Love him and endure the cold

It was definitely not a problem when I drank it, and although the wine was on the top, I did have a strange heat in my body at the time.

So when Shu Yichen suddenly hooked my neck and forced me to kiss him, although I was surprised, I didn't resist too much.I didn't think there was anything at the time, but now I feel that there must be something weird in the wine.

"It's easy for Mr. Yun to kill me, but Mr. Yun should figure out who his enemy is. Although some people occasionally take advantage of each other, it's not out of malice. Why is Mr. Yun such a shadow of a snake?"

After hearing what he said, I slowly let go of my hand. In fact, what he said was right. Killing him is very simple, but if you kill him, you will never know what his purpose is, so just wait and see what his purpose is. alright.

"It's really unexpected that Mr. Yun usually looks docile and harmless, but when he shows his murderous aura, the oppressive force is so strong. But it doesn't matter. I should have known that I shouldn't have gone too far. Mr. Yun, this cup of tea is for me that day. Sorry for being rude." He smiled and poured me a cup of tea, which I took.

"Mr. Yun, you don't have to worry too much. I will definitely not let you do anything to hurt the person you love. In fact, meeting people is just a word of fate. Isn't it the same for me to stay with Yazhu? Although fate is It's hard to keep him, but there are some things in life, even if you know you can't keep him, you still have to do your best to keep him..."

Seeing Shu Yi's heavy expression, so lonely, but only for a moment, he regained his composure.

"Is there anyone in Yichen who wants to keep desperately?"

Shu Yi Shen looked at me, but didn't answer my question.

"Although my Liuyuan Yazhu is not a very elegant place, my Remnant Building is still quite quiet. If Mr. Yun is not in a good mood in the future, you can come to my place."

I watched Shu Yi sink into words.I know that this person is not simple, and I also know that his motives are not pure, but I don't feel that there is a big threat, forget it, let's take one step at a time.

Han Jingxiao never returned to Luoyang. Just as I thought, he was completely different from before. In the past, he was very concerned about his mother's affairs, so he never came to Jiangnan, but now he can face it calmly. Han Jingxiao was indeed unstoppable.

But I still don't understand why he cares so much about this world?He is obviously a person who has no desires or desires, but he is very concerned about this false name. Could it be that he has some difficulties?

In the past four years, I have heard a lot about him. People in Zhuangzi said that Han Jingxiao was not what he is now. Although he is very strict with himself, he never fights for anything. I don't know how many girls in Zhuangzi have secretly agreed.But since the death of the old owner, he suddenly changed, becoming inaccessible and more and more indifferent.

I intuitively feel that his change must be related to the old owner. Could it be that the old owner had some last wish?It's not like that, Han Jingxiao is a person who does his own way, if he doesn't want to, others can't force him no matter what.

During this time, I will stay at Yuan Yazhu when I have time. There is a wonderful tacit understanding between me and Shu Yichen. After that day, neither of us will bring up those sensitive topics. We just drink and play chess together. It really calmed my mind a lot.Although I still live in Nianyue Villa, Han Jingxiao never locked me up again, maybe to prove that he was serious this time, sometimes he would not care if I didn't go back at night.

I don't know why, but I can't accept his behavior like this... Could it be that I'm really cheap in my bones?Shaking his head with a wry smile.

"What are you thinking?" A voice suddenly pulled my thoughts back to reality, and I suddenly came back to my senses. I am in Han Jingxiao's study at the moment, and he is explaining something to me.

Well, tomorrow he and I will depart from Suzhou to Shurong Town next to Suzhou City. It is said that many people in Xiqu Valley have been going there recently, and they don’t know what to do, so Han Jingxiao and I plan to Go see for yourself.

"Nothing, sorry, a little distracted."

"Is your birthday coming soon?" Han Jingxiao looked at me.

087: strange

my birthday?In fact, even I almost forget my birthday, why do I still remember my birthday after my parents died?Anyway, no one celebrated it for me. I haven't celebrated my birthday in the past four years. Now that Han Jingxiao mentioned it, I just remembered it. However, how could he know my birthday?

"Don't be surprised, it's engraved on it." Han Jingxiao took out a piece of jade, how could this thing be with him?It was a jade card my father gave me when I was born, with my name "Yi" and a cloud pattern engraved on the front, and my birth date engraved on the back.

