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Lin You in a white coat faced Shang Zhiyu, his expression was still extremely dignified, his brows were deeply furrowed, and he said to him, "It seems that Zhuang Qiyun's death is a threshold that Xiaozhuang will never be able to cross. It took more than a year for Xiaozhuang to slowly come out of the shadows, but he was not a star at that time, and there was plenty of time for him to adapt, but at least this time the reaction was still under control, and he didn't do anything more intense later about it?"

Shang Zhiyu shook his head and replied, "It's because he was too calm. I don't know if he accepted it..." That night Zhuang Qiyun was tired from crying and fell asleep. Shang Zhiyu never left. It was the same for a few days, but although Zhuang Qiyun looked listless, he didn't show any more intense emotions. He lay on the bed every day staring at the ceiling in a daze, and it was Shang Zhiyu who asked him to eat before he moved. This made Shang Zhiyu even more worried.

"This time is not enough." Lin You is very sure, "Everything takes time to digest, so you need to pay more attention, but life will go on, although I can't guarantee anything, but as long as this time is enough In the past, he will definitely get better slowly." He continued, "Now he still thinks of himself as Zhuang Qiyun, then we will treat him as Zhuang Qiyun, but fortunately his stage name is Qiwu, unless he thinks of it himself , otherwise it shouldn’t be worn out.”

When he said this, Shang Zhi suddenly thought of something, and after thinking about it for a moment, he said, "Say, with a problem like this kind of personality transformation, would he still act now? Because I just heard you talk about cheating , if he is Zhuang Xifeng, then acting should already be his instinct. With the change of personality, what a person would do in the past suddenly can't do it at all? If he doesn't know it at all, then he can't even pretend Strange, but I always feel that if he is Zhuang Xifeng, then he can still act, what do you think?"

Lin You was slightly taken aback by his words, he stared at Shang Zhiyu for a while, and said, "You mean, let him act?"

"He has nothing to do all day long, so he thinks wildly. I have been thinking about it for the past few days. If I give him one thing to do, and it is something he is very good at, will it distract him faster? Besides , Whether he is Zhuang Qiyun or Zhuang Xifeng, it doesn't have much influence on the outside world, anyway, I will always be by his side, how about it, can you give it a try?" Shang Zhiyu said.

Lin You pondered for a moment, and replied, "As for mental illnesses, everyone is an individual with different conditions, and there has never been exactly the same illness, so I can't judge whether Xiaozhuang can still act as usual, but unless It is severe multiple personality symptoms that will cause the patient to become another person completely, and the symptoms of psychotic split personality are far less serious, I think your suggestion is good, maybe you can really try it."

"Since you said that, then I'll contact Zhou Yanyu later. In fact, I think it may be possible to find out just by arranging an audition." Shang Zhi said Yu.

"Well, that's fine, I'll also say hello to Xiaoyu, but now it's just our idea, Xiaozhuang himself doesn't know if he wants to." Lin You said.

"I'll persuade him to give it a try first. Even if it's not acting, I hope to find him something else to do. Anyway, wait for my news before contacting Zhou Yanyu."

"Okay, let's do it like this." Lin You agreed.

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Shang Zhiyu went to the hospital where Lin You was in the name of going to the supermarket. He originally wanted to take Zhuang Qiyun to film, but things turned out like this. He still couldn't take Zhuang Qiyun out as he wished. After returning home, he saw Zhuang Qiyun Still trapped in the room, he couldn't help but feel helpless, but he still smiled, knocked lightly on the door, and then stood by the door and said, "I bought oranges, do you want to come out and eat together?"

Most likely, Zhuang Qiyun would not refuse, but Shang Zhiyu also knew very well that since he knew that Zhuang Xifeng was gone, he had been depressed all of a sudden. Fortunately, he is in good health now, at least he doesn't have to worry about him hurting himself again, but the pain in his heart is just It's more troublesome, Shang Zhiyu knows that no matter how good he is to him now, he can't make up for the pain of suddenly knowing that he has lost the person closest to him.

Zhuang Qiyun slowly got up from the bed, Shang Zhiyu went to the kitchen to cut the oranges, and served them to the tea table.

