Sentimental charm

Xi Chuan hurriedly kept his voice still in the corridor, and hid in a room next to him. Although he couldn't see the person who came, he could hear who it was from the words. As expected, Xi Chuan walked in The one at the front was Xue Zihan, followed by Li Liang, Xue Zilin, and Guan Lu who just confessed his love on the rostrum.

"Why did Xiao Sheng fall here? I can't drink so much and I drank so much." The voice came from Guan Lu, who had been in Xi Chuan's ear all night.

"Stop talking, get him back, I'll go in and have a look!" Xue Zihan's tone was not very good, although he usually spoke coldly without anger, but today he was obviously angry.

What happened to Xue Zihan, why did he speak like this, what made him angry.Could it be Guan Lu, but Xi Chuan thought it was impossible after thinking about it, even if the little lovers would quarrel occasionally, they were all flirting and cursing, besides, they didn't get angry so quickly.If it's not angry with Guan Lu, then what is it.

Xi Chuan suddenly felt annoyed at himself, he didn't intend to be friends any more, why would he think so much, it doesn't matter if he gets angry or not?Xi Chuan was very angry and collapsed on the ground, a weakness that cannot be controlled by will.Xi Chuan doesn't like this kind of self very much, just this time, it will never happen again in the future, such accidents cannot happen again in life.

The first person to go out dragged Xiao Sheng away, Xi Chuan hid in the room and did not dare to come out, because Xue Zihan hadn't come out yet, Xi Chuan wanted to go out and see what Xue Zihan was doing in the room, but reason told him not to do so.He had to be decisive in doing things, procrastination was not in Xi Chuan's character, Xi Chuan stayed in the room for about half an hour before he heard Xue Zihan's footsteps, and went downstairs in a hurry.

Only then did Xi Chuan take a long breath, and waited for a while, thinking that Xue Zihan should go far away, and then dragged his heavy steps out of the hotel. During the bustling time, no one noticed Xi Chuan, exchanging cups and glasses was so lively, Xi Chuan suddenly felt that such a world was far away from him, and a quiet world was more suitable for him.

The hustle and bustle outside is in stark contrast to the coldness of the campus. There are no people on the campus, and it is time to go back to the dormitory at ten o'clock, but the campus at this time is much brighter than in the middle of eight or nine o'clock. The moon has risen, but that kind of brightness is sharp and cold to Xi Chuan, and he has a cold war suddenly.

Back in the dormitory, Xi Chuan felt that this day was like a dream, but Yin Hao's sleeping presence made Xi Chuan understand that this was not a dream, and everything happened in reality.Perhaps inspired by Yin Hao, Xi Chuan subconsciously brought out a glass of white wine in the restaurant. Reflecting the dim moonlight, he drank the glass of white wine in one gulp and coughed several times, even so Yin Hao was still snoring. Ru Lei showed no signs of waking up.

On this melancholy night, wine is indeed a good thing. After drinking the first glass, there will be a second glass. This time it seems to be much smoother, and my throat is also used to the taste of alcohol, and I don’t cough anymore. Even so, Xi Chuan still has no symptoms The feeling of confusion, the terrifying clarity of the mind, seems to be much more energetic.Xi Chuan put the drinking cup on the desk, picked up the bottle and drank.

Although Xi Chuan was still clear-headed, when he put the cup on the desk, Xi Chuan already felt that his body was trembling uncontrollably, perhaps because he drank too much, and there was even cold sweat on his forehead, and he was blown by the wind. Feeling cool, Xi Chuan felt a lot more comfortable this way.If Xi Chuan went to look in the mirror now, he would definitely be judged by his own complexion, which was terrifyingly pale.

With the awareness of coldness, Xi Chuan thought of Yin Hao who drank too much. Although he felt very comfortable in the cold wind, Yin Hao fell asleep, and if he was blown by the wind, he would definitely catch a cold.Thinking of Xi Chuan holding the edge of the bed, the table went to the window and tried to push the window, only to realize that he didn't have the strength to push the window, and his hands were no longer in control.

Xi Chuan, who was already somewhat anesthetized, took a long breath looking out the window. The moonlight outside the window was so soft that he could vaguely see the open space downstairs by the moonlight. A person was walking around, Xi Chuan didn’t know What is that person still doing so late, is he also a sad and sleepless person like him, and why is he?

Some temporary rationality prevented Xichuan from shouting loudly at the people downstairs, because at night, Xichuan could only see the figure of the people downstairs clearly, and he couldn't see what kind of person could have such a nature.This eased up for a while, Xi Chuan pushed the window hard, staggered back to the bed and drank the remaining half bottle of wine in one go.

