I have known love for many years

Bai Xuecheng is very busy today, and he has hired someone to build the shower room, install the bathtub, install the bathroom heater, and install tiles for the sink.

"Nordic 8 matte small white bricks, that's all." He took a small wooden bench and sat in the living room. Wearing a mask, he unwrapped the logistics package he had just received and said sweatingly, "It's about 1.2 Meters... 1.3 meters?"

He picked up the tape measure on the ground and measured the sink, frowning angrily: "Miscalculation."

Decoration will always encounter all kinds of unexpected troubles, no matter how accurate the calculation is, there will always be some unsatisfactory places in the end.

For example, Bai Xuecheng thought he had measured the size of the sink, but found that there were still many problems when installing the sink.

"Who the hell designed this house?" Bai Xuecheng slapped the wall, "The floor drain is on the right, the water pipe is on the right, and the socket is on the left? And it's still on top?"

Bai Xuecheng has no experience, and this is the first time he has designed a house by himself. While taking pictures with the camera, he asked the foreman, "Can the electricity be changed now?"

"Other places have been repaired," the foreman was embarrassed, "the walls have also been painted, and you can see that the water pipes here have also been repaired."

Bai Xuecheng rubbed his eyebrows with a headache, decided that he had to think about this part, so he turned his head to look at the shower room.

Both the shower room and the bathtub are relatively simple to install. In order to install the bathtub, Bai Xuecheng had to remove the sink and planned to install it outside where the washing machine was.

But he didn't pay attention to the difference between the washing machine cabinet and the washstand at all. When he actually built it, he realized that the existing space for the washstand and washing machine was too small, so he could only use the upper and lower structure of the washstand.The width and height of the laundry table are particularly inhumane due to the existence of the washing machine below. Fortunately, Bai Xuecheng is tall enough, but even so, the overall situation is still unsatisfactory.

The worst part is that he didn't realize the unreasonable design of the room until now. The power socket and the water are separated from each other. It's okay to throw a washing machine directly, but it wastes space and hinders the appearance; it can be combined with the laundry table For the cabinet assembly plan, how to apply glass glue at that time?Once the four sides are sealed, what about the plug of the washing machine? !

Bai Xuecheng's original idea was perfect, but in reality it was quite cruel.

This is almost the worst failure of his entire room layout so far.

"The washing machine should be moved to the balcony." Bai Xuecheng thought regretfully, but now that the walls have been painted and most of the basic installations are almost finished, this is really unrealistic.

After a whole day's work, Bai Xuecheng was overwhelmed. In the evening, he made an appointment for dinner with his former senior from the same school. The main purpose was to discuss about renting out a small apartment that happened to be vacant at the senior's friend's house.That house was previously leased to a person who worked as a studio. I don’t know what the main work is, but the decoration is simple and clean, and a lot of office supplies are kept. Bai Xuecheng went to see it, and it can be used and saved. A lot of money.

Bai Xuecheng also planned to set up his own studio, but he didn't disclose what he did to others, not even Chen Xin.

But even if Chen Xin knew about it, he probably wouldn't be too surprised. After all, Bai Xuecheng was such a person in the past, and he often thought of what happened once, and he didn't have the so-called pessimism that "dreams will always be crushed by reality". Strange to say, people always have bottleneck period and burnout period, but Bai Xuecheng never seems to have it.He just kept going, maybe not fast, but he never stopped.

Whether it's about people or things, whether it's about dating or whether it's about the future career or fate, he always has this attitude, he will do his best, and the rest will be discussed later.The boat is naturally straight when it reaches the bridge.

The senior reunited with Xuecheng for dinner, and they had a pleasant chat. The senior even brought the landlord with him. After the dinner, the landlord readily signed a five-year contract with Bai Xuecheng, and the matter was finally settled.

The studio also needs to arrange some basic things, including the addition of basic equipment such as computer air conditioners.Bai Xuecheng almost took out all his savings in the past few years and repaid a little loan.

