean?"

Pei Shouyi touched Zhou Shuyi's nose lightly with his fingers, and said provocatively, "I don't know if a man can like a man? Little devil."

Zhou Shuyi looked at the other party in surprise: "You! So you treat Gao Shide..." Could it be that Gao Shide likes this unscrupulous school doctor?

But this old man likes? Likes him?

"That's right, I'm going to win against him──!"

Withdrawing the finger that touched the bridge of the nose, pressed the lips to make a silent gesture, and gently combed the boy's hair with the other hand provocatively.

"So, boo! Keep it secret for me. I'm going to do it next month. Wish me success."

"Successful fart!" Zhou Shuyi flung the opponent's hand away, and impulsively yelled out the words that have been disturbing his emotions for the past few days: "Gao Shide said that the person he likes is me!"

But he didn't realize that the person who came back from the storage room was already standing behind him, he heard the conversation between him and Pei Shouyi, and he also heard the most important sentence.

Pei Shouyi raised his chin and looked at the person standing behind Zhou Shuyi, and said, "It seems that the secret you want to hide is no longer a secret."

"..."

Zhou Shuyi followed Pei Shouyi's gaze and turned his head, and he saw Gao Shide with a bandage in his hand.

Pei Shouyi raised the corners of his mouth and stood up from the chair, and walked towards the pale man. Just as he reached out his hand to touch his hair, the man with a sprained ankle rushed between them and waved away the hand that had mischievous intentions towards Gao Shide. , and hid the person behind him, warning and staring at the school doctor in white robe.

"Don't touch him."

The man smiled, put his hand back to his side, looked at Gao Shide seriously, and said, "Boy, speak clearly, don't regret it."

'With me, you will not be alone. '

Whenever relatives get together during Chinese New Year, other children dare not approach him. Only this idiot, no matter how he ignores him or drives him away with sneering words, will walk into the room with his favorite fairy tale book, sit in the corner and read silently, and accompany him silently. .

So this time, it was up to him to repay the favor, to be a nosy matchmaker, hoping that this little cousin could get together with the person he had been secretly in love with for many years, and embrace his happiness.

When passing by, Pei Shouyi patted Gao Shide on the shoulder, then closed the door and walked out of the health center, leaving room for the two boys.

"high……"

"If you have anything to say, wait until it's done."

Gao Shide interrupted Zhou Shuyi, helped him back to the chair and sat down, lifted his injured right foot and placed it on his knee, took off his shoes and socks, disinfected the sprained part with alcohol, then unwrapped the plastic wrapping of the bandage, put the bandage Wrapped around the red and swollen ankle and tied it in a knot.

"..."

Seeing the opponent's skilled movements, the sudden accelerated heartbeat vibrated in his chest, so he opened his mouth to divert his attention.

"I overheard..."

The morning after the old night outing, he didn't pretend to be asleep on purpose, but lay on the bed habitually, but he didn't expect to hear a confession that made him not know how to respond.

Gao Shide stopped bandaging and looked at the person he hadn't seen for a few days: "That's why you started hiding from me and going to date girls?"

"How do you know..."

"I didn't get your reply that day, and I happened to meet Jiang Yuxin and Fang Zhengwen in the library, so I asked them where you were. They told me about the friendship."

Zhou Shuyi bit his lip and hesitated for a few seconds before saying the answer he had been thinking about for several days: "Gao Shide, I never thought of liking boys."

"I know."

The voice that answered the conversation was unusually calm. After being a bystander for so many years, he knew even what kind of girl the other party liked.So I have long understood that this secret love will not bear fruit. The position of a friend is already the closest distance to this person.

Gao Shide put a sock on his injured right foot, put on a shoe, carefully tied the shoelace, then raised his head and looked at the other party seriously: "Don't get a girlfriend just because you hide from me, it's very unfair to him."

"I'm not that scumbag."

He is very dedicated to emotions, that's why he has a crush on Jiang Yuxin for so many years.

"That's good." Gao Shide sighed in relief, put on a stiff smile, and said:

"The best way to solve a broken relationship is to talk about another relationship. I wish you a brand new start."

"high……"

For some reason, looking at the pain in this person's eyes, his chest also felt uncomfortable.He just uttered a word before being interrupted by the other party, who even held his arm to help him get up.

"Stand up and try, it shouldn't hurt."

Zhou Shuyi had no choice but to stand up cooperatively, tried to move his sprained right foot, and said with a complicated expression: "It's much better, thank you."

