The price of rebirth

When the twelve o'clock bell rang in the square, the crowd erupted into the sky and resounded 'Happy New Year'. The magic power of just four words made everyone smile.

Such a Spring Festival, there is no regret to complain.

The crowded crowd began to evacuate slowly, Liang Kui dragged Su Yan to run at high speed, and forcefully seized a taxi to go home.

Liang Kui ran upstairs in a hurry, but fortunately the things he brought were still at the door of Su Yan's house and were not stolen.

"What are these?" Su Yan smiled.

"Eat! I know you can't cook, hehe, I can't either, so I brought a lot of cooked dishes, and you can eat them as long as they are warmed up."

Entering the living room, Liang Kui's eyes lit up, it was rare to see such a fireworks atmosphere in this house.The snacks and fruits on the coffee table are neatly arranged, as if they have been prepared for a long time.

Su Yan's refrigerator is also very rich, and Liang Kui brought out the chicken soup happily: "I want to eat this! The chicken soup made by you southerners is delicious. My mother can't make this taste, I don't know what seasoning is missing."

"Eat it if you want. There are two native chickens stewed in it. You can eat as much as you want. Do you want to add noodles? I'll go to heat up the pot first."

"Add some vermicelli, I also have roast chicken and roast duck."

"Can I fall asleep after eating these tonight?" Su Yan muttered suspiciously, leaned over and turned on the stove, Liang Kui waited impatiently with a chicken soup bowl, and said with a smile: "Then don't sleep, New Year's Eve happens to be a vigil, so there's nothing wrong with us fighting all night, we can sleep in tomorrow, for fear of getting caught."

"Playing games at night?"

"It's up to you, how about watching the Spring Festival Gala together?" Liang Kui stared at Su Yan's profile and asked back.

Su Yan said contemptuously: "The Spring Festival Gala is over."

Liang Kui regretted that although watching the Spring Festival Gala with his family every year felt very boring, but this year's New Year's Eve, for some reason, he especially wanted to watch the Spring Festival Gala, and watching it with Su Yan didn't seem to feel boring.

The chicken soup was poured into the pot, and the two waited aside. No one spoke for a while, and the only thing in the room was the sound of the flame in the stove.

Su Yan stared at the fire, Liang Kui stared at the pot.

It was so quiet, it was abnormally quiet.

Su Yan suddenly turned his head and looked at Liang Kui: "Why did you come to my house today?"

Liang Kui blinked and said directly, "Come to accompany you."

"...why come to accompany me?"

"There are so many why, I just want to accompany you, so I came here after thinking about it." Liang Kui said it as a matter of course.

Su Yan laughed, not everyone can take it for granted like Liang Kui.

Therefore, there is only one Liang Kui.

"Your parents don't talk about you?" Su Yan lifted the lid of the pot and put the fans in.

Liang Kui folded his arms and smiled triumphantly: "Quack, my grandparents are celebrating the New Year at my second uncle's house this year, and my parents are also much more relaxed. They are more proud than me. They went to the poker table early in the morning on New Year's Eve. I won’t be back until twelve o’clock in the evening. Tsk, they’re all outside, why should I stay alone? I said I’d come to accompany you during the Chinese New Year, and my dad agreed without saying a word, but I had to go home for the second day of junior high school. Happy New Year, Uncle."

In his previous life, Su Yan was disappointed when he heard these words. He always felt that if Liang Kui's parents didn't play cards, Liang Kui would definitely not come to him.

But now Su Yan doesn't think that way, no matter whether Liang Kui's family is busy or not, even if Liang Kui only has one thought, that intention is true.

And, he did come.

People in the world like to use fate to explain how two people meet and get to know each other. All coincidences can be regarded as fate.

