night without tears

In the following days, when Yin Yening didn't go home for three or four days because of work, F would visit Pei Yin instead of him.

He didn't like the days when Yin Yening didn't go back, the whole island was so deserted, and there was only the sound of waves lapping on the beach all day long.

When Yin Yening is not around, he can act like an idiot and try to wake Pei Yin up in various ways, but of course the result is always in vain.

This day was like this again, when the sun was setting, he looked at the handsome empty shell.

"Actually, we are both very sad, right?"

Talking to himself, of course the man in the wheelchair did not respond.

"You are obviously a human being, but you seem to have no soul, and you can't feel warmth and cold, sadness and joy. But I, my body can feel warmth and comfort, and my heart can also feel cold and hurt, but this I, created by man, do I have a soul?"

If all of his feelings, love, and deep beliefs are all illusions created by the program, F feels that he can die of disillusionment without Fang Jili scrapping him.

He can only try his best not to think about it, not to think about the scary place.

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When Yin Yening came back the next afternoon, the black hair on the left was dyed with a few touches of beautiful silver, giving it a special flair.But F didn't comment. He was reading a book so absorbedly that he didn't even notice Yin Yening walked in.

When seeing the title of the book, Yin Yening smiled disdainfully, it really seemed to be F's usual taste - "Flannel Rabbit".

"Why are you laughing at me? Isn't this also your favorite story?" F put down the book, puzzled.

"Yeah, I liked it until I was five years old! Fang Jili didn't design your mind to be so low, did he?"

F bows his head.

Yes, the master's love made the flannel rabbit alive... In reality, it is impossible.

However, if you get Ye's love... even if it's a man of steel, it doesn't matter if he never really existed in his life.

F put down the book, and hugged Yin Yening from behind who turned around and was about to go out: "Ye, even if I am naive, I still think... a person can maintain such pure feelings, love someone, or even just an item... ...is a beautiful thing."

"Innocent?." Yin Yening turned her head and smiled with a very contemptuous expression: "Do you think...that kind of feeling is called love?"

"...Isn't it?"

Isn't love pampering, holding on, looking forward to, and wishing with the purest heart wholeheartedly?Just like that little flannel rabbit, even if it is abandoned, even if it disappears into the jungle and is never seen again, it will always love and commemorate its only little master.

"That's not love."

Yin Yening took out a copy of "Salome" from the bookshelf and threw it into F's arms.

"Love...is brutal, dark and merciless. The cruel and brutal side is always the winner, and the so-called good and pure must die ugly—"

——"Salome, Salome, as long as you offer a dance, I am willing to grant any wish of yours."

— "King Herod, dear father, I want nothing but the head of the prophet John."

——Her delicate red lips finally got her wish, and printed a holy kiss on the cold forehead of the prophet.Everyone loves me, why don't you look at me? This bloody kiss may be the taste of love.

"Why..." F closed the book, not understanding: "Since she loves him so much, why did she kill him?!"

"Love is always selfish. If she can't get him, doesn't she have to kill him to keep him by her side?"

"But, but..."

"Yes. By the way, you don't understand what selfishness is. If you don't understand selfishness, how dare you say love? When you really love someone, you will want to take him as your own, and you will You want to hide him so that no one can see it, if he doesn't love you, even if you destroy him, you don't want others to get it."

"...to lie to others, that's not love!"

Yin Yening was condescending, and smiled slowly: "To love or not to love, you are a robot, what do you know?"

"Liar, you obviously...you never thought of destroying Cheng Fei!"

"That's probably not enough love, or lack of courage." Yin Yening was not irritated by what he said: "Your so-called innocent wish for the other party's happiness is nothing more than fraternity at best. True love, you will never I don't understand."

I'll never understand, I'll never understand...

It is not true love to think about the other person wholeheartedly and to be good for the other person.True love is selfish and cruel?Is it to be monopolized?

Then I am to the night, isn't it true love?