After confirming that the injured person could walk on his own, Gao Shide turned around and walked to the table where the backpack was placed, grabbed the strap and hung it on his shoulder, turned his back to another person, and said, "Zhou Shuyi, it's my business to like you, I have nothing to do with you." Relationship. I will delete the video that threatened you before, thank you for your company and friendship during this time, and from tomorrow onwards, you will no longer be my school boy, and..."

The standing figure was silent for a moment before speaking again.

"Forget what I said that day."

After finishing speaking, he picked up his backpack, opened the stainless steel door closed by Pei Shouyi, and walked out of the health center.Zhou Shuyi was left standing inside alone, staring at the direction he left in a daze.

***

High house

Snapped!

At the dining table, Mama Gao put down the bowls and chopsticks and clapped both hands at her son who was in a daze. "mom?"

Gao Shide was startled, and looked up at his mother.

"Yo, can you move? I thought I gave birth to a pensive son, why? Do you have something on your mind?" "No..."

"No?" Gao Mama raised her voice and repeated what her son had just said. She squinted her eyes and stared at the big boy sitting opposite, and asked, "I gave birth to you. Is there something on your mind that I can't see? You still want to lie to me?" ? Tell me! What's the matter?"

Gao Shide put down his chopsticks, looked at his mother, and said, "I was just thinking about how to give up liking someone."

"Have you tried pursuing it?"

"..." Gao Shide sighed and shook his head.

"Are you talking about giving up without even trying? I remember I gave you courage. It seems that a big one was born. You lost it? Do you want to find it for your mother?"

After speaking, he deliberately bent down, pretending to look for the courage lost by his son on the floor. "mom."

The boy begged for mercy, and his mother smiled and said encouragingly.

"Son, if you like someone, you must pursue it bravely. If you don't even try hard, you will regret it after a few years."

"Then if you already know that the result will fail..." Gao Shide put down the rice bowl he was holding with his other hand, and asked dejectedly, "Do you still want to try?"

Mother Gao looked at the baby who had lost confidence, she also put down the tableware, got up and went around the dining table, pulled the chair on the right side of her son and sat down, and then said: "What's wrong with my handsome son? Have confidence? You are not the one People, how do you know how he will answer you? Even if he is not accepted, so what? Telling the other party what you like, and whether he will accept your liking are two different things. Besides, life is so long, emotional Who hasn't bumped and bumped on the road?"

The mother rubbed her son's hair, blinked playfully, and continued.

"And the injured man is more attractive. Maybe the other party will change his mind when he sees someone who loves him so deeply and so much that Kaka died? Right!"

Gao Shide was amused by his mother's words, and the pain in his suppressed chest seemed to fade a little. Looking at his mother who always used the safety net of family affection to catch him, he said:

"Mom, can I ask you a question?"

"Ask!"

"Why did you agree to Uncle's marriage proposal? Don't worry that he will be like Dad?" "..."

Gao Mama looked at her son, but she didn't expect him to ask this question.

Faced with her husband's affair and divorce, as a woman, she blamed herself for not doing enough; as a mother, she felt guilty for her decision to let her son face a family that could not be happy forever.

Until one day, my son, who was still in the fifth grade of primary school, hugged her who kept crying, and said to her seriously...

'Mommy, don't cry, don't say you are bad, you are my best, best mommy, my favorite mommy, dad doesn't want us, and we don't want him either.This family has not changed, it is still the same as before, we just changed the family of three people into two people, there is nothing wrong with it. The child's words made her completely relieved of her self-blame and guilt.

Afterwards, she devoted all her energy to her son and work. As the CEO of Huapan Information, she managed the company in an orderly manner, and her performance grew year by year.

The most precious son does not need her to worry about his studies or character. Watching the child mature day by day? Independent? Confidence, like a jigsaw puzzle that was once thrown on the ground and scattered all over the floor, after many years of hard work and repairs, slowly Slowly spell it back to what it should have been.

There are only two spaces left───

belongs to her happiness.

And, the happiness that belongs to Shide.

A few years ago, I met my fiancé who was about to marry her. The man who also had an imperfect marriage had a daughter with his ex-wife.The man took good care of both her and her son. The two who met by chance were like meeting a circle with a missing corner. They both stumbled and bruised on the emotional road, but they still did not give up looking for a more suitable partner.

So the man proposed to her, hoping to become each other's reliance, and she will also move out of Taiwan to the United States to live with her new family.

