Love him and endure the cold

Waking up with a jolt.Sitting up straight in embarrassment, I sighed.

"Are you awake? We have left Luoyang City for half a day."

"Why is my back hurting every time? It's so unfair..." I muttered.Looking at Han Jingxiao, my eyes scanned up and down.The face of Han Jingxiao on the opposite side turned green.

"What's your look like?"

"Hey, actually, I think your figure must feel pretty good when hugged. Hey, you told me not to think about Jun Yinghong in the future, but I always think of him. What should I do? Actually, I can't blame me, because Jun Yinghong Hong once let me hug him. It was the first time I hugged someone, and it is the only time so far, so of course I will miss that smell..." Actually, I was joking, but now he is afraid that I don't want him.

"Yi'er..." Han Jingxiao really showed a look of dumbfounding.

"It's actually very simple, as long as you are willing to let me hug you, I don't want to be the one who can't get up every time! It has nothing to do with my physical strength. The main reason is that the people below are too disadvantaged. My waist is sore and my back hurts." I smiled slightly and got tired of it.

Han Jingxiao lowered his head and said nothing, just when I was about to tell him that I was joking, he suddenly raised his eyes and looked at me seriously.

"All right!"

"Ah?" I agreed so easily but made me feel at a loss.

"I can let you hug me, but in fact, as long as you are in love, why do you have to stick to formalities... In short, I will make up for what I owed you before! As long as you forgive me." Han Jingxiao took my hand very seriously Made a promise to me, I looked into his eyes and smiled, but his seriousness made me a little at a loss.

"As long as it's what you think, I'm willing." He added.

I suddenly felt that my face was hot, and the Han Jingxiao in front of me made me feel so cute that I would faint.I hastily opened the curtains of the carriage, and I turned my gaze to the outside of the carriage.

"Where are we going?"

"Jinling City."

"Jinling? But that Jinling with the sound of Qinhuai oars for ten miles?" I was very interested.

131. Retrograde

"Yes, Jinling is not far from Suzhou. I have been there before, and it feels good to go boating on the Qinhuai River at night. I think you will like it."

I nodded, since I went to Suzhou, I really like the feeling of Jiangnan.There are weak willows facing the wind in spring, catkins all over the sky in summer, and even the air is full of warm fragrance.No wonder Shu Yichen also has a soft spot for Jiangnan.

Thinking of Shu Yishen, I feel a slight pain in my heart. I wonder how he and Jun Yinghong are doing?He should be living a very happy life... I don't know if he is wearing the red dress or the white dress now... In fact, I think Jun Yinghong probably likes him in the white dress too.Otherwise, he wouldn't be allowed to stand in the snow and dance swords.

"Xiao, tell me... How much pain does a person have to be willing to die in front of the one he loves?" Although I promised Han Jingxiao that I would never miss Jun Yinghong again, I was purely moved because of emotion.

"Love is so deep and deep that even I can't bear it, all my actions are nothing." Han Jingxiao hugged me into his arms.

"If one day I love you so much that I can't bear it, maybe I will do it harder than him. He faked his death, but I will definitely give up my life."

Han Jingxiao kissed my lips.

"Yi'er, I won't give you this chance..."

I smiled. In fact, many things in this world cannot be chosen by ourselves... Even if we are together today, there is no guarantee that there will be no changes in the future.

I looked at his side face and secretly smiled wryly.Han Jingxiao, do you know that I have been alone and suffering for too long, it is you who promised me life after life, and now all my love is stimulated, it is not easy to face up to my feelings, but once I decide not to run away, I will also The same is required of the other party.

So, Han Jingxiao... don't think that I am still the little boy four years ago, and don't think that I am still the humble person who watched you silently. Since our fate has been decided long ago, if we still can't get Happiness, I would rather destroy it with my own hands!

The one who helped us drive the car was an old man, he was illiterate and his ears were not very good, but it was because of this that Han Jingxiao invited him with confidence. Although I don't know what he was running away from, but I know that the person behind him must be very powerful, it should be the one who was knocked out last time without even noticing his approach.

Although he left Luoyang, Han Jingxiao's tendons can't stop going retrograde. He didn't confess to me before, so naturally he wouldn't go retrograde in front of me, but since I already know, he doesn't have anything to do with me anymore Taboo.