But it's not true love... Why, there is a lingering pain in my chest that I shouldn't have...

A big man with his head bowed, his bewildered but pitiful look is somewhat attractive.Yin Yening stepped forward and pulled him into his arms eagerly, F's sharp chin rubbed against his shoulder.

The sunlight shining through the pink and white curtains is as soft as a breeze.For a moment of silence, time freezes cutely.

Suddenly, Yin Yening frowned, squinted to measure the height of F's shoulders, and then pulled him to look up and down.

"Huh? You seem to be just right."

"Wh... what qualifies?"

Yin Yening's "just enough" means that the company is looking for a man like F who is tall, has perfect body proportions, and looks handsome.

Luo Yuchen and An Jinchen, the models of the famous French fashion brand LUDEVICI, terminated their contract for some reason, and the company recommended him there, because he is the same type as Luo Yuchen and looks good, and LUDEVICI expressed their favor.But if the company wants to really seize this opportunity, it has to find another person who is the same type as An Jinchen, who is known as the "melancholy noble son".

Yin Yening felt that there was nowhere to find that kind of natural handsome guy who could always exude an elegant and subtle aura of bitterness and hatred. He didn't expect that the F in his family would be quite suitable.

Yin Yening thought, anyway, it just so happens...

"Don't you want to work? Do you want to now?"

F quickly shook his head, he remembered the consequences of mentioning this little wish last time.

"You idiot!" Yin Yening gave him a slap in the face: "Tell me what you want!"

"Really? Ye, you really let me go?" F was taken aback, flattered: "You are so kind!"

"Well, it's not a big deal. It's not difficult to just change a few sets of clothes and let people take pictures. But let me tell you," he squinted his eyes and snorted, "If you mess up this, you won't come out again. Give me a chance to lose face, you know?"

"Okay, okay," F nodded hurriedly, "I will definitely do my best!"

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That night, F had a somewhat frightening dream.

In the dream, it is a gorgeous palace, just like the banquet of King Herod in the chapter of "Salome", with thousands of candles and silver and white splendor.He walked over slowly, and there was a familiar head on the silver plate on the altar. It was his handsome master—with his eyes closed, and the corners of his mouth were stained with bright red blood, so he bent down and kissed over him.

Sure enough, it smelled bloody - a fragrant, intoxicating kiss, with a blurred hymn, ringing in my ears.

——You finally belong to me alone.

...Yes, this is love.

When he woke up, he was still as muddled as in a dream, and his heart was beating so fast that he was at a loss as to what to do.

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Early that morning, F followed Yin Yening to his company.Yin Yening is actually not worried that his identity will be exposed - first of all, F looks like an ordinary person, and secondly, F has a very normal behavior, walking beside Yin Yening with his head held high, and occasionally turning people's heads, it's also because Just great looks.

"Ah Ning, this is the friend you mentioned? Wow, she really looks and has a superb figure!" The stylist who often works with her went over and asked quietly: "An insider or an outsider? Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend? "

F watched the man approach Yin Yening intimately, touching his arm habitually.

"Excuse me, can you please don't touch him casually?"

Is love selfish, or is it not?The bloody but sweet possession in the dream, he didn't know if it was the so-called satisfaction.

In the past, he had never left that island, never seen others pull his most important person intimately, so he never experienced this kind of sourness and resentment.

He grabbed the stylist's hand with a low voice and a cold look in his eyes.

"Don't touch him, he's mine."

In a word, it seems to be high-sounding.

What?Yin Yening's hair stood on end, and he suspected that he had heard wrong.

"What did you say... What did you say? I...Who do I belong to?"

He hoped he heard it wrong, otherwise, this would be too weird.

F stared straight at the stylist, so that he was thoughtful at first, then realized, and finally fled before withdrawing his threatening eyes, then turned his head and looked directly at Yin Yening.

"Say you're mine. Is there something wrong?"