Thinking of the past, Mama Gao revealed the self-confidence she exuded from her heart after being honed over the years, and answered her son's question: "A man who has been hurt a little is more attractive, and a woman who has been hurt will be more intelligent. In the past The criterion for choosing a partner is whether he will love me; the choice now is whether that person can not only love me, but also love the 'family' I care about."

As he spoke, he couldn't help the tears in his eyes, and said sincerely while holding his son's hand.

"Shide, thank you for being my son and my good friend for all these years, so that my mother can survive the most painful time. Now, my mother has found my happiness, and there is only one last wish left. , just to see my precious son being happy with the person he really likes."

"mom……"

The mother's love for the child rendered the boy whose hands were held, Gao Shide choked up and shouted, there were too many emotions in his voice, too many complex emotions that could not be described in words.

In order to ease the sentimental atmosphere, Gao's mother wrinkled her nose with a smile, raised her face to wipe the tears back into her eyes, and acted like a baby to her son in a girlish tone: "But even if you can be with the person you like, you can't Because of this, I won’t go to the United States with me. Gao Shide, my mother warns you, don’t forget your mother when you have a lover, if you do that, you will be too heartless.”

"No! Mom, I will do what I promised you."

As the only best man at the wedding, he will hold his mother's hand and lead her to the other end of happiness.

"That's good. Let's eat. It's rare that I cook for you myself."

Gao's mother picked up the document that was originally placed next to her, intending to confirm the content of the contract while eating, but Gao Shide snatched the document, replaced it with bowls and chopsticks, and stuffed it into her hand, saying.

"Since it's rare to cook in person, don't read official documents anymore, and have dinner with your son." "Obey, my precious son."

"It's almost there."

At the dining table, the mother and son leaning on each other took each other's favorite food and put it in the other's bowl. The sound of chatting and laughing echoed in the room with only two people, making the huge space not lonely at all.

***

Zhou family

Zhou Shuyi sat in his room, looked at the bandage on his right foot, and thought about when he was with Gao Shide...

'You are Gao Shide? '

'right. '

'hateful!I remember you! '

At that time, Gao Shide was everywhere like a spirit behind him.

Wherever there is him, he is "Ten Thousand Years No. 2", and the dazzling aura is occupied by the other party.

So what he hates the most is Gao Shide.

'Zhou Shuyi, are you sick? '

'You are sick, why kiss me? '

'Who told you not to die? '

'It's none of your business if I don't come up! '

'You like Jiang Yuxin so much?Like it so much that seeing her confess to Fang Zhengwen makes you feel so sad that you don't even want your life? '

"Wait, how do you know that Yuxin and Zhengwen..."

'Oh shit!You spy on me! '

'If you're sad, don't force yourself...'

'roll!Don't make me beat you! '

By accident, I found out that the girl I have been in love with for many years is my good buddies.

So he fled into the unmanned swimming pool, cried unreconciledly, and then jumped into the water impulsively, using the cold water to hide his unstoppable tears.However, he was misunderstood by the people who silently followed behind him, dragged him back to the reality he wanted to escape, and dragged him back to the diluted water without the pool water, tears that he couldn't hide and couldn't stop.

'Finally found you. '

'We agreed to have dinner together, did you forget?hurry up!I still have class in the afternoon, so I have to hurry back to class.Sorry, I borrowed this person. '

Jiang Yuxin and Fang Zhengwen didn't notice the embarrassment, but they were discovered by people who had little contact with each other before.

'let go!Gao Shide, let go! '

'Don't grab you, will you come with me?Do you know what expression you had just now?Or do you think it's okay to let them know that you have a crush on Jiang Yuxin? '

'It won't matter if it is known───'

'Even if this video is passed on to Jiang Yuxin and Fang Zhengwen, it won't matter? ''Son of a bitch! '

'What the hell are you trying to do?Not following me enough, now threatening me? '

'Yes, a threat.It just so happens that there is a lack of a book boy recently. As long as you can pass it on and off, I will keep this video and your secret love for Jiang Yuxin secret for you. '

Looking back now, apart from being threatened by Gao Shide when signing the contract, he, the "book boy", was the one who was taken care of when we got along afterwards.

The food he doesn't want to eat is thrown into Gao Shide's bowl? The shrimp shells that he likes to eat but don't like to get his hands dirty are also peeled off for him? slept through the whole class...

'Tell me quickly, who is the person you like? '

'Prefer not to say. '

'Why, you already know my secret, and I want to know yours too. ''For you, I don't want to say. '

Why not "I don't want to say", but "For you, I don't want to say"?

