Love him and endure the cold

There is also an ancestral house in our family. Although it is abandoned now, it can still be lived in after tidying up. "

At this moment, Yun Yi also walked over.

"Let me send you there, and identify the door by the way. Although I have taken over the Yunfu now, it is only temporary. The owner of the Yunfu will always be you. You must remember that I only agreed to you because you need to rest for a while .Don’t think that I will take care of it for you all my life.”

I smiled.In fact, what is the so-called?Anyway, everything I do now is under Han Jingxiao's control, I just follow his wishes.Although I can't be a lover, I will never forget my previous vow, I will cooperate with whatever he wants...

"This is your home? When did you move here?" Yun Yi suddenly looked at the house in front of him with a complicated expression.

"I don't remember, I moved out of here when I was very young."

"Oh my god..." Yun Yi murmured.

"What's wrong?" I looked at his expression with some doubts.What's wrong with this house?Why does Yun Yi's expression at this moment seem to be surprised with a trace of worry and fear?

"No, nothing..."

Since he didn't want to talk about it, I naturally didn't bother to ask.

"I've just taken over the affairs of the Yunfu, I'd better go back...my brother won't leave Luoyang for the time being, right? I'll come to drink with my brother again in a few days."

I nodded, Yun Yi was indeed very strange, he looked at me and Lou Fengze, turned and left as if fleeing.

"It seems that he has something to hide." Lou Fengze said indifferently.

"It doesn't matter, I'm not interested in knowing anyway."

Weeds were overgrown in the old house, and Lou Fengze and I cleaned it casually and settled down. In fact, I have almost no impression of this place at all.I was still very young when I left here, but I vaguely remember that I was very naughty when I was a child. Once I even climbed the wall to go out, but I was caught back after a short time.

"It's here... I vaguely remember climbing the wall to go out that night, and I met a little brother outside the wall... Hehe, I always thought it was just a dream of mine, but it was only when I came back here that I realized that I was really real." I met him when I was a child..."

Lou Fengze looked at me.

"Then you haven't thought about seeing him again?"

"It was just a childhood encounter. Maybe he is no longer in Luoyang. In fact, I don't understand why I always dream of him. It may be because there is always too much sadness and loneliness in him. That was the happiness at that time. In my life, I have never imagined or touched it. Now that I think about it, that brother has a very similar aura to Han Jingxiao. Maybe I like Han Jingxiao because I was influenced by that brother subconsciously. ..."

Lou Fengze looked at me but didn't speak.

He lived in the old house of the Yun family for a month, and it was almost the end of the year, and it started to snow in Luoyang City.Compared with the warm south of the Yangtze River, it is indeed much colder here. Lou Fengze has set up a lot of heaters in the house, and when we have nothing to do, we cook wine and drink inside the house while enjoying the snow.In fact, I knew that Lou Fengze would leave sooner or later, because he knew it wasn't something in the pool just by looking at it.So I cherish his care for me very much.From the time he left Yunfu with me to now, he never asked me to be with him again.But the peaceful days did not last long.

125. It doesn't matter

When people are willing to be mediocre, this day often insists on imposing something to make you restless.I'm used to sudden changes, so I wasn't surprised when Yun Yi suddenly appeared in my room.

"Brother came here quietly in the middle of the night without disturbing Feng Ze, so I think there must be a purpose." I smiled and sat up from the bed.My body is afraid of the cold, so I can't sleep well in winter.

"Come with me!"

"why?"

"Don't talk nonsense, come with me quickly! Didn't you say that you don't want to be entangled by others in the future? If you still want to live a comfortable life, leave quickly."

I laughed. "Brother, where did you say that?"

"In short... In short, you are not wrong to listen to me!"

I smiled and shook my head.

"Brother, you should know that I need time to rest. If I don't say a lot of things, it doesn't mean I don't know. Since I'm pretending to be deaf and dumb, why do you force me to face reality? I have given him everything he wants, and he What else do you want?"

"Now I can't explain it clearly to you, anyway, come with me, Yunyi, since you have already called me big brother, I naturally don't want to see you suffer any more."

I twitched the corners of my mouth, yes, I believe you won't hurt me, but you won't betray that person either, won't you...

"Where can I go? Forget it... If my heart is peaceful, then no matter what I face, I will not be affected. He, or the people behind him, just let me go temporarily... ..."

