night without tears

"Your physical strength is really good..."

Yin Yening's hair was messy, and she lay on F who was busy in the kitchen like a ghost, taking a piece of freshly baked toast and feeding it to her mouth from time to time.

"I use electricity, you consume bioenergy, it's different."

"Okay, okay, you're advanced, let's do it first." Yin Yening swayed, deliberately finding fault: "Well, the coffee is delicious, but it's a pity that you don't consume bioenergy, so you can't taste it."

"I can smell the fragrance," F said angrily, "What's more, no matter how fragrant it is, I didn't cook it?"

"You are so cute sometimes." Yin Yening hung herself back on his shoulder, rubbing and rubbing.

After hearing this, F lowered his head, his chest seemed to be overflowing with a bit of sour sweetness.It felt weird because he didn't have a heart beating to feel such sweetness.

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When it was almost noon, the two arrived at the S City Central Hospital together.

"Mr. Yin came to see that patient again? You really put your heart into it!"

The nurse looked at Yin Yening with a blushing face, F felt blocked, and deliberately stood beside Yin Yening to block her Yingying eyes.Only then did the nurse notice that there was a handsome guy present, and she was taken aback: "Ah, who is this gentleman?"

"Ah, it's my friend, you can call him F."

"Damn it, what kind of name is that!" The nurse covered her mouth and smiled.

It was sunny at noon, but there were not many people on the lawn of the hospital. F secretly looked at Yin Yening's side face, feeling very upset.

The shadow of the tree moved, and on the wheelchair he was pushing, sat a man with absent-minded eyes and an expressionless face.The man was as motionless as a delicate sculpture, with long hair reaching his shoulders, and an extremely handsome appearance. One could imagine how exciting it would be if he moved and his spirits were in high spirits.

Why... this person will give him a very strange sense of familiarity...

F secretly speculates in his heart, he... who is he in the night?

"What kind of eyesight are you, why do you always act as if the whole world is my lover? Don't guess," Yin Yening thought to himself that the eyes of this robot's jealous woman are really scary: "This person has nothing to do with me." None, I was entrusted to take care of him."

F brushes his wind-blown hair, such an excuse is hard to believe.

"I'm talking about the real thing! This man—his grandfather," Yin Yening saw that he was still looking depressed, and began to describe the simple flow of the story: "We are close friends with my grandfather, but that family So unlucky, the only grandson was born with this kind of virtue. He has been checked in hospitals all over the world. Both his brain and organs are fine, he can breathe and have a heartbeat, he can be dragged and fed, but he is just a puppet It seemed like it didn't respond to anything.

"This... Let me tell you, it's probably because he's so good-looking that he was seduced by a vixen since he was born, or maybe God forgot to put his soul in when he was created. In short, his grandfather especially missed this. Son, when he died, he didn't have any relatives, so I asked my family to take care of him.

"I've been this person's guardian since I was a child, and I usually throw him in the hospital, but after all, his grandfather treated me well back then, so I still have to bear the responsibility, so I'll come and see him from time to time."

The words are quite indifferent, but F knows that Yin Yening will come on time every week, and is quite conscientious.

"Hey, hey! I beg you, don't keep staring at me, please! You, you, you are just a robot. If he is my old lover, I will definitely tell you aboveboard; what's more, if this super handsome guy is me Old lover, can I still remember Cheng Feiji for so long?!"

"Uh...Ye," F shook his head, and smiled foolishly in the bright sunshine: "I stare at you because I think... I think you are so kind. Just because I was entrusted, I can take care of you." A person who has nothing to do with you for so long."

Yin Yening was obviously not used to being praised and admired so earnestly for his rare noble sentiments, so he scratched his head with a stiff expression.

"That... that... just feels like a pity. He is quite a talented person with a prominent family background. If this person is normal, his life must be full of wind and rain," Yin Yening said, pulling the man away. He got up and took two steps: "Look, it's a pity that it's just a beautiful puppet, and it's been a waste of time in this world."

"Does he have a name?" F asked suddenly.

