The price of rebirth

The former Su Yan went back just like that.Later, he regretted that he didn't go to his father, as long as he walked, his father could see him, why didn't he go, why did he turn around and go back, isn't he angry with himself?He regretted it for a long time, but even though he regretted it in his heart, he couldn't bring himself to go to City A again. He just stayed at home in City C, thinking about it that way.

At about three o'clock on this cloudy day, the sun sneaked out a little bit.

Su Yan stood at the door for more than ten minutes, then slowly took off his glasses and left the mall.

Qin Yue followed his parents to Liang Kui's house and only opened his mouth to say the first sentence in a few days. When he opened his mouth, he found that his lips seemed to be stuck, and he almost couldn't even say the first sentence.

"Cousin." Simple two words, pale and weak.

Liang Kui hugged Qin Yue and sat on the sofa, and said with a smile: "Why don't you play with me for a few days after you come back, why are you hiding at home all day?"

Qin Yue said indifferently: "You didn't look for me either, by the way, Su Yan has come to City A, do you know?"

Liang Kui was surprised: "Really?"

"If you don't believe me, you can ask my parents. Su Yan came here with me, and he is probably at his father's place now."

Liang Kuiteng stood up, smiled and said: "Great, tell me the address quickly, I'll pick him up to play, Su Yan is so uninteresting, why didn't you tell me when you came to City A."

"I don't know the address, you can call and ask yourself."

Liang Kui glared at him a few times, and hurriedly called Su Yan.

It took a long time for Su Yan to connect, and the voice, obviously not awake, came lazily from the other side.

"Are you sleeping?" Liang Kui glanced at the clock, it was eleven o'clock in the morning.

"Hmm... Ha, what can I do for you?" Su Yan lay on the soft bed, rubbed his messy hair, and yawned wearily.

"Where are you?" Liang Kui asked with a frown.

"Hotel." Su Yan got up and looked for a change of clothes.

"Aren't you looking for your father?"

"No."

Didn't find it, or something, Liang Kui didn't know what was going on, but he was inexplicably unhappy when he heard that he was staying in a hotel.

"Give me your address, and I'll pick you up to my house."

"No, I'm going straight to the airport, time is running out."

"Go back so soon?"

"Ah."

"why?"

"Go back to celebrate the New Year."

"..."

Liang Kui hurried to the hotel entrance, and immediately saw Su Yan standing at the hotel entrance with simple luggage.

Su Yan stood on the steps, wearing a windbreaker, with his head slightly raised, staring at the billboard on the opposite building.

That's not like a teenager in high school, this idea was planted in Liang Kui's mind.

However, Su Yan is so handsome, Liang Kui couldn't help smiling and walking towards Su Yan.

"If you don't come, I'll leave." Su Yan said with a light smile.

Liang Kui quickly admitted his mistake: "The city is strictly controlled, and it is inconvenient for me to have no driver's license, so I found a motorcycle, come with me, go to my house for dinner, and meet my parents. Yue Yue is there too, don't worry go back."

Su Yan shook his head resolutely: "Next time, it's not easy to get a ticket at this time, so as to avoid the trouble of exchanging it. Will you take me to the airport?"

"No!" Liang Kui said angrily.

Su Yan stroked his hair that was blown by the wind, and walked directly to the side of the road with his luggage: "See you next year."

"..." Liang Kui gritted his teeth and stared at Su Yan waving to stop the car, but there was no empty car for a long time, Liang Kui gloated: "If you want to stop a car, you have to go to the previous stop, at least ten minutes."

Su Yan glanced at him, and Liang Kui smiled triumphantly: "It's just a meal, I will take you to the airport in the afternoon."

Su Yan raised the corners of his mouth and smiled, hung the luggage bag on the back of the motorcycle, stretched his long legs, occupied the driving seat of the motorcycle, started the engine, turned his head to look at Liang Kui who was about to stare at him: "Let me drive, I will park the car at the airport, you remember to pick it up."

The motorcycle slowly took a few steps, and Liang Kui jumped up to catch up: "Bastard! Stop it for me, I won't lend it to you, you can go back by yourself if you have the ability."

Su Yan ignored him and continued to drive forward slowly. Passers-by saw Liang Kui chasing after him with his butt pouted, swearing while running.

Seeing the traffic police not far away, Liang Kui gritted his teeth, jumped onto the back seat of the motorcycle angrily, and gave Su Yan a slap in the face: "Go over! Don't be intercepted!"

Su Yan showed a winner's smile, and said loudly: "Hold on to my waist." After saying that, the car rushed out with a whimper.Liang Kui, who was in the back seat, had been on guard for a long time and held on to Su Yan tightly so that he was not shaken to death.

"Your mother! You're going in the wrong direction, where are you going?"

"Airport."

"Left, left, you can't read road signs!"

"The wind hurts my eyes..." Su Yan admitted honestly.

Liang Kui laughed so hard that the car body trembled.

"Hahaha, I forgot to wear a helmet to come out..."

"So it's funny?"

"..." Liang Kui thought about it carefully, what a joke!Why did he forget to wear a helmet? It wasn't because he was in a hurry and forgot in a hurry.

