I have a deep love for Zhenjun

24.

Although Fu Qing always had a cold face, he seldom got really angry.I have been with him for decades, and even though I am insolent every day, he only let me speak harshly twice.

The first time I didn't tell him, I sneaked into Langfeng Palace to meet his cousin.

When he heard the news and rushed over, I was sitting beside Yu Xin, brushing up her hair, wanting to see the scars behind her ears—actually, I didn't mean any harm, but I just wanted to see the demeanor of Fu Qing's sweetheart.

If he cared about it, he would be chaotic, thinking that I had bad intentions.

In a fit of rage, he almost strangled me to death by the bedside.In the end, it was probably because he thought that if I died, his cousin would not live long, so he reluctantly let go.

His eyes were like frost blades, and he warned me sharply: "If there is a next time, I will definitely not take it lightly."

I was paralyzed on the ground, gasping for breath, leaving a circle of purple fingerprints on my neck, which didn't disappear for several days.

This should be the second time.

Alas, he can be angry for Yu Xin Chongguan, or he can be displeased for Zhu Zhao, or he can be angry for anyone, but not for me.

I know what his weakness is, what his life is, and I know he doesn't care about me at all.But I am used to humiliating myself, and maybe I still have some luck, always intending to test his bottom line, to see if he is really indifferent.

If I treat him like this, he probably hates me to the core.

but it does not matter.

As I said earlier, I am a self-aware person, so I won't be too sad.

Really.

25.

I don't think I'm sad, but it seems that I'm really not too sad, and I can still smile at Fu Qing, and ask him softly: "Master Zhenjun, is he going to pinch me again?"

Fu Qing's eyes moved slightly, and when they met mine, there seemed to be a moment of hesitation.When I took a closer look, there was only complete indifference left.

I thought he had acquiesced, my heart was slightly cold, my hands were trembling, and I froze in place for a while, speechless.

After a while, I managed to stop shaking, lowered my head, not wanting to let him see my distraught state, and said in a low voice: "My lord Zhenjun misunderstood. What I meant just now was to ask Zhu Zhao to hold the moon branch in his mouth. Tail, just drag me along."

Fu Qing remained silent.

Hearing that he didn't respond, I hastily added: "I, my status is low, and I don't mean to exceed the rules."

After a long time, Fu Qing finally said: "Come here."

I didn't dare to look up, feeling a little uneasy, I drove Lanyuezhi to move a little distance towards him with great care.

He repeated coldly: "Come here."

I kindly reminded him: "I can't come over again." If I come over again, I will have to sit on you.

He seemed to sigh very lightly, and then someone picked up the back collar of my clothes.Like a headless fly, I hopped vigorously in the air twice, panicked and flustered, closed my eyes and shouted: "Be merciful!"

The hand was released in response, and my heart thumped several times, thinking that it was over.Unexpectedly, instead of falling from a high altitude, I landed firmly on a soft object.

Could it be Zhu Zhao?

I opened my eyes tremblingly, but before I realized what was going on, Zhu Zhao under me had already soared into the sky, charging fiercely, and the wind howled beside my ears, blowing so hard that I almost couldn't keep my eyes open.It was another sharp turn, my center of gravity was unstable, and I rushed forward, holding the figure in front of me tightly with both hands.

I inhaled and exhaled hesitantly, for fear of disturbing Fu Qing.If he is unhappy and throws me off the bird's back, I will lose more than I gain.

Fu Qing's body was tense, but he didn't scold me for being rude like in the past.I breathed a sigh of relief, took advantage of my posture, sniffed, and quietly smelled the smell of his clothes.

It is an extremely pleasant fragrance, like a pure white plum born in the frosty sky and snowy land, the fragrance is spontaneous and diffuses across the universe, turning into the fading of spring.

When Zhu Zhao's speed slowed down, I finally regained some of my thoughts, and the questions in my mind continued one after another:

Am I riding with Fu Qing?

Doesn't he not ride with others?

No, didn't he still want to kill me just now?

I thought about it for a while, and felt that my heart, which was as dead ashes, came alive again, and said softly: "What is the meaning of this, Lord Zhenjun?"

Fu Qing was silent.

I forced out a cry, and said weakly: "I was wrong just now. Master Zhenjun doesn't like to hear what I say, so I won't say it in the future."

Fu Qing ignored me, just broke off my hands around his waist one by one, annoyed: "Release."

I obediently let go.

I heard him say again: "Stay away from me."

I asked him in a low voice, "Are you still mad at me?"

Fu was quiet for a while, and the voice came from the front, a little dull: "Every time you admit your mistakes, it's easy." He paused, probably thinking of the past, his tone couldn't help but hate, "You don't change after repeated admonitions, you are really hopeless."

I knew it in my heart, knowing that he was starting to play a girl's temper.

He's used to it.

My heart softened inexplicably, and my hand hanging by my side idled for a while, then I raised it dishonestly to wrap it around his waist, so as to steal a scent while he was unaware.

Unexpectedly, although Fu Qing's back was facing me, his spiritual consciousness was always tense, without any slack, he immediately blocked it with his backhand, which made me miss nothing.

I really didn't expect this to happen, my body swayed in mid-air, and I couldn't sit still, so I fell to the side.

This is really self-inflicted.I thought.

With the wind blowing in my ears, I was like a wobbly duckweed that had just risen into the sky with all my might and was about to fall from the clouds.

Fu Qing looked down at me, his eyes were always calm and without any waves.

He obviously could hold me back, but he didn't.

You see, I just said he hated me.