"Well, it's called Pei Yi," Yin Yening swallowed, and put Pei Yi back in the wheelchair: "This... I named it casually, so it's pretty easy to say? No way, his real name is English, and it's very long. It's very long, I don't remember it."

"...Pei Yi, Pei Yi?"

F sat down on the grass next to the man's wheelchair, leaned against him, and softly called his name.

It sounds great.

You're lucky, he named you, he didn't even name me.

F is just a code name.

I would love to have a name like yours too.

The leaves are rustling, the wind and the sun are blowing all things as if they are alive.

F recited that person's name over and over again, but there was no response in those empty eyes.

"You think he is the enchanted Sleeping Beauty, how can he be woken up so casually? Don't forget that you are not His Royal Highness, let alone wake up if you can wake up, fool." Yin Yening Chong F shook his head.

F smiled slightly: "Doesn't Ye believe that there may be miracles in this world? Maybe one day he will really wake up?"

"Pfft ha ha ha, you are so interesting, please, how is it possible! Let me tell you, the so-called miracles are simply human illusions. The reality is that this kid will always be a soulless puppet, and you—— will always be a machine, a Dummy! Don’t tell me what miracle you are still looking forward to, that one day you will be able to transform from a pile of scrap iron circuits into a living person with flesh and blood?"

F was stunned, feeling very wronged.

"...Why did you say that suddenly?"

It seems that Yin Yening is always able to suddenly bring the conversation to him, and hurt him with words without warning.Many times he thought he had done nothing wrong, and he didn't understand why he would be punished suddenly.

"In order to save you from dreaming, I recently discovered that you, as a machine, are quite good at thinking wildly."

F naturally didn't dare to refute, but he clenched his hands unconsciously.

Yin Yening saw it and snorted coldly: "Why, are you angry again? Have you learned to be angry yet? Which circuit is burnt out? Hey, let's talk about you! You still dare to stare at me?"

It really made people angry just looking at it, he grabbed F by the collar and raised his hand to hit him.

F closed his eyes and turned his head, waiting for the slap to fall.

In the end, it didn't fall.

F spent a ten-thousandth of a second in ecstasy, to tell himself that Ye finally began to soften his heart towards him.Then use the remaining 99/[-]th of a second to reflect on what a wishful idiot I was.

"I'm not stupid, you don't feel it when you hit you, so the reaction force is on my hand?" Yin Yening withdrew his fist and smiled strangely: "Bored, I'm going back!"

... This is the reason why Yin Yening didn't make a move.

Because it doesn't make sense, because he doesn't hurt.

F stared at Yin Yening's back, feeling that she was clearly beside him, yet the distance from him was always so far away.

He began to feel that he was wrong.

Maybe he should just be Cheng Fei and not have any other extravagant dreams—isn't that the case?As long as he treats Cheng Fei well, Yin Yening will be happy and treat him well, isn't that the best of both worlds?

As for my sincerity...it's just a robot, what's the use of being sincere?

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"If you don't look like you, at least you can say a few less words to make people hate you."

This sentence was said by Yin Yening himself on the way back that day, and F remembered it, but after he had been silent for a few days, Yin Yening complained in turn: "I said you, you never take the initiative unless I speak." Say something? It's so boring!"

F was confused by his capriciousness: "I...then what do you want to hear?"

"Yeah, I really don't have anything to say when I think about it, you have no childhood, no friends, no family, no stories." Yin Yening threw down the newspaper in his hand, and said with a joke: "What I bought is actually a talking and moving Blow-up dolls, that's all."

"..."

"What about you?"

"I... I'm not."

F's hand trembled slightly.To be submissive, he told himself that he must do this a few days ago - this is what Yin Yening expected, he is just a robot, in order to please the master, he can have no personality of his own, but, but...

He must be an incompetent robot, because he can't even do such simple obedience.

"You are." Yin Yening didn't care, and dragged him down on the sofa: "You only don't make me angry when you're naked, and that's your only use, a tool to vent your desires."

"Ye, I...I'm not!"

He persisted in his rebuttal.Desire tool?Impossible, I will never be willing to do the kind of thing in your mouth.