I smiled slightly, and I saw the disbelief in the eyes of the cloud in front of me.

"You have such a deep love before, can it be said that you can let go? I didn't believe it at first... But looking at your eyes at this moment, my heart hurts... Although Yunyi didn't talk much at first, there was truth in those eyes You are alive now. But when I look at you now, I feel that your eyes are as calm as an ancient well... Brother, what kind of sadness and despair did you have to go through to become what you are now?"

"You know what it feels like to be empty? That's what I am now, empty, so I don't feel anything."

The cloud in front of me showed a sad expression, but I smiled, for me this is nothing to be sad about.Although numb, all emotions will be far away from me.

Suddenly there was the sound of someone landing outside the room, and I shrugged my shoulders.

"Look, brother, where can I go if I come so fast?" I smiled, opened the door and walked out.

There is no moonlight tonight, because it has been snowing, but in the falling snowflakes, I can still see the figure clearly at a glance.The figure that penetrated my soul.

"Why did you go back to Luoyang alone? So this is your home?" Han Jingxiao walked towards me slowly.

I nodded slightly to meet his gaze.

"So this is your home... I'd rather never know..."

Han Jingxiao's words were a bit strange, but I no longer bothered to guess what he meant.

"Since you come back to Luoyang, it's fine. If you don't want to be the master of Yunfu, then don't. Lifeng and the servants in Fengxue Villa miss you very much, are you interested in going back?"

I felt Yun Yi beside me looked at me worriedly, he didn't want me to go back again, I knew it.And I also know very well that there will be no good days waiting for me when I go back.

What else do you want from me? Han Jingxiao?I looked at him and almost asked.But I still didn't say anything, this person was so contradictory, he wanted to sacrifice me, but he snatched me away from Jun Yinghong, and then detained me by his side and asked me to love him. After a few days, he pushed me back to Jun Yinghong.Now that we meet again, I have chosen to avoid him automatically, but he has also returned to Luoyang.

"Why did you come back here, Yunyi? Don't you like the Nianyue Villa I gave you? If you don't come back, I don't have to..."

What?Ha ha, it doesn't matter anyway.

Han Jingxiao stretched out his hand to me. "Come on, come back to Snow Wind Villa with me."

I smiled slightly, but Yun Yi pulled my sleeve nervously.

"It doesn't matter, big brother, it's the same for me everywhere now. During the period when I came back to Luoyang, I suddenly figured out one thing. What is this world like? About my heart, if my heart is peaceful, where is it?" It can all be a place of joy.”

I took two steps forward and handed my hand to Han Jingxiao. He held me tightly, and I suddenly discovered that when I was no longer attached, his hand could be so warm.

"Help me take care of Fengze. If he wants to leave, give him the money I left him. Yunfu will leave it to you."

Yun nodded, and I held Han Jingxiao's hand and left the old house with him.

126、Just want to know

When I returned to Fengxue Mountain Villa, it was still the same yard as before, but I didn't live in my own room but moved to Han Jingxiao's room.Li Feng and the manager didn't change much, and they were very happy to see me.Some servants whose names I still can't even name became respectful when they saw me.

It seems that this time my status has become higher when I come back, but I know very well that there is no good thing in the world.I'm waiting, waiting for Han Jingxiao to ask me when.When we met again this time, I felt that he became very strange, and he often looked at me with helplessness in his eyes.

Now that he has returned to Fengxue Mountain Villa, it means that the preparations for Xiqu Valley are almost ready.I'm getting more and more lazy, and I like to stay in my room facing the stove every day and never go out.Sometimes I can feel that Han Jingxiao looks at me strangely, as if he is enduring something.

Every night he would hug me to sleep, just hug but never touch me.Maybe it was my indifference that finally made him unbearable, and one day he suddenly spoke to me.

"Why did you change?"

"Changed? Who hasn't changed? Hasn't the owner changed?"

"I've been working hard for our future, can't you feel it?"

"Really? I just know that you gave me to Jun Yinghong." I smiled, and I saw my indifference and rejection in his eyes.

"That's just a stopgap measure. I'll snatch you back...I'm just doing this to protect you. You shouldn't come back to Luoyang, no...it should be said that you shouldn't be so close to me at all, why don't you listen to me stay in Shurong Town?" Han Jingxiao's smile suddenly increased