I finally understand why there are two extra words between the two sentences, because those two words are the distance between friends and secret love.

Facing friends, you may be able to tell your secrets in a joking tone.

But when the person who asks this question is "the person I like", he will answer that sentence...

For you, I don't want to say.

'Don't deny it just because you dare not tell me the truth. It's an age. If you really like him, go after him bravely. No matter who you like, Zheng Wen and I will support you. '

'Yu Xin...'

'We still have something to do, so let's go first. '

Looking at the girl who encourages herself to chase after love bravely, the secret that has been hidden so hard seems to be blurted out at any time in the next second──Jiang Yuxin, I like you, the person I like has always been you!

Just when his emotions were about to lose control, the person who had been standing in the distance and quietly watching everything suddenly came to him, covered his eyes, covered the tears that were about to burst, and used improvised lies to take him away Where to stay...

"hateful!"

In the room, Zhou Shuyi took out the pillow on the back of his waist and threw it at the wall, venting his anger against the wall.

"Zhou Shuyi, liking you is my business, and it has nothing to do with you. I will delete the video that threatened you before. Thank you for your company and friendship during this time. From tomorrow onwards, you will no longer be my book boy, and... Forget what I said that day, I wish you happiness. '

Why would you say such a thing?

Why do you like me?

Why can't I even be friends?

"What do you mean it has nothing to do with me? The person you like is me, how could it have nothing to do with me?"

Zhou Shuyi became more and more angry when he said that, he kicked the chair next to him with his injured right foot angrily, but was pulled hard because of the sprained place, so painful that he burst into tears.

It was hard to become a close friend with someone, but now he was suddenly abandoned.

accurate!Very upset!

Even if he wanted to abandon him, he would never accept that he was the one who was abandoned.

"Since I was a child, no one has ever dared to say the word "break up" to me. Gao Shide, do you think I care about you? Not at all!"

Huo Dadi removed all the bandages on his ankles and threw them on the ground, then stood up, staggered into the bathroom with red eyes, and washed off the stickiness on his body.

Washing away, occupying all his thoughts, making him unable not to think about...Gao Shide.

***

Dedicated to pre-school and extra curricular

"Hey, shall we go eat spicy hotpot? Don't you like spicy food the most? I know that there is a restaurant that has been pushed to the top of the Internet. How about killing it and eating it later?"

"Ah."

"We haven't gone out together for a long time, how about we go around the island together one day? Or go to a B&B? I can cooperate wherever you like."

In the corridor, Liu Bingwei was walking on the right side of Zhou Shuyi, constantly suggesting where to go after class, but the person walking on the left was thinking about other things in a daze, and didn't hear what the other party said at all.

"Shuyi, actually I want to ask you out to play because───"

Seeing Zhou Shuyi's abnormal reaction, Liu Bingwei stopped in front of him, secretly grabbed the leg of his jeans, and decided that the showdown always had no chance to say it.

"Gao Shide?"

However, in Zhou Shuyi's eyes, he only saw another person walking towards him.

Gao Shide, who was discussing the content of the class with Shi Zheyu, raised his head reflexively to look at the source of the voice after hearing his name, but unlike usual, he did not show a smile and walked towards Zhou Shuyi. Instead, he looked away and pretended to touch his pocket, and said: After "I forgot to take my mobile phone", he turned around and left in a hurry.

Shi Zheyu, who was left with a confused head, glared at Zhou Shuyi who was standing in front of him unhappily, then followed Gao Shide's footsteps, and left the corridor outside the classroom.

"..."

The feeling of being left behind flooded his chest again, Zhou Shuyi grabbed the straps of his backpack, turned around and walked in the opposite direction.

"The classroom is over there, where are you going? Hey! Shuyi! Hey!"

Liu Bingwei, who didn't know what was going on, yelled a few times in a daze, and then followed him. He gave up what he wanted to say, hooked Zhou Shuyi's shoulders, and took the person who was in a bad mood to a spicy pot restaurant to have a big meal pause.

***

health centre

"Uh ah ah ah ─ ─ ─ I was wrong I was wrong ─ ─ oh ─ ─ ─ ─"

The shrill screams like killing a pig spread from the health center to the corridor outside, and everyone who passed the corridor couldn't help shivering.

Inside, Pei Shouyi was bandaging the wound of the injured student, but unlike other medical staff who would gently relieve the pain of the injured, instead he tightened the bandage as if tortured, causing the male student to scream in pain on the spot.

