Love him and endure the cold

On the surface, the mist is emerald green, with slight waves.He and I just looked at each other quietly, and I saw myself in his eyes...it's actually ridiculous, right?I'm actually jealous of this boy... because he has a level of happiness and peace that I'll never have.I'm jealous of his parentage, unlike me... I'm just a tool for my father..."

I suddenly felt suffocated, as if I wanted to escape from this place.

"In his eyes, my figure is lonely and lonely. I seem to have merged with the darkness. I worked so hard, just wanting my father to look at me more, but all I got was disappointment again and again... ...So that boy's eyes are deeply rooted in my heart, you are a child in a completely different world from me, and you are also a child that I envy... After that, I will come here every time after my meridians are reversed, because of that The boy's eyes could heal the pain in my heart...but then he moved away and I never saw him again."

I know I have to go now!Originally, my heart was already calm, but because of Han Jingxiao's words, there was a faint tendency to make waves. I can't stay here, absolutely can't...

His hand trembled suddenly, and the wine glass fell to his feet and shattered into pieces.I stood up and wanted to turn around and leave.

"Mo Ziyi rejected me because he saw that the person I liked was not him. In fact, I knew very well in my heart that I regarded him as a replacement for the little boy in my memory..."

Han Jingxiao was still talking, I frowned and quickened my pace, it was the first time I felt that the room was so big, how could the door be so far away?I have walked over as fast as I can, but I still can't get close...

Stop talking, I don't want to hear it!

"The person I love has actually appeared by my side a long time ago. I didn't even know it... I always hurt him and left him... Later, when he looked at me, he didn't have the same expression as before... Until recently Only then did I realize that all of this was God’s retribution for me!”

Say no more!

I used my lightness kung fu with all my strength, and saw that the wooden door was in front of me, but a figure appeared in front of the door faster than me.I stopped abruptly.

"Yi'er, have you forgotten about me... Is it because I think too much of myself... I used to think that I was also in your eyes... In such small eyes of you... I thought you saw me too... Here I am..."

I slowly raised my head, and met Han Jingxiao's eyes, his eyes were moist, it was the first time I saw him cry... Han Jingxiao, who has always been so high and let me chase... is he crying for me? ...

"What do you want to do?!" I suddenly realized that I was not much better than him, and the indifference that had been established before was torn apart because of the common past between us!

"Are you willing to watch me go crazy for you? Why don't you let me go?" Tears welled up in my eyes, as long as I thought of my dream and that lonely figure, I would suffocate.

"I love you! Don't leave me again..." Han Jingxiao took a step forward and hugged my body tightly, but I smiled bitterly.

"The one who doesn't want me all this time is you!"

"Believe me, I have my own reasons... But now I've decided not to care about anything! I only want you... As long as you are enough... There is still time, right?"

I slowly raised my eyes to look at him, can I trust him again?I don't remember who kissed who first, I just know that our lips and tongues are entangled.It turns out that he was the person I met when I was a child... It turns out that our fate has long been doomed...

No wonder Yun Yi let me go, no wonder he showed such a complicated expression when he saw this house, he already knew that the person Han Jingxiao met when he was young was me...

129, choice

I don't doubt Han Jingxiao's feelings for me, I knew he loved me when I was in Shurong Town.The reason why I want to leave is because I can't bear this kind of torture anymore, I always feel that I can't really stand with him.But my feelings for him won't go away...

All it takes is a little nudge and we're entangled/entangled again.

"What if you leave me again?" When he pressed me on the bed, I looked at him quietly.

"If I leave you again, you will kill me..."

Han Jingxiao's lips covered my eyes, gently sucking away my tears, I don't want to make myself so useless.But I can't control myself.

"Is it useful to kill you? I will be driven crazy by you..."

"Then I'll go crazy with you, Yi'er, I won't let you go again, no matter what he threatens me again, I won't give up on you again! Believe me the last time..."

I felt my smile, and gently untied his hair. I like the way his hair is loose, because his cheeks will look softer at this time.

Feeling the cold on my body, my clothes have been untied, and Han Jingxiao's hot body immediately covered me, pulling away the quilt on one side, Han Jingxiao covered us all.

