Love him and endure the cold

. "His face was close at hand, and I watched with horror.

"Don't be nervous, take a good rest. I'm not in a hurry because I can listen to the wind along the way. Although most of the rumors in the world are messy, you can often hear a lot of useful information."

I hang my head in silence, where there are people there is right and wrong, but what I heard today shocked me.Is Han Jingxiao's mother really a prostitute?If true then everything can be explained.He has been so strong since he was a child in Fengxue Mountain Villa, the purpose is to make others not look down on him, right?

This is a sophisticated and cruel world. I understand this very well. If you are born noble, even if you are an idiot, you will be respected by others, but if you are born lowly, no matter how talented you are, it will not be easy to stand out.

A distinct sense of class afflicts everyone in this world.

032. Accident

When I was on the road again, the atmosphere was a bit heavy, I peeked at Han Jingxiao.Although I can't see his emotional fluctuations, I just know that he is suppressing his anger.

"Villa Master, do you want me to go back and kill those nonsense people? Don't worry, I will never let others find out that Fengxue Villa did it."

"Nonsense? What they said is the truth..."

I raised my head in surprise, I didn't expect Han Jingxiao to admit it so easily.

"My mother is a prostitute. She is the red card of the most famous Yixiang Building in Suzhou. The girls in Yixiang Building are not easy to accompany customers, and all of them are good at dancing and understanding. They are proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting. When they met me Before my father, my mother was a performer but not herself. Who knew that after seeing my father, she secretly promised her and was willing to commit herself to him. In the end, it was a secret knot. In fact, my mother never expected anything extravagantly. She knew that my father was here. He is very famous in Jianghu, so he would rather be the woman behind him."

I was surprised that he actually told me about his past?As far as I know, he will never mention his personal affairs to others.

"The first days were very sweet. My father also redeemed my mother to live in a big house in the suburbs of Suzhou. Usually, my mother lived reclusively and didn't want to cause trouble for my father. Who knew that my father never came back to visit after going back to Fengxue Mountain Villa. Mother, even when I was born, he just sent someone to send a piece of jade."

Han Jingxiao touched a piece of jade pendant on his waist, it was a piece of priceless jade.Before, I saw Han Jingxiao carrying a never-leaving bag every day, and it turned out that it was given by his father. It seems that Han Jingxiao still has a lot of affection for his father.

"My mother waited every day until I was six years old. My father, whom I had never seen before, finally came back. He was very surprised when he saw me. He said that my bones were good materials for martial arts, and asked me if I wanted Go back to Snow Wind Villa with him, and he also said that he will make me the owner of Snow Wind Villa."

"Of course I was happy at the time. Is there any child who doesn't want to live happily with his parents every day? But I didn't expect that the moment I decided to go back to Fengxue Mountain Villa with my father, my mother's death was doomed."

I was startled, but then I guessed roughly what was going to happen.

"That night, my mother took me to the temple fair for the first time. It was unprecedented. My mother hardly went out because of my father. So I had such a good time that night that I even forgot to think why my mother was so abnormal. When we When I returned home at night, my mother told me with a smile that no matter what difficulties you encounter in the future, or what kind of stares you face, you must work hard to practice martial arts and inherit the foundation of Fengxue Mountain Villa."

"Actually, I didn't know what Fengxue Mountain Villa was at the time. My mother drank the poisoned tea. I hugged her and cried and asked her why she left me alone. She said that she was for the one she loved, Even if it is death, she has no regrets... She said that she could not choose her birth, and she did not want to make her father a laughing stock in the future, she said that being able to get her father's love is a blessing that has been cultivated for several lifetimes."

"I don't understand. Can I leave my own son behind for love? Is it possible to sacrifice everything for love? Since then, I believe that my father killed my mother. I hate him, and I hate him even more. My mother's infatuation. Even later, whenever I saw a woman, I would feel sick and want to vomit! When I returned to Fengxue Mountain Villa, I realized that there was such a status in the Jianghu. From then on, I decided that no matter how hard it was, I would let her Become stronger myself, only in this way can I make everyone around me never have a chance to abandon me!"

033. The bumpy road of the carriage is long

I saw Han Jingxiao's clenched fist trembling slightly, and he blurted out without thinking.

"I know that the owner didn't work so hard because he was afraid of being looked down upon by others. I know that the owner did this because of his mother. In fact, the owner hates your mother not because of her identity, but because your mother's infatuation makes you think She's stupid, isn't she?"

