Love him and endure the cold

Self-pity? "

Returning the sword into its sheath, I panted and sat down.

"If the young master's mind is not too chaotic, how can he be so messy when it's just a set of sword skills? In the past two hours of sword practice, the young master did not feel tired, but now he is out of breath. It seems that the young master's mind is really heavy."

I turned my head a little irritably, and saw the face of the person coming by the moonlight.

"I don't remember saying that you can show up without my permission."

Lou Fengze walked up to me and sat down, smiling slightly.

"But as I said before, when the young master is in a bad mood, I will definitely accompany the young master."

"Accompany? Hehe, I don't need it!"

"What made the young master become like this again? I still remember how gentle the young master's expression was when he agreed to follow me on the road that day. Why did he put up all his defenses at this moment? Was it because he was injured again?"

"Don't think you know me very well! If you continue to talk nonsense like this in the future, I will drive you back!" I stood up and wanted to turn around and leave.

"Young master, why can't you treat me as a friend?"

"Friend?" I suddenly felt funny, this word seemed to be very far away from me.

"Yes, my friend, my family is in trouble, and I am also living outside without a place to live. I don't know how to get close to you other than doing things for you. I have always wanted to be your friend!"

035. Accident

I turned around and looked at him suspiciously, friend?What did I do that he wants me as a friend?

"My lord, do you still remember that four years ago, you once saw a child who was bullied and rushed out bravely, but in the end, he was beaten with a black nose and a swollen face?"

Of course I remember this incident, because my parents didn't let me practice martial arts since I was a child, so when I saw others being bullied and rushed over, I was naturally beaten up.That time I sneaked out of the house to play, so there were no guards around me.

"You? Are you the kid who was bullied back then?"

"No, the little boy who was beaten was not me. I just saw it when I went to Luoyang with my parents. At that time, I thought you were cute. Even though I had problems with self-protection, I was still willing to be with you. Others were beaten together."

I suddenly felt a little fever on my face.I don't even remember this old thing.I grew up with good clothes and good clothes, and I rarely went out of the house. It was that experience that taught me a very valuable lesson. This world is not as simple as I thought.If I leave the protection of my parents, I'm just a playboy who knows nothing and can't do anything.

"Later I heard that you are a well-known young master of the Yun family. At that time, I still wondered how the young man of the Yun family could be beaten up like that..." Lou Fengze suddenly laughed while immersed in the past.

That's right, that was the time when the news spread that Mr. Yun's master did not know martial arts, and it didn't take long for Yun's mansion to undergo tremendous changes.

"At that time, I swore that if I had the chance in the future, I would definitely protect you! So when my family was wiped out, I took the only remaining possessions and went to Luoyang again. I never thought that I would get to know you by any means. , I just want to be able to settle down in the town where you are, but those gangsters helped me, I never thought I would get to know you by a blessing in disguise." Lou Fengze's eyes were shining under the moonlight, and some of the emotions in it made me shudder .

"Young Master smells like someone else on your body today. Has Young Master been hugged by others before..."

I didn't expect him to be so direct. He said this last time, but I ignored it on purpose.

"Do you know that I can kill you?" I subconsciously clenched the sword in my hand.

"Of course I know. Since I said that, I expected the consequences. But I know that the young master will not hurt me, because to some extent, I have the same characteristics as the young master. For example, for the person in my heart, I can sacrifice everything."

"Son, in fact, if you want, I can not only be your friend to listen to your pain, I can also let you... I can be the one below..." Lou Fengze lowered his head, but I I was so surprised that I couldn't speak.

Lou Fengze is a proud person. Although he is my deputy manager, he is neither humble nor overbearing. A person with such characteristics will never be easily bent by others.Although I love Han Jingxiao, whenever I am under him, I will inevitably feel a sense of humiliation in my heart. Although this feeling is so insignificant in front of my feelings for him, it does exist.

Li Feng once told me that some men are weaker, so they naturally like to rely on other men, so even if they are pressed down, they will feel very happy and satisfied.But obviously, Lou Fengze and I definitely don't belong to that kind.

What kind of emotion would drive him to say that to me?I couldn't help but walk towards him, touching his hair lightly.