"I think you got it all wrong," Yin Yening sighed, thinking that F must have taken the wrong medicine today, so she kindly helped him straighten out the logic: "It can be said that you are mine, because I spent money to buy it." You, your title certificate and documents are all in my hands. But I——not yours, will never be yours, can you figure this out first. "

F shook his head: "I love you, so you are mine."

Yin Yening was even more confused.In my impression, isn't this F always submissive? Shouldn't he always be submissive?Why have you become more and more disobedient recently, and your thinking has become weird?

"There's something fucking wrong with your machine. There are so many people who love me, and I belong to them too?"

"But you don't love them."

"Please, I don't love you either."

"I know that you love Cheng Fei, but to you now, I am Cheng Fei, right? So you love me."

Yin Yening was dumbfounded again by the artificial intelligence's ability to distort logic.

No wonder you were obedient and obedient two days ago, you kept pretending to be Cheng Fei so hard!I thought it was him who finally gave in, but I didn't expect that he actually thought so?

"Actually, I thought about it for a long time before I figured it out. If you are Cheng Fei, just be Cheng Fei," F continued calmly, "In order to get your love, I will do whatever it takes."

"Oh, that really doesn't look like something a robot can say."

F smiled: "I'm so glad you think so."

Yin Yening was very depressed. It stands to reason that the things he bought had no reason to confront him, but this robot always seemed to defy him very vigorously.And now Mingli didn't dare to disobey it, and it was replaced by a hidden knife hidden in a smile with a darker vigor!

Isn't this fatal...

However, Yin Yening quickly saw the benefits of higher artificial intelligence.

F only saw a few photos taken by him, and learned [-]% of the essentials of being a model, and the remaining [-]% was his free play, and the effect was very good.The company manager sincerely invited F to join, but Yin Yening flatly refused.

When taking a double photo, the two of them are even more comfortable, or leaning together or hooking their shoulders, the harmonious atmosphere is natural, and even later it can be said to be presumptuous.Yin Yening's hand landed on F's cheek, rubbing his soft black hair, while F was holding Yin Yening's tie in his mouth, smiling heroically and ambiguously.

"Ok, I'm done. The last shot is really good!" The photographer praised him, but he was also a little unsure: "But does it seem that... a little taboo, and it won't affect the product. Bar."

"Oh, forget it." Yin Yening grinned: "Ludevici's things are designed to be gay. Look at the swaying appearance of that Lu deity, I'm afraid it's also...huh."

"Ah, according to what you said..." the photographer laughed: "But when you have dinner with Ms. Xing tonight, don't say that, her brother will talk to Lu."

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"Who is Miss Xing?" F asked immediately as soon as he entered the private locker room.

"Miss Qianjin of the opponent's company, did I forget to tell you? It's not too late, I'll go home after work today," Yin Yening twitched her lips as she changed her clothes, "I have a date with a beauty. "

"What do you mean?"

"It means 'I have a date, so don't bother me'!" Yin Yening was very displeased with F's expression as if he had said something outrageous: "Why are you so surprised? I told you, except for Cheng Fei , I also like women, beautiful, gentle, cute and clingy women!"

"Don't go!" F sullenly, with one hand in front of him.

"Who are you talking about?" Yin Yening felt it was ridiculous, and pushed him away with a cold snort: "You really opened a dyeing workshop after giving you three points of color? What is going on in your dysfunctional brain?" I don't want to worry about what I think, but you have to figure it out for me, who is the master!"

"You are the master!"

"So you still know? Then what do you mean now?"

"You are the master, but you are not allowed to go!"

Depend on!Yin Yening kicked the door open: "Ridiculous."

"Yin Yening!" F grabbed him with one hand, and pushed and locked the door of the dressing room with the other hand: "Please don't challenge my endurance."

There was actually a firm, naked threat in those eyes.

Yin Yening suddenly felt that there were angel pigs flying all over the sky, otherwise... how to describe the absurdity of the current situation?

"Should I say this? It's up to you not to challenge my patience! Otherwise, give it a try? Try it and see if I dare to send you back to the lab right away!"