The chicken soup in the pot boiled, and the aroma wafted away.The roasted chicken and roasted duck in the microwave oven were also hot. Liang Kui put his foot on the chair, sat down, drank a few sips of chicken soup to warm his stomach, breathed a sigh of relief, and flicked his chopsticks in the big soup bowl, and was suddenly surprised: "Ouch , I have three chicken legs."

"Cut, it's just for you, two chickens and four legs, I'll give you three, be content."

"Hahaha, then I'm not welcome."

The soup stewed by two big boys and two chickens was nothing. They ate half of it in a few handfuls and saved some for tomorrow morning. Lazily watching and eating on the sofa, Su Yan was too full to lie on the sofa and didn't want to move.

Liang Kui nestled at Su Yan's feet, with one foot resting on Su Yan's lap and the other resting on the tea table.

The Spring Festival Gala of the rebroadcast station was playing on the screen, Liang Kui was listening to the singing, Su Yan suddenly raised his body halfway, stretched out his hand to grab a handful of paws, and then lay down again, slowly cracking melon seeds.

When Liang Kui saw him eating melon seeds, his brows twitched and his body collapsed.

Su Yan noticed something strange, and asked inexplicably, "What's the matter? Do you want to eat melon seeds?"

Liang Kui shook his head, "Do you like eating sunflower seeds?"

"It's okay." Su Yan was puzzled.

"..."

Liang Kui didn't know what to say, could he say that he was haunted by strange dreams recently.

It's not really a dream, nor is it a nightmare.

It's just a dream that keeps repeating. He dreamed of Su Yan's grave when he was in school, but he didn't dream of it when he went home. He was relieved.

But after sending Su Yan to the airport that day, he began to dream at night.

The dream is Su Yan's home at this time, the furnishings, the sofa, and even the dilapidated state have not changed at all.The calendar is last year's calendar, with the words 'New Year's Eve' clearly marked on it.

The TV in the living room was playing the Spring Festival Gala, singing and dancing on it, and the sound of the TV was so loud that Liang Kui, who was dreaming, wanted to curse.

But he couldn't swear, because behind the coffee table directly in front of the TV was Su Yan on the sofa.

Su Yan was wearing new clothes, still a red festive down jacket, with fluffy hair, which had obviously been specially washed.

The refreshing Su Yan sat alone on the sofa, holding a large bag of melon seeds in his left hand, and kept taking melon seeds with his right hand and stuffing them into his mouth in an orderly manner, one after another, endlessly, endlessly...

This is the strangest part of that dream. He dreamed all night. Su Yan sat on the sofa and stared at the screen watching the Spring Festival Gala. whitish.But Su Yanhao didn't notice it, and continued to eat melon seeds, like a robot specially used for eating melon seeds, once it was started, it didn't know to stop.

How long and boring that dream was.

In the end, Liang Kui thought that he was Su Yan, and it was him who was sitting there eating melon seeds.

He replaced Su Yan, and continued to crack the melon seeds. Slowly, the window was brightly lit, and there was lively cheers from outside the room. Many people from the next door started rushing to the door to pay New Year's greetings, but he just didn't know to stop.

At three poles in the sun, when a large bag of melon seeds was eaten, he lowered his head in a daze, paused, threw away the empty bag, turned off the TV, and went to the bedroom with stiff legs to sleep.

In the morning, Liang Kui woke up from his dream, ran to the living room uncontrollably, and yelled angrily, "Dad! Mom!"

Mother Liang jumped out of the kitchen: "Such a loud voice scared me to death. Why did I go crazy early in the morning?"

Father Liang came out of the study: "What are you shouting about?"

Looking at the two, Liang Kui exhaled as if exhausted, and shook his head tiredly: "It's nothing, I thought you were not here."

"You're not at the age of breastfeeding, and you're still clinging to your parents?" Liang's mother giggled.

Liang Kui glared at her, regaining his vitality, "I want fried eggs! I want three!" He strode to wash up.

Su Yan ate a few more melon seeds, and Liang Kui snatched them away: "Eating melon seeds is annoying, can you eat something else?"

