Adoption relationship

In the evening, Xiang Weiding went home.A little apprehensive, a little defensive.

I haven't seen Zhang Jianan for a whole day, and haven't contacted him for a whole day, except that Zhang Jianan called him a few times last night, but he didn't answer, and I didn't receive a call from Zhang Jianan all day today.

In fact, Xiang Weiding wanted to call Zhang Jianan all day long to hear Zhang Jianan's voice, but...he ran out by himself last night. It was unavoidable that he was a little timid, so Xiang Weiding didn't dare to call Zhang Jianan all day long.

Standing at the door of the house, holding the key and standing there for two or three minutes, I mustered up the courage to open the door, and prayed to Wei Ding that today Zhang Jianan would not force him to accept any "should", he didn't want that "should", he just Want to have the happiness you desire.

Opening the door, the room was dark, and Xiang Weiding was stunned. He was used to always having a light on when he went home for a long time, so he was not used to it at this time.Very unexpected.

Turn on the light in the living room, the room was very clean and tidy, and then Xiang Weiding immediately noticed a sticky note on the coffee table, realized something, felt chills all over, walked over, picked up the sticky note and looked at it.

"Woo... I was scared to death. I thought An would leave just like that. Fortunately, I only went out for a few days." After reading the above content, Xiang Weiding patted his chest in shock, his body was still a little weak.

There was no familiar light and no familiar people when we went home, and there was such a glaringly white paper on the cold coffee table. Opened himself, left a book and left. Fortunately, it said that he was only leaving for a few days, so he could think about it and calm down.

After rejoicing, Xiang Weiding suddenly realized, how many days should he leave?Separate and cool off?Immediately took out his mobile phone and called Zhang Jianan.

At this time, Zhang Jian'an was still awake, and he couldn't fall asleep either. When the call came in, he was breathing heavily. He watched the phone flash for a while before he pressed the answer button slowly.Said: "Viding?"

Hearing Zhang Jian'an's voice, Xiang Weiding felt sour and uncomfortable, resisted something, and said: "I just came home and saw the note you left, why did you leave suddenly? Why didn't you call me?" Phone? You...you don't want to see me anymore?"

Hearing Xiang Weiding's obviously suppressed voice, Zhang Jian'an was silent, took another two puffs of cigarettes, his mouth felt dry and bitter, and said, "Weiding, I don't want to see you, but... I hope you can use it for a few days. Time, quietly think about what I said yesterday, and... I really plan to relax, I'm bored at home."

"...What do you want me to do?" Xiang Weiding's voice was hoarse.

"I didn't ask you to do anything." Zhang Jianan sighed quietly, shaking the cigarette between his fingers.

"Then why did you talk last night and leave today? Why did you avoid me?" Xiang Weiding asked.

Putting out the cigarette in the ashtray and wiping his face, Zhang Jianan said: "Son, I said I didn't avoid you, and I don't need to avoid you. I just want you to calm down. I'm afraid that something will happen to you today." , I didn't want to disturb you, so I didn't call you."

"Calm down?" Xiang Weiding gave a low laugh, unable to bear the pain, said: "I'm not not calm, I know what I want, why... why can't you give me a chance?"

"Weiding." Zhang Jian'an raised his voice and yelled, then rubbed his eyebrows, and tried to maintain his usual gentleness: "You are still young, don't be so stubborn, you should listen to other people's words more. I treat you like a son I will not harm you if you are raised so big, I only want you to be better, so you should think more about what I said."

"What are you talking about? Are you telling me to find a girlfriend and find another home? You just want me to stay away from you, right?" Xiang Weiding couldn't calm down, nor could he, with a hoarse voice Said: "Before...you clearly promised that we could be together forever...why do you have to let me go now?"

"Alas..." Zhang Jianan scratched his hair, and he was very uncomfortable with Xiang Weiding like this, and said softly: "Weiding, we can be together for a lifetime, because we are family members, and we will be together forever, Understand?"

"Family... Then family, as long as we are together all the time, I am willing...I, I just don't want you to keep trying to push me away. Like now... far away, I can't see you, I just want to be able to see you all the time like every day before." I didn't ask Weiding much, or... I didn't dare to ask for more.

Zhang Jian'an sighed, every time he talked about this issue in the past two years, it would always turn out like this, and then let it go. Faced with Xiang Weiding like this, Zhang Jian'an was always ruthless, but this time, Zhang Jian'an really felt that he couldn't. This went on, so he gritted his teeth, gritted his teeth again, and said: "Son, as a family, we can be together forever, but... I said last night, there should be other people in your life... "

Hearing Zhang Jian'an's words last night, Xiang Weiding chose to flee, but now...with An not by his side, Xiang Weiding didn't have to run away, and he didn't dare to run away again.Xiang Weiding has already regretted it, regretted leaving home impulsively last night, maybe, if he hadn't been so impulsive last night, if he had been at home, maybe An would not have gone away alone.

