appendix!Closing report

NO.17

Fu Zhi had been tossing for almost an hour because of the physical reaction after the anesthetic wore off, before he calmed down because of his physical exhaustion. Xin Jian and Li Lei were frightened by his appearance and broke into a cold sweat. The doctor rushed over and said there was nothing wrong At that time, Xin Jian fell into the chair as if he was exhausted, unable to utter a word.

Li Lei had no choice but to go out to smoke again, he really didn't want to see such a scene.

For the next dozen or so hours, Xin Jian would always feel nervous when Fu Zhi was disturbed, and he never let go of his hand.

All the nurses and doctors advised him to go home and rest, but Xin Jian didn't even move.

Even lying on the side of the bed, he never really fell asleep.

Wait until Fu Zhi wakes up.

Compared with the last time he went to the hospital, Fu Zhi was obviously much more active this time.

But when I woke up it was very quiet.

He even patiently waited for the dull pain in his body to pass before he said hoarsely: "Xin Jian..."

The man lying next to his bed raised his head immediately, the undisguised ecstasy on his face made him a little dazed for a moment, after all Xin Jian was never a person who liked to express his feelings on his face, such an obvious message made Fu Zhi momentary Not very comfortable.

Struggling to move his stiff neck a little, he asked with difficulty: "...Have I been lying down for a long time?"

Xin Jian helped raise the head of his bed a little higher, then moved closer to him, and said in a low voice, "It's been more than two days."

It was not two years...

With a sigh of relief, Fu Zhi frowned because of the overwhelming pain in his body.

Xin Jian pressed the beeper on the bedside to notify the doctor, and held Fu Zhi's hand with a little force: "Does it still hurt?"

In fact, his voice is also hoarse, even worse than the people on the hospital bed.

Fu Zhi faintly sensed something, and his slightly knit brows loosened slightly, and he gave Xin Jian a reassuring shake: "I'm getting used to it."

Hearing these words really didn't make people happy. Xin Jiang was about to say something more when the doctor just came in. He could only step aside and wait for the doctor and nurse to make an examination. After he finished, he asked a few more questions. It seemed that Fu Zhi's operation was going well. , but because the body has suffered relatively large injuries, it will take some time to fully recover.

"He was in severe pain before, can he consider taking medicine after waking up?"

When Fu Zhi was in a coma before, Xin Jian asked for some analgesics, but the doctor refused, because he hadn't regained consciousness at the time, and it was difficult to judge the reaction. When he saw him just now, he still felt pain. Xin Jian's first reaction was I just hope he feels better.

But doctors still don't recommend it.

"If you can persevere, let's persevere. Don't use those medicines easily." After explaining, the doctor glanced at Fu Zhi, who nodded: "It's okay, I can hold on."

It's just that his complexion is very bad.

Xin Jian also knew in his heart that those things were not good for his body, but Fu Zhi was in too much pain before, and now he still feels uncomfortable in his heart.

From the time he started to have memories of his own life until now, it was the first time he realized what it means to be heartbroken.

Looking back at Fu Zhi, he hesitated until finally he could only sigh and sit back on the bed.

That night, he had four missed calls on his phone.

If it wasn't for Fu Zhi's persistence to wake him up, he could hardly imagine what he would face when he woke up.

Subconsciously holding Fu Zhi's, Xin Jian slowly rubbed his thumb along his fingertips. Xin Jian took a deep breath and closed his eyes. After suffering for so long, in fact, he was almost at his limit.

Fortunately, Fu Zhi woke up.

Fortunately...he woke up that day...

Both the High Procuratorate and the Branch Court already knew about Fu Zhi's injury. The old chief also called to inquire about Fu Zhi's situation before, but now that he is awake, of course he has to call to tell him.

Zhao Pengzhi and the others came to see Fu Zhixing the next day.

There are also a few colleagues from the branch.

Obviously, this matter is definitely not a trivial matter in the system. Li Lei said that the case has been officially filed, and the old director frantically demanded that the case must be resolved within a time limit.

Li Lei originally said that he would change shifts with Xin Jian to accompany Fu Zhi, but Xin Jian refused to leave at all, no matter what he said, it was useless. In the end, Li Lei couldn't take it anymore and ran home to take a shower and change his clothes.

When he came again, Cao Feng came with him.

"It's been like this since we haven't seen each other for a few days. What are you doing?" There was anger in his tone. Cao Feng frowned when he entered the ward and saw Fu Zhi's appearance, with complicated emotions in his eyes.

Xin Jian glanced at Li Lei who was behind, and the latter quickly cleared things up: "I happened to meet him and Situ Zhuo when I entered the hospital, and they were just on the way."

Fu Zhi raised his eyebrows: "Situ is here too?"

"He's gone to see a doctor." Cao Feng withdrew his gaze from staring at Xin Jian and looked at Fu Zhi: "Take a lesson from injury."

