The price of rebirth

After Liang Kui returned home, he was very depressed and looked listless.Su Yan thought that he was worrying about Qin Yue and Guan Wen's affairs, not to mention Liang Kui as a cousin who was worried about Qin Yue's affairs, even Su Yan was helpless, and had no way to help Qin Yue.

If the relationship between Qin Yue and Guan Wen is a math problem, then there is currently no solution to that problem.

It has nothing to do with age and experience, there are some difficulties, and it is a dilemma where to put it.Su Yan silently recalled everything about Qin Yue. He didn't like Qin Yue very much before, because he couldn't understand Qin Yue.It wasn't until later that he also became 'Qin Yue' that he really realized what kind of mood it was.

Hei who can't see his fingers, all his efforts seem to be in vain.

For a long time, Qin Yue became his nightmare.

Guan Wen was hospitalized due to stomach bleeding, and there was quite a commotion. As neighbors, Qin Yue's family naturally heard the sound of an ambulance that night. The Qin family and his wife knew the reason for Guan Wen's discharge from the hospital the next day.Qin's father snorted coldly and went out to socialize. Mrs. Qin kept her face sullen for a long time, staring at her son and sternly told her: "Stay at home and don't go anywhere. I'll call your cousin." The son is sure I was very worried about that kid Guan Wen, if he was let out to play with his cousin at this time, he might find a reason to go to the hospital halfway.

This was what Qin Yue expected, he nodded silently, after breakfast, Qin Yue returned to his room.Holding the newly purchased mobile phone, Qin Yue couldn't muster up the energy and mood to ask about Guan Wen's situation.His and Guan Wen's homes are separated by a wall, close at hand, but far away in the world.This is the number of times Guan Wen has been hospitalized... Qin Yue doesn't want to count them down. Ever since their relationship was accidentally exposed, they have been constantly injured, both physically and mentally. New injuries add to old ones. It seems that there will never be a day of recovery.He slumped on the quilt tiredly, leaving his head blank.

Su Yan spent the New Year's Day in Liang's house in peace and stability. It was a very lively New Year, a warm and happy home. After staying for a long time, he was reluctant to go back.

But don't give up, don't give up, some things are beautiful, but you can't have them.

"I can go to the airport by myself. If you are so busy, don't see me off." Su Yan said to Liang Kui at the door with his luggage.

After Liang Kui changed his shoes, he insisted: "I have to send you to the airport no matter what. My uncle and the others are really serious. What kind of year do you worship on the first day of the new year! They don't let people have a good rest for a day."

Su Yan laughed: "That's your uncle, don't talk nonsense."

"You too, you don't care how many guests are in my house. It's my parents' business whether you are busy or not. Why are you rushing back?" Liang Kui complained dissatisfiedly. Their family is indeed very busy during the Chinese New Year. Come to pay New Year's greetings, his parents also want to pay New Year's greetings to others, and there is very little free time at home.There were too many guests, anyone who came had to ask Su Yan's identity curiously, Su Yan felt uncomfortable.

Su Yan rolled up the scarf, squinted his eyes and looked at the distant street, and said softly: "I always feel guilty."

Although the voice was very low, Liang Kui, who was close, still heard it. He was about to touch Su Yan's shoulder. Hearing this, his outstretched hand paused, put it down and picked up the luggage, and turned to look at the door of his own house: " Let's go, I'll take you to the airport."

Liang Kui watched with his own eyes the plane carrying Su Yan take off into the sky. He stood by the glass window and quietly looked at the empty sky for a long time.

When Su Yan got home, it was almost time for lunch.He put away his luggage casually, turned around and went to Aunt Xu's house. Aunt Xu was finally not alone this year. She had been looking forward to her daughter coming back last spring for many years. She stayed for a few days and left again. Every time I only stay for a few days and leave, but fortunately I stayed during the Chinese New Year.

Aunt Xu saw Su Yan was overjoyed, and Su Yan smiled and cupped his hands in greeting: "Happy New Year."

"Xiaoyan, come in quickly, didn't you go to city A for the New Year? Why did you come back today?"

"Well, it's too busy there, so I'll be back."

"Xiaoyan, wait a minute. I'll call Minmin out. That kid doesn't like to go out when he comes back. He spends all day chatting on the computer." Aunt Xu complained with a smile.

The girl without makeup looks immature, she is really about the same age as Su Yan, and her facial features are quite delicate.Compared with the time when she came back in summer, Su Yan looked at her enchanting clothes and rich makeup from a distance, and this little appearance in front of her was much more comfortable.

"Happy New Year." Su Yan smiled politely.

Li Min smiled back indifferently: "Happy New Year."

Su Yan paid New Year's greetings to Aunt Xu's family, and then went to the street to find something to eat.He went to the square alone to watch the show, and received three calls on the way, all from Liang Kui.That guy is annoying to chatter, and a broken phone can last more than an hour.I was dismissed by several calls in one afternoon.