After Yin Yening finished reciting the golden hoop mantra, he felt relaxed. , I didn't expect that this time F not only refused to accept softness, but also stubbornly yelled back: "Okay, you send it, if you want to go on a date with a woman, send me back to the laboratory to be destroyed!"

Yin Yening stood there, his eyelids twitching.The Golden Hoop Curse fails, and Tang Seng will be under a lot of pressure...

F clenched his hands into fists, he may not have noticed, but he just stood there and yelled at Yin Yening.

"You think I'm afraid, right? Tell you Yin Yening, I'm not afraid! I'll send you back if you're willing! The big deal is to disappear. If it disappears, there won't be any pain. I'd rather disappear!"

He said, he didn't know why he smiled, and murmured with a bit of unconcealable bitterness: "It doesn't matter if you don't love me... But I can't stand it, I can't stand someone else sharing your attention."

Yin Yening didn't want to pay attention to his nervous nagging, rolled his eyes at the sky, put on his clothes and pushed him away to leave.

"Ye, you'd better not go," F grabbed him again, his voice was low, but a bit creepy and gloomy: "If you were snatched away by others, I don't know what I would do .”

Yin Yening's hand on the doorknob froze.

"……What did you say?"

"Ye, you are mine. You can't be taken away by anyone, you can't be taken away by anyone..."

He turned his head, and F also raised his head slowly, his pure black eyes were full of despair, his voice was still soft, but it gradually darkened the surrounding air like that.

"You are mine, Ye, I don't want to hurt you, but you can only be mine... If someone wants to snatch you away, I really don't know... what they will do."

This kind of threat, even if it is just talk, can make people very uncomfortable.What's more, now Yin Yening is not sure whether this robot is just "talking".

"Ye, I am alive..."

The pure black man spread his arms in front of him, embracing the nothingness in front of him.

"Alive...existing..."

Yin Yening's expression finally changed suddenly.

In front of him, a thing that shouldn't have feelings, unexpectedly revealed his extreme possessiveness at this moment, speaking crazy words with a serious expression.

In a way that's a little weird, a little grim, a little repulsive.

The stern appearance and perfect figure that looked pleasing to the eye on weekdays don't look right now.

It feels like looking at a finely crafted human figure—sometimes, the more beautiful the lifeless thing, the more terrifying it will be when you look at it for a long time.

"You're crazy! You're fucking...you're just fucking out of order!"

Yin Yening finished cursing chaotically, pushed F's hand away, opened the door, and continued to walk out steadily with the demeanor of the master, without looking back.

However, in fact, he left with a feeling of fleeing.It was as if someone was standing behind him and would shoot him at some point, his heart was beating like it was going to pop out at any time, and cold sweat was streaming down his face.

F is just a robot.

Because of this, it is impossible to predict what he will do; because he is a false existence, no one knows when he gets confused...

After closing the door, Yin Yening immediately took out the key and locked the door heavily from the outside.

"Salome"……

He shouldn't be taught to read that kind of book, to know that there are crazy feelings in the world that go completely off the rails.

Yin Yening felt that he had made a huge mistake, an irreparable mistake, which was as irreparable as letting the devil out of Pandora's box.

Even if you repent in every possible way, you will never be able to go back to that stupid idea.

He should never have made an F.

Such a... horrible and weird thing that looks like a human being but is not human.

So he locked the door mechanically, as if shutting F inside would be fine, and then everything was over, and he could leave, take a plane or a ship, go to a place where no one knew him, just When all this crazy stuff never existed.

His life was supposed to be a stagnant pool of dullness, such a life does not allow any deviation and confusion.

Any craziness beyond expectations is not allowed.

Of course, it was impossible for him to leave in such a cool manner, but the mood of the date had been ruined, so he packed up his messy thoughts and walked to the port to go home by boat.

He had to think hard about what to do, what to do with himself, what to do with that crazy robot.

