Love him and endure the cold
Chapter 19
What would want to make Fengxue Villa have the highest status in the Jianghu.
But so what?Even if my reason can understand his behavior, what about my feelings?It's as if a piece of my heart has been dug out by something, and it's dripping with blood... But even if I'm in pain, who would care?
I knew for a long time that I was one of his pawns, but I never thought that after having such happiness, God would suddenly tell me that all this was just an illusion!Yes, I should have thought of it a long time ago, he loves someone else, how could he like me?
I'm not even as good as Li Feng... At least he can stay quietly in Fengxue Villa as a steward after he gets his favor, but what about me?Just because I am the heir of Yunfu?Just because I have greater use value?
I suddenly chuckled.
Jun Yinghong looked at me for a long time without speaking.I can't read what's in his eyes.After a long time, he walked to the bed again, but suddenly brushed the broken hair on my forehead to his ear.
Startled, I turned my head slightly.
"You remind me of an old friend. That person is just like you. He is unwavering towards the one he loves. No matter how the other party hurts him or uses him, he will always have no regrets..."
Is it my illusion?I suddenly felt that Jun Yinghong's expression at this moment was filled with deep guilt, nostalgia and regret.
"That person is your lover?" I didn't know why this sentence just blurted out.
"Han Jingxiao should be here soon, because in your name, he can come and destroy my Flying Blood Tower in a fair manner. I just want to see if he wants to protect you, or is he desperate? I want to take back this Huari Knife."
Jun Yinghong didn't answer my question, but my body suddenly felt a chill because of his words, and I shivered uncontrollably.I tried my best to draw my knees back, but I couldn't even do this simple movement.
"Don't blame me, but it's good for you to see his new face as soon as possible. Yunyi, if Han Jingxiao doesn't want you, I'll take you with me in the future. I don't want your Yunfu, I just want you... "Jun Yinghong suddenly embraced my trembling body gently in his arms.
My heart was so painful that it was numb. At this time, I didn't even realize what was happening around me. I just instinctively absorbed the warmth around me.
Jun Yinghong's arms surprisingly made me feel at ease, probably because of the uncomfortable illusion... I quietly closed my eyes in his arms.
Han Jingxiao, Xiao... I wish you didn't come, so that even if you want to abandon me, I can convince myself that I don't have to be so sad... But in fact, I know very well in my heart that he will definitely come...
Time seemed to have stopped, Jun Yinghong tied me to a stake, and in front of me was Han Jingxiao's usual cruel smile when facing the enemy.
"Lord Jun, you captured my male favorite, what is your intention?"
Male favorite... I lowered my head and smiled wryly, even if I become a bait, I'm just a male favorite...
"Did I hear you right? Master Han, you expressed your love for Yunyi to everyone in the market that day, but now you call him a male favorite?" Jun Yinghong's words made my wounds deepen. points, my wrist is not connected, so I can't even make a fist...
"So what? Can't I express my liking for a male pet? What's wrong with me loving a male pet? Everyone agrees with Lord Jun's actions in the Jianghu. Your favorite thing is to destroy other people's beloved things, but you don't know Jun. Has the landlord ever been robbed of his love by someone? Otherwise, why would he have such a distorted habit?"
Hearing this, I slightly raised my head to look at Jun Yinghong who was not far in front of me, and sure enough, I saw his figure froze.He said last night that I reminded him of an old friend. Did I guess correctly that he really lost his love?
"Master Han, I really have to admire that you are still in the mood to talk nonsense at this moment. Do you want Yunyi's life or not? Or, you never put him in your eyes at all?" Jun Yinghong said Finished, and deliberately glanced at me.
I trembled, Jun Yinghong, why did you have to do this?Can't you save some self-esteem for me?
There was a sharp pain in my body, and under Jun Yinghong's signal, he slammed the whip on my body.And at this moment, I didn't even dare to look up at Han Jingxiao's expression.
045. Exchange
"How about this, Han Jingxiao, why don't we make a deal. Let's see what this is?" Jun Yinghong clapped his hands, and immediately someone carried the box over.Under the reflection of the sun, the blade reflects the light, turning into the sun...
In fact, it can't be called a transaction at all. How he will choose between me and Huari Dao, in fact, everyone present knows it well.
