go with the wind

She obviously came back from the rescue and gave everyone hope, but she left selfishly in the end, making everyone who was relieved feel the pain of falling even worse.

Cao Yiran murmured in a low voice, "I've never seen you be so deceitful, and even said you wanted a child, yet you abandoned him so irresponsibly."

But Li Xin, who always closed his eyes, would not come to refute him.

Cao Yiran sneered, but that smile was no different from crying.

Bai Shu just looked at Cao Yiran from a distance, seeing him standing between his parents, tall and tall, because he was too thin, he always felt a feeling of being crushed.

He is not at all the person who endured the pain of madness, heartlessness, and ignorance of others before.

However, looking at him like this, Bai Shu has never experienced pain. It was him who gave Cao Yiran a heart and made him suffer from human pain, but he couldn't accompany him at this time, he could only stay away from him He stared at the blood on his chest.

Li Xin's funeral was urgent. Although it was urgent, it was fully prepared in all aspects. The Cao family even came forward to protect Li Yaomin from attending her daughter's funeral. However, he still seemed to have no affection for her when she passed away. , I just want the Cao family to help him escape the crime and let him come out so that he can make a comeback.

Zhao Yue and Cao Junxian naturally spoke very fluently, and they didn't have any intention of helping when practicing Tai Chi.

The Cao family came to handle Li Xin's funeral because Zhao Zhen recognized Li Xin as a righteous daughter; but Li Xin's aunt's family was kind and righteous. Xin suffered from not being noticed by her parents when she was a child. She said that she was very cute and cute when she was a child, but she didn't expect that she would disappear at such a young age.

Li Xin's funeral was not easy, but it was not grand, because it was not publicized, and Li Xin's identity was not publicized, so not many people attended the funeral.

It seemed that she was buried in a deserted place, she didn't even get a glimpse of the child's appearance, and the child couldn't even look at her, so her life ended in a deserted way, in the spring sun full of flowers and trees.

But when she left, she didn't seem to regret it, even with a kind of spiritual peace. She said everything she wanted to say to Cao Yiran the most. Her life was too short, but it seemed that everything that should happen It happened—she has suffered, and enjoyed great wealth. She watched her mother pass away at a young age, and watched her father change his stepmother. She ran away from home, met the man she was attracted to, and was pregnant with his child. She lived under the same roof for two or three months. She watched this man become like an adult like her. Loved foolishly, and left calmly for the sake of dignity, she worked hard, although the child was born prematurely, but he will live, she has experienced everything that others should go through in life, but she didn't wear it The beautiful white wedding dress, never watched the dove of peace flying to bless her, never watched her children grow up day by day...

It's just too late, it's not that she doesn't want to, it's just that it's too late...

Cao Yiran personally went to the hotel where Li Xin lived in hiding and packed her things back.

At that time Li Xin had made a plan before leaving, but she was too young after all, so she didn't know what to do after she left. Although her father didn't love her, she was still a young lady, and she didn't do any rough and heavy work. Without the care of others, she can't take care of herself at all, she can't clean the house, she can't cook and wash clothes, and she has a child in her belly. The moment she stood on the street, she was at a loss. She even wanted to turn around, wanted to go back, but finally took a step forward. She didn't want to continue to stay in his house as a reproductive machine of the Cao family, even if there was everything there, everything was good there.

She wants to live on her own, give birth to the child by herself, and raise the child by herself. She thought about loving this child well and not letting him be as unloved by his parents as she is.She thought that she would be a good mother.

The child is hers, not the Cao family's, but hers.

At that time, she was full of the spirit of self-improvement, with the self-realization that she wanted to hold her head high and be herself, and never have anything to do with Cao Yiran. In the end, she could only find a hotel that didn't need an ID card to stay. .

She lived a life that was no different from the life of the eldest lady before.

The advantage of staying in a hotel is that she can get help with everything, even if she doesn't go out.

Li Xin didn't have many things in the hotel, almost all of them were money, her ID and bank card, and a few sets of clothes, which she bought after she ran out, as well as a few books on prenatal education and newborn care. Books, handheld game consoles, and nothing else.

Because Li Xin was taken away as a hostage, the guest room she lived in was sealed by the police afterwards, and nothing else was moved. The cash, gold bars and documents were all sent to the police station, so that they could all be kept, otherwise it might be too late. Will be led by others.

Cao Yiran didn't care about the money. When he went to the police station to collect it, he still looked at it, because the woman took it away, and when he filled out the form, the relationship was written as his fiancé.