"The next time you go racing again, I'll tear down your bones. Let's see if you dare to be so brainless. If you know pain, you should know what it means for your body, hair and skin to be protected from damage by your parents."

The boy, whose face was pale from the pain, did not forget to complain about the unscrupulous school doctor's Chinese attainments: "It's 'dare not' to damage, not 'not to' damage, brother, your Chinese needs to be retaken."

Pei Shouyi curled his lips into a cold smile, pinched his fingers hard on the freshly bandaged wound, and the pig waiting to be slaughtered wailed again.

"Woo! Pain, pain, pain!"

"roll."

"Obey, obey, obey!"

As soon as Pei Shou let go of his hand, the boy who was so mean-spirited a second ago immediately turned into a bird, followed his friend who accompanied him to treat the wound, and limped out of the health care center that was scarier than hell.

Standing at the door, Gao Shide watched everything that happened inside, and deliberately let the passage out of the door, so that the two people who did not know which department they were from escaped from the unscrupulous school doctor.

"Pei Shouyi."

"..."

Pei Shouyi raised his head to look at Gao Shide, the figure standing at the door with his back to the sun was like a picture in his memory...

There was once a person who always liked to stand in the corridor of the health care center with instant noodles, quietly watching himself busy inside.

"Pei? Shou? One!"

Seeing the other party sitting on the chair in a daze without any response, the person who had already walked from the door had to raise his voice, and finally brought the man's drifting thoughts back to reality.

"Huh?" Pei Shouyi looked at the boy standing in front of him and responded blankly.

"Are you in a daze?"

"It's nothing, seeing you standing at the door reminds me of the troublesome students I encountered when I was a school doctor in high school..." Pei Shouyi looked up at the person with a bad face, guessed the reason, and said, "Why, you Fall out with that kid?"

Otherwise, how could the two who have been sticking together lately act independently.

Gao Shide put his hands in the pockets of his trousers, walked towards the man in the doctor's robe, and asked, "Why did you deliberately trouble us that day?"

Why expose his hidden secrets in front of that person?

"Who told you to steal my instant noodles?"

"Instant noodles? How important is a bowl of instant noodles?"

"You can eat anything, but you can't eat instant noodles, because——" Pei Shouyi stopped the answer he almost said, got up and walked back to the back of the desk with the file folder, threw the things on the table, and said: " That'smine."

"If you don't make trouble, at least he and I can still be friends until graduation."

"I don't understand why you're angry." The man took off his white robe, opened the chair and sat down, looked directly at the boy who angered him, and looked at him seriously: "Say everything clearly, don't waste each other's time, okay? "

It is said that feelings are like fire, which cannot be covered by paper. Besides, the way this kid looks at each other is enough to betray his feelings. He just burned the paper wrapped in flames. What's wrong?

"That's right, how can a patient with an emotional disorder who can't even feel happiness understand what I'm feeling now."

"Gao Shide!"

Pei Shouyi kept a cold face and looked at the other party with warning eyes. The speaker also noticed his indiscretion, bowed his head guiltily, and said.

"Sorry...I went to class..."

Then he turned and left the health care center with an awkward atmosphere, and walked towards the classroom.

***

"hateful……"

In the classroom where the piano was placed, Zhou Shuyi put his elbows on the piano stand, looked at the mobile phone on the music stand, and cursed in a low voice.

What was displayed on the phone screen was the exclusive chat room between him and Gao Shide, and every conversation in it reminded him of the good times the two had spent together.

"Since you want to see Gao Shide so much, go to him, why are you trying to be brave?"

The girl who had been standing at the door for several minutes but was ignored like air, walked to the black grand piano and asked the person who had been staring at the screen but did not pick up the phone to make a call or send a message.

Zhou Shuyi looked at the phone without raising his head, and said, "If I don't take the initiative, does it mean that I care about him? It's embarrassing!"

The childish answer made Jiang Yuxin roll her eyes unbearably, and replied bluntly: "You child? Why are you so awkward!"

"But having said that, don't you think it's strange, Yuxin? Gao Shide and I are studying in different departments, and the class time and classroom location are different. Why can he always find me? He often hangs around me ?”

He wanted to ask Gao Shide some things in person, but the other party deliberately avoided the places where he met him, making him look like an idiot these days, no matter whether he went to block people in the classroom or go to the student cafeteria to try his luck, he couldn't find the past that bothered him. People who have to die.

