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"?!" Cheng Lan immediately stood up in shock, "What did you say?!"

Fortunately, he was still sensible and didn't shout out.However, Lu Yuzhi still looked around and looked at Cheng Lan with dissatisfaction, "What's your reaction? Do you mind?"

"I mind a fart!"

"Tsk, the doctor took the lead in swearing."

Cheng Lan choked for a moment. He turned his back to the sun, his face was hidden in the darkness, and he couldn't see his emotions clearly. Looking at it from Lu Yuzhi's angle, he could only slightly see his frowning eyebrows.

He was silent for a long time, sat down beside Lu Yuzhi, looked at him seriously, "Are you serious? Have you thought it through?"

It stands to reason that Lu Yuzhi should firmly say yes, but he was stunned for a moment, and did not answer these two questions from Cheng Lan.

Now Cheng Lan frowned thoroughly, "Lu Yuzhi, what are you thinking? Are you just kidding?"

"I do not know."

Lu Yuzhi spoke softly, and his eyes fell on the end of the corridor that was flooded with sunlight at the other end. Seeing the shadows of trees whirling on the tiles there, he couldn't help but think of the flowers and plants growing on the balcony of Fu Wensheng's home, and there were shadows falling obliquely on the balcony in the afternoon. on the ground.

"What do you mean you don't know?!"

"He said he loved me."

Cheng Lan was stunned suddenly.

Lu Yuzhi said, "But I don't know how long this love will last, maybe he will leave me one day, so I didn't think about it, and I don't know whether I should be serious or not."

"You don't believe him?"

Lu Yuzhi thought for a while, but mentioned the other two people, "Gu Yunping also told Lu Jiaruan before that they want to be together forever."

Cheng Lan understood what he meant almost immediately, and he sighed, "Besides, don't stick to them to see your own feelings, you are different. You are worried that hearing the sound will leave you, then have you asked?" him?"

"No."

"Why don't you ask?"

Why?Because he is afraid that he will not get a satisfactory answer for himself, and even more afraid that the answer is just to make people happy, which is against the future, and he is afraid of being disappointed and even more afraid of being hurt.

But Lu Yuzhi didn't say anything, just closed his eyes, got up and left.

Cheng Lan wanted to call someone to stop him, but he heard a voice from the consulting room, and then the door opened, and he and Fu Wensheng met their eyes.

Fu Wensheng let out a "hush", and stood silently in the door looking at Lu Yuzhi who had walked away. His shadow fell in the sun and was dragged for a long time.

Cheng Lan looked at the two of them and asked tentatively, "Did you hear that?"

Fu Wensheng nodded.

Cheng Lan thought that since everyone heard it, he asked Lu Yuzhi if he couldn't ask, "Then what do you think?"

"I won't leave him." Fu Wensheng didn't even think about it, his tone should have been lively, but at this moment it made people feel sad.

He lowered his eyes and said, "But he doesn't believe me."

Fu Wensheng did not go back with Lu Yuzhi, but went to George's appointment.

George arrived in Wancheng today, but he came with the team for the purpose of participating in a talk meeting. He went to the hotel and hospital first, and only had time to meet Fu Wensheng in the evening.

Fu Wensheng originally wanted to let Lu Yuzhi meet, but then the aunt who took care of Lu Quansheng called and said that Lu Quansheng was looking for him, so Fu Wensheng had to go alone.

When Fu Wensheng arrived at the agreed French restaurant, George was already sitting there waiting.

The two haven't seen each other for almost half a year, and George gave him a bear hug when he saw him,

In fact, Fu Wensheng was not very interested, but it was rare to meet George, so he ordered a bottle of red wine.

"As soon as I heard that I was going to come to Wancheng for a talk meeting, I immediately applied to participate!" George said, this talk meeting is an exchange between well-known heart surgery experts at home and abroad, hoping to get better results on the issue of heart surgery Progress.

Fu Wensheng listened, and calmly poured a glass of red wine for George, thinking that if George came, the teacher should also...

Sure enough, George's next sentence was, "The teacher is here too, but the plane is two days late, so we came here first to make preparations."

Fu Wensheng paused and said nothing.

He was afraid of seeing his teacher, the old man with gray temples, who always had high hopes for him, but he was a disappointment.On the eve of returning to China, he went to see the teacher in person. At that time, the teacher was still lying in the hospital bed. When he heard that he was leaving, he didn't say anything to persuade him to stay. He just sighed, "Wen Sheng, you are actually very good."

It sounded like a compliment at first, but only Fu Wensheng could feel the deep disappointment in it.

Fu Wensheng lowered his head in front of him, and his eyes were red with disappointment.

Seeing that he was silent, George put down the knife and fork in his hand, "I heard that the teacher misses you very much, so you have to meet him this time."

Fu Wensheng nodded, "I will."

Knowing that he didn't want to mention it, and didn't want to spoil his interest, George changed the subject, "By the way, where's your boyfriend you told me on the phone?"

"He went back to see his grandfather." Fu Wensheng laughed, "Another day..."

He originally planned to take George to see Lu Yuzhi another day, but for no reason, he thought of what Lu Yuzhi and Cheng Lan said in the afternoon, and suddenly he couldn't continue speaking when it reached his throat.

George wondered, "What happened another day?"

"It's okay." Fu Wensheng raised his glass to clink glasses with him, "It's been a long time since I saw you, let's drink one."

They chatted a lot, about their time at school, their busy days at the hospital, and their dreams and longings at that time.

