I have a deep love for Zhenjun

127.

I kept falling in the dark, and finally landed on the boundless snow.

In front of me was an extremely long and extremely difficult night road, but I didn't stop for a moment.If you want to ask why, I can't say it, but I just vaguely feel that there must be someone waiting for me at the end of this road.

After walking for a long time, I suddenly stopped.

The outline of a mansion was outlined in front, and several bright lanterns tied with red silk floated in the wind, like gorgeous fireflies in the solitary light.

There were two familiar figures standing in front of the door, and the petite figure among them was waving at me on tiptoe and shouting loudly, "Brother Shaohe! Come quickly."

It was Ah Sheng and Yun Man, they were indeed waiting for me.

I unconsciously breathed lightly and walked forward.The pace was slow at first, and by the end I was almost running.

Time seems to be passing quickly.

Every time I got closer to them, the sky became brighter, and when I was almost completely close to them, it was already dawn.

I looked up at the sky, and stood still, with a nervous expression on my face.

A Sheng pretended to be coquettish: "Why are you so slow!"

My eyes were astringent, and I squeezed out a smile: "The snowy road is difficult, I walked for a long time before I found you."

"We have been waiting for you for a long time." Yun Man smiled slightly, and stretched out his hand to me, "Shao She, come here. A bowl of ginger soup has been heated in the room to warm you up."

A Sheng also laughed: "Brother is back this time, will he still go?"

"Don't go."

I put my anxiety behind me and moved forward, wanting to hold their hands.However, when that step fell, the sun rose relentlessly, and the dawn followed.

"But...it's dawn."

Tears welled up in Ah Sheng's eyes, he sighed and left a few words, and then he and Yun Min were submerged in the vast wind and snow, unable to distinguish each other.

I grabbed the air, maintained this posture, and froze in place.

Looking down, there is only a handful of broken snow in the palm of the hand, and where they stood just now, there are two lonely wooden sculptures, which are almost completely covered by the wind and snow.

I knelt down, pushed aside the snow, and carefully picked up the wood carving.One is full of laughter, eyes bent into thin crescent slits; the other has a cold face, without the appearance of a half smile.

These are all engraved by my own hands, and they are also gifted by me.

Where is their master?Where are you now?Didn't you say that... you will take good care of it?

After staring at it for a long time, I couldn't help blinking, and two hot tears rolled down, dripping on the wood carving.I trembled with my fingertips trying to wipe away the mottled water marks, but tears kept pouring in.

Finally, I put the two wooden sculptures into my arms, bent my back, made a small trill in my throat, and then wept bitterly.

I suddenly realized—

I've come to the end of the road, but it seems to be going too slowly.

There is no one waiting for me here.

128.

I opened my eyes and sat up abruptly. I haven't recovered from the previous emotions, and even just thinking about it a little, I feel even more heartbroken.

Tears flowed quietly, I sat stiffly like a corpse, blending with the solemn and silent world.I don't know how long it has been like this, the door was pushed open from the outside, and there was a creaking sound.

The visitor's footsteps were steady, but his breathing was a little short, and he embraced me with astonishing strength.

He buried his head on the side of my neck and whispered, "Don't cry."

This embrace is very cold, without the slightest warmth, but it makes me feel a bit of careful tenderness.Smelling the fragrance of plum blossoms, I finally stopped my tears and called softly, "Yunjie."

The man froze, and turned his hand to my shoulder, as if he wanted to push me away, but he was reluctant, so he didn't move or respond for a long time.

"Yun Mo, is that you?" I didn't hear the answer, and I felt uneasy.

"..."

The man held my shoulder with his backhand, as if it was finally unbearable, he gently pushed me away from his embrace, and looked at him.

The room was dark, I opened my eyes in bewilderment, let him wipe away my tears, and then I could see his face clearly.

Those pupils are extremely light gray, embedded in the slightly raised phoenix eyes, appearing a little colder than ordinary immortals.

"I'm not Yun Min." He frowned, as if he was suppressing some emotions, "Look clearly, who am I?"

"Fu, Qing?" I raised my heart and asked him persistently, "Are you Fu Qing?"

"It's me," he said.

My heart sank, I couldn't help feeling panicked, and said in a dull tone: "So...you are Fu Qing."

What about Yun Mo?

Oh, I remembered, I remembered.

Ten years ago, I ascended to immortality not because of myself, but because I took the opportunity from Yun Mo.He gave me his heart, but he died, and I really forgot about him completely, and even fell in love with others in the blink of an eye.

Suddenly, I heard Fu Qing speak, the voice was rarely filled with emotion, it was not as cold and calm as before.

"Young She, why did you do this for me? You have drained your blood for three days, and your whole body is too exhausted. I can hardly save you. If something happens to you, I—"

He paused for a moment, breathing heavily: "During the days when you were in a coma, I have thought about a lot of things, and I also have a lot of things I want to say to you."

I rolled my eyes numbly, and my eyes fell on him.

"Maybe you were born to be my nemesis, or maybe I'm really easy to coax."

"Every time you talk sweet words to me, I get dizzy and almost forget how you treated me back then."

"But I dare not forget."

"So tell yourself, if I like someone, I must exchange my sincerity for my sincerity. If that person's sincerity is not pure, I would rather not have it."

"But if it's you, I..."

Fu Qing closed his eyes lightly.After a long silence, he continued: "No matter what the purpose of your approaching me is, I don't want to pursue it further. If it were you, I think... I'll admit it."

Did he admit it?

He didn't recognize me when he was the only one with my heart and eyes, he didn't recognize it when I cut out my heart and blood for him, and he didn't recognize it when I wasted my cultivation for him.

Now I remembered everything, but he told me, did he admit it?

This scene was so sad and ridiculous that it brought tears to my eyes and I couldn't help laughing out loud.After crying and laughing for a while, I closed the corners of my mouth and looked at him expressionlessly: "What did you recognize?"

"Whether it's Di Ji or Yun Man, I don't want to care about who you have in mind right now."

Fu Qing took out a wooden figurine from the gold pouch at his waist, rubbed it lightly, and his gaze was rare and gentle: "This is the congratulatory gift you gave me in Dongji back then. After that incident, I always wanted to throw it away, but Always reluctant."

"Take it out now, not for other reasons, but just want to tell you, in fact, I have already been moved." Fu Qing twitched the corners of his mouth, and suddenly smiled slightly, illuminating the dense night.

"I didn't want to tell you, for fear that you would be too proud."

This was the first time he smiled at me, but I didn't feel joy in my heart, only felt a deep cold.Because I can see clearly - the wood carving in his hand only has a pair of phoenix eyes carved up, and the rest of the facial features have not had time to carve because of too much haste.

absurd.

It's ridiculous.

It was originally written for Yun Mo, but it was sent to Fu Qing by mistake.If it were someone else, maybe it would not be so easy to dismiss, but he happened to have a pair of similar phoenix eyes with Yun Jie, so he couldn't tell them apart.

Things have come to this, I still do not understand.

It turns out, it turns out... On Linlang Tianque, it was never him who I caught a glimpse of, but those eyes that were indistinguishable from Yun Mo?

Was this ardent love born out of nowhere completely wrong from the very beginning...?

"Fu Qing." I was exhausted physically and mentally, and closed my eyes wearily, "I remembered, this wood carving was not given to you in the first place."