Love him and endure the cold

Han Jingxiao is a ruthless person, but maybe there will be a turnaround if you just ask him to keep him? "

"Impossible... absolutely impossible..." I smiled wryly and shook my head.

A sudden dull pain in my wrist made me gasp.He attached my broken wrist.

"Your hands need to rest more, don't hold heavy objects during this period, or the root cause of the disease will fall in the sun." Jun Yinghong untied me from the wooden post, and gently massaged my newly connected wrist with both hands.I stared at him blankly, is he really the owner of Feixue Building?

When he wasn't poisoning, how could he be such a gentle person?

"Did you miss something because you didn't ask to stay?" I asked like a maniac.

His movements stopped because of my words.

"Yes, I have lost the most important person."

"She also loves you very much, is she willing to give everything for you? She should be a very beautiful woman." I was actually looking for something to say. If I didn't say something else to distract my attention, I would definitely support it. not go down.

"She's not a woman, she's my younger brother..."

"Brother?" I gasped.

Actually, do any grown-ups want to see Xiaoyun being eaten by Xiaoying?If there are adults who want to read it, please leave a message, and I will add a paragraph at that time... In fact, Xiaoying is much more frank than Xiaohan...

046. Shadow

"Yes, that person is my own brother, why? It's hard to accept, isn't it?"

I looked him in the eyes and shook my head.

"Actually, I also know that this matter is difficult for people to accept. I myself couldn't accept it at the time. When my younger brother said he loved me, I thought he was a monster." Jun Yinghong smiled wryly.

"But he can do anything for me. He always stands behind me silently, no matter how much I scold him, he always has such a calm expression. So in the end, as long as I see his face, I will cry I find it very annoying, and then I keep finding things to make things difficult for him. But no matter how weird and tricky things I think of to make things difficult for him, he can do it for me in the end."

My heart was suffocated. At this moment, I really feel sad for his brother, and I can completely imagine how he faced all the difficulties of his brother.

"Do you know what I asked for at that time? Once, it was snowing heavily, and I said that I wanted to see him dancing a sword barefoot in the snow, and he was not allowed to wear a cotton-padded jacket. He danced beautifully, and only wearing a thin long gown can highlight that kind of elegance. Later, he really only wore thin clothes and stood in the snow and danced swords for a whole night. Can you imagine how sad the scene was? ? Our Feixue building is in the extreme north, even if you are a martial artist, you can't resist the cold for a long time."

My heart trembled, only a person who really loves someone with all his heart will be like this.

"At that time, I watched his face turn from pale to ashen with cold eyes... He danced the sword all night before falling in the snow, and it was at that moment that I ordered someone to carry him back to the house. That time , he has been ill for more than a month."

"I still remember his face at that time, without any expression, as if he was just a puppet, just following my instructions. You said, does he love me? Now that I think about it, I think he is simply Threatening me to take revenge on me in his own way!"

I shook my head.

"That's because he really loves you too much, because this love makes him find it difficult to face, so he can only face you in this way in the end. He can satisfy you for all your requirements. He It's not that he doesn't want to smile at you, or yell at you, he just suppresses himself too much..."

"Maybe that's the case... Later that time, I suddenly wanted the Zhuoyan grass on Fengyan Cliff, and then he went away for a day and a night. When I came back, I just took the grass he handed over, but Simply ignore his pale face."

"Three days... I didn't know until three full days later that after he picked the Zhuoyan grass on the cliff, he accidentally stepped on the ground and fell off. His injury is actually quite serious, but he still picked the grass for me. Sent it back."

"In the past three days, I have been busy with the matter of Feixue Tower, and I have never thought of him... until someone came to report that his injury was very serious, and he was almost dying..."

"It was only when I saw him dying that I realized that I didn't hate him all this time. The one I hated was myself...Because he is my younger brother, so I subconsciously resisted his love. Actually I hated that cowardly self, the one who was too cowardly to love... In fact, at that moment I realized that the reason why I did so many things to make things difficult for him was actually to hope that he would quit despite difficulties. I hope He stopped thinking about me...I hope he stays away from me..."