"There is a discount on eels in the supermarket today, so I bought some. How about we have eel rice at noon?" Shang Zhiyu said to Zhuang Qiyun as usual.

This was his favorite dish, Zhuang Qiyun just said "hmm" at this moment, picked up the sliced ​​orange, and put it into his mouth.

"I met a very helpful old woman in the supermarket just now. She saw that my Japanese was not very good, and she took the time to deal with me. Who knew that her granddaughter came to me later and kept saying sorry to me. I don't know how to explain it, but I should be the one thanking them." Shang Zhiyu tried to find a topic, and said to Zhuang Qiyun.

If it was the previous Zhuang Qiyun, he would have asked questions with great interest, and finally guessed what was going on, but now he didn't respond at all, and still gave an absent-minded "um".

Shang Zhiyu looked at Zhuang Qiyun, and fell silent. After a while, Zhuang Qiyun ate half of the oranges on the table, and stood up to wash his hands. When passing by Shang Zhiyu, Shang Zhiyu Suddenly grabbed his wrist.

"us……"

Zhuang Qiyun was slightly taken aback, then turned to look at Shang Zhiyu.

Shang Zhiyu slowly raised his head, met Zhuang Qiyun's eyes, and said to him, "...Let's go now, let's go to the amusement park."

Zhuang Qiyun was stunned, looked at Shang Zhiyu for a long time, but shook his head and said, "No, you don't have to think so much about me, I just..."

"You're just sad, right?" Shang Zhiyu looked at him and said quietly, "I know all of this, and I don't feel good seeing you in such a sad state, I always want to do something for you What, you don't tell me anything, you just keep yourself at home, do you think Xiaofeng will be happy seeing you like this? Although I don't want to force you, I am willing to accompany you unconditionally, but I really can't let you go like this , watching you continue to be sad, even for Xiaofeng, for me, can you cheer up? Show the courage you dared to face when you were recuperating, the person who left has already left, no matter how sad you are, it won't help, aren't you Is there me? Maybe I'm not qualified to persuade you like this, even if you don't think for me, can you also think about your newly recovered body? "

Every word Shang Zhiyu said turned into a soft and gentle force that struck Zhuang Qiyun's heartstrings again and again. Facing this person, I had a strange feeling, I don't know why For this reason, I can't refuse him, and I can't see him being wronged a little bit. I hope that he can always smile at me. He exudes an unparalleled warmth all over his body, like a ray of sunshine illuminating himself. Now this person Facing himself saying such words, Zhuang Qiyun's heart was not only reluctance, but also reluctance.

"Enough! Of course enough! Ayu, it's my fault, I can't cheer up all the time, don't say that, I don't like to hear you say that." Zhuang Qiyun lowered his head, regardless of the orange juice in his hand, he held it back Resident Shang Zhiyu said with his hand.

Shang Zhiyu immediately felt heartbroken when he heard this, he looked at Zhuang Qiyun, smiled from the bottom of his heart and said, "There is nothing wrong with you, you have worked so hard to heal your wounds, and you have worked so hard to show courage to face all this, have I never Didn't I say that I am very grateful to you? Seeing you like this also gave me the courage to face life again, otherwise, I might have been depressed because of some things."

It was the first time Zhuang Qiyun heard him say that, so he couldn't help asking, "What's the matter?"

Seeing him asking, Shang Zhiyu didn't hide anything, just said, "There is a person who is very important to me who did a wrong thing and went to jail, but I don't know anything about it, let alone Powerless to stop, but also implicated another person who should not suffer for this incident, that person..."

The person he was facing was originally the person he mentioned, so Shang Zhiyu couldn't continue for a while, but Zhuang Qiyun asked, "What's wrong with that person?"

Shang Zhiyu looked into Zhuang Qiyun's eyes for a while, then lowered his eyes and said, "I want to be forgiven by that person."

Zhuang Qiyun stared at him blankly, and after a while, asked, "Is that person... important to you?"

Shang Zhi was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help nodding his head. Zhuang Qiyun asked again, but obviously hesitant, "Then... what about me?"

For a moment, Shang Zhiyu had a feeling of déjà vu. He remembered that when Zhuang Xifeng pretended to be Shen Yifan in order to separate himself from Gu Yunlan, there was a similar dialogue between them. At this time, in addition to nostalgia, self-blame rose again , Then, he said to Zhuang Qiyun, "Same, you are equally important to me."