But the more we talked, the more unhappy Fu Wensheng became, so he drank glass after glass of red wine, trying to find the pleasure of deceiving himself and others in alcohol. He couldn't tell whether he was drinking so much because Lu Yuzhi talked more or during this period of time. There is more depression, but it is all put in the wine that burns the throat.

Fu Wensheng got very drunk at the end of the drink, and started chanting Lu Yuzhi's name, talking with George about the things with Lu Yuzhi over and over again, and finally could only lie on the table and call Lu Yuzhi with his eyes closed.

Lu Yuzhi......

The rest...

When Lu Yuzhi was called by George to arrive, Fu Wensheng had already fallen asleep, and George was standing beside him waiting for him.

Fu Wensheng, who was drunk, tasted good wine and didn't make any fuss. He slept peacefully, with his face pressed into his arms, and he muttered something in his mouth.

Lu Yuzhi leaned closer to listen, and was stunned for a while, Fu Wensheng repeated his name over and over again.

George on the side scratched his head, "I'm sorry, I didn't drink the wine. He was in a bad mood, and I couldn't persuade him. He kept calling your name, so I had to call you here."

He looked at Lu Yuzhi quietly, his face was clear under the warm yellow lighting of the restaurant, and he had an outstanding temperament.George couldn't help but sigh inwardly, the person Fu Wensheng liked was really different.

His eyes suddenly fell on Lu Yuzhi's feet, only to realize that this person came out wearing only slippers.

And Lu Yuzhi didn't feel cold, he squatted down next to Fu Wensheng, and gently pushed his arm, "Fu Wensheng, are you going back?"

Fu Wensheng frowned, and only said, "I want Lu Yuzhi."

"I'm right here."

Fu Wensheng opened his eyes in a daze, stared at Lu Yuzhi for a long time, seemed to be confirming, then stretched out his hand, touched Lu Yuzhi's face, and smiled, "Lu Yuzhi... "

Lu Yuzhi couldn't say he was shocked, but his heart was sour. This man was so drunk that he only called his name and remembered his name.

He held Fu Wensheng's hand, "It's me, going home."

Fu Wensheng fell asleep all the way, and when he returned, Lu Yuzhi struggled to help him upstairs and opened the door. Miraculously, the moment he entered the door, Fu Wensheng woke up.

He leaned against the door of the shoe cabinet, looked slightly at him, put one hand on Lu Yuzhi's shoulder, and said, "I'm fine, I'm fine."

Lu Yuzhi frowned and wanted to help him back to the bedroom.

Fu Wensheng pushed him away, "I'm not drunk."

You fart, Lu Yuzhi thought to himself.He didn't care about the drunkard, and coaxed, "Okay, okay, not drunk, but sleepy, let me help you go back to sleep, okay?"

Fu Wensheng nodded with a confused expression, then shook his head instantly, "I want to take a bath."

bath?Lu Yuzhi froze for a moment, "Okay, then I'll wash it for you."

"No, no, no," Fu Wensheng pushed him away, leaning on the wall to walk to the bathroom, "I can wash it myself, I can do it myself."

Lu Yuzhi followed behind worriedly, watching the man staggering into the bathroom, when he wanted to enter the door, Fu Wensheng stopped him.

"Don't...don't come in, I can do it."

Seeing that he persisted, Lu Yuzhi gave up, "Okay, you wash it yourself, I'll be right outside the door, call me if you need something."

Fu Wensheng smiled at him, closed the door, and after a while, there was the sound of splashing water in the bathroom.

Lu Yuzhi went to find a clean bath towel and came over to tell Fu Wensheng when he thought about it, but the sound of the water inside never stopped, but there was no movement of anyone.He stood and listened for a while, then knocked on the door, "Fu Wensheng? Are you okay?"

The people inside didn't answer him.

At that moment, Lu Yuzhi's heart beat fast, and panic crept into his heart. He opened the door without hesitation and went in, only to see that the bathroom was misty, and Fu Wensheng was sitting in a bathtub full of hot water with his clothes on, with his head resting on his shoulders. On the edge, his eyes were lightly closed, his chest heaved slightly, as if he had fallen asleep.

Lu Yuzhi breathed a sigh of relief, went to squat down in front of the bathtub, and pushed the person, "Fu Wensheng."

"Hmm..." Maybe he was disturbed and not happy to sleep, Fu Wensheng dragged out his tone, then slowly opened his eyes to look at the person, and pressed his forehead, "I'm so sleepy."

"Do you still want to take a bath?"

Drunk people can't move their minds quickly, it took Fu Wensheng a long time before he nodded in confusion.

Lu Yuzhi looked at him angrily, got up resignedly, hung up the bath towel in his hand, rolled up his sleeves, and wanted to undress Fu Wensheng.

Fu Wensheng was only wearing a shirt, which was completely wet now, and the clothes were stuck to his body, vaguely outlining the curves of a thin and lean figure.

When Lu Yuzhi went to unbutton him, Fu Wensheng obediently raised his head slightly and let him undo it. He squinted his eyes and looked at Lu Yuzhi. Nowhere is spared.When Lu Yuzhi's cold hand touched his neck, his Adam's apple slid up and down uncontrollably.

He suddenly grabbed Lu Yuzhi's hand.

Lu Yuzhi raised his eyes and met Fu Wensheng's red eyes, his heart trembled, and he asked after a long time, "What's wrong?"

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Zuo Erdong Chen

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