Love him and endure the cold

!At first I thought that he was in love with me too...but I found out that I was just delusional!In the end, not only did he not want me, but he also gave me as an item to others.Since you don't want to see me so much, why do you still appear in front of my eyes! ! ! "

I looked at his face, and suddenly raised my neck and laughed even louder. I laughed so hard that I even burst into tears, and I couldn't even stand upright because of waves of chills all over my body.

"Stop! Yunyi, stop! Don't laugh anymore, your breathing is very unstable at the moment, don't get excited!" Han Jingxiao pulled me out of the barrel, put on my clothes and pulled me aside to sit down .

But I still couldn't control myself from laughing.Until I spit out a mouthful of blood.

"Why bother..." I looked up at Han Jingxiao.

"Why did you show up? Since you have given up on me, why don't you let me be free? It doesn't matter whether I am by Jun Yinghong's side or not."

Han Jingxiao silently wiped away the blood from my lips.

"Yunyi, do you still love me?"

I tugged at the corner of my lips.

"Love? Hehe, you know what I hate the most right now? It's myself...I hate myself knowing that you still don't want me to enter your world but still loving you..."

Everything in front of me is blurry, I know my internal injuries are serious, although Jun Yinghong gave me good treatment before, but now my heart is depressed, and all the pain burst out at the same time, this feeling is wonderful , for being so close to death.

"That's all..." Jun Yinghong suddenly raised his hand in front of me and clicked on my words, and I immediately passed out.

Feelings, even if one party pays a little less, it will not be unharmed. I know that Han Jingxiao has feelings for me. I don't hate him for leaving me. I just hate why he doesn't want me to be with him. stand together……

I just hate... why do I always have to chase after his back...

When I woke up again, I found myself in Nianyue Villa.They brought me back again...

There was no one in the yard, so I walked out of my room.It suddenly occurred to me that I had lived here for several months, but I never knew what this small courtyard was called.

Standing at the door, I slightly raised my head to look at the words on it.

"Walk the Clouds"... The two large dark golden characters gleamed ironically in the sunlight.

"Have you finally noticed?" Qiu Yi's voice came, and I turned my head.

"So you've come back too. Where's Qiu San? Didn't I beat him to death?" I looked at Qiu Yi in front of me, who hadn't seen him for a while, it seemed that he had also undergone some changes.

"Since Qiu San is not from Fengxue Villa, of course he won't come back. As for whether he is dead or not, I don't know."

Qiu Yi raised his head and looked at those two words.

123. To worship

"It's actually very strange. You lived here for a few months before, but you never looked up and noticed the name here. This name was changed before you moved in... Maybe you were locked up by the owner at the beginning so I felt resentful, so I didn't want to stay here at all. Although the owner didn't lock you up, you were still unhappy. I always wanted to remind you, but because of my selfishness, I didn't..." Qiu Yi He retracted his gaze lightly.

"The owner is the master in the mind of our dark guards, who needs allegiance. We will give all our loyalty, but we will not have other emotions. But you are different, you are the same as all the dark guards we grew up with , although I can't say that there is any friendship, but because we have been together all the time, it feels completely different. You and other hidden guards mean the same to me. They are brothers, so I don't want to see you suffer any unpleasantness in the future. No To remind you, I don’t want you to be burdened. But I also know that you will find out sooner or later.”

I nodded, I already knew that Qiu Yi is a very emotional person, that's why there was such pain in his eyes when he discovered Qiu San's identity.And among all the hidden guards of Han Jingxiao, apart from the previous Qiu San, I have the closest relationship with Qiu Yi.

"Where are the others?" I looked outside the yard, it was daytime, but there was no one walking around in the villa.

"The owner of the villa has already left the villa. He said he would leave this house to you. And me, I will no longer be the owner's secret guard in the future. The owner knows that you and I have a good relationship, so he also kept me. "

I nodded lightly, surprisingly calm in my heart.

"Leaving Zhuangzi to me? Why does he always like to do this? Is it really so good to leave me alone in the place where he used to live, and let me think about him day and night?"

Qiu Yi saw my smile and thought I was sad again.Wanting to comfort me, I waved my hand.

"No, I'm not the same Yunyi as before. Besides, I know why he did this. Now I don't even stay with Jun Yinghong. Is he worried that I have nowhere to go? I came to the villa a few nights ago. , but was knocked out by a man with strong martial arts and left at the door of Liuyuan Yazhu. At that time, Han Jingxiao was in the room, and I heard his painful voice, which meant that someone secretly didn't want me to approach him. Since this is the case, after Han Jingxiao brought me here, of course he won't stay here any longer."