"Hehe...Actually, I don't even dare to face it...It seems that as long as he gives up, I can pretend that nothing happened...He is very brave, but I am a complete coward. When I finally The moment I held his hand, he finally smiled...Ever since he told me he loved me, he never smiled again...but this smile was actually before he died..."

"That's because he has already felt your heart, even though you haven't said anything, but he has already felt it..." I subconsciously held Jun Yinghong's hand, his fingers were surprisingly slender, even slightly cold.

"is it?"

"Yes." I nodded firmly.

"After my brother died, I began to study all kinds of vicious punishments and poisons. My favorite thing is to destroy other people's happiness and joy. Since I am not happy, I will not make others happy!"

Is that really the case... My guess is not wrong, he has indeed become so ruthless because of what he has experienced.

"Afterwards, the Flying Blood Building became notorious in the Jianghu. Everyone said that I, Jun Yinghong, was the big devil who belonged to everyone and killed him. In fact, so what, no matter what, I am also a real villain. Far better than those hypocrites!"

"My brother and I are orphans, we were raised by the old owner of Feixue Building as heirs. In fact, the status of heirs is nothing more than superficial glory! In fact, our life is worse than that of animals. The Feixue Building is a cruel place. , if you want to survive, you have to kill everyone around you, how hard it was for me and my brother to survive together..."

"Afterwards, I became the heir, and my younger brother became my protector. Before we were adopted, we stole, cheated, and robbed everything to make a living. We were young at that time, and every time we were caught They'll all be beaten to death."

"After he died, I began to think about the past. I was thinking, what else did I promise him but failed to do? But after thinking about it, I suddenly realized that he had almost never asked me anything... the only My request is that he told me, brother, you must not be bullied again in the future!"

Looking at Jun Yinghong's excited eyes, I sighed.It's true that everyone has a sad past.

"My younger brother, even the request to me...is for me..."

I held his hand slightly tighter, conveying my own way of comfort.

Jun Yinghong slowly pressed his forehead against the back of my hand, and I watched his black hair slip down to my side.The bright red clothes and shiny black hair formed a stark contrast.At this moment, I actually have an urge to hug him.

Just when he was about to open his mouth to say something, he suddenly raised his head.

"Hey, have you been tricked by me?"

I looked at his evil smile at the moment in amazement, how could there be half of the pain on his face before?

"It's very pitiful to see you being abandoned, so I deliberately acted to tease you. Okay, don't you feel so bad now? Now you are mine. Let's go and have dinner with me."

"..." I was completely speechless looking at his smiling face.

He turned around and walked in front of me, but he suddenly sighed softly when he looked at his back.

047. Confusion

Actually, I know everything. Although he said in the end that he was just playing me, I know that what he said is true. The pain in his eyes is definitely not something that can be produced by acting. I know that he is actually very uncomfortable. I Also know that he treats me differently because I remind him of his brother.

Looking at his elegant red clothes, I silently clenched my fists. If Han Jingxiao was willing to look back at me, I might try my best to return to him, but now I have lost all confidence in everything. , the road ahead is boundless, I don't know where to go...

"Come on, try this roasted mutton. Although it's not the season to eat mutton here in the south of the Yangtze River, roasted mutton is also the most common dish in the north. Feixue Building has the best cooks."

I watched in a daze as he put a large piece of mutton on my plate, looked up at him, he was smiling at me, I frowned, I'm not used to others being nice to me.Thinking of Qiu San and Lou Fengze, Qiu San is just a hidden guard, will Han Jingxiao take his body back?And Lou Fengze, does he know what happened to me now?I haven't seen him for two days.

"What? No appetite? You have to eat even if you don't have an appetite. You are already very thin. It's uncomfortable to hold if you are too thin."

I froze suddenly.Han Jingxiao also said something similar, hug?Could it be that Jun Yinghong also has this kind of thoughts towards me?

"This is our northern kumiss. You may not be used to drinking it, but you should try it." I looked at the wine glass he handed to my mouth and turned my head slightly.

But he didn't seem to see my resistance at all, instead he stretched the wine glass forward