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On the way, it started to drizzle, and the surroundings soon became dark.Yin Yening set foot on the small island and walked on the muddy path. When the house was close in front of him, he was shocked again.

F was already standing in front of the house, waiting for him.

It was nothing, just a man—or a robot, standing in the rain waiting for him to come home.Yin Yening even knows that F is still the same F, maybe still the F who "his night is everything", maybe still the F who only sees him alone in his eyes; it's just that he himself can no longer use the normal mentality he once had to deal with. To see him.

F in the rain, with his clothes fluttering in the wind, like a broken scarecrow being given life, like a nightmare or ghost that cannot be shaken off anyway, which makes people disgusted from the bottom of their hearts.

It was an indescribable sense of disobedience.

Yin Yening suddenly realized that she would be afraid of him, this thing that was clearly inanimate but had a strange attachment.

F saw him, walked up to him, took off his almost soaked coat and covered his head.The house was behind him, but he didn't think about going back to get an umbrella.

Being courteous is futile, Yin Ye stared at F's angular but unreal side face and asked him, "How did you come out of the locker room?"

"Oh. I knocked on the door, and the staff opened it for me, and then I'll come back and wait for you immediately." F tilted his head and smiled: "You didn't go on a date, did you?"

Yin Yening shook her head, a little disgusted with the complacency on his face, but the haze in her heart dispelled a little.

I also thought that this robot had really cultivated into an omnipotent ghost.

The rain fell on F's neck along the ends of her hair, looking very sexy.Yin Yening kissed F at the entrance, the warm humidity and soft touch only made him numb.

At this moment, he knew better than anyone else that what he was kissing was a robot, not a human being, with no flesh and blood, no heart, fake temperature, fake sex appeal, and only disordered nerves and disordered circuits.

...Why did you think of making such a thing in the first place?

But F trembled slightly during the kiss, he was so addicted, he didn't know what Yin Yening was thinking at all.He was pulled into the only windowless room in the whole building. Yin Yening's hand reached into his pants and stroked his softness, causing him to collapse on the table in an instant.

"Ah... night..." He panted lightly, looking forward to further caresses.

The temperature around him suddenly disappeared.

F was still slightly drunk when he heard footsteps going away, very anxious and chaotic, then the door was closed, and he was left alone in the room, completely unaware of what happened.

Yin Yening was outside the door, and quickly put down the gate and combination lock.This room was originally built to be used as a lockbox, and if it is used to lock F, it stands to reason that it should be foolproof.

"Night? What's wrong?"

F's voice sounded a little confused, Yin Yening leaned against the outside of the door, not speaking.

"Ye, open the door!"

F knocked on the door inside, the sound was so loud that Yin Yening felt a headache.He comforted himself by saying that in three months, the robot's battery would run out.At that time, he can't speak, can't move, and will never appear in front of him again.

He will just disappear.

"Ye, why did you lock me in here? What did I do wrong?"

"Did I do something wrong?"

"What did I do wrong, tell me!"

There was a loud knock on the door, and Yin Yening felt very irritable. He suddenly wanted to smoke a cigarette, but he had quit for a long time, so he managed to calm down a bit, and finally leaned against the wall and sighed: "F...it's over. .I don't want you anymore."

There was a moment of silence inside the door.

It was only for a moment, and then there was a roar of anger or pain, and the sound of banging on the door became louder and louder.

"Ye, you let me out, what did I do wrong?"

"Ye, no matter what I did wrong, I will correct it, please forgive me!"

"Ye, I like you, don't leave me behind!"

Yin Yening ignored F's begging, turned and left.

There is only relief, without any sympathy, because what he locked is just a machine.

But before he reached the stairs, he heard a loud noise.

He turned around in astonishment, and saw that the wall had been smashed open, and the short-circuited wire on F's hand was still hissing. He looked at Yin Yening who was a few meters away, with crazy anger and grievance in his eyes .

Escape, that was Yin Yening's only thought at this moment.