Qiu Yi seemed a little surprised.

"It's nothing surprising. When one person loves another, most of the time they are irrational. But Han Jingxiao and I have been entangled for so long, and now I have seen it, and I will not have any extravagant demands on him, so There is nothing incomprehensible."

"Then what are your plans for the future?"

"Plans? I don't have any plans for the time being. Let's go back to Luoyang...Since staying in Suzhou is meaningless, I'll go and deal with the matter in Yunfu. By the way, it just so happens that Han Jingxiao left you to me, so you can do it from now on." Be the master of Yun Mansion. But there is one thing, you can no longer be called Qiu Yi. Since you are the master of Yun Mansion, your surname must be Yun, so let’s call it Yun Yi. It happens to be very similar to my Yun Yi. This time I will Secretly pass on the position to you, so that it will not cause too much disturbance in the Jianghu. From now on, Yunyi and Yunyi will be quite the same person. Why don't we sworn brothers. From now on, we will be brothers. You are older than me, and I will I call you "big brother"."

Seeing the surprise and disbelief of Qiu Yi in front of me, I smiled slightly.

"What's the matter? Or are you unwilling to be my elder brother? Or are you unwilling to have the same surname as me?"

"No...just why did you give me the Yunfu? I am an orphan myself, so it is a blessing to have a surname. I am also happy to be sworn sworn brothers with you, Yunyi, but I don't understand, the Yunfu is your home, right? If so, then why..."

I smiled. "It was a pain for me. Now I just want to live freely in the world. Don't worry, I will contact you often in the future. Just take care of my house for me, don't you want to? "

Qiu Yi finally didn't say anything more, we had a simple ceremony of worship at Nianyue Villa, I asked him to help me prepare the carriage for an hour and wait in the outskirts of the city.Because there is a place I must go to see before I can leave with confidence.

Outside Jun Yinghong's villa, I breathed lightly and jumped onto the wall.To minimize my sense of existence, both Jun Yinghong and Shu Yichen have high levels of martial arts, if I am not careful, I will be discovered by them.

Hiding behind a tree, I looked to two people in the pavilion ahead, neither of them spoke but just sat silently.The corners of my lips raised an arc, very good, Shu Yichen still went to find Jun Yinghong.I know he will go, the thoughts in his heart are too deep.

After a long time, Jun Yinghong raised his arm and helped Shu Yichen who was opposite him grab a piece of pastry and poured a glass of wine by the way.I looked at Shu Yichen's side face, his head was lowered slightly, I couldn't see his expression clearly, but I saw his hands hanging under the stone table trembling uncontrollably.

My smile is deeper, love causes sorrow, love causes terror, how could I not understand his tension and fear.

124. Old House

Shu Yichen kept his head down and did not move, while Jun Yinghong looked at him steadfastly.Finally, Jun Yinghong stretched out his hand and embraced the person in front of him.I saw Shu Yi trembling in Jun Yinghong's arms, and I also saw Jun Yinghong's eyes tightly closed, full of pain and loss and regret.

I turn and leave.These two will be happy... I hope they won't forget that I once existed.

After walking a long way, I took out the white jade flute from my pocket and put it to my lips.This time, when he went back to Luoyang, he would naturally bring Lou Fengze with him.

When we came to the western suburbs, Yun Yi had already harnessed the carriage.

"Feng Ze, this is Yun Yi, my eldest brother. From now on, he will be the master of Yun Mansion, and you will obey him from now on. If you get tired and don't want to live under others, I can give you a sum of money and leave when you go back this time."

Lou Fengze looked at me and Yun Yi, but didn't speak.

Yun Yi was driving outside, and Lou Fengze and I sat in the carriage.For a while, no one spoke.What Jing Fei said is right, seeing each other is like not seeing each other, even if we meet, so what?There is no benefit except to give each other more torture.

After traveling day and night, it was already winter when we returned to Luoyang.I took one day to hand over all the things in Yunfu, and left Yunfu.

"Where are you going?" Lou Fengze followed.The Yun Mansion has changed owners, and he is unwilling to stay there anymore and insists on following me.I don't care, as long as he is happy, anyway, it doesn't matter who is around me now.

"I won't leave Luoyang for the time being. I'm very tired from the journey recently, so I have to rest for a few days anyway. Actually, I moved here in this Yunfu when I was very young.