Adoption relationship

After Zhang Jianan went out to play for two days and one night and came back.Life seems to be back on track.

Every morning, Xiang Weiding would have breakfast with Zhang Jianan, and would go out under the watchful eye of Zhang Jianan. At noon, Xiang Weiding would rush home for dinner most of the time. A lamp would be turned on, and Zhang Jianan would wait for Xiang Weiding to return home, say a few words to him softly, and then the two would say "good night" to each other.

Life seems to be living like this, and it has been living like this. Xiang Weiding is used to this kind of life and likes it. He is out every day, whether he is in school or busy in the company. Xiang Weiding is satisfied to see Zhang Jianan at home.

Xiang Weiding worked very hard to develop his career, and soon his junior year was coming to an end.There are basically no classes in the senior year, and other students may still be looking for suitable places for internships, but he and Jiang Weitao started their businesses early.

Being busy outside, Xiang Weiding would feel a little unhappy when he couldn't go home for lunch sometimes, but he thought that as long as he worked hard in the past two years, when the company developed and had a group of reliable and available people under him, the time would be short. To be free, and only at that time, when he has something, Xiang Weiding feels that he is qualified...or it is possible to expect something else from Zhang Jianan.

With this good wish in mind, Xiang Weiding endured the hard work and the depression of not being able to eat with Zhang Jianan every meal because of his busy schedule. When he was tired, he thought about Zhang Jianan at home, and thought about how busy he was when he was done. He can see him when he returns home, and Xiang Weiding will be busy again.

However, life will not always be as smooth as people imagine, so it should be taken for granted.

A week later, it was the weekend again, Zhang Jianan said to Xiang Weiding: "The last time I went out to play with you Uncle Hu and the others, I met a few friends. They invited me to play in Xiaoran Mountain for two days."

Xiang Weiding was stunned when he heard Zhang Jianan's words, he only went out to play for two days last week, why would he go out to play again this week?

"When are you leaving and when are you coming back?" Xiang Weiding asked.

"They drive by themselves. Go with them tomorrow and come back on Monday morning." Zhang Jianan replied.

"That's three days, you want to stay out for two nights?"

Xiang Weiding was concerned about the time, the last time Zhang Jianan was not at home for one night, he was not used to it, if he didn't see Zhang Jianan for two nights, Xiang Weiding would feel uncomfortable thinking about it, so he couldn't help but said: "Can you not go?"

"Why don't you go?" Zhang Jian'an asked back, and then said in confusion: "Last time I said I was bored at home, didn't you take the initiative to ask me to go on a trip? And this is only around Bianqing, only two or three days, and I will be back on Monday. "

What Zhang Jianan said made Xiang Weiding silent. Last time he took the initiative to ask Zhang Jianan to go on a trip, it was because Zhang Jianan said he was bored, so he just mentioned it casually. Moreover, the two have lived for so many years, and Zhang Jianan never mentioned it. For travel or something, the word travel is very far away in this family, and Xiang Weiding never thought that Zhang Jian'an would put it into action.

"I don't want you to go." Xiang Weiding looked at Zhang Jianan and expressed his feelings, even if it was around Bingqing, even if it was only two or three days.He still didn't want to be separated from Zhang Jian'an.

"Hehe, son." Zhang Jianan smiled, patted Weiding with a natural expression, and said, "You are such an old child, you can't be afraid of being alone at home. I'm only going for two or three days, not never coming back. And you're so busy every day, you don't have much time at home anyway."

"Then I'll take my work home and do my best to stay with you at home, okay? Don't go." Xiang Weiding grabbed Zhang Jianan's hand and said so.

"Stupid kid." Zhang Jianan rubbed Weiding's head with the other hand, laughed, and said, "It's a good thing to be busy with work. I am a man in his 30s, can I still need your child to accompany me? You Go and do your own thing, and I will arrange my own affairs."

"Then...then I will accompany you to live in Xiaoran Mountain for two days." Unable to stop it, Xiang Weiding had no choice but to change the way.

"Nonsense! Do you want to leave everything to Wei Tao?" Zhang Jian'an expressed his disapproval, then took Xiang Weiding's hand and said with a smile: "You forgot? Didn't you keep saying that you would support me in the future? If you don't work hard to develop now, how will you support me when I am old?"

"..."

He bowed his head to Weiding, yes...he can't be willful yet, he has to work hard to have something for Zhang Jianan, otherwise, what can he expect Zhang Jianan to give more in the future?

"Son, just do your thing obediently. I'm bored at home anyway, and you don't want me to go to work. Then I go out with my friends occasionally, which is normal." Zhang Jian'an said with a smile.

In front of others, Xiang Weiding is calm and can see through other people's thoughts at a glance, but as long as he faces Zhang Jianan, Xiang Weiding is always a little cowardly in his heart. He always listens to what Zhang Jianan says, and never can To guess or suspect what, it used to be like this, and it is like this now, so Xiang Weiding believed it easily...or didn't believe or disbelieve at all, anyway, Xiang Weiding always listened to what Zhang Jianan said .