I have worn this jade token since I was a child, but I suddenly couldn’t find it some time ago, and I didn’t even know where I lost it. I was still a bit sad, but thinking about this thing, it’s just an external object, and my parents are dead. Now, as long as I have them in my heart, why must I keep what they left behind.

It turned out that it was in his hands?I was a little surprised, since he picked it up, why didn't he return it to me?

"This is us... I took it when you were asleep. I know that I shouldn't take your things privately, but at that time I suddenly wanted to keep one of your things by my side. I also knew that my behavior was very strange. But I don't think there can be nothing left between us. In fact, I have always had a feeling that you are like your name, like an erratic cloud, I can't grasp it or keep it, you will one day Will leave my side, Yunyi. This time your birthday is approaching, how about I celebrate it for you? You will be 15 years old, just the two of us."

I was so surprised that I couldn't speak, Han Jingxiao in front of me suddenly showed a weakness he had never seen before.That's right... 15 years old... Unknowingly, we have been in Suzhou for more than half a year. In the past six months, except for the first few months when he locked me with the soul, he really hasn't touched me since then.I didn't see him looking for anyone else either.

Han Jingxiao, you actually love me, right?If I was naive and ignorant before, but now I have calmed down, I think you love me... If you have no heart for me, why did you put away my things?

"Sir, may I ask you a question?"

Han Jingxiao looked at me and motioned for me to continue.

"Is there ever a place for Yunyi in the owner's heart? I mean, he regards Yunyi as...as...the one he loves?"

Han Jingxiao suddenly stopped his movements, he looked at me without any emotion, I couldn't see what he was thinking at all.

"I once told you to make you fall in love with me, but now... forget about it."

"Why?" Could it be... Is it just your plaything?Did you really never love me?Can you kick me away like this when you know I'm in love with you?Han Jingxiao, do you know how ruthless you are?

Although you didn't torture me, your attitude made me feel more unbearable than any torture in this world.

"Then if that's the case, why did the owner celebrate my birthday? I, Yunyi, don't know what it's like to celebrate a long time ago. No need. If the owner likes this jade tablet, I can give it to the owner. If the owner is fine, Yunyi will be fine." Say goodbye first."

After I finished speaking, I stopped looking at him, turned around and left.Back in my yard, I slumped and sat down in the gazebo.It was spring when I first came to Suzhou, but now autumn is deep...

088. Accident

I look at the trees in the yard.In fact, the leaves have almost fallen, and my yard has been cleaned by someone, so there is not a single leaf falling at the moment.My body seems to be getting more and more tired with the cooler weather.On the days when Han Jingxiao doesn't come to hug me, my body doesn't have that desire/desire either.It seems that I can't think of anything without him.

In fact, I know I committed the crime/badness, haven't I seen it clearly enough in the past four years?That person is completely gloomy and moody. When he is in high spirits, he will tie you by his side. When others look at you, he will get angry. When he is unhappy, no matter how much you beg him, he will not look at you.

Yunyi, Yunyi, you are really crazy.

"Yunyi... um... are you in a bad mood?" Qiu San walked in. During this time, Han Jingxiao had found many maids for me, but I refused them all in disgust. I don't need to be served at all. And in the end, Han Jingxiao no longer asked anyone to come over but ordered Qiu San to take care of me personally.

In fact, that's fine too, it's better to have a man by your side than those women going around.In the past few months, Director Li and I have exchanged frequent letters. It seems that Han Jingxiao doesn't want to go back to Luoyang in Suzhou, and he didn't move the power of Fengxue Villa here.If he doesn't move, it won't be easy for my Yunfu to take action.The same is true for Han Jingxiao, who clearly said that he would annex Xiqu Valley within three years, but he has not seen any major actions in the past few months.

"Do you have anything to say?" I already know Qiu San too well, whenever he wants to say something but can't say it, he will be like this.

"Well, the prefect's son said that he wants to invite you to stay in Yuan Yazhu for a gathering, but if you are in a bad mood, I can help you refuse."

Mirror fly?The last time I met in a hurry in the garden of Tingyulou, I never met again.If I don't mention it, I almost forget about him. What does he want from me?Although puzzled, I decided to meet him anyway.

"Prepare the horse, I'll go right away."

"But... the prefect's son is not familiar with you, so I don't know what his purpose is.