Jiang Yuxin spread her hands and shrugged her shoulders: "It's not surprising."

"why?"

"Because from childhood to adulthood, wherever you are, as long as you look nearby, you can see him."

"how is this possible."

"Did you forget? When I was young, I played hide-and-seek. Whenever Gao Shide was a ghost, you were always the first to be caught, because ah..." The girl smiled and flicked Zhou Shuyi's nose with her finger: "No matter where he is, he His eyes are always on you."

"stalker."

The face that was flushed quickly because of this sentence, the corners of the mouth curled up triumphantly and cursed in a low voice.

"Shuyi..." Jiang Yuxin sat on the piano chair, looked at her childhood playmate who was two years younger face to face, and asked seriously, "Do you like Gao Shide?"

"I-"

I do not have……

The three words that were supposed to be said were covered by the violent heartbeat.

In the past, even if Fang Zhengwen or Jiang Yuxin had something to do, they were so busy that they didn't contact each other for a week or two, and they never felt so uncomfortable.But in the past few days when Gao Shide deliberately avoided him, no matter when he was playing the piano?

The name "Gao Shide" is like a shadow that cannot be shaken off, constantly appearing in the mind,

Even in the notebook for copying homework, I wrote "Gao Shide, I like it" uncontrollably, and then nervously crossed out the part I liked with a ball pen.

Jiang Yuxin showed a gentle smile, put her arms around her younger brother's neck like a sister, and shared her observation: "Although I don't know when you started to have a different feeling for that person, but as a child who grew up together Big Iron Triangle, as the person who knows you best, I am sure of one thing, that is——Shu Yi, you are in love with Gao Shide."

Looking at Zhou Shuyi's face, the girl continued talking.

"Remember that line we all love, Michael Phelps? I wish I could look back and say..."

"I want to look back and say I did everything I could and I succeeded, not look back and say I should have done this or that."

I want to be able to look back and say, I've done everything I can, and I was successful. I don't want to look back and say I should have done one this or that.

Michael Phelps, known as "Flying Fish", is the most admired idol of Zhou Shuyi, who loves swimming. This is exactly what the famous swimmer once said.

"So Shuyi, since feelings have sprouted in your heart, it's up to you to face it or escape. As a friend, I only hope that your choice will not make your future self regret it."

"I understand, Yuxin, thank you."

A relieved and bright smile appeared on the boy's face.

"Thank you, thank you, we are good friends for life, aren't we?" "Yes, we are good friends for life."

Once, the option of "friend" caused him pain.

Once, the affection he wanted but couldn't get made him jealous of his good buddies.

However, the secret love that had to be let go will one day in the future, become a good friend who readily accepts the position.

I also accepted the fact that I fell in love with another boy.

Jiang Yuxin blinked and poked Zhou Shuyi's cheek with her fingertips: "If Gao Shide doesn't want you, you are welcome to cry in my sister's arms."

"You're the one who gets dumped by Zheng Wen, man."

After throwing down these words, the boy immediately jumped up from the chair and ran towards the door of the classroom.

"Zhou Shuyi, you are courting death!"

"Hahaha."

The girl was so angry that she chased after her, and the laughter of chasing and fighting echoed in the corridor outside the piano room, which lasted for a long time.

***

Teaching building

"Gao Shide! Do you like Zhou Shuyi?"

Shi Zheyu stood on the grass in front of the teaching building, looking at Gao Shide face to face.Ever since he ran into Zhou Shuyi in the corridor that day, this person has become extremely silent, which made him very painful, so painful that he had to say what he had to say clearly today.

Gao Shide looked at his friend who questioned him angrily, and frowned: "You invited me here after school, just to ask this?"

"Answer my question, do you like Zhou Shuyi?"

"Not your business."

After saying this, he turned around and was about to leave.

"Gao Shide! I like you!" Shi Zheyu grabbed Gao Shide's sleeve, with a desperate expression on his face, he yelled out the words that he dared not confess before: "I like you. I like you very much since we became friends after you transferred from another school."

"I know."

Gao Shide slowly pulled away the cuff that was caught on his fingertips, and after a moment of silence, he said.

"You know? You know that I like you, but you never refuse my approach?" Shi Zheyu looked at the other party in surprise, with tears of self-mockery in his eyes: "Gao Shide, it's interesting to see me foolishly circling around you like this Yeah?"

"I consider you my best friend."

"but I am not!"

Tears rolled in the eyes, but stubbornly refused to fall.

"Zheyu, don't put your own