He rushed downstairs, trying to get rid of the hot pursuit behind him, but was caught by F at the gate.After all, it is a machine, and its physical quality is completely beyond the reach of ordinary people. It is easy to subdue him.

Yin Yening pushed him away, stumbled into the rain, the muddy road slowed him down, but he knew it was too late, no boats would pass by the island before tomorrow morning, and he had no way to escape.

F caught up with him, his expression contorted, and the rain fell on his face, making him look like he was crying.

He pressed Yin Yening down in the muddy water and grass roots, and the hand that was still intact seemed to be strangling Yin Yening's neck.

Crazy anger rushed to his face.

It's funny how artificial rage feels so real.Yin Yening experienced a kind of black humor in the fear, not to mention how unique and unpredictable this method of death is, if he was really killed like this, he didn't know whether F would need to kill someone to pay for his life according to the law.

The broken hand moved aside as it touched him, fingers dug into the dirt.

He couldn't see F's face, but he heard a gurgle in his throat, as if crying.

"Ye, tell me, what can I do to make you fall in love with me, even if it's only a little bit?"

F finally wailed, with the rain all over his face, heart-piercingly mourning, his slender fingers stroked Yin Yening's handsome face, cherishing, entangled in hatred and not knowing what to do.

"Since I will never get your heart, I might as well kill you!... But why can't I do it? Why can you be so cruel? Why do I still love you even though you are so cruel?"

He grabbed Yin Yening's collar and shouted loudly: "Say! Tell me! Tell me!"

Yin Yening's breathing suddenly became difficult. He struggled a few times, but couldn't catch his breath, and his consciousness fell into darkness.

A flash of lightning suddenly lit up, causing the roar of thunder. F's face was as pale as paper. He mechanically pulled Yin Yening up, kissed him on the forehead, and carried him back to the house.

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When Yin Yening woke up again, it was already a clear day outside the window, F was sitting beside her with her head down, and there were still hot food and porridge on the table next to her.

"Are you awake? Are you hungry? Would you like something to eat?"

Yin Yening's eyes were full of vigilance, and he tugged vigorously at the hands tied at the head of the bed: "What are you trying to do?"

"Lock you up like you wanted to lock me up last night."

F smiled and sat beside Yin Yening: "But don't worry, I'm not as cruel as you. I will take care of your three meals a day, stay with you all the time, and do things that are comfortable for you."

He reached out to Yin Yening's lower abdomen, stroked and teased slowly, and then bent down to kiss his lips.

Yin Yening bit down without hesitation.

At that moment, he only felt a strong tingling pain on the tip of his tongue, and he let go instantly, his mouth was full of burning feet that had been shocked by the electric shock.

F wiped his lips and said with a dark smile: "Did you forget? I'm a robot, I won't hurt if you bite me, but it's you, it doesn't feel good to be electrocuted..."

The corners of his mouth were raised, but his brows were frowned, he couldn't tell whether he was crying or laughing, he hugged Yin Yening, and a punishing kiss fell on his neck and chest.

"Wow!"

With every kiss, all Yin Yening could feel was the sting of the electric shock, his mind went blank, and tears rolled down his cheeks involuntarily.

F raised his head, and wiped it off with his fingertips as if he hated and couldn't bear it: "Does it hurt? Do you know it hurts? Every minute and every second I'm with you hurts like this, can you understand?!"

No, you don't understand.

You will never understand.

Because you seem to be the master of the whole world, and I am just a humble bystander.Any bit of what I want to get, all depends on your charity.

"Ye, you are my whole world, if you don't even want me..."

Of course Yin Yening couldn't understand, and he didn't want to understand at all. He turned his head away in annoyance, but it only made F bite him even harder.

There was a sound of electric current, and there were bursts of stinging carbuncles where it was touched.

"Ah...it hurts, F, stop!"

"Look, you only ask me and I can't do anything right away." F really stopped when he heard the words, and smiled wryly: "That's the difference, when I beg you to let me out, you can be as hard as a rock." Hearty!"