"Why do you have to rush home?" Liang Kui asked regretfully.

"I saw my dad."

"Ok?"

"He didn't see me."

"..."

"I think city C is better than city A, and I want to go back."

"...I still have me in City A. Who am I? I can get closer to you than your father. You come to my house for the New Year. City A is very fun."

"Liang Kui, you can invite me next winter, and I will definitely promise you then."

"Cut, it will be next year." Liang Kui looked up in disdain, and through the mirror on the front of the car, he saw Su Yan's smiling face. The cold wind blew Su Yan's hair back, revealing a clear forehead and face. The wind knife cut on the cheek, adding a bit of chill, Su Yan, who was smiling in the cold, somehow made people get closer.

Liang Kui clasped his hands together, tightly wrapped around Su Yan's waist, and pressed his body against Su Yan's back: "We two are so stupid, don't you think so?"

"Ok?"

"My mother, I'm about to blow me to death." Liang Kui rolled his body and cried.

Su Yan laughed: "Who told you to forget to wear a helmet? It's really cold, but it's quite interesting, just treat it as a winter swim. Doing silly things occasionally is good for your physical and mental health."

"Fart, nonsense, I want to jump out of the car right now." Liang Kui opened his mouth to face the wind, and the wind poured into his mouth. He intentionally made an ooh ooh sound, which was as terrifying and distant as a ghost howling.

This long road seems to have no end.The wind is very cold, but the cheeks are gradually numb and gradually accepted.Liang Kui sang a song in the back of the car, cursing and laughing for a while.

Su Yan always kept smiling, and the motorcycle raced in the wind, leaving afterimages of the two teenagers.

The long road has an end. When the motorcycle stopped, the wind stopped, and the singing stopped.

There was a brief silence in the ears, and the emptiness did not fit.

"I have to go, drive carefully on the way back."

Liang Kui waved his hand stiffly: "It's okay to leave."

"Ah."

Su Yan gradually went away, seeing that he was about to disappear, Liang Kui called out to him: "Su Yan!"

Su Yan turned around and looked at him suspiciously.

Liang Kui sneered: "I teased you, it's okay."

"Boring." Su Yan cursed in a low voice, and blinked away from Liang Kui's sight.

When he returned home, Liang Kui was almost frozen to death.

Suddenly limp on the sofa and asked to be served: "Yueyue, pour me a cup of tea, I'm cold and thirsty, ouch, mom, did you save me some food?"

"Stay, brat ran out quietly, are you a classmate?"

"He went back, and he couldn't stay there anyway."

"Why are you in such a hurry, let's have a meal anyway." Father Liang sighed.

"He went back to celebrate the New Year."

"That's what it should be." Father Liang nodded.

"Is Su Yan with his father?" Qin Yue asked.

"No."

"He went back alone?"

"Ah."

"..." Qin Yue rubbed his head and didn't ask any more questions.

Su Yan returned to City C in a pretty good mood. He had nothing to do at home, so he went online to tease the dog every day.He asked Aunt Xu about ending the kitchen table. Aunt Xu was shocked, but she couldn't influence Su Yan's decision.The business of Caitaizi was about to end, but the fruit shop was still open. Aunt Xu was transferred by Su Yan to look at the fruit shop. The salary was the same as before, which made Aunt Xu breathe a sigh of relief. She was afraid of losing her job.At this age, once unemployed, it is too difficult to find a new job.

The Spring Festival is getting closer and closer, the community is busy, every household is doing New Year's goods, only Su Yan and Aunt Xu are idle.

When Su Yan was eating at Aunt Xu's house, she asked her: "Is your daughter still not coming back this year?"

Aunt Xu said in a nasal voice: "Well... She hung up the phone impatiently before she said a few words... She said she was busy with work and needed to earn money during the Chinese New Year."

"...You should make more calls."

"She always dislikes me..." Aunt Xu stroked her forehead, "What sin did I do to raise such a daughter."

"One day she will understand you." Su Yan comforted, he vaguely remembered in his previous life, probably in the spring of next year, Aunt Xu's daughter will come back, Aunt Xu is not far away from the day when mother and daughter reunite, unfortunately He couldn't tell her the good news now.

Years later, Su Yan went out and bought a lot of beautiful fireworks for later use. This year, there is a newly built Ewha Square in City C. On New Year’s Eve, there will be a grand fireworks display. After that time, not only will there be official fireworks, but citizens will also be invited to It's not easy to set off fireworks during the New Year's Eve in the city. Usually, people go to the seaside and riverside to have a good time. This year, it was held in the square, which attracted countless citizens early on.In the community where Su Yan lived, people discussed this topic every day, and a group of children clamored to watch the fireworks.

In the blink of an eye, it was the morning of New Year's Eve, and Zhang Wei called him and asked, "Another New Year's Eve alone?" He asked categorically.

Su Yan laughed: "Well, Boss Zhang is very happy this year, with his lovely wife to accompany him."

Zhang Wei chuckled: "That's it, do you want to come over? I have a few friends here, and we will hold a party together."

