Love him and endure the cold

,Yes or no? "

"Qiu San, you and I don't seem to be familiar with the relationship that you can interfere with my actions, right?"

Qiu San froze suddenly.He smiled wryly, "I understand, I will order you to go down and prepare a horse for you."

I was also stunned, I knew I was in a bad mood, so I took Qiu San to vent my anger.

"Qiu San, I'm sorry...I'm not in a good mood today." I looked at his back and sighed softly.

"It's okay, I understand... One day you won't live this kind of life again." Qiu San didn't turn his head and I couldn't see his expression clearly.

Watching him walk out of my small courtyard, I suddenly miss Jun Yinghong very much.I don't know how he lives in the north?Is he missing me at this moment, or is he missing his brother?

In the elegant room of Liuyuan Yazhu, Jingfei is already waiting for me.

"Young Master Jing invited me, I was really unexpected, so I don't know why you are here this time?" As soon as I sat down, I went straight to the point.

"It seems that Mr. Yun is in a bad mood today, come here, let's have some wine first."

089: The Resentment

Jing Fei poured me a glass of wine, and I didn't refuse, just took it and downed it.

"Actually, I'm the same as Mr. Yun. I fell in love with someone I shouldn't love. I feel really happy every day, so I invited you. We are both sad people. It's good to drink together, isn't it? ?”

Heh, I smiled wryly in my heart, not because I didn't want to believe him, but there are so many simple things in this world.

After a few glasses of wine, I suddenly realized that something was wrong.Looking up at Jingfei opposite, I knew that my eyes were not kind.I am not a careless person, since the last time I drank the fortified wine at Shu Yichen, I am very careful every time I eat out.

Yunfu is very good at all kinds of medicines and poisons. Although I lived a happy life when I was a child, I read a lot of medical books because I had nothing to do.I was very careful just before drinking. This medicine is colorless and odorless, and it is by no means an ordinary thing.

"Master Yun doesn't need to look at me like this, I was also entrusted by others... I'm sorry, I will always listen to his words..."

"Who is he?" I naturally knew that the person he mentioned was the love he mentioned before, and thinking of what he said before, that person might have something to do with me.

"I'm sorry, I can't tell you his identity, but I really want to tell you, because if I tell you, you will hate him, so maybe I will have a chance, hehe, such a thought is ridiculous, isn't it? But I can't help it... Falling in love with someone will make you so humble. I think you should understand this very well."

I naturally understand, but I really don't know what purpose the people behind it have.

"What do you want?" Since the identity cannot be asked, then I have the right to know what they want, right?

"You are the 'Li Yuan', the dignified son of Yunfu, you should have heard what this medicine is for. As for the purpose, I don't need to explain it too clearly, right?"

I was startled, I naturally know about this resentment, stay away from resentment, it will captivate the mind, and arouse the most resentful things in people's hearts, and everyone will behave differently because of the different obsessions in their hearts. , and my attachment is naturally Han Jingxiao, so from this point of view, their goal is to target Han Jingxiao?

Could it be people from Xiqu Valley?No... I can't hurt him because of my relationship.Although I don't know what I will do to him, I will always be taken advantage of when I am entangled.

I suddenly felt hot all over, and rushed out the door, stumbling and rampaging on the road.The huge resentment and resentment in my heart swept across the sky, and I don't need to ask to know that my expression must be very scary.

"Yunyi, who is this?" Shu Yi's deep voice suddenly appeared in his ears.

"Don't touch me!" I pushed his hand away and continued to walk outside.

"It's not right for you to do this, do you want to take a break?" His hand was a little cold, and it was surprisingly comfortable to touch my wrist. My whole body seemed to be on fire. Subconsciously, I held his hand tightly behind my back .

But my reason came back in an instant, no, now I must find a quiet place to suppress the poison.

090: hate

If this continues, I don't know if I will really hate him and kill Han Jingxiao. Although I know that my own martial arts are far from his, I will not forgive Han Jingxiao if he is distracted by this. Myself, although I have a lot of grievances against him, I still don't want him to die after all.

In fact, many years later, I once thought, if I had the opportunity to kill Han Jingxiao with my own hands, would I suffer less torture in the future?Doesn't it mean that you don't have to suffer all the ups and downs for so long, and you can't be free?

The anger in my heart was increasing, I pushed Shu Yichen away, panting and ran out.