And it is also because of what I have seen with my own eyes that I know that what I have heard is less than one ten-millionth of this real pain.Just looking at it was already unbearable for me, Han Jingxiao's face was completely devoid of blood, and a line of blood was overflowing from his lips because of the pain.His eyes were red, and his throat was full of painful groans.

This voice exploded in my heart, and I suddenly remembered something. It turned out that this was the voice I heard from his room when I was knocked unconscious that day...

Han Jingxiao had already tied his hands to the bed in advance, but at this moment, because of the pain, he even broke the rope that tied his hands and kept beating his head.I couldn't bear it anymore and strode forward to hold him tightly in my arms.

His body was so cold that he didn't look like a living person. I could feel his body that was suffering so hard to tremble continuously.In the past, there seemed to be that moonlit night many years ago, such a small figure exuded a forbearance and loneliness that did not match his age.

At this moment, I just hate that there is no way to share the pain for him.His hands wrapped around my back, his fingers were deeply embedded in my back, I frowned and gritted my teeth patiently, lowered my head and kissed his lips.I didn't know that the torture would last for such a long time. By the time his pain finally eased, both of us were sweating profusely from the torture.

I ordered the people in the inn to boil hot water, and we soaked in wooden barrels together.He wrapped me around his chest, and I leaned against his chest.For a while we didn't speak.

"Can't it be stopped..." I finally couldn't help but look back at him.

"No... Huari Knife's mentality is extremely domineering. This saber technique is filled with endless hatred and regret. Naturally, this kind of pain will not be relieved until death... unless... I abolish my martial arts ..."

I don't speak anymore.For a martial arts practitioner, if he loses his martial arts, he might as well die. What's more, with Han Jingxiao's proud temperament, if one day he loses all his martial arts, I can't even imagine...

"Then there is no other way?"

"Yes... there is a glacier spring in the creek valley, and there is a rare ore under the glacier spring. Because this kind of stone has absorbed the cold air of the glacier spring for many years, grinding it into medicine has a very strong effect on relieving pain. .But once this ore leaves the spring water of the ice spring, it loses its efficacy."

132. Passing water

"That means that you have been wanting to conquer Xiqu Valley before, but it was actually for that kind of stone to relieve the pain?"

Han Jingxiao nodded.

"Then you left Fengxue Mountain Villa for me now, wouldn't you..."

"It doesn't matter...as long as you are by my side every time my veins are retrograde...I originally planned to do the same when I was with you in Shurong Town. Originally, I thought that I just need to go back and get rid of the matter of Fengxue Mountain Villa. After everything is resolved, I can find a place where no one will disturb you and live in seclusion, but I didn't expect something to happen... That person actually threatened me with the life of a person I care about... I was so shocked at the time... It turned out that he didn't You didn't die... so I was in pain and didn't know what to do. That's why I asked Jun Yinghong to take care of you... But I regretted it after a while..."

I leaned up and kissed the corner of his lips.

"So you don't care about the life of the person you care about now?"

"I can't control that much anymore...No one is more important than you now...I have to take you away, or that person will use you to force me to do something...When I know that you have always been the one in my heart , I know that there is nothing in this world that can shake my feelings for you. Yier, promise me that no matter what happens in the future, you will never leave me..."

I sighed and hugged his waist tightly, I know that he has given up a lot for me now, I will not pray for anything more, I just hope that this heaven will not be so cruel, so that our happiness can last forever.

It is already deep winter when we arrive at Jinling City. Although it will snow in Jinling City, the snow here is very beautiful compared to the snow in Luoyang.The Qinhuai River, accompanied by small snowflakes at night, is even more special. The boats on the river also have their own characteristics. Although it is a land of wind and moon, the beautiful scenery makes everything look very soft.

Naturally, Han Jingxiao and I would not go to those places, but just rented a small boat to go boating on the Qinhuai River.

"Will this be too ostentatious? After all, we are always on the run." I took out the warmed wine and poured a glass to him.

"Since it's out, it's fun." A trace of worry suddenly flashed in Han Jingxiao's eyes, although it was only for a moment, it still couldn't escape my eyes.I know that the person behind that must be a very terrifying existence, otherwise Han Jingxiao wouldn't be so terrified.

"I don't mean anything else, I just want to say that I don't need you to play with me all the time, we can find a quieter place to rest for a few days.