"Thank you for your kindness. I have an appointment tonight, so I won't bother you."

Zhang Wei smiled ambiguously: "There is a date, no wonder. High school student, really good. Good time, young people, have fun, I wish you a happy new year in advance."

"Happy New Year!"

Su Yan cleaned up the house, prepared plenty of snacks and fruits on the coffee table, and filled the refrigerator with ingredients, including chicken soup and dumplings.

In the afternoon, Su Yan took a shower and changed into new clothes for the New Year.

After dinner, it was already dark outside and it was not winter.

Su Yan took a taxi and rushed to the Ewha Square, where the police officers had already stood in a circle under the orderly arrangement. After all, setting off fireworks is a somewhat dangerous act. While celebrating the New Year, one must not forget about safety.It is really not easy to do this once in the Ewha City for so many years.

When Su Yan was a child, he heard that fireworks could be set off casually during the Chinese New Year in the countryside, and he was very envious. Later, his parents took him to the riverside to satisfy his addiction to setting off fireworks.

Most of the citizens in the coming square are family members, or relatives and friends.But by the stands outside the square, there are also a few migrant workers and wage earners. These are all people who have not bought tickets and cannot go home.

All Su Yan bought were large firework sticks, which were safe to light and took up space.

At seven o'clock sharp, the fireworks exploded in the square in the sky, and the fiery trees and silver flowers never ceased, illuminating the smiling faces underneath.

Amidst the brilliant fireworks, songs of Happy New Year rang out all around the square. Su Yan felt that the song was well composed and the melody was cheerful and popular. As long as one listened to it, it was easy to be infected with the true meaning of the four words Happy New Year.A smile followed suit so easily.

Once he came here in despair, watching the fireworks in the sky on the lonely New Year's Eve, the happy singing made him gradually forget his loneliness.Even at that time, on that New Year's Eve, he felt genuinely happy.

Amidst the noise, Su Yan smiled and lit the firework stick in his hand, beautiful fireworks were set off, and children surrounded him and applauded.

Su Yan stared at the fireworks, but counted silently in his heart.

When he set off the No.11 pyrotechnic stick, he heard a familiar voice.

Liang Kui rushed to City C in a hurry, but spent time at Su Yan's house, calling his cell phone, but Su Yan didn't answer it.Liang Kui was so angry that he slammed on the wall, and the woman next door said, "He seems to have gone to the square to set off fireworks."

Running to the crowded square with tens of thousands of people, and seeing the brilliant fireworks in the sky from a distance, Liang Kui couldn't help slowing down, raised his head and looked up at the night sky with everyone, under the dark curtain, the gorgeous picture composed of sparks sparkled, dazzling to the heart.It's no wonder that so many words say 'bright as fireworks', more brilliant than fireworks, it must be the most beautiful thing.

Liang Kui was submerged in the crowd, he searched and caught every similar figure.It's not easy, the crowds are like a sea, and the night is too dark.

The wind is cold, but people's hearts are boiling.

Like many others, Liang Kui was sweating profusely.

He kept running until he found what he was looking for.

Surrounded by several children, Su Yan stood out from the crowd, holding the charming fireworks and watching them intently, as if listening to the short-lived wonderful youth of the fireworks.

Liang Kui pushed the man aside, jumped up, waved his hands and shouted at him hoarsely: "Su Yan!"

With such a loud voice, Su Yan might not be able to hear it.

There was no way he couldn't hear it, no matter how noisy it was.

As he expected, Su Yan turned his head and looked at him in surprise.

Liang Kui's heart was instantly satisfied.

He came here after a tiring day, and his passion was not in vain.

He left his family behind to spend the New Year with Su Yan.

Su Yan, how can you be unhappy.

One's fireworks become two's New Year's Eve.

Su Yan still remembers what kind of mood that was, and the years have never erased that memory.

After fleeing back to City C, he fell seriously ill and had a fever of 39 degrees, which no one knew about.

He only knew that he was sick, his head was dizzy, and he didn't know what to do or what he could do.The body seems to have lost power, lying quietly on the bed, indifferent.

In a daze, he thought that no matter whether it was his father or mother who came back, he could help him.

He didn't think too much, and fell into a deep sleep.

When I woke up again, my body got better automatically, and there was no one in the house.

He finally stood up, took the medicine, and went to a nearby hospital to get an IV.

For a short time, he missed his father's call, and he didn't call again until New Year's Eve this year.

Not knowing how to spend the Chinese New Year, he followed others to the square.

It was very lively here, and he forgot his troubles when it was so lively.He hoped that the fireworks would bloom until dawn and welcome the first rays of morning light.

His dream was not realized, the first ray of morning light was not seen.

But earlier, he saw the unexpected sunshine.

Liang Kui, who appeared here like magic at that time, was the sunshine at night, the only Liang Kui.

"Su Yan, I'm here to celebrate the New Year with you."

Holding up the fireworks, Liang Kui told him with a bright smile.

Su Yan raised his head to watch the fireworks going off. Those fireworks all resembled Liang Kui's smiling face.

Maybe at that moment of youth, he will be magically hindered.

"Happy New Year!"