036. Comforting Kiss

Lou Fengze didn't seem to have thought that I would make such a movement, and his body stiffened instantly.But soon he relaxed his body, and the next moment, he suddenly reached out and hugged me.

This is a hug without passion/desire, besides Han Jingxiao, he is the second person who has such close contact with me.His aura is different from Han Jingxiao's. Han Jingxiao's aura is too cold, but his aura makes people feel warm.

In an instant, all my defenses seemed to be broken, and I was surprised to find that I let go of my defenses so easily in front of him. I was terrified of this, but at the same time, there was a trace of expectation in my heart.

"I love him, but he loves someone else."

I originally thought that I would not mention the matter between Han Jingxiao and me to anyone, but now I have told Lou Fengze everything, not missing a single bit.Qiu San also expressed his heart to me, but I just felt resistance, but Lou Fengze was different, although I would not really put him under my body, but at least I really wanted to be friends with him.

"That is to say, the person you fall in love with is the owner of Fengxue Mountain Villa, but the person he loves is Mo Ziyi, the new owner of Xiqu Valley?"

I nodded. "When there is no one in the future, don't call me son, call me by my name. Since I decided to be friends with you, then I don't want this identity." Lou Fengze and I met four years ago. It's also a kind of fate. Now that I have this connection, he is as kind to me as a family member. Since the accident in the Yunfu, all the old people are very important to me.

"Okay, but Yunyi, are you sure what you love about him is love?"

Lou Fengze's words made me stunned, which was something I had never thought of before.

"When you met the owner of Fengxue Mountain Villa, you were only ten years old. At that time, you had just undergone a huge change, and it was difficult to distinguish your mood. After that, Han Jingxiao smiled at you. Under the chaos at that time, you treated him It is common sense that he was deeply impressed. After that, he taught you martial arts and gave you a chance to take revenge. In the past four years, you have only one goal, and that is to practice hard every day. Do you really understand love?"

I stopped talking, yes, I just knew that my eyes couldn't leave Han Jingxiao, but I never thought about why.

"Paying attention to a person is not necessarily love, isn't it? Maybe you just admire him, maybe you are grateful for him, or you are attracted by his indifferent aura." Lou Fengze gently brushed my hair behind my ears .

Since my parents passed away, no one has ever done such a gentle gesture to me. This kind of gesture made me suddenly realize how much I longed for the warm embrace of others.

"Yunyi, you are actually just a child. Even though your experience has made you mature prematurely, you are still a child..." Lou Fengze took me into his arms again, and it was only at this time that I realized that although he Thin, but taller than me.

"Yunyi, don't let yourself suffer so much, think about your heart carefully. You have to remember that there are still people in this world who will feel distressed for you. When you are sad, you must think of me, and I will definitely Be by your side!"

"Feng Ze..." Something in my heart was touched.I will definitely look at him.

His face suddenly came closer, and he gently pressed my lips, unlike Han Jingxiao's kiss, we just pressed our lips gently like this, I knew it was a kiss he gave me to comfort me.

037. Strange question

Back at the inn, I took out the piccolo made of white jade, the exquisite quality of jade, one can tell it is extraordinary at a glance.At first I thought it was just for communication, but at this moment, no matter how stupid I am, I can understand the meaning behind it.

There are originally a pair of flutes, how can I bear one of them?The sun was hurting suddenly, and I closed my eyes tiredly.I didn't expect things to develop to this point. Lou Fengze actually met me four years ago, and now he is still my friend.

Friends... I really don't know where all of us will go in the future. I lay on the bed, and the words Lou Fengze said when we parted from me came to mind.

"Yunyi, promise me to go back and think about it carefully. If you understand it, then there is still time to turn around."

Yes, if you want to turn back, maybe there is still time...

The city of Suzhou is full of prosperity, Han Jingxiao and I sat in the carriage and watched the busy traffic outside.The journey from Luoyang to Suzhou is really not short. We walked the official road all the way and the speed is not slow, but even so, it still took half a month.

In the past half a month, Han Jingxiao seems to have liked exercising in the carriage, and often pressed me on the seat of the carriage without warning.