On the same day, he got the key and the water and electricity card, first added a simple iron frame bed to the studio, and then moved out of the hotel.The reason why Bai Xuecheng fell in love with this house was that it was introduced by his seniors. Let’s not talk about it in the future. At least this year’s rent is a little cheaper. Secondly, the location is suitable, very close to his home, and it only takes ten, twenty, ten minutes to walk. The distance; there are subway and bus stations around three times, and there are many places to eat and drink downstairs, which is convenient for customers to come to the door.

Bai Xuecheng was busy all day, and he had already forgotten what the hell Fei Lian was--it turns out that a person is too sad for the spring and autumn, and he often has time to spare.

He picked up his suitcase from the hotel and got a call from Jiang Fan halfway.

Jiang Fan said at the other end: "Come out for supper."

Bai Xuecheng rolled his eyes: "Don't eat, what to eat, I've had enough wine these days."

Jiang Fan couldn't help laughing: "I've never seen someone like you who can't drink. Hey, didn't you have to socialize before going to work?"

Bai Xuecheng snorted: "Alcohol allergies, whoever persuades me, I will scare them with a hospital certificate. Now that I persuade you to drink, if something goes wrong, you will be held criminally responsible."

Jiang Fan was inconceivable: "Just like you, you can still hang out in society?"

Bai Xuecheng clicked his tongue: "You people are used to the dirty world of adults."

After Jiang Fan opened his mouth yesterday, Bai Xuecheng got closer to him.Among other things, Jiang Fan is humorous and knows how to advance and retreat. It is really hard to meet a sensible person.

It is said that the friendship of adults is very fragile. When they had a quarrel in their youth, they could reconcile the next day. A look and a casual word can always make friends smile tacitly; Due to many unnecessary self-esteem and face, as well as inexplicable comparison psychology, there are no fewer people who drift away in the end.

Rather, farewell is what happens most often in the adult world.

At a certain stage, meeting like-minded people who understand each other well enough to become friends is something worth cherishing.

Bai Xuecheng chatted with Jiang Fan for a while, Jiang Fan didn't force him to come out for supper, instead he talked about meeting Fei Lian in the parking lot yesterday.Bai Xuecheng walked to the gate of the community, swiped his card and said, "As a result, he chased after him to the hotel."

Jiang Fan was shocked: "Are you okay?"

"What are you thinking about? It's nothing," Bai Xuecheng said. "Probably just worried. Come and have a look. He's more worried."

Jiang Fan: "..."

Jiang Fan asked tentatively: "You said he came to you, why? Is it necessary to worry about it?"

Bai Xuecheng knew what Jiang Fan wanted to say, just like he knew what Chen Xin wanted to say.

Bai Xuecheng had to admit that he was indeed shaken.

Just think about it, the root of my heart is broken and I want to try to develop a new relationship and forget about my ex.As a result, the ex suddenly appeared, and brought a suspected new lover, which was enough to stimulate people, but the other party actually chased him to the hotel to ask about his care... It's not like asking about your care, but it can be considered as over-concerned.

In a TV series, this is definitely the script of a scumbag, entangled with his ex, cheating on getting married, etc...

If this matter was placed on someone else's head, Bai Xuecheng would have scolded him: Do you still think about such a person?Still shaken?You deserve it, cheap or not?

But putting this matter on his own head is a bit emotionally complicated.Bai Xuecheng didn't even dare to say it. When he realized that the other party had actually chased him to the hotel just to see if he was safe, he even felt a little secretly happy.

Oh, what is this called?

Bai Xuecheng pushed open the door of the studio, and put the luggage behind the door.

He sat on the desk and looked at the stars and lights in the distance, and lit a cigarette: "Well, even if you look down on me, I will admit it. I even look down on myself."

Jiang Fan smiled: "It's not that serious, everyone's position is different, and no one has the right to interfere with other people's decisions. As a friend, I can only remind you, don't indulge your heart too much. Things, don’t give it a little more restraint and restraint, it can do anything. Just don’t regret it.”

Bai Xuecheng squinted his eyes and exhaled smoke, thinking that Jiang Fan really understood.