"Do you know how hard I have endured these days? I want to hug you like crazy..."

"Didn't you all go to the Jinse Restaurant?"

"That's what I told Li Feng on purpose, because I knew he would tell you...Actually, I just wanted to test you...I wanted to make you jealous...But I found that you were indifferent...It's so funny... I, Han Jingxiao, have never been so useless..."

I saw a shyness suddenly appeared on his face, and his eyes widened in surprise.This kind of Han Jingxiao is very strange, but also surprisingly cute.

I leaned over and kissed him on the lips.

"Remember what you said today, if you leave me again, I will make you never find me..."

Han Jingxiao nodded, his breathing became messy, and I felt his kiss fall on me hot.There is a feeling of a foreign body piercing behind me, and his fingers have penetrated into my body.Han Jingxiao's familiar smell made me sink again. I don't know what the result of this compromise will be. I just know that I am willing to trust him again.

This time, he probably won't let me go again... Although he still didn't tell me what his difficulties are, I have already seen the firmness in his eyes.

"" I arched my body a little uncomfortable. Although my body has long been used to him, it still hurts to be pierced without any lubrication.

Han Jingxiao stopped in a panic and looked at me cautiously.

Seeing him like this, I suddenly laughed, at the moment he is like a child.

"It's okay...you move, I'll get used to it later."

"Yi'er, Yi'er... I really have been poisoned by you a long time ago..." Han Jingxiao was lying on my body and whispering something.

"Aren't you a poison..." I smiled wryly.It turned out that I liked him so much when I saw him when I was ten years old, because I had long fallen in love with that little figure exuding loneliness and pain.

Turning my body upside down, Han Jingxiao hugged me sideways, I couldn't suppress the happy and painful sobs in my throat.If we die here, maybe we won't have so much pain afterwards...

"Let's leave here tomorrow, where do you want to go?" Han Jingxiao discussed the future with me while moving behind me, although it was a bit weird to discuss the future while doing this kind of thing, but I knew we had to do it as soon as possible if we were going to leave.

"Whatever...as long as I'm with you...um...you take it easy..." I frowned, and Han Jingxiao suddenly accelerated his movements and strength, which made me gasp suddenly.

"I knew that Yi'er was the best...then let's go south, Yi'er is so afraid of the cold. Well, in fact, if you don't have me hugging you, you won't be able to sleep at night, right?"

I kicked the person behind me, but because my limbs were so weak at the moment, I also knew that I was not a threat.

"Okay, okay, I know that Yi'er is thin-skinned...but there is one thing I hope you promise me." Han Jingxiao pulled my body over again, and he pressed on me.

"What?" I looked into his serious eyes.

"About Jun Yinghong..."

It dawned on me that he was interested in this.Can't help smiling, looking at him with interest.

"I also know that I did it myself and let that person take advantage of it, but you are mine, and you are absolutely not allowed to think about him in the future. Of course...even if you occasionally think about it, don't let me know..."

I finally couldn't hold back my laughter.Is this person really Han Jingxiao?Like a little kid asking for candy.

"What are you laughing at?" Han Jingxiao's face darkened.

I cup his face. "You are the only one in my eyes from beginning to end."

130. Escape

When Han Jingxiao heard me say that, the firmness in his eyes deepened.

"Yi'er, you will be the only one left in my life from now on..."

I gently held his cheek. "Since you have promised me, you will never go back on your word in this life."

"No, it's not forever, it's eternal life, I promise you eternal life..." Han Jingxiao lowered his head and sealed my lips.

Because of this kiss, our happiness instantly flowed through our bodies, pouring from our hearts to our limbs.Every inch of the body is screaming.The fire on the table is still burning slowly, and the aroma of the wine is steaming. Even if we don't drink it, Han Jingxiao and I are already drunk at this moment...

If our love is no longer humble, then let us create our future together.Han Jingxiao pulled the quilt over our heads, and now there are only two of us left in this world.I love him and he loves me, and that's enough.

Tonight, this room is as warm as spring...

The next morning, I was again