go with the wind

Soon, the rest of the Cao family got the news and rushed over.

Zhao Yue came over with his assistant, because Li Xin couldn't be transferred to a better hospital at this time, so he called all the doctors and nurses who had been booked before.

After a better doctor came, Li Xin's situation was still not optimistic. The pregnant woman was bleeding heavily, and the child was only seven months old. When the nurse came out to explain the situation, the people standing outside were all pale and bewildered.

Especially Cao Yiran, who was at a loss, but didn't know what to do. He just looked blankly at the nurse and explained.

The fetus was taken out, only about three catties, and it was put into the baby incubator before everyone could take a look at it. Li Xin was still in the emergency room for rescue, and Cao Yiran stood there with a pale face. Everyone was silent. After walking two steps, the sound of high-heeled shoes was harsh in the hospital corridor. She then stopped and just wrung her hands tightly, with a very solemn expression on her face. It could be seen that she was very worried, but she always kept everything in her heart Pharynx, even though he can still be calm at this time, his heart is still in turmoil. Their family is sorry for Li Xin, if there is something wrong with Li Xin...

No one wanted to sit down, even if Cao Yiran came to help Zhao Yue and asked her to sit down, she didn't sit down, she just supported Cao Yiran's arm to stabilize her figure.

These few hours were as difficult as centuries, Cao Yiran thought a lot in his mind, not only the matter with Li Xin, but also many things from the past, he always lived in his own proud world Li, because of his timidity, is cynical, and now he deeply regrets his former self.

If he hadn't messed up before, then many things would not have happened in the future, and nothing like Li Xin would have happened.

Li Xin was finally transferred from the emergency room to the ICU ward, and everyone felt relieved.

Only then did Cao Yiran have the strength to speak, and he turned his head to look at Bai Shu. Bai Shu looked haggard and expressionless, and he didn't know what he was thinking. Cao Yiran walked up to him, just looked at him quietly, and said softly, "You Go back and rest."

Bai Shu shook his head.

Although Li Xin's bleeding was stopped, the situation is still not optimistic.

In the VIP lounge, the doctor explained the situation of the newborn and the mother to Zhao Yue seriously and deeply. Everyone was listening. Zhao Yue was always calm, but his brows were tightly frowned. It was even whiter, and he frowned as he listened, the past few months had made his temper calm and steady, even though his heart was hurting, he could still control himself...

Afterwards, Bai Shu's subordinates explained to Zhao Yue that the gangsters hijacked Li Xin. Zhao Yue glanced at Bai Shu, and felt that everything was destined. She sighed deeply, and many things were beyond her control. .

When I got out of the hospital, I had already experienced the whole night, and the sky was faintly pale, and the sun was about to rise.

Cao Yiran didn't leave, he stayed in the hospital. The hospital didn't dare to neglect, and prepared a high-grade ward for him to rest. Cao Yiran originally asked Bai Shu to go back, but Bai Shu hesitated and stayed.

The advanced ward is similar to the hotel, except that the bed is not wide enough. Cao Yiran sat on the bed and buried his face in the shoulder and neck of Bai Shu beside him. He let out a long breath, breathing in the breath of Bai Shu, but He and Bai Shu were speechless.

I don't know how long this silence lasted, but Bai Shu, who was too tired, couldn't hold on anymore, and fell asleep leaning on Cao Yiran.

Cao Yiran put him on the bed and let him sleep, but he couldn't fall asleep. He just sat there, staring at Bai Shu with a disheveled and exhausted face, then bent down and kissed his forehead with a low voice Low and hoarse, "I really love you."

Bai Shu didn't die from sleep, he could feel Cao Yiran's movements, he was really afraid that Cao Yiran would say, "...but we can't be together."

He didn't dare to wake up, so he could only sleep.

Cao Yiran didn't say anything, but straightened up and leaned on the back of the back to look at Bai Shu, and said to himself in a low and soft voice, "I used to feel that I should not be restrained, I can do whatever I want; But in fact, I also know that I do very wrong many times, but I don't want to change, because it is useless to change, no one cares whether I am good or bad, why should I change....Why, I didn't meet you earlier... "

Bai Shu felt deep sorrow from Cao Yiran's words. He wanted to hold Cao Yiran's hand and comfort him, but he could only hear his voice, but he couldn't move when he wanted to. There, too, was suppressed by a kind of sadness. There was no way to deal with many things. In many cases, it was useless to regret.

Cao Yiran was still staring at Bai Shu quietly, his cool fingers were about to touch his cheek, but he pulled it away again, he said, "It's so difficult to have the best of both worlds, I really would rather be the one who suffers, I would rather It's my own suffering..."

Bai Shu was still asleep, so Cao Yiran went to see Li Xin who was in the ICU. Li Xin's face was bloodless, as white as a piece of white paper, even her always delicate red lips were white, and her eyes were also white. Sick, she saw Cao Yiran sat down beside the hospital bed, but didn't seem to pay attention to him.