Han Jingxiao fixedly looked at me.Suddenly pressed me against the wall of the carriage.I was taken aback.

"Actually, I don't need to ask, Qiu Yi and they know what to do. Those people will definitely not live long. But I am still very happy that you care about me so much. In addition, I have never told anyone about these things, you are the exception , Speaking of which, Yunyi, you always make me an exception. You are the first person who makes me lose control in bed, you are also the person who makes me want to be close to you uncontrollably, and even the person who I will subconsciously confess to you. "

His breath is getting hotter and hotter, no way... Could it be that he really wants to be in the carriage?I thought he was just joking.

"That's because I am very loyal to the owner, and the owner feels that I am not a threat. That's why..." I couldn't continue the second half of the sentence, because he suddenly bit my neck lightly.

"Why, you don't want to?"

I subconsciously wanted to push him away.

"No, it's not...it's just...it's not very good..."

"What's wrong, who dares to gossip about me? The coachman? If he dares to say a word, I will kill him! And I like to bully you. Very cute, and even stutters."

Um?Have it?I really haven't found it yet.

In a daze, he had already untied my coat, and the piccolo fell to the ground with a thud.

"What is this?" Han Jingxiao picked it up.

"It was delivered by the deputy manager of my mansion... ah..." Han Jingxiao unexpectedly pinched my chest without warning.I gasped in shock without any precaution.

"Do you like flutes? I'll buy you one when I go to Suzhou!" Han Jingxiao put the disciple aside, and then began to work on me.

Soon I sank into the ocean, struggling between suffocation and breathing.The cabin of the carriage was suddenly filled with the smell of passion/desire.I tried my best to control my voice, but Han Jingxiao seemed very dissatisfied with my depression, always stabbing suddenly very hard, so no matter how I endured it, I would still hum occasionally in the end.

The carriage never stopped, and Han Jingxiao didn't let me go until I arrived at the inn in the town at night.I don't know if he used to hug others like this endlessly, but now I feel that if he hugs me like this every time, I will die before he hurts himself.

I rubbed my sore waist. There is limited space in the carriage, so I was very tired.My waist seemed to be twisted. I looked at my clothes and jumped out of the carriage after making sure that they were not messed up.

"Go to bed early tonight, I think you're tired too." Han Jingxiao was in high spirits, with a playful smile on his lips.

Why does he always seem to be so physically strong?I scratched my head dejectedly.

I didn't share the same room with him, so I lived in the small courtyard next to him.Qiu Yi and the others rushed back, and they could smell the blood on their bodies as soon as they smelled it.I thought of Lou Fengze and went out with a flute.

"Where are you going?" Qiu San frowned and looked at me.

034. Friends

"I'm feeling a little bored, so I'm going out for a walk." I looked at Qiu San and smiled at him. I knew he was always worried about me, but I didn't look like a weak person, right?

"Be careful and come back early."

"rest assured."

Under Qiu San's gaze, I jumped out of the fence.Actually, I didn't really want to see Lou Fengze, so I took out the white jade piccolo and put it back in my arms.

Some facts are hard to tell.Every time Han Jingxiao hugged her, she became more upset and irritable.Before, I would rather Han Jingxiao treat me like the first time, don't give me tenderness, don't make me feel that I am being loved...

The irritability in my heart couldn't be dispelled, so I raised my breath and rushed to a mountain in the suburbs, pulled out the sword he gave me at my waist, and swung it as if I was venting.A set of swordsmanship was used by me without any rules, like a child who doesn't understand martial arts at all.

"This sword is very suitable for the roads of your Yunfu. I believe you will be very comfortable in your hands. I don't know the name, but I found it in the armory of Fengxue Mountain Villa. You can name it whatever you like. alright."

I suddenly recalled what he said when he gave me this sword that day.That's right, to him, this sword is just a piece of scrap iron in the arsenal of Fengxue Villa!Just like me, in his eyes, everything around him is his tool.I am just like that sword. When it is useful, there is a chance to be wiped off the dust on the surface. When it is useless, it will be thrown in the darkest corner.I never gave the sword a name, because I really don't know what name to give it.

When one day Han Jingxiao gets what he wants, I will definitely be abandoned by him too... It's really bad, I laughed at myself, I actually became like a little woman worrying about gains and losses.

"Yunyi, Yunyi, do you want to be so humble? Do you have to be attached to him? Why do you have to complain about yourself like this?