"How? The Huari Knife is the symbol of Fengxue Mountain Villa, Han Jingxiao. Do you want the Huari Knife, or do you want this kid? If you are willing to give this kid to me, I will offer the Huari Knife with both hands." Go on. What? Are you going to tell me that you would rather have a beauty than your ambition and hegemony?"
Beauty...hehe, it's a pity that I'm still a man...
"Lord Jun, you arrested my man, but now you still want to make a deal with me?" Han Jingxiao suddenly snorted coldly.
"Don't have such an attitude, Master Han. In fact, as far as you are concerned, what is there that you can't give up on this little pet? Now that you have the opportunity to get back Huari without having to do anything, why not do it? If Master Han If you don't want to part with this person, then you can express your love for him again in front of so many people. I also want to see the expression of Zhuang Zhu Han. I heard before that Zhuang Han's confession is very It's inspiring."
I kept my head down and bit my lower lip until I tasted blood in my mouth.
"Why? Still thinking about it?" Jun Yinghong's voice was teasing.
"I didn't think about it, I was just thinking about the authenticity of what you said."
Heh... That's really the case, I smiled sadly, Xiao, in your heart, can I really be abandoned at any time... Don't I have even a little bit of special status in your heart...
"Maybe I'm not a gentleman, and I usually like to pick on other people's pain, but I've always been one-sided. As long as my Jun Yinghong promises, I will definitely do it! I believe that Master Han should You don't know at all, do you?"
"Okay, since that's the case, let's make a deal!"
I closed my eyes in despair, although I knew in my heart that this would be the result, but at this moment, the pain in my heart was unbearable...
"Okay, since that's the case, let's make a deal, but... what you say is useless, how about signing a contract with me, Master Han? Once the contract is established, you can't go back on your word."
"it is good!"
I could no longer hear any sound in my ears, I just slowly raised my head to look at his back after Han Jingxiao took the Huari knife and left...
At this moment, how I wish he could look back at me...even if it's just a glance, let me know that you still have me in your heart...let me know...I am a pawn in your heart, I'm still a little bit special...
Even if you've always thought of me as a male favorite...even if you only like me in bed.But I've been with you for so long, can't it be that I've been hugged by you so many times, can't you make you like me a little bit?
But you clearly said... When you hugged me, you clearly said that I make you like, even if you just like that kind of thing... You should have a little nostalgia for my body...
Realizing what I was thinking, I suddenly smiled wryly.
Yunyi, Yunyi, what are you doing?If he doesn't love you, he doesn't love you anymore. Why do you still feel sorry for yourself here like an abandoned woman?
You are the new owner of Yunfu!How could you be defeated so easily...
Heh... Even I, the master of the Yunfu, relied on Han Jingxiao to become... Yunyi, you really are nothing... You should have given up a long time ago... After your parents left you , you should be very clear that no one in this world will love you, love you, or take you seriously...
There was a sudden pain on my lips, followed by a burst of coldness, I stared blankly at Jun Yinghong in red in front of me.The red dress really suits him, making his skin fairer.I stared at the tear mole in the corner of his eye, I heard that people with tear mole are very miserable, this Jun Yinghong is the same...
No one is born cruel, ruthless, vicious and despicable, after all, it is because of the persecution of the environment and life.
"Are you so reluctant? Since you are not willing, why didn't you just ask to keep him?" Jun Yinghong sprinkled a layer of medicinal powder on my lips. I don't care at all whether the medicinal powder is poisonous or not... Anyway, I am already in pain.
"This medicine is the most effective wound medicine in my Flying Blood Tower, and your wound will stop hurting soon. Actually, how much is self-esteem worth? Since you don't want to give up, since it hurts, you should let him know, and he must know !"
"Is it useful to say...Jun Yinghong, didn't you hear what he said? I'm just a male favorite, even if he likes my body, but compared to that Huari knife, what am I? Huari knife It is his fate in Fengxue Mountain Villa. If you go to one of your male favorites, there will be tens of thousands of others. Too much to go. I'm just tasteless, nothing else..."
"...Call me Shadow..."
Um?I looked at him in astonishment.