"... Something wrong." Su Yan cursed in a low voice.

Liang Kui stared at Su Yan, "Su Yan, tell me honestly, do you have autism?"

"..." Apart from looking at him, Su Yan didn't know what to say.

"Don't look at me, let you talk."

"You are the one who is sick?" Su Yan sneered, he was confused, he had never met Liang Kui asking this question in his previous life, so where did this song come from, what kind of gossip did Liang Kui hear?

Liang Kui kicked him and said horizontally: "I'm not joking. I consulted experts, and experts said that your situation belongs to the category of autism."

Su Yan stood up straight, dumbfounding: "What's the matter with me?"

"You...eat melon seeds...eat lotus seed rice..." Liang Kui blushed suddenly, he was really stupid, it was stupid enough to consult for a dream, and he imposed the situation in the dream on Su Yan in reality.That is a dream!Not Su Yan sitting here.But why did he care so much? Although he didn't see Su Yan eating melon seeds in such a weird and terrifying way, he remembered Su Yan's enthusiasm for eating lotus seed rice, which was too similar to eating melon seeds. He grabbed a handful of small things and never wanted to stop. He ate and ate until someone interrupted him.

Su Yan punched Liang Kui lightly on the head: "Eating melon seeds is not a crime! But your brain should consult experts, have you been caught by the door?"

Liang Kui jumped up immediately: "You are the one whose head was caught by the door. I care about you. If you feel bored, remember to find me, find Lin Qiang, find friends to play with, don't be bored alone."

"..." Su Yan was silent, he squinted his eyes and pondered, wondering why Liang Kui's words came from.

Seeing him pondering, Liang Kui was suddenly unhappy.Vigorously pushing and shoving Su Yan: "Wash up and sleep, it's getting late. Is it okay if I sleep with you?"

"Ah."

Nested in the warm quilt, the two of them didn't feel sleepy at all.

The quiet night is suitable for talking about your thoughts.

Liang Kui has always been carefree, but this year he was forced to put on a lot of worries.He found that just living well and being free was not everything in life. He would think of his cousin Qin Yue, and he would feel melancholy when thinking of him.Thinking of Su Yan, thinking of him, both joy and worry.

"Su Yan, do you want to sleep?"

"Do not want to."

"Then listen to me." Liang Kui turned around and faced Su Yan, but saw Su Yan's back was turned to him, and immediately pulled Su Yan, and the two faced each other: "Don't tell others what I'm telling you now. "

"Ok?"

"Forget it, I believe you. Su Yan, do you know about homosexuality?" In the darkness, Liang Kui's voice was empty, not at all like his usual self.

"... I have heard of it."

"Su Yan, do you hate homosexuality?"

"do not know."

"Don't hate it in the future."

"..."

"Yue Yue is gay, I don't hate him, and you don't hate him either." Liang Kui's voice was flinching, it was the first time that Su Yan experienced Liang Kui's timid emotion, he and Qin Yue really had a good relationship, he I sincerely hope that Qin Yue can do better, Qin Yue doesn't even know that a cousin has worried about him.

This New Year's Eve is special, whether it is Liang Kui's arrival or Liang Kui's words.

Su Yan once lost his heart because of Liang Kui's appearance, and because of Liang Kui's words, he saw a brand new door, a narrow fork in the road full of unknowns and temptations.

The moment Liang Kui said those thoughts, Su Yan's heart almost stopped beating.His body temperature rose rapidly, his whole body was boiling, he was filled with excitement and joy, yes, he felt joy.Because he saw a brand new road, the road he wanted to walk with Liang Kui.

Men and men can also be together.

If he had to have someone to accompany him, he wanted to be with Liang Kui.

He fantasizes about the faces of all the beauties, none of which are as lovely as Liang Kui's.