"Are you poisoned? No, come in with me, I can help you." Shu Yichen couldn't help but say that he held me back. I wanted to break free, but I had no choice but to push him away. After leaving the Remnant Memory Building, I tried my best to keep myself calm.

"Yichen, I don't want to hurt you, you go, I will...be crazy...maybe if I meet someone...kill..."

"Although the friendship between you and me is as light as water, I'm not going to die." Shu Yichen pulled my wrist to catch my pulse, and frowned.

"Have you been hit by a divorce?"

I gasped and nodded, the anger in my heart seemed to burn the sky and the earth, I just want to kill people now!

"It's okay, here I have a kind of incense that can make people calm down, it can help you calm down the frenzied heart first, you can bear it first. By the way, there is a bathtub at the back of my room. At the moment there is no heating water. Cold water, you can go in first..."

Just right, I'm going to burn all over now.Before he could finish speaking, I rushed to the back room, and sure enough, I saw a pool, and jumped into it without taking off my clothes.

It was autumn at this time, and although the weather in Jiangnan was much warmer than that in Luoyang, it was still very cool to soak in the water, and for a moment, the soaring anger seemed to have a tendency to be temporarily suppressed.I simply buried my whole head in the water.

I opened my eyes underwater, but suddenly saw Han Jingxiao's face, I was shocked to come out of the water, what's going on?It is naturally impossible for Han Jingxiao to appear under this pool, that is just an illusion created by my obsession.

But although I tried my best to control my emotions, I still couldn't control my emotions.I even saw Han Jingxiao slowly poking his head out of the water, his hair was dripping wet, his appearance was so charming that I couldn't control myself.

For a moment, I suddenly felt that the blood all over my body was rushing towards a certain place, and the next moment, I was like that illusory shadow rushing over, wanting to kill him, but wanting to hug him more first.

"Yunyi?"

That illusory shadow suddenly disappeared, and I was startled to realize that my hand was tightly grasping Shu Yichen's wrist. His wrist was surprisingly slender, as if it couldn't withstand my strong grasp. A censer, a plume of green smoke floated out of the censer, I smelled the fresh smell, and suddenly my sense of collapse came back a little.

"Calm down quickly, I'm afraid you will go crazy if you hold it in like this. Who poisoned you? Aren't you drinking with Mr. Jing? Why did it suddenly happen?"

I shook my head, it seems that the person who poisoned me must want to hurt both me and Han Jingxiao.Who is it?But I can't think of the identity of that person even if I think about it.

091. Out of Control

"It doesn't matter, no matter what, you caused an accident while I was staying with Yuan Yazhu. Speaking of it, I also need to pay a certain amount of responsibility." As he said, Shu Yichen pointed his palm at my back, and I felt a wave of pain. The internal energy was slowly input into my body, I was a little surprised, this internal energy is so mellow, who is this book Yichen?

There was no time for me to think too much, so I closed my eyes and collected my thoughts.At the beginning, the poison of resentment was really suppressed by us a lot, but gradually the poison began to get out of control again.Many messy images began to appear in my mind again, like watching a play, from the tragic death of my parents when I was ten years old to the first time I met Han Jingxiao.

Then there was the eyes that had been watching secretly for four years. For the first time, I was forced by Han Jingxiao who was not gentle, and then I gradually became addicted to his gentleness. All of this was too ironic. The face is fixed in my mind.

No matter how I tried to drive it, I couldn't get that image out of my mind. My heart started to become frenzied and irritable again. There seemed to be someone's anxious voice in my ear, but I couldn't hear clearly. My eyes were blood red, and I could only look at it. To Han Jingxiao's face.

There seems to be a voice deep in my heart, it is telling me to kill Han Jingxiao, yes, as long as I kill him, I will be free in the future, and no one will make my heart hurt anymore, yes, kill him, kill him killed him!

But my body was hugged by someone, and that person was holding me tightly, and I didn’t let go. I was agitated, and I hit him on the back with my backhand. He seemed to be in pain, and he spit out a mouthful of blood. I turned my head, but I saw Jun Ying Hong...

"Shadow..." I murmured out his name.

"Ying, why do you want to go back to the north...why do you leave me here alone? I know I'm selfish, I don't like you, but I like your gentleness, I want you to be by my side...but Why are you leaving... Do you know how I lived these days? Han Jingxiao treats me like a pet... I want to leave him, but I can't... If you are by my side, maybe I you can leave