"Call me Ying... I will treat you well. If you want to go back to Yunfu, I will accompany you back, but if you are sad, I will take you to travel all over the country. Yunyi, in fact, the difference between saying it or not is very big. , although I still feel
But so what?Even if my reason can understand his behavior, what about my feelings?It's as if a piece of my heart has been dug out by something, and it's dripping with blood... But even if I'm in pain, who would care?
I knew for a long time that I was one of his pawns, but I never thought that after having such happiness, God would suddenly tell me that all this was just an illusion!Yes, I should have thought of it a long time ago, he loves someone else, how could he like me?
I'm not even as good as Li Feng... At least he can stay quietly in Fengxue Villa as a steward after he gets his favor, but what about me?Just because I am the heir of Yunfu?Just because I have greater use value?
I suddenly chuckled.
Jun Yinghong looked at me for a long time without speaking.I can't read what's in his eyes.After a long time, he walked to the bed again, but suddenly brushed the broken hair on my forehead to his ear.
Startled, I turned my head slightly.
"You remind me of an old friend. That person is just like you. He is unwavering towards the one he loves. No matter how the other party hurts him or uses him, he will always have no regrets..."
Is it my illusion?I suddenly felt that Jun Yinghong's expression at this moment was filled with deep guilt, nostalgia and regret.
"That person is your lover?" I didn't know why this sentence just blurted out.
"Han Jingxiao should be here soon, because in your name, he can come and destroy my Flying Blood Tower in a fair manner. I just want to see if he wants to protect you, or is he desperate? I want to take back this Huari Knife."
Jun Yinghong didn't answer my question, but my body suddenly felt a chill because of his words, and I shivered uncontrollably.I tried my best to draw my knees back, but I couldn't even do this simple movement.
"Don't blame me, but it's good for you to see his new face as soon as possible. Yunyi, if Han Jingxiao doesn't want you, I'll take you with me in the future. I don't want your Yunfu, I just want you... "Jun Yinghong suddenly embraced my trembling body gently in his arms.
My heart was so painful that it was numb. At this time, I didn't even realize what was happening around me. I just instinctively absorbed the warmth around me.
Jun Yinghong's arms surprisingly made me feel at ease, probably because of the uncomfortable illusion... I quietly closed my eyes in his arms.
Han Jingxiao, Xiao... I wish you didn't come, so that even if you want to abandon me, I can convince myself that I don't have to be so sad... But in fact, I know very well in my heart that he will definitely come...
Time seemed to have stopped, Jun Yinghong tied me to a stake, and in front of me was Han Jingxiao's usual cruel smile when facing the enemy.
"Lord Jun, you captured my male favorite, what is your intention?"
Male favorite... I lowered my head and smiled wryly, even if I become a bait, I'm just a male favorite...
"Did I hear you right? Master Han, you expressed your love for Yunyi to everyone in the market that day, but now you call him a male favorite?" Jun Yinghong's words made my wounds deepen. points, my wrist is not connected, so I can't even make a fist...
"So what? Can't I express my liking for a male pet? What's wrong with me loving a male pet? Everyone agrees with Lord Jun's actions in the Jianghu. Your favorite thing is to destroy other people's beloved things, but you don't know Jun. Has the landlord ever been robbed of his love by someone? Otherwise, why would he have such a distorted habit?"
Hearing this, I slightly raised my head to look at Jun Yinghong who was not far in front of me, and sure enough, I saw his figure froze.He said last night that I reminded him of an old friend. Did I guess correctly that he really lost his love?
"Master Han, I really have to admire that you are still in the mood to talk nonsense at this moment. Do you want Yunyi's life or not? Or, you never put him in your eyes at all?" Jun Yinghong said Finished, and deliberately glanced at me.
I trembled, Jun Yinghong, why did you have to do this?Can't you save some self-esteem for me?
There was a sharp pain in my body, and under Jun Yinghong's signal, he slammed the whip on my body.And at this moment, I didn't even dare to look up at Han Jingxiao's expression.
045. Exchange
"How about this, Han Jingxiao, why don't we make a deal. Let's see what this is?" Jun Yinghong clapped his hands, and immediately someone carried the box over.Under the reflection of the sun, the blade reflects the light, turning into the sun...
In fact, it can't be called a transaction at all. How he will choose between me and Huari Dao, in fact, everyone present knows it well.