At this time, no matter how much he didn't want to hear what Zhang Jian'an said, Xiang Weiding still held the phone firmly and pressed it to his ear, An was not by his side, the only one.With only this voice, where can Xiang Weiding escape?Are you willing to escape?

"What can others give me? Why should someone else? I really don't understand..." Xiang Weiding's tone was full of bewilderment. Xiang Weiding's question made Zhang Jian'an's mind go blank. : "Wife, she... lives with you every day, she will take care of you and accompany you, the life of two people is no longer lonely, but becomes fulfilling, child, he will act like a baby to you every day, and will need you to play with him , you have to take care of his life and studies..." Speaking of this, Zhang Jian'an felt that the child is just a trouble, and then said: "Uh... When the child becomes an adult, he will start to take care of you."

"However, my life with you is not lonely, and I don't need others to take care of me. I can always take care of you, so I don't need a wife. Child? I have no feelings for him, and I don't want to take care of others. I I just want to take care of you, and I don't want anyone to take care of me in the future, I work very hard now, I will make myself capable of taking care of you for the rest of my life, and I can also take care of myself, so I don't need children either." Xiang Weiding said He said slowly, and then pleaded: "So don't ask others, okay?"

Zhang Jian'an was stunned for a long time, and he didn't know how to answer Xiang Weiding's words. According to the previous situation, he couldn't find a way to refute Xiang Weiding at this time, so he remained silent.Then it seemed that the conversation between the two of them ended temporarily, put it aside, and life continued, but "Weiding, no matter what you say, I still hope that you have someone else in your life." Zhang Jianan closed his eyes, feeling a little tired.

"Why? Why must there be someone else? What's so good about someone else? I don't understand, I don't understand, I don't understand..." Xiang Weiding shook his head, feeling very uncomfortable.

"Oh... well, son, don't rush to figure it out for a while, I didn't expect you to figure it out in a day, it's getting late, you go to bed and sleep! Let's not talk about this issue today." Zhang Jian'an felt Xiang Weiding's pain, so he hurried to comfort him first.

"..."

Xiang Weiding felt that his eyes were sore and swollen, as if some suspicious liquid was about to overflow, he closed his eyes forcefully, he didn't know if he should thank Zhang Jianan for temporarily letting him go again, and the whole room was quiet , not at all popular, Xiang Weiding curled up, holding the mobile phone in one hand and wrapping around himself with the other, and said softly: "I'm not used to being alone at home, it's very uncomfortable... When will you come back? "

Zhang Jianan felt a pain in his heart. He tightened his hand holding the phone and pulled the corners of his mouth. There was a smile on his face, and he tried to put on a strong smile in his tone, and said, "Weiding, you are so big. I'm old, but I can't be afraid of being alone at home, living alone is very necessary for adults, I'll be back in about three or four days, okay?"

OK?Everyone is no longer at home, can you let yourself say it?

Xiang Weiding bit his lower lip and said: "I'm not afraid of being alone at home, I just want to see you, without you at home, I... feel that something is wrong, come back earlier, okay?"

"I will try to come back as soon as possible. These few days, if you have nothing to do, think about what I said. I'm just doing it for your own good." Zhang Jian'an said softly. After being separated for a few days, he wanted to give Xiang Weiding a separate space. Think about it.

"...I'll wait for you to come back." Xiang Weiding avoided sensitive topics that would make him uncomfortable. He only looked forward to An's return, and he felt uncomfortable if he didn't see her for a day. This room brought him a kind of coldness. a feeling of.

After a few instructions, and after hanging up, Zhang Jianan flipped the phone between his fingers and played it a few times, then put it aside, thinking about Xiang Weiding, feeling a little uncomfortable and a little irritable, couldn't help but lit another cigarette , He started smoking, today, he almost smoked the same amount as in the past one or two months.

He didn't want Xiang Weiding to be uncomfortable. When Huacheng decided to adopt Xiang Weiding, what Zhang Jianan thought was to bear the responsibility of this life, so he had to do everything possible to make the child live a good life and have a happy life in the future. I always hope that Xiang Weiding's life will be smooth, safe and happy.

You don't need to be rich and expensive, as long as you are ordinary and healthy, there is nothing wrong with an ordinary life.

(It's late again today, sorry.)