Cao Yiran's lips moved, but he didn't know what to say. In the end, he just said dryly, "You have to take good care of yourself."

Li Xin's eyes were calm and unwavering, and he glanced at Cao Yiran quietly, feeling that he seemed to have grown into a man overnight, calmly as if the wind could not blow a single ripple.

And she is also a big woman.

Li Xin asked in a low voice, "Son, have you seen it?"

Cao Yiran shook his head, "Not yet, when the doctor asks me to see you, I'll go and see you, and I'll show you."

At this time, there was a smile on the corner of Li Xin's mouth, and his sleepy eyes also had some brilliance, but they were as moist as tears, "I didn't let him give birth properly, I couldn't do it."

Cao Yiran's throat tightened a little, "You are already brave and strong enough, you are fine. You are a good mother, and the children will like you very much in the future."

Li Xin smiled again, and said softly, "It looks like you're about to cry."

Cao Yiran was not uncomfortable because of her words. Thinking of so many critical illness notices last night, his heart seemed to have been hammered and tempered.

Cao Yiran said in a low voice, "If you take good care of it, you will be fine. My mother has gone to contact your relatives, and they will come to see you. Whatever you want, our family... I... I... will give it to you." you."

Li Xin's eyes darkened because of his words, and he whispered, "You can marry me?"

Cao Yiran didn't raise his head, his hair grew long, his forehead was covered, and his eyes seemed to be covered. He wanted to say "yes", but he couldn't say it after taking a few breaths. He knew what was going on in his heart. No, he wants to be with Bai Shu, if he agrees to Li Xin, he will have no face to see Bai Shu again, and he can't bear to make Bai Shu sad, he thinks, it would be great if both Li Xin and Bai Shu can't be sad Well, if only he could suffer for them himself.

In the past, he never thought that he would have this day. Fate is impermanent, just like life and death are impermanent. He thought of the bullet hole in Bai Shu's clothes, and thought of Li Xin's critical illness notices last night... …

He finally raised his head, he is a man, there is no reason not to take responsibility, not to mention, it was his fault, his responsibility.

Cao Yiran looked at Li Xin and said, "You should have a man who loves you to marry you. Only then can you have the happiness of a woman. I can't let you have the happiness of a woman, so I can't marry you. I I can support you, protect you, and take care of you for the rest of my life, but I can only treat you like a brother, I'm sorry, I can't promise you, I can't marry you, and I can't let you marry someone who doesn't love you."

Li Xin grinned, looking like he was smiling, but he couldn't see the smile, "You're making excuses, but you put it so nicely."

Cao Yiran was speechless.

Li Xin continued, "However, if you propose to me now, I will not agree to you. You are not worthy of me at all. There is nothing more important than love, so you are not worthy of me at all. I I want my child, I want to go."

Cao Yiran opened his mouth to stay, but Li Xin didn't give him a chance, "You tell Bai Shu, thank him for saving me."

When the gangsters forced her head with a gun, she was indeed frightened and did nothing for a while. It was the firmness in Bai Shu's eyes that supported her. She remembered Bai Shu's eyes at that time, firm and pure, black It looked like the night sky that could accommodate everything, she was afraid, but she persisted.

She also misses her child, and the absence of the child in her womb made her feel empty and scared for a while. She missed him, since he left her body.

For the first time, she understood the meaning of mother, and it seemed that giving up him was more uncomfortable than giving up life.

Looking at Cao Yiran, she felt that he was really pitiful, he would not have this feeling of loving his son, because without this kind of feeling, the child would never belong to him, but the child belonged to her.

Li Xin was going to rest, Cao Yiran came out of the ward, and stood in a daze in the corridor outside, the nurse wanted to talk to him, but couldn't, so he had to leave.

Li Xin's condition relapsed on the third night.

Obviously, I always thought there was no problem before, but there was heavy bleeding again. On the way to the hospital, Cao Yiran received a call from the hospital, ran through a few red lights and rushed to the hospital. After waiting anxiously, he waited until the nurse came to let Cao Yiran Go into the emergency room and say the patient wants to talk to him.

What Cao Yiran saw in the emergency room was blood. He had never seen so much blood. Li Xin seemed unconscious, but her eyes were half-opened. She looked up a little, her lips moved, Cao Yiran leaned over to listen, and she said, "Love him well."

Cao Yiran felt that after hearing this sentence, everything seemed to stop, even Li Xin's breathing.

It took him a long time to react, and he looked helplessly at the emergency doctors.

Cao Yiran's parents rushed over, as well as Li Xin's aunt's family, and even her little sister.

When Bai Shu got the news, it was already two hours after Li Xin's rescue failed. It was not Cao Yiran who called him, but the head nurse of the hospital.