He shook the soot and said casually: "Hey, I have a gossip about you..."

Jiang Fan cheered: "You mean me and the president of the game guild?"

Bai Xuecheng let out a voice: "You know that? Is that right?"

"Is it, or not." Jiang Fan thought for a while, "It's not easy to say."

Bai Xuecheng was amused: "You are not easy to say? Hey, let me tell you, if we were really on a blind date yesterday and I fell in love with you again, what would you do? You agreed to come over casually, but your other end Didn't make it clear? What is this?"

Jiang Fan said again and again: "No, no, no, don't get me wrong. Let me and that guy..."

Jiang Fan seemed to think about how to describe this relationship for a long time, and finally said: "That guy is straight, and it will not end well with a straight guy, you know?"

Bai Xuecheng scratched his face: "Really? I used to be considered...straight, right?"

Jiang Fan clicked his tongue: "You are considered a double, otherwise you wouldn't accept it so easily."

It was the first time for Bai Xuecheng to discuss these matters with others, and suddenly he became interested, and sat on the desk shaking his feet: "What's going on?"

Jiang Fan also seemed to be lighting a cigarette, and Bai Xuecheng heard the click of the lighter.

Jiang Fan pondered for a while before saying: "I slept with him once, oh no, twice, just twice, it's gone."

Bai Xuecheng was stunned when he heard that: "It's gone?"

"That's right, let's leave it at that." Jiang Fan said, "There is no definite relationship, probably because he was curious, and maybe he regretted it. There are too many people with this kind of curiosity-seeking mentality."

Bai Xuecheng didn't speak for a while, and he suddenly realized that, apart from Fei Lian, he had never been in contact with anyone in this circle.He didn't know how people in this circle lived, how they thought, how they viewed others, and how they were viewed by others.

Jiang Fan was silent for a while and said with a smile, "What's wrong? Are you scared too?"

"No, it's just..." Bai Xuecheng's pupils reflected the flashing red light on the top of the opposite building, and said, "Have you thought about the future?"

"after?"

"Find someone you can be with all the time... something."

"I've thought about it." Jiang Fan said softly, "No one doesn't want to meet the right person, but it's not easy. Especially in this circle, it's even more difficult. Most of them are forced by family members, or are afraid of being with others. Different people, the former may still have a way, maybe one day the family accepts it, maybe one day they cut off all ties with the family, but the latter will hide and pretend, they will not admit themselves... If you want to pretend to be asleep, Who else can you hope to wake you up?"

Bai Xuecheng sighed, squinted his eyes and smoked a cigarette without speaking.

Jiang Fan said: "Actually, there is no distinction between men and women. It is lucky to meet someone who is willing to walk down together."

Bai Xuecheng hummed: "Yes, that can only be luck."

But Bai Xuecheng is not a pessimist after all, he always decides to do it first.

Just like the confession he promised Fei Lian back then, he had never dated a man before that, but he was moved by Fei Lian, and if he was tempted, then he would be desperate and would not hesitate at all.There is nothing to hesitate.

So he thought: What if he was willing to reach out and try again?Will that luck happen again?

Bai Xuecheng hung up the phone, held his phone and thought for a long time, and sent a message to Fei Lian: "Meet me and talk?"

Bai Xuecheng thought: It doesn't matter if you shamelessly take the initiative, anyway, Fei Lian also took the initiative yesterday.Even if you regret it and feel ashamed when you think about it later, so what?Just don't leave any regrets.

As for the matter of luck, I can't say for certain, maybe my whole life has passed like this, do I have to wait for the luck that I don't know where?Instead, he would rather go one step ahead and try.

Just try it, if you fail, you won't lose a piece of meat.

Bai Xuecheng squeezed the phone, comforting himself, but his palms were slowly sweating.

After a while, the phone rang, and Bai Xuecheng was so frightened that he said "Ah!", as if he was holding a bomb, he shook the phone and hit the floor directly.

The screen was cracked and the phone went black.

Bai Xuecheng: "???" WTF? !