I have a deep love for Zhenjun

26.

Before I fell, I was terrified that he would push me down.When I really fell down, my heart was much calmer.

I'm not a mortal, even if I fall from a height of [-] zhang, I won't die, at most I'll get a bloody head -- maybe my head won't be broken, only two drops of blood will remain.

What's more, I'm a piece of wood, and I don't even feel pain.

A few days ago, the scripture book that I forgot to read said that if you are so disappointed in a person and want to forget about him completely, you should jump off a cliff.

If you can't forget once, just jump twice.

If you can't forget twice, just dance three times.

When his skin is broken and his body is smashed to pieces, he will be able to transcend the mundane world and suddenly see the light.

Although I am skeptical about this, but adhering to the idea of ​​who is better than me, I decided to personally explore the truth of this statement.

Lanyuezhi doesn't know the twists and turns in my heart, but only knows that protecting the Lord is the top priority.It wanted to stop me in mid-air, but I stopped it with a gentle voice.It was very puzzled, and it circled and circled around me, making me a little dazzled, so I simply closed my eyes.

It trembled and wailed in my ear with some grievances.

Presumably if it speaks human language, it is probably asking me: why?

Why do you know that Fu Qing doesn't like me, but still insist on going your own way and being so humble?

I really do not know.

I only know that there are thousands of immortals on Linlang Tianque, but I can only see Fu Qing in my eyes.

All I know is that when he talks to me, I'm overjoyed.He cast a look at me, and I was fascinated.

If he can smile at me, not to mention just a few drops of effort, it doesn't matter if I take out this heart and give it to him.

But he won't and won't.

27.

I closed my eyes and waited for a long time, but I didn't wait for the suddenly enlightened state of mind described in the story book, but I waited for a sentence: "What are you doing with your eyes closed?"

The tone seemed to be slightly angry, but not completely indifferent.

I froze, opened my eyes, and looked around.The soles of the feet are covered with clouds and mist, and the bottom of the body is covered with pure white fur. The ears are attached to a person's heart, and the heartbeat can be discerned by listening carefully.

One sound, calm and regular.

I listened quietly for a while, only to belatedly realize that I was being hugged and sitting on Zhu Zhao by Fu Qingheng.

It turned out that he caught me.

I looked dazed, my mind full of thoughts, and before I could figure it out, I heard him preaching to me inexplicably: "You have been ignorant and incompetent all day, that's why you ended up like this."

This sentence may sound unbelievable to others, but it is simple and straightforward to me.

What he meant was: you have been ignorant all day long, and have neglected the immortal arts, so you have come to a situation where you have forgotten how to make even the magic tricks, and you want me to condescend to save you.

It was rare for me to ask him seriously, with a double entendre: "Isn't it you, Zhenjun, who made me end up like this?"

After the words were out of my mouth, I felt that the tone was too strong, so I could soften my voice a bit: "When Master Zhenjun pushed me down just now, I was really very sad."

Pointing to his heart, he half-jokingly and half-seriously said: "Thinking that Zhenjun probably hates me to the core, the pain here is a hundred times worse than breaking the heart and drawing blood."

After the words came out of my mouth, I already roughly guessed what words he would use to reply me.Probably to give me a look, and then scold me for being shameless.

When I thought of this, I smiled on my face, but my heart was as cold as frost and snow.

Fu Qing's hand on my shoulder tightened suddenly, and he hesitated to speak: "I didn't, you... why are you so... so weak?"

I was surprised and raised my head slightly, wanting to see which play he was singing again.

Fu Qing was staring straight ahead at this time, I couldn't see what his expression was, I could only see the two tufts of slender eyelash feathers trembling like frightened butterflies, which made my heart tremble inexplicably. The layer of snow was shaken clean.

I asked him softly: "Is Master Zhenjun caring about me?"

As if being burned by fire, he hastily let go of his grip, and said angrily, "Stop talking nonsense."

Oh, it turned out that I was being sentimental again.

He was the one who had no intention of pushing me down, he was the one who didn't want to reach out to help, and he was the one who caught me in the end.

I want to tell him, stop playing tricks on me.

If you don't like me, then don't always push me away and give me unnecessary hopes.

But I didn't give up, and I couldn't bear to say some harsh words to him. Many words obviously popped up, lingered on the tip of my tongue for a long time, and finally I swallowed them all. I just said: "I knew that Lord Zhenjun treats me best. .”

"I don't know anything about the past. I don't have blood relatives in the clan. The entire fairy court is so vast, but I only know Zhenjun."

I looked at him, and didn't care whether he was really listening, but just continued to myself: "If I forget even you, then what's the point of me becoming a fairy?"

Thinking of this, my heart suddenly became stuffy, which made me breathless.

I was distracted and thought, if this is the feeling of heartache, then there is nothing wrong with being a piece of wood.

28.

Perhaps my gaze was too eager, Fu Qing fluttered her eyelashes, suddenly lowered her head and stared at me, with an unhappy tone: "What are you always looking at me for?"

Only then did I come back to my senses, and saw that his eyes were bright and frightening, but the corners of his eyes did not know when there was a smear of red, which seemed to be resentment but not anger.

My heart moved slightly, and I asked him softly: "I only look at Zhenjun, isn't it good?"

Fu Qing frowned tightly again, as if he was bitter and bitter, as if he was very reluctant.With my ears attached to his heart, I could clearly hear the beating of the heartbeat very loudly, every beat seemed to hit a hard copper bell.

Boom, boom, boom, boom.

I wanted to move my head closer, but Fu Qing stretched out his hand to block it, pushed me away, and scolded me in a low voice, "How decent is Cheng?"

I said inappropriately: "Master Zhenjun's heart beats so fast."

Are you angry?

Fu Qing's tone was calm, and he said with certainty: "You heard wrong."

Naturally I didn't believe it, but I didn't let it go, I stared at him silently, saw that his face remained calm and calm, and also saw that his pointed ears exposed to the outside were covered with haze at some point, turning red like cinnabar.

I continued my efforts: "The ears are also red."

Angrier?

With a cold face, Fu Qing said nothing, straightened my body, and adjusted my body so that I was facing forward instead of meeting his eyes.

I felt very strange and called him: "Master Zhenjun?"

silence.

After a while, I heard him grit his teeth and say, "Don't look at me."

I obediently responded, straightened my body, and looked forward without squinting.But he was still still angry, and quickly added: "Stay away from me."

Alas, it seems that he is very angry.

It is said that the most difficult thing to guess in the world is a woman's heart, but I don't think so.There is something harder to guess than a woman's heart in this world——

Probably Fu Qing's heart.