Love him and endure the cold

While I was doing that kind of thing, I was seriously talking about my future deployment in Suzhou.

And sometimes I would go to see Lou Fengze at night, but I dare not go out every night, because I am afraid of arousing the suspicion of other people. When I see Lou Fengze again, we have a tacit understanding not to mention it except talking to Yue. What happened that night.

That's fine, when I don't understand anything, everyone will still maintain the status quo.

"Are we going directly to the prefect's mansion first?" I looked at Han Jingxiao who was reading a book.

"Don't worry, go find an inn to live in first, and go tomorrow after I submit the greeting card." Han Jingxiao put down the letter in his hand, and looked into my eyes with a smile.

"I promised to give you a flute before, and we will go to the market later."

I opened my eyes wide and looked at the person in front of me. I thought he was just talking casually at the time, but I didn't expect him to remember it until now.

"What's the matter? Could it be that what the owner said is so meaningless?"

"No..." I shook my head. I really can't go on like this. When the matter of the Flying Blood Building comes to an end, my plan will really be put into action.

In the market in Suzhou, I followed Han Jingxiao absent-mindedly.He was always smiling, suave, and handsome. No matter where he went, he could attract the attention of many people. Along the way, many women looked at him with incomparable admiration.I smiled bitterly, I can only follow behind him forever, and I am not qualified to stand shoulder to shoulder with him.

What kind of person is that Mo Ziyi?Those who can walk side by side with him must have the elegance not to lose to him.

"Yunyi, you are still young, if I come out with you in time, I'm afraid these people's eyes will be fixed on you." Han Jingxiao seemed to see what I was thinking.

Startled, I lowered my head slightly.

"The elegance of the owner is unmatched in this world, how can I be as good as one ten thousandth of the owner."

"Oh? So Yunyi, do you think I'm pretty like those people? Do you also want to just watch me silently?" Han Jingxiao suddenly pinched my chin.

038. Turning

Everything happens for a reason.Maybe the fruit will not appear immediately, but it will always slowly affect a person's life.For me, maybe the change started from that moment on that day.

I still remember every detail of that time.I was 14 years old that year, the city of Suzhou was sunny, and the wind in the south of the Yangtze River seemed to be warmer than other places.There were people coming and going in the market there, and under everyone's attention, Han Jingxiao at that time made no secret of his relationship with me.

Even though everyone looked at us in amazement, even though there were so many complicated emotions in those eyes, even if everyone around was pointing, Han Jingxiao still kissed us indifferently.

My hand gently caressed my lips.That is to say, from that moment on, Han Jingxiao and I could no longer maintain a pure relationship.I still remember how excited I was.Han Jingxiao kissing me in a market with so many people means that I am special in his heart, and it means that Han Jingxiao is willing to announce our relationship to the public.

I was so happy that I was going crazy, but it didn't take long for me to know that I was wrong, and it was completely wrong.

So many years have passed, even if I can run away from Han Jingxiao far away, even if I can convince myself that everything before is just a dream, the pain in my heart has never disappeared.I lowered my head, looked at the palm of my open left hand, and looked at a hideous scar on it.

I personally cut off the marriage line between me and him, clenched my fists, and I felt a wry smile on my face.

The sun rises and the moon moves, the world will not stop just because there is one less person by your side.Even though I have seen the flowers bloom and fade so many times, that person still exists vividly in my heart.Time did not make me forget, but made my memory more vivid...

"Do you think of him again?" A man behind me hugged me gently from behind.

"Sorry……"

"Don't feel sorry, my beloved Yunyi should be like this. If you were indifferent, I would definitely not love you so much."

Burning kisses on the back of my neck.I turned around and looked at the person in front of me kissing his lips, the kiss became more and more intense, the breathing of both of us gradually became messy and rapid, and putting our hands into the person's underwear still made people feel Warm skin and body temperature.No matter what happened, luckily this person is always by my side.

Time gradually regressed, returning to the moment when everyone's fate began to be entangled.

Han Jingxiao looked at me with smiling eyes.

"The owner..."