"How? The Huari Knife is the symbol of Fengxue Mountain Villa, Han Jingxiao. Do you want the Huari Knife, or do you want this kid? If you are willing to give this kid to me, I will offer the Huari Knife with both hands." Go on. What? Are you going to tell me that you would rather have a beauty than your ambition and hegemony?"
Beauty...hehe, it's a pity that I'm still a man...
"Lord Jun, you arrested my man, but now you still want to make a deal with me?" Han Jingxiao suddenly snorted coldly.
"Don't have such an attitude, Master Han. In fact, as far as you are concerned, what is there that you can't give up on this little pet? Now that you have the opportunity to get back Huari without having to do anything, why not do it? If Master Han If you don't want to part with this person, then you can express your love for him again in front of so many people. I also want to see the expression of Zhuang Zhu Han. I heard before that Zhuang Han's confession is very It's inspiring."
I kept my head down and bit my lower lip until I tasted blood in my mouth.
"Why? Still thinking about it?" Jun Yinghong's voice was teasing.
"I didn't think about it, I was just thinking about the authenticity of what you said."
Heh... That's really the case, I smiled sadly, Xiao, in your heart, can I really be abandoned at any time... Don't I have even a little bit of special status in your heart...
"Maybe I'm not a gentleman, and I usually like to pick on other people's pain, but I've always been one-sided. As long as my Jun Yinghong promises, I will definitely do it! I believe that Master Han should You don't know at all, do you?"
"Okay, since that's the case, let's make a deal!"
I closed my eyes in despair, although I knew in my heart that this would be the result, but at this moment, the pain in my heart was unbearable...
"Okay, since that's the case, let's make a deal, but... what you say is useless, how about signing a contract with me, Master Han? Once the contract is established, you can't go back on your word."
"it is good!"
I could no longer hear any sound in my ears, I just slowly raised my head to look at his back after Han Jingxiao took the Huari knife and left...
At this moment, how I wish he could look back at me...even if it's just a glance, let me know that you still have me in your heart...let me know...I am a pawn in your heart, I'm still a little bit special...
Even if you've always thought of me as a male favorite...even if you only like me in bed.But I've been with you for so long, can't it be that I've been hugged by you so many times, can't you make you like me a little bit?
But you clearly said... When you hugged me, you clearly said that I make you like, even if you just like that kind of thing... You should have a little nostalgia for my body...
Realizing what I was thinking, I suddenly smiled wryly.
Yunyi, Yunyi, what are you doing?If he doesn't love you, he doesn't love you anymore. Why do you still feel sorry for yourself here like an abandoned woman?
You are the new owner of Yunfu!How could you be defeated so easily...
Heh... Even I, the master of the Yunfu, relied on Han Jingxiao to become... Yunyi, you really are nothing... You should have given up a long time ago... After your parents left you , you should be very clear that no one in this world will love you, love you, or take you seriously...
There was a sudden pain on my lips, followed by a burst of coldness, I stared blankly at Jun Yinghong in red in front of me.The red dress really suits him, making his skin fairer.I stared at the tear mole in the corner of his eye, I heard that people with tear mole are very miserable, this Jun Yinghong is the same...
No one is born cruel, ruthless, vicious and despicable, after all, it is because of the persecution of the environment and life.
"Are you so reluctant? Since you are not willing, why didn't you just ask to keep him?" Jun Yinghong sprinkled a layer of medicinal powder on my lips. I don't care at all whether the medicinal powder is poisonous or not... Anyway, I am already in pain.
"This medicine is the most effective wound medicine in my Flying Blood Tower, and your wound will stop hurting soon. Actually, how much is self-esteem worth? Since you don't want to give up, since it hurts, you should let him know, and he must know !"
"Is it useful to say...Jun Yinghong, didn't you hear what he said? I'm just a male favorite, even if he likes my body, but compared to that Huari knife, what am I? Huari knife It is his fate in Fengxue Mountain Villa. If you go to one of your male favorites, there will be tens of thousands of others. Too much to go. I'm just tasteless, nothing else..."
"...Call me Shadow..."
Um?I looked at him in astonishment.
"Call me Ying... I will treat you well. If you want to go back to Yunfu, I will accompany you back, but if you are sad, I will take you to travel all over the country. Yunyi, in fact, the difference between saying it or not is very big. , although I still feel
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