He has been to this police station many times, and he saw Bai Shu every time, but only this time he didn't see him. He knew that Bai Shu resigned for him and was no longer here, but recently the two of them Unrelated.

Li Xin's child was named Li Wei, which was chosen by Cao Yiran, and it was decided when he was making Hundred Days Wine. At this time, Li Wei, who couldn't wait to come to this world sooner, was in better condition. He spent the first two months in the hospital and was taken care of by special personnel. During these two months, many things happened, but he survived tenaciously.

Cao Yiran went to see it almost every day. He knew that he survived, and he also wanted to take a good look at the world. No matter what he would encounter in the future, no matter how difficult it was, he had to get through it, because one day, there would be people who felt This life is not in vain, and it is not in vain to survive so much pain.

When taking the name Li Wei, Zhao Yue and the others disagreed. After all, he is a child of the Cao family. Why should the surname be Li? Besides, he didn't answer people's questions, and the answer was not pleasant.

Cao Yiran didn't argue with anyone, but said, "Li Xin said before she left that the child is hers."

Cao Yiran only had such a simple sentence, and nothing else. Everyone knew his pain. This pain was so complicated and hard to explain, but it was a real and deep thorn in his chest.

Therefore, no one needs to think of a name for this precious little baby, and it is no longer necessary to think about it before. His name is Li Wei.

When the child was making a hundred-day wine, the Cao family held a large banquet to celebrate, indicating that the child's identity was the well-known great-grandson of the Cao family.

The child was born prematurely and was too weak. He was carried up for only ten minutes at the banquet before being carried down by the nanny again.

Cao Yiran has also learned the tricks of holding the baby long ago. Sometimes the nurse still cries while holding the baby, but the baby stops crying in his hands, curled up with small hands, big black eyes with single eyelids, staring blankly at Cao Yiran Look, Zhao Yue came over to take a look, the child let out a gasp as if he was about to cry, Cao Yiran teased him, and he laughed.

Zhao Yue said, "He looks exactly the same as you when you were young, take out your photos at that time, and compare them."

Cao Yiran teased the child, "Little guy, tell grandma, of course you will look like me, my son doesn't look like me!"

Children don't understand these things, they just follow him with their eyes, their white and tender face, small nose, small mouth, everything is still small.

Cao Yiran really can't imagine that he was like this when he was a child, time flies, he has grown up, and he is holding his son in his arms.

Maybe in a flash, the child in his arms will grow up, and he should be old too.He looked at the mother beside him, he still remembered her youthful demeanor, now, the crow's feet were so obvious, he couldn't help but feel sad...

At the [-]-day banquet, the child was carried out. Maybe the banquet venue was too noisy. He started to cry as soon as he came out. Cao Yiran was talking to the guests, so he hurried over to see his son. Ugly, but became extremely gentle, many female guests were attracted, he was making the children laugh, when he raised his head, he saw Bai Shu who had entered the banquet hall and stood in the corner at some time, at that moment, his eyes met, Cao Yiran suddenly felt that the child in his hand was heavy, and he almost couldn't hold it steady, so he had to transfer it to the nurse beside him, and asked her to carry the child down, and don't go into the banquet hall again, saying that the light here is too strong and smells of alcohol And the smell of perfume, he doesn't like it.

As the father of the child, Cao Yiran has many elders and brothers of the same age, so he is naturally incapable of socializing, and he wants to have a few words with Bai Shu alone, but he can't, it's just that he has to look at him every time. In the past, he had to be glued to his sight and worried about his mind.

Bai Shu's father, Mr. Bai Lao, also came. In the past few months, his son's condition has been bad. He actually shut himself up at home and wrote detective novels about police and gangsters. , both he and his wife knew that there was something wrong with the relationship between Bai Shu and Cao Yiran, and his son who used to be full of energy and was running outside closed the door and devoted himself to being an old otaku.

However, it is not easy to persuade.

Mr. Bai already fully understood what happened to Cao Yiran. The woman who gave him a son died in childbirth. How can the living earn more than the dead? During the time Cao Yiran was still in grief, his son was of course depressed up.He and his wife also wanted to cheer up their son, and volunteered to be pioneers to Cao's house to find out the news. However, every time they wanted to discuss with their son, his son would retreat and say that he would discuss it after he finished writing the manuscript. As soon as this manuscript was written, he wrote a few month...