After eating pizza outside, it was completely dark when I came home.Su Yan was fighting in "Invincible Racing". On a day like today, the big boss Shu Jiye was also online. The two of them stuffed a few hands together, chatting while playing.

Shu Jiye didn't expect that he had already returned to City C, and suddenly he was unhappy and said, "You're idle, so come to me, I'll talk to you about the last project, I'm going to start it, just like you said, the idea It's interesting, but it's a side project, but if it works well, it will have a good reputation."

Su Yan agreed without hesitation: "Then I will fly there tomorrow."

"Ah."

Su Yan quickly booked the air ticket, packed some clothes, and was about to take a bath when Aunt Xu, mother and daughter came.

Su Yan greeted the two of them in surprise, served snacks and fruit, and asked curiously, "Aunt Xu wants to see me?"

Aunt Xu smiled awkwardly, looking at her daughter hesitantly.

Li Min changed into beautiful clothes and light makeup, her whole person has changed a lot, her appearance is mature, it can be seen at a glance that she is out of society.Su Yan admired this girl very much. She went out to work as a nanny after graduating from elementary school. When others graduated from junior high school, she had already run away from home and went to work alone.Now that other people have just graduated from high school, she has already come back after going around outside.Just looking at the style on the outside, it is different from the girls in school.

Li Min was completely unfamiliar with Su Yan, and it was only after she came back that she realized that the boss Su Yan her mother had mentioned was such a little boy.Although the two are about the same age, Li Min feels that Su Yan is different from her, she has seen a lot outside, and Su Yan is still a student, even if he has the courage to start a business, he is just a student, a flower in a greenhouse.

When she heard her mother say that the salary was [-] yuan a month, she was not shocked at first, but she was shocked when she learned that it had been [-] yuan a month since three years ago.Selling vegetables is not selling gold, and the sales girls in jewelry stores can't get so much in a month.She felt that Su Yan, the boss, was quite stupid, he was determined to be soft-hearted and easy to talk, and he was not doing charity with such a high salary.I saw Su Yan for the first time today, and later she asked her mother about business matters, Li Min laughed, this boss is really... still too young.

Li Min said: "Actually, it's nothing. City C is developing very well now. I've been drifting for a long time and I want to settle down at home. I don't want to work for others anymore. It's too tiring. So I want to start a small business in the next year. Listen My mother said that your vegetable business was very good before? I think it’s good to sell vegetables, it’s a small business, and it’s good to support the family.”

Hearing this, Su Yan was not in a hurry to speak, peeled an orange and stuffed it slowly into his mouth, then nodded: "Vegetable selling is pretty good, but it's hard work getting up early and staying late. But you and Aunt Xu are both hard-working people, so I'm not afraid of that. I suggest you to inquire about the vegetable table as soon as possible, for fear that it will be snatched away by someone in the next year. If I knew you had this idea, I would have kept my vegetable table for you back then, but it is a pity that you came back too late. "

Li Min smiled: "Thank you, I will fix the dish table. By the way, where did you buy the goods before? My mother said that you are very good at buying goods. This is the only one. Others' goods are not as good as yours."

Su Yan smiled: "This is a unique secret, I'm sorry, I can't tell you."

Li Min was not annoyed when she heard the words, she shook her head and said, "It's okay, if it were me, I wouldn't say it either. Multiple people know multiple competitions, it's too silly to say it, even though you don't sell vegetables now."

Su Yan didn't know whether Li Min was selling vegetables or not. He flew back to City A the next day and didn't tell Liang Kui. He lived in a hotel and went to the company every day.Liang Kui called him every day, but that idiot never noticed that the person on the other side of the phone was in the same city.

Su Yan can only stay in the company for too little time, and can only stay until the eighth day of the eighth day before school starts.

He didn't do anything in the past few days, he just perfected the original plan in more detail, and continued to improve after discussing with everyone.He is not trying to make a popular and powerful game, this is just one of the side projects, inspired by the mountain of test papers in the school.The idea of ​​this game was originally a game made up of all math problems.He feels that doing math problems is like breaking through a level. Starting from the first grade of elementary school, one plus one starts, and it keeps getting deeper and more complicated, just like leveling up and breaking through levels.He conceived "The Big Bang of Mathematics", and after showing it to Shu Jiye, after everyone discussed it, it became "The Big Bang at School".In short, all disciplines are covered.It takes some brains to make the learned knowledge points and boring exam questions into interesting and fun games.When people play games, they will not feel as painful as exams, and at the same time, they can learn knowledge skillfully.If it was really clever, the game wouldn't be a hit, but it would work the other way.

"Games for students and parents, from elementary school to high school. Maybe I should have a few drinks with the Education Bureau?" Shu Jiye said comfortably.

Su Yan and several colleagues squinted at Shu Jiye's belly, shook their heads and sighed.In a short period of time, they worked together to complete the most concise web version. Collecting the question types is a huge workload. It will take a long period of resistance. I guess they really need to find the Education Bureau.

"Don't worry, this game can be planned slowly. Recently, I caught a big fish and want to work together to introduce a foreign online game. What do you think?"