Liang Kui didn't know that he was creating a storm in Su Yan's heart. He sighed sadly: "I don't know how to help Yue Yue in this matter, and I dare not tell him. To be honest, it doesn't matter who he likes. I was afraid that he would not be able to bear the pressure. His appearance was a bit scary. I wanted to talk to Guan Wen, but once I found the intersection of his house, I saw Guan Wen’s forehead and arms covered in gauze from a long distance. His father was stretched. Walking behind with a straight face, I don't know what to say, so I can only leave. Su Yan, what do you think we should do about this?"

"Look for Qin Yue to play and relax." Su Yan said concisely, Liang Kui's worry was right, Qin Yue was not just wrong, it was very wrong.

"That's right..." Liang Kui smiled wryly.

"Liang Kui, do you like boys?" Su Yan's question that night became a rest.

No one answered, and no one answered after waiting for a long, long time.

Su Yan didn't know when he couldn't wait any longer and fell asleep unknowingly.

On the morning of the first day of junior high school, Liang Kui's eyes were as red as blood, and he clearly told others that he didn't fall asleep all night.

"Jie Jie Jie, do you know what that kid did? That kid stared at you all night with wide eyes, Jie Jie, so scary and terrifying, even more so than Sadako."

Su Yan didn't talk to him. He regretted countless times in his later life for such a simple sentence. If he didn't say that sentence, if he didn't pick that head, if he didn't touch taboos, he... at least he could still have sex with Liang Kui. Friends for life.

But there is no regret medicine to take. In the countless times of regret, why not taste the joy of aftertaste countless times.

Regret and no regret, just because there are too many regrets.

Liang Kui fell asleep from exhaustion in the morning, and Su Yan cooked dumplings for him to save.

On the first day of the new year, there was a pale land outside the window, and it was snowing all night last night, but the scenery this morning is beautiful.

Su Yan came back from Aunt Xu's New Year's greetings, suddenly paused, quickly locked into the bathroom, and sneaked into the space.

"Jie Jie, gave birth to five cubs, not bad."

Su Yan squatted on the ground happily stroking the five newborn Tibetan Mastiffs. God of War and God of Zhan lay on the ground, lovingly rubbing their heads against the children, surrounding them in the middle to shelter them from the wind and rain.

"It's a good day to be born on the first day of the new year. I have to think about the names of the five babies. Congratulations to the happy family."

God of War stood up, raised his head and let out a high-pitched cry. The huge lion head touched Su Yan. Su Yan laughed and stroked its hair: "You are already a father, so don't act like a spoiled child to me."

God of War let out a low growl, picked up a little boy in his mouth, and approached Su Yan.

Su Yan was surprised: "Feed me?"

God of War nodded, and Su Yan laughed: "My house is small, so it will be wronged. When I buy a big house in the future, I will release all of you to accompany me, how about it?"

The God of War couple nodded, and Su Yan was overjoyed: "You are so smart, if you let it out, others might be scared, haha. But since you are so smart, you will definitely be able to pretend to be stupid."

Liang Kui didn't wake up until noon. He was in a bad mood and his eyes were still bloodshot.

"I've warmed up the food, eat it quickly." Su Yan sat on the sofa watching TV, watched Liang Kui get up, and didn't say anything else.

Liang Kui washed up in silence and ate in silence.

Zhao Benshan's skit was playing on the TV, and there was continuous laughter in it, Su Yan also laughed, the smile was quiet, the corners of the mouth were slightly raised, it was very beautiful.

Liang Kui stared at Su Yan's smiling face, wanting to bury his head in the rice bowl.

"Su Yan, what did you mean by what you said yesterday?"

Liang Kui held back for a long time, and finally couldn't help asking.

Su Yan didn't turn his head back: "Do you like boys?"

"What's the meaning!"

"Just what you want."

Boom!

Liang Kui knocked away the chair, his anger rose, and he rushed out of Su Yan's house with his wallet.

Su Yan knew that in a short time, he would not come back.