F looked at Yin Yening steadfastly: "Ye, you always think I'm human, right? Let's talk after you think about it." He held Yin Yening's avatar, and said with a sad smile: "If you kiss like this, it will be very painful." It hurts."

"..." Yin Yening didn't want to answer, but she was trembling involuntarily.

"Ye, if you want me to let you go, say you love me. Even if it's not true, just say one sentence, isn't it that difficult? You said you don't want me anymore, isn't it true?" He still asked in a daze: "It's not true, is it?...Ye, don't force me to do something I'll regret!"

"Do something you regret?" Yin Yening chuckled.

You are a machine and I am a human being. Even if you show your teeth and claws again, do you think I will really give in to your threats?

No, impossible.

"Then...you try it...you...you are totally crazy! Totally out of your mind! Bastard! Let me go!"

He cursed and struggled desperately, knowing that he was facing an abnormal robot, who might be hurt or even killed, but he was unwilling to obey his wishes!

F lowered his head, with a wry smile, and was about to kiss...

"Don't touch me! You madman, stop! I tell you to stop, F, this is an 'order'!"

Yin Yening was just talking indiscriminately, in desperation, he didn't think about anything else.

But F's movements suddenly stopped, his expression was stunned, he didn't understand what happened, his hands were shaking, as if he couldn't control his body, but was restrained by some invisible force, unable to move.

Although the instructions for using F were just a quick glance, at this time Yin Yening suddenly remembered some instructions, passwords, emergency braking passwords at critical moments, which played a role at such a critical moment.

It was a desperate situation, Yin Yening hurriedly summoned up his energy and continued to order: "F, untie the rope, this is an 'order'."

"No...I don't..." F's expression was extremely recalcitrant, but he stretched out his hand, mechanically executing the password.

Finally regaining her freedom, Yin Yening felt scared. After turning over and getting off the bed, she no longer hesitated to pick up the car, drove F into the car and drove all the way to Fang Jili's place.

"Ye, where are you taking me?" F curled up in the back seat, unable to move, and could only ask in fear.

"Send you back for scrapping."

As soon as Yin Yening said this, he felt relaxed.Maybe it was just used to scare F in the past, but this time...

"I'm so stupid to think that there is anything in this world that can replace Cheng Fei... Hehe, there is nothing at all."

F was stunned for a long time. "Is it my fault? Do you think it's all my fault!"

The voice was not loud, but it was full of accusations. Yin Yening found it very funny: "It's all my fault, right? You're fucking right, it's just that you don't follow the example, and the wiring is faulty!"

"It's all your fault in the first place!... What you want is Cheng Fei, I can't do it no matter what, why don't you think about it? Because... because I can't imitate, because the real Cheng Fei is simply Do not love you……"

Yin Yening stopped the car suddenly: "Do you dare to say it again?"

"Cheng Fei doesn't love you, but I love you!" Looking at Yin Yening's bright eyes with dark black pupils, F held the only absurd expectation left: "Ye, you can't try, put me Do you love me as myself!"

"Take you as yourself—?! Don't be funny, and, what's your name?"

Yin Yening couldn't take it anymore, and the tyranny around her was about to come out.

"Let's not say that it's an artificial relationship. Is it love to tie me up to you?"

"...I don't want that either."

But F still had the same expression, looking at him, pure and full of futile fantasies.

"If you can love me—even if you can't love me, even if you can be gentle with me, I can stay by your side, dreaming and looking forward to it, I can be nice, obedient and obedient! But Ye, you are a little bit Hope was never given to me, why don't you let me be hard-hearted..."

"……shut up."

"Ye, I don't want to leave you, please don't want me..."

"Shut up! This is an 'order'."

F collapsed, the cold back seat, everything was cold.

At that moment, he seemed to hear the parts in his body ticking, like listening to the countdown of a time bomb, as if he could be blown to pieces in the next second, but he could only helplessly despair.