Hearing this, Zhuang Qiyun immediately laughed and said, "That's great, I thought I was the unimportant one, so Dad didn't want me and left me to Mom."

These words made Shang Zhiyu's heart ache again. Whenever he thinks that Zhuang Xiyun is just a shadow in Zhuang Xifeng's heart, he will feel more and more distressed by these words. In the end, he could only change the subject. Thinking of the previous conversation with Lin You, he couldn't help but ask him, "Are you ready to go back to acting?"

Zhuang Qiyun was slightly taken aback, it's not that he didn't think about it, it was only because when he saw himself on the screen yesterday, because he was exactly like himself, he thought of Xiaofeng, but immediately, he also realized that it should be him, Xiaofeng passed away when he was 15 years old, so the only person left is himself.

"It's okay, this matter is not urgent, wait until you think it through, before that, we can go to the amusement park, if someone finds out, you can sign for them, after all, you are the famous 'Qiwu', No one can do it like you, you should be loved by everyone." Shang Zhiyu saw that he didn't respond for a long time, and said again.

"As long as you like me, I don't care about others." Zhuang Qiyun suddenly said such a sentence without thinking.

In a trance, Shang Zhiyu thought of something from a long, long time ago.

——I think I have fallen in love with you, and I hope you will agree to associate with me.

—Don't you remember that I said, I'm in love with you?

—I'm glad you can call me by my name.

——If, I mean, if you don't hate me that much, don't care if I like you, can I be your friend?

——I said that we are friends, I don't think about anything, and I don't want you to think too much...

——I will watch you get married and have children, and watch you grow old...Only you, so special, can pamper everything about me, so please pamper me for another share of the love I give you. You can only be friends, I Admit it, because for you, I don't need you to return anything, what I give is what I can afford...

All the things that Zhuang Xifeng had said to him, as well as his extremely nervous appearance when his stomach pain broke out, for his own sake, he burned his entire arm with burns, and for his own sake, he flew back from Australia all the way, regardless of the possibility of being killed by himself. He misunderstood to the end and insisted on intervening in Gu Yunlan's affairs. As a result, he has not fully recovered to this day. Even if he has not recovered, he said such words to himself again. Suddenly, Shang Zhiyu only felt his throat His hair was tight and he couldn't say a word. In the end, he just raised his arms and narrowed the distance between him and Zhuang Qiyun. Although the two of them were sitting and standing, they were already very close. Zhuang Qiyun lowered his head and could only look at the Shang Zhiyu's head was touched, but he didn't understand what was going on with Shang Zhiyu's sudden emotion.

Xiwu is also a human... Therefore, he always hopes that someone can know the real him and like the real him, right?Instead of treating him as a star, although there is fierce love and admiration, it is not the simple love between people.

"I... like you very much..."

Shang Zhiyu's voice was very low, but it was surprisingly real, so real that it made Zhuang Qiyun's nose sore, even he himself didn't understand what was going on, he just felt tears rolling in his eyes, he could only lift his head, Resisting not to let it fall, it took a long, long time before Zhuang Qiyun finally took back his tears, and then he realized that he had been smiling all along, as if he had been waiting for this sentence for a long, long time, and now it was finally here , I just feel very satisfied in my heart.

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"So, Xi Feng agreed?" Zhou Yanyu's voice was still quiet, quietly coming from the microphone.

"Well, Dr. Lin should have called you, do you think it can be arranged?" Shang Zhiyu asked him.

Zhou Yanyu pondered for a moment, and said, "I see, I will contact the producer, regardless of the cost and price, and restore everything to the original appearance when Xiwu was filming. There is no need to go to an audition. You can just bring Xifeng, if you can't, then Well, if he enters the character without any obstacles, then from now on, "Hero" will be restarted."

Such an approach naturally made Shang Zhiyu more agreeable, and Zhou Yanyu said on the phone, "Before that, I will send you the script and let Xifeng go through it again by himself. When you think the time is right, you can contact me."

"no problem."

So, it was decided to let Zhuang Xifeng go back to acting.