Alcohol played its role completely, the bottle fell off in Xi Chuan's hands, fell on the ground and broke into pieces, just like Xi Chuan's unrecognizable crush, accidentally broke, Xi Chuan wanted to pack up the pieces , There are only thoughts, and the body cannot act at all.Xi Chuan collapsed on the bed willfully.

Alcohol is really a good thing. It has completely anesthetized Xi Chuan's agile brain. At this time, he only feels thirsty. It is a signal from his body and has nothing to do with his consciousness, because he is already completely drunk. Think about Xue Zihan, think about their once ignorant friendship, and they don’t have that energy anymore, maybe from tomorrow or maybe tonight, everything has come to an end for Xichuan himself, the full stop that Xichuan has drawn for himself, It has nothing to do with others, but he wants to do this, so as not to let himself be so embarrassed.

Tonight is also the first time that Xi Chuan indulged himself in this way. He did what he wanted and drank a whole bottle of liquor alone without considering any consequences. Xi Chuan didn't care what the name of the liquor was or how much it was. He just wanted to anesthetize My own brain, anesthetized my nerves, in exchange for a whole night of stability.Thoughts are not controlled by reason but can be drugged by alcohol.

Thirst was what Xi Chuan felt all night, until he woke up, Xi Chuan who woke up seemed to regret that he drank so much wine, he couldn't remember what he did last night, and the only evidence that could leave behind was broken It was also cleaned up, Xi Chuan rubbed his eyes, and glanced out the window, it was still night, it seemed darker than last night, maybe this was the darkness before dawn.

Thinking of the broken wine bottles that had been cleaned up, Xi Chuan glanced at Yin Hao's bed. It should have been cleaned up by Yin Hao, but it was obvious that Yin Hao was still sleeping.Xi Chuan wanted to call Yin Hao to ask, but Yin Hao with his head turned inward made Xi Chuan not sure if he really woke up.

"Yin Hao! Yin Hao!" Xi Chuan called Yin Hao softly, unexpectedly Yin Hao turned around, his eyes were bright, not sleepy, obviously he woke up early.Xi Chuan wanted to say something more, but he couldn't say a word. What should he say? Tell Yin Hao why he drank alcohol last night, and why he still drank so much?

"Well, I didn't expect you to drink too much, more than me, and you got the wine back." Yin Hao said such words easily after Xi Chuan hesitated for a while, which made Xi Chuan relax all of a sudden. , It turned out that Yin Hao didn't know anything, and thought that he drank as much as he drank, so he didn't have to make up lies.

"I don't know why I drank so much, did you clean it up?" Xi Chuan asked Yin Hao again uncertainly. Although he didn't say clearly what it was, I believe Yin Hao would understand.

"Well, I woke up a long time ago. I don't know why I was so refreshed after drinking. Don't you too? You can wake up so early after drinking so much."

Xi Chuan didn't want to say anything more. After waking up without the anesthesia of alcohol, he couldn't help but think of everything that happened last night. It was so real, as if everything just happened. Suddenly Xi Chuan hoped that Yin Hao can find an interesting topic, or continue the topic just now, let him divert his attention, so that he won't think about it.

Yin Hao didn't seem to want to talk any more, although Xi Chuan was in his own thoughts, but Xi Chuan didn't know why there was an illusion that Yin Hao seemed to be unhappy, why was Yin Hao unhappy?Xi Chuan could no longer see Yin Hao's face, because after those few words, Yin Hao pretended to turn around as before.

The darkness before dawn is very dark, but the dawn will come after all, it is another day and what should I do on this day?Xi Chuan was thinking about his vow last night, to disappear from Xue Zihan's world, let Xue Zihan disappear in his own world, and return to his original life, as if all this had never happened, but could it be so simple?Maybe he will meet Xue Zihan at dawn, and when he thinks of Xue Zihan Xichuan, he will think of Guan Lu who confessed his love like Xue Zihan on the rostrum.

Xi Chuan had never experienced such a heart-wrenching pain like today, and this kind of pain was brought on by himself. If he didn't get close to Xue Zihan, didn't know Xue Zihan, and didn't have bad fantasies about Xue Zihan, he wouldn't be able to bear it. There will be such pain.Xi Chuan blamed his unclear cognition, so long from now on, only let himself hurt this time, as a life experience, a secret love that hasn't started yet, like all secret loves in the world, ends in heartache.

Xi Chuan is sometimes very rational, maybe this is Xi Chuan's character, even if the heart is so painful, rationality still makes Xi Chuan understand that he can't see Xue Zihan again today, so he has to find a reason to disappear here, because he wants to leave the world with Xue Zihan , then everything here is no longer important, and I will start a new life in another world.