"Answer my question, in your Yunyi's eyes, do you only want to look at me alone?" His thumb gently rubbed against my chin.I subconsciously wanted to escape. This is the bustling city of Suzhou, and they were standing in a market full of people coming and going.

Everyone seemed to turn their gazes over. The two men were standing on the street and making such ambiguous gestures. This scene must have attracted many people's attention.

My eyes glanced around, and those eyes contained too many things, including unbelief, contempt, suspicion, and disgust.

"Don't worry about other people, just look at me and answer my question." Han Jingxiao suddenly clenched my jaw, and I was in pain, so I quickly looked back at Han Jingxiao.

039. A token of love?

Looking into his eyes, I finally nodded.That's right, I really only see him alone, even though Lou Fengze once said that I don't understand anything when I'm young.Maybe he had a point, but for the past four years my eyes have only followed him.

"I don't know why, but I'm very happy to hear you say that." Han Jingxiao suddenly pinched my chin to make me look up, and the next moment his lips pressed against me.

His arms were around my waist, and my eyes were wide open, completely unable to understand what happened.The people around made gasping sounds, and some even started pointing.

"Men and men..."

"gross……"

"Oh my god, they actually do such unethical things in broad daylight, it's simply too shameless..."

When Han Jingxiao let go of me, I was still frozen there like a petrified stone.

"Yunyi, you are really shy."

Han Jingxiao suddenly turned his face around.

"I love men, I just love him! What? Who of you who dislikes can stand up! Is it wrong to love someone? If you love someone and dare not say it, then there are still people in this world What's the meaning?"

Han Jingxiao's voice was not loud, and there was even a smile in that tone, but every word was loud.

I was struck by lightning.Let him wrap my shoulders tightly against his body.What did he just say?He said he loves me?How can this be?This is absolutely impossible...

"Okay, that's a good point! You should have such boldness in your life!" Someone in the crowd clapped their hands in agreement.Han Jingxiao smiled at him.

"Thank you for this gentleman."

He took my hand. "What? Haven't recovered yet? Did I say something earth-shattering?"

It's pretty earth-shattering, especially for me.

"Follow me!" His smiling face fascinated me.It seems that I have lost the ability to think, I can only follow him instinctively.

"You two sons, I don't know what you want to order?"

"Look at Yunyi, is this okay?"

I stared blankly at the object in his hand.It was a black flute.The material seems to be made of black jade.

"This young master has really good eyesight. This black jade flute is the best I have here. Look at this jade, it is a very rare black jade. It is the most suitable thing to use as a token of love. This young master You are so lucky, I just heard that the young man next to you expressed his love for you in front of so many people, you really have found a good lover." The boss looked at me with a smile on his face.

A token of love?I was taken aback.Subconsciously looked at Han Jingxiao beside him, only to see that he was smiling and did not refute. Could it be... is he acquiescing?Is this flute really given to me as a token of love?

"I want this flute." Han Jingxiao took out a small ingot of gold from his bosom and threw it into the bosom's bosom without asking the price. Keep the change, please.

"Thank you son, thank you son."

040. Happiness at last?

Han Jingxiao just took my hand and went back to the inn.into his room together.

"Then, here you are. From now on, you can only carry what I give you." Han Jingxiao leaned closer to my ear, and I stared blankly at the Moyu flute in my hand.can i trust himDid I really get the love I've been praying for?

"I gave you a gift, should you reciprocate it?"

"What does the owner want? I'll go buy it..."

"I want you……"

Han Jingxiao's hand suddenly came in from my collar, and his slightly cold fingers caused waves of trembling on my skin.Although I have gotten used to his breath along the way, every time he approaches me, I still feel overwhelmed.

The body was pressed on the bed by him, the weather in Jiangnan was very warm, but it couldn't compare to the warmth in my heart at this moment, all the clothes on my body were taken off, and I hugged him tightly.

Did he finally feel my heart?I have never been more grateful to God than I am at this moment.He actually said that he loves me in front of so many people, he actually gave me a flute, and he also said that from now on, I can only carry what he gave me...

He's telling me, am I his...

"You are so warm today...I will love you very much." Han Jingxiao hugged my lips