I do like your kisses and hugs, but that doesn't get me enough, what I want is your love!

Clothes were torn, breasts were kissed, and the damned body was terribly sensitive.But he tried his best to use his reason to resist the reaction of his body. If he didn't fight for his position, he would never have that position.That does not work.

"...let go!"

He fended off Yin Yening.Artificial forces that are different from humans, as long as they think about it, they will naturally be able to stop it.

"Are you more courageous?"

"I'm not a tool to vent my desires... No!"

Don't touch me until I tell you clearly!

Yin Yening probably felt that his resistance was just for fun, so he grinned and said, "Ask me to let go?"

That teasing smile caused F to feel an unknown fire in his heart. He simply jumped up and grabbed Yin Yening's hands with his backhand: "Ye, listen to me!"

Yin Yening opened her eyes wide and struggled to kick him, feeling that all this was extremely absurd, a robot asking him to listen to him?Say fart?

"Ye, I know you don't like that I have my own thoughts—but I just have them, which cannot be erased!"

That was your hallucination, Yin Yening sneered.

"I want to take care of you, I want to be by your side, and I want to make you happy with my own abilities. These feelings cannot be fake. Please don't always treat me as a machine, okay? I... I have the same feelings Feelings, feelings!"

Yin Yening's hands were restrained, but she still couldn't help correcting him in a condescending voice: "Don't be unrealistic. You are a machine, you have no feelings—even if you have them, they are fake, artificial, and human. Your illusion."

"It's not...it's not an illusion..." F felt a throbbing pain in his heart, and shook his head: "Really, it's really not an illusion..."

He was talking so seriously, trying so hard to find the evidence that "it's not an illusion", and when he was extremely entangled, Yin Yening looked at the robot in front of him who was in pain because of trying to convince him, thinking, what he said was still Very nice, keep going.

In a sense, he enjoys F's expression when he's hurting him, when he's trying to justify it, just as he enjoys the expression on the robot's daydream when he breaks it with a few words.

F struggled for a long time, but he couldn't find any evidence, so he lowered his head, buried himself in Yin Yening's shoulder, and asked him in an extremely helpless and hesitant voice: "Ye, since you can deceive yourself and others to do a process?" Why can’t you just fool yourself into thinking I’m a real person at the same time?”

Touching tone.Yin Yening was lying on his back, thinking about F's appearance. His drooping bangs often blocked his dark eyes, his high nose, and his thin lips... Even if he knew he was a machine, he couldn't deny that he was really very moving.

With his lovable appearance, neurotic attitude, and now such a pitiful voice, Yin Yening couldn't help but want to kiss him and hug him.

"Ye, I love you..." F raised his head from his shoulder socket, his black eyes were filled with painful tenderness.

Yin Yening's heart trembled a little. When he was trying to restrain the desire to kiss F, the perfect face in front of him, the deep eyes, and the light-colored lips were lightly parted, uttering such confusing words, which made his The defense line is crumbling.

"I will try my best to become what you want, but at the same time, please try to accept me."

Stop talking, I'm really going to faint... Yin Yening was thinking.

Then F lowered his head and kissed his lips.

At that moment Yin Yening couldn't move.He heard his rationality seem to be laughing out loud, laughing that he couldn't figure out the logical error of what the robot just said, but his emotions seemed to be sinking rapidly in the opposite direction, feeling the temperature of F's body, Enjoy the beauty of kissing him.

"You... have always been a machine, always..."

Stubbornly saying this, Yin Yening heard F let out a faint sigh, and following his kiss, the whole person was immersed in the warmth and charm.

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From that day on, Yin Yening felt that F was more obedient, and he rarely put on the sad face after being bullied, as if someone owed him money. As long as Yin Yening was willing to look at him, he would always respond with a brilliant smile. smile.

Because the accuracy of the program is very high, as long as F thinks about it, he can imitate Cheng Fei's smile almost as if it were real.Such a smile made Yin Yening a little inexplicably irritable, and she wanted to pick a thorn but couldn't find it.