There was no reason to stop it, and Xiang Weiding also felt that it was only two or three days, and he shouldn't stop it, so he leaned on Zhang Jian'an with great reluctance, but he didn't dare to reach out and hug him, saying: "Then you want Zhang Jianan on Monday? Come back early."

"Okay, I'll be back earlier." Zhang Jianan gently hugged his taller son, then pushed him away, saying, "Weiding, it's getting late. Go out!"

"Oh...bring your phone with you. I'll call you at night. Monday...come back early." Before we separated, Xiang Weiding felt that he had already begun to miss him.

"Okay, I know all of this." Zhang Jianan pushed the child out of the house and watched Xiang Weiding walk into the elevator.

Ugh

Zhang Jian'an found himself sighing a lot lately, maybe, he was really old, and he still traveled by car alone, to attend the so-called friend invitation party that he said in front of Weiding.

Zhang Jian'an sat by the car window, watching the scenery passing by outside the window, feeling slightly melancholy.He is getting farther and farther away from his son. When the child was young, when Xiang Weiding just made Jiang Weitao a friend, he thought that the child would have his own life, his own friends, and his own home. Zhang Jianan was like every parent. I feel the same sense of loss, but at the same time I feel satisfied, like every parent who watches their children grow up healthily.

Which parent would be willing to part with their children?

It's just that when a child grows up, he must fly alone. After completing the growth, he must start to mature. This is a step that must be experienced in life. Every parent is always reluctant to give up after the child grows up, but encourages the child to start on his own. life.

The same is true for Zhang Jianan. He hopes that his son will have his own life instead of being trapped by his side. No matter whether he is willing or not, whether Xiang Weiding is willing or not, Zhang Jianan has to do it and let go of the child. If you are willing to take the initiative to leave, then... let him do everything!

Step by step, let yourself leave for a little longer, and let Xiang Weiding get used to the life without him. Slowly, slowly, Zhang Jianan wants to use a gentle way to transition as naturally as possible in Xiang Weiding's life. Retire from life to minimize the discomfort that the son may have.

Life, in Zhang Jianan's eyes, is just that. In fact, there is no one who can't live without anyone, and whoever can live without anyone, and then... time will take everything away.This is life, cruel, numb, yet natural.

The two have lived together for a long time, and each other has become a habit of each other. Now Zhang Jianan wants to change this habit and let Xiang Weiding get used to living alone. Zhang Jianan feels that after a long time, his son will naturally find out that there is no My own life is actually living the same, not much different.

Maybe this process will be very long, maybe the son will still feel uncomfortable, but... Zhang Jianan has been very careful and caring about the child's mood, and Xiang Weiding has not found that he is slowly leaving his life, so Xiang Weiding Weiding will not be very resistant, some, just not used to, not used to living alone suddenly, not used to living alone more and more time.

But... Zhang Jianan firmly believes that this unaccustomed habit will gradually become a habit. Life is like this. It is composed of various habits. Throwing away old habits and adapting to new ones is a process of constant getting used to.

Xiang Weiding is the most important person in Zhang Jianan's life. Zhang Jianan is willing to use all his thoughts for Xiang Weiding. He deliberately made excuses, excuses that Xiang Weiding could not refute, and deliberately chose the time. I have to take care of my studies and the busiest year of my career. I can't take care of too much, and I can't ask to stay by my side.

In the evening, after a busy day, Xiang Weiding returned home. It was deserted. The home without Zhang Jianan even gave him a cold feeling. He didn’t want to go back to his room, which made him feel even colder. He still walked into Zhang Jianan’s room. No one from Zhang Jianan could be seen, at least there was an aura belonging to Zhang Jianan in this room.

Calling Zhang Jian'an and hearing Zhang Jian'an's voice, Xiang Weiding felt comforted. Fortunately, at least he could still hear the voice, so he didn't feel so distressed.Zhang Jian'an's voice on the phone was full of joy, Xiang Weiding thought that it was hard to be alone at home, but Zhang Jian'an had a good time, maybe... it was pretty good!

Moreover, this kind of separation is rare anyway, only one day last week, and two days this week. This kind of short trip away from home is usually once a few months, once every six months, even if it is frequent, this The next time Zhang Jianan came back, it was probably nothing. From now on, the two of them would live together every day. Thinking about it this way, these two days are actually nothing.

Life without Zhang Jian'an at home is very difficult. Xiang Weiding feels uncomfortable if he can't see him when he goes home.Without Zhang Jian'an at home, Xiang Weiding stopped eating three meals a day at home. One reason was that he was busy, and the other was that he didn't want to sit alone at the cold dining table without Zhang Jian'an's presence around him.

(sorry it's late)