Su Yan's fingers jumped on the keyboard quickly, his eyes were fixed on the computer screen, and he said without looking back: "As long as you have funds, this is necessary. If you don't lack money, you can do it. "Invincible Racing" has been in operation for a year. Although the results have been very good over the years, but without large-scale online games to support the facade, our company is a head short. Now we need our own original online games, operating online games is not practical, and it is too difficult to go bankrupt. It is best to find someone to cooperate. Wait for the imported online games to operate In a year and a half, we can also produce our own online games."

Shu Jiye nodded, and suddenly said: "That boyfriend of yours has a good family background?"

"Um……"

"Can it be used?"

"No."

Shu Jiye snorted and continued to work on his documents.

Su Yan stopped what he was doing and glanced at his phone.

On the eighth day of the new year, Su Yan returned to school on time, and Liang Kui and Qin Yue also came back one after another.

When Su Yan saw Qin Yue for the first time, his heart trembled, as if the nightmare of that year was right in front of him.

Corresponding to those things, at this time Su Yan suddenly discovered that everything has a certain reason, there are clues, but unfortunately, none of them noticed it back then.

In fact, why do you need to think too much, just take a look at Qin Yue and look at him with your heart, he is so easy to understand, you can understand it at a glance.

He is like a well-placed glass vessel. The cabinet under him is suddenly crooked. Can it be intact on the cabinet?

Liang Kui secretly said to Su Yan: "Yueyue is in a bad mood, please help me find a way to enlighten him. After Guan Wen was discharged from the hospital, his family moved away suddenly. Yueyue didn't tell me. I found out about it myself. , but the more he didn't say anything, the more I was like this, the more I worried about him, he must feel very uncomfortable, but he just didn't want to tell me."

Su Yan stroked his forehead with a headache: "Do you know where Guan Wen moved?"

"You have to investigate to find out. Do you want Guan Wen to see more and more?"

"Of course it would be best if we could see each other... Guan Wen's family has moved away, what does your uncle say?"

Liang Kui spread his hands: "It's impossible for me to ask. If I don't talk about it, I don't know anything."

Su Yan frowned: "If he doesn't say anything, you can't let him be a boring gourd. You guide him to say, don't keep your thoughts in your heart."

After Su Yan finished speaking, he called Qin Yue over and sat down.He stared at Qin Yue, who laughed dryly: "What are you doing?"

Su Yan asked him solemnly: "Guan Wen has moved away, do you miss him very much? If you miss him very much, let Liang Kui find him and bring him here to meet you. We are your friends, don't lie."

Qin Yue was taken aback for a long time, then shook his head: "Honestly, I don't want him. I'm relieved that he moved away."

"You don't like him anymore?" Liang Kui was surprised.

"I can't say that... After so many years of relationship, how can I say that I don't like it or not? It's so simple, what else do we have to worry about." Qin Yue lowered his head slightly, shrugged his shoulders as if he was extremely tired, and said eloquently : "We have been together since we were young. Because we are neighbors and our parents have a good relationship. When the adults go out to play, we are put in the same room to play by ourselves. He protects me like a younger brother and never lets people bully me." Me. When it became love, even we don’t know. In short, when other people’s love was first opened, we also fell in love, and we were together naturally, without even hesitating. At first, I was really happy... I I was naive, thinking that one day I would tell my parents that nothing would happen to them. However, after the accidental exposure, everything came to naught... In that month, I was admitted to the hospital once for a week. Guan Wen was also admitted to the hospital , lived for a month... was beaten by my father and his father... our two families became enemies. When his parents saw me, they wanted to kill me. When my parents saw Guan Wen, they wanted to kill him. "Qin Yue smiled weakly: "Obviously there is no blood feud... We were friends for many years before."

"My mother asked me to transfer to another school, and Guan Wen also asked me to transfer, saying that everyone should be quiet. Those days were too noisy, and no one could stand the noise every day. When my parents sent me to City C, they said that as long as I let go If you don’t write the Guanwen, you will never be allowed to go home.”

"I was alone at the airport that day, I really thought they didn't want me..."

Liang Kui held Qin Yue's cold hand, took a deep breath and said, "That's your wild imagination. Didn't you let you go home to celebrate the New Year later? They are your parents, they are just savage mouths." He answered his parents' phone calls carefully, Qin Yue, who said with a smile that he didn't want to go back for the New Year, made Liang Kui feel distressed.He seemed to be holding a breath in his heart, but he didn't know whose fault he should say, was it his uncle who was too cruel to Qin Yue?Or is Qin Yue too unfilial?

"That time... I realized for the first time that it turned out that it felt so good to go home for the New Year, and I missed them very much."

Frustration makes people grow up, but the price of growing up is unbearable pain.

"Parents are more important than anything else. I thought about breaking up with Guan Wen, but I couldn't think of what it would be like to like a girl. I was probably born with it, and there was no way out."

Liang Kui's hands trembled: "You're not sick."

"Others say it's a disease."