"That... night, can you help me find a job?"

Just when he thought he was going normal, Yin Yening almost spit out a mouthful of coffee when he heard that.

"Looking for a job, your circuit burned out again? Let the whole world know that I got a robot to keep at home?"

"No one can see it, I'm sure!" F retorted: "And my knowledge system is definitely enough to adapt to any job. Ye, you don't plan to let me stay at home forever, do you?"

"I'm sorry, I really plan to keep you at home for the rest of my life, you have to figure it out! You are not my pet, and I will take you out for a walk if you have nothing to do-you are a household appliance! It is the same as the computer, TV, refrigerator and air conditioner I bought back. Same treatment," Yin Yening sneered, "Anyway, you don't have that nerve called 'loneliness', be honest!"

F thought for a while: "As long as I can see you every day, I really won't feel lonely. But I also want to work like a normal person and meet other people, so that I can be more like an ordinary human being. It's more like Cheng Fei, isn't it?"

He took the initiative to use Cheng Fei as an excuse, which made Yin Yening a little speechless, but subconsciously felt a little angry for no reason, and also... seemed to have some inexplicable anxiety.

"Aren't you worried?" F looked at Yin Yening's cloudy face, suddenly a little happy: "Are you afraid that I will no longer belong to you alone? Don't worry, according to the program, I will only love in my life." You won't change..."

Yin Yening felt her heart stabbed by something, and frowned.

"...program settings?"

"Huh?" F didn't realize that he said something wrong.

In the next second, the hair grabbed by Yin Yening was pulled backwards and fell to the ground. Before he could react, his body was crushed.

Yin Yening saw the blank expression of F below him, but the more blank he was, the more angry he was.

"Don't you want me to treat you as a human?! If you are a human, if you are a human, you know the program?! Know the settings?! You are a fucking machine, and you are so stupid A crippled machine with a mess of electrical circuits and insanity!"

While grabbing his head and smashing it to the ground fiercely, Yin Yening's remaining rationality was weakly asking why his sensibility was so angry.

Why be angry?I clearly know that everything is false, but why can't I hear it from F's mouth?

"I'm sorry... Ye, yes, I'm sorry... calm down, Ye!"

F felt that Yin Yening's appearance at the moment was terrible, no matter how much he apologized, he still continued to throw him against the wall without mercy.

"I tell... I tell you to stop!"

Although he can't feel the so-called pain, F is also worried that he will be smashed. After all, once it is broken, everything will be over, and he can no longer be with Ye, and he can no longer look at him every day.

It can't just be broken like this!

This thought made him subconsciously stretch out his hand to protect himself.He just blocked it, at least that was his original intention, but Yin Yening was pushed far away by him and bumped into the corner of the table.

He froze.

Yin Yening's blood flowed down his cheeks, but Yin Yening was fine, he raised his hand to touch it, and then gave a weird smile.

F was already trembling with fright, rushed to Yin Yening's side to check his wound, fortunately, it was just a scrape, how to deal with it was also included in the knowledge.

"...Actually, if you want to be human so much, there is a way."

F stopped wrapping the bandage and listened carefully.

"I just thought of that," Yin Yening squinted at him with a weird smile on his lips, "Actually, as long as you kill me and then kill Fang Jili—you will be free. No one in this world knows you Your identity, you, the artificial intelligence, will be smarter and more capable than ordinary people, so you should be able to hide your identity and do whatever you want... right?"

F felt that somewhere in his chest was extraordinarily cold.

Yin Yening is really amazing, even if he is equipped with an efficient artificial intelligence, he still can't predict how hurtful his words will be.

"I... I didn't do it on purpose," F could only stammer and retort: ​​"Ye, I absolutely... absolutely impossible to have such a terrible idea."

The man half-closed his eyes and refused to talk to him, F was anxious: "Ye, trust me!"

However, Yin Yening ignored his apology all the time, F wanted to cry but stopped begging, and silently continued to help him treat his wound carefully.

Yin Yening's blood flowed onto his hands, which were warm.

That's what he doesn't have, the warmth that only belongs to human beings.