Xin Jian was taken aback: "Situ is in charge of this case?"

"The investigation is by Zhuang Yiwei, the appraisal is by Situ, and the rest of the work is mine."

"Aren't you from the same district?"

It was Li Lei who interrupted. No matter how awkward this group of people sounded, they couldn't get along at all!

"The case belongs to our district, and only I am responsible."

Cao Feng shrugged. He couldn't stop Zhuang Yiwei and Situ from joining in, but he also knew that these people couldn't stand by and watch.

Just as he was talking about this, Situ Zhuo just walked in with an unknown substance in his mouth. He was still wearing military boots and a dark windbreaker.He walked to Fu Zhi's side, glanced at Xin Jian and then back to the lying patient: "You know you're afraid?"

After he finished speaking, Fu Zhi and Xin Jian were stunned at the same time.

This meaningful sentence obviously made the two of them think of different things, but Xin Jian's face was a little uglier than Fu Zhi's.

"The price of being brave is this result. If it hadn't been delivered in time, the quilt you are covering at this time is no longer white." Situ Zhuo glanced at Xin Jian as he spoke, with a very deliberate tone: "He When it’s rainy or in a cool place, it’s going to be painful, even if you lie down for three years, you won’t be able to return to your previous body.”

Xin Jian frowned, but said nothing.

On the contrary, Fu Zhi, who was described as almost a useless person while lying on the bed, raised his eyebrows: "I wasn't much better before."

"You still have the strength to speak now, and you will have to bear it in the evening." Situ Zhuo smiled and leaned against the edge of the balcony next to him, with a cold expression on his face.When Fu Zhi's attending doctor brought out those films to him just now, his face turned pale.

This time it was purely a matter of ambition.

The other party wanted to kill him. If he hadn't avoided some places, it would be hard to say what the result would be.

Nobody likes what happens to their friends.

So Situ Zhuo was full of anger now.

However, his words failed to stimulate Fu Zhi, but brought out Xin Jian's bad memories. He looked at Fu Zhi on the bed, and remembered that Fu Zhi was in such pain when he was not awake, and his heart welled up. Annoyed.

The following time was nothing more than Situ expressing a few words of concern sarcastically. Before Xin Jian broke out, Li Lei sent the two great gods out.

Before parting, he left a few words for Situ and Cao Feng.

"The matter of Xin Jian and Fu Zhi should be resolved by the two of them by themselves. If others can't help, it's best not to raise too many opinions."

Then he casually wandered into the yard to smoke a cigarette.

The remaining two people glanced at each other and raised their eyebrows in unison.

NO.18

Thanks to Situ Zhuo, Fu Zhi, who was still feeling very tired, unexpectedly recovered a little. After Li Lei sent him out, he let out a sigh of relief, leaned on the pillow and shook his head: "What does he say that doesn't irritate people?" He didn't say anything."

"He cares about you."

Xin Jian answered unexpectedly, and then pulled the stool closer to sit beside his bed: "Do you have the energy to chat now?"

Fu Zhi looked at him, took the glasses next to him and put them on: "Let's talk."

He expected that the other party had something to say.

Xin Jian sorted out his thoughts, but didn't look at Fu Zhi: "Do you still remember our conversation before the accident?"

"Ah."

"I said at the time that we both needed to think about it."

Fu Zhi didn't make a sound this time, just listened to Xin Jian's words: "Before I stayed by your bedside for 48 hours, I thought very clearly, I don't want to just give up like this."

His tone of voice was very firm, and it could be heard that he had thought very clearly before making this decision.Fu Zhi narrowed his gaze, he was not surprised by this result, he calmly glanced at Xin Jian: "What is your reason for not giving up?"

If the previous ones were the hard work of the two of them, then it can be regarded as a result. According to his understanding, Xin Jian is not a person who knows that he is wrong and still makes mistakes to the end. If this sentence is his accident What I said before, Fu Zhi can probably accept it, but at this moment, it is really not very convincing.

Xin Jian raised his head: "Because I'm afraid..."

When he said these five words, he trembled.

If there is a mirror in front of him now, he can clearly see what kind of weird smile is on his face, a little lucky, a little scared, a little painful, and a little happy.

Xin Jian closed his eyes and frowned, then opened them calmly: "I was so scared that I almost collapsed."

No one can understand how he spent the past dozens of hours.

He couldn't even describe it.

Fu Zhi was stunned by what he said, and after a long time, he didn't know how to answer the words. Although Xin Jian's attitude was not unexpected, the reason was definitely not in his expectation.

On the contrary, Xin Jian said the hardest thing to say and became a lot more relaxed. He looked at Fu Zhi: "When I was scared to death, I suddenly felt that what we discussed before was nonsense and meaningless. Since It’s all here, and it doesn’t matter at all.”

Grabbing Fu Zhi's hand with force: "I don't want to think about anything anymore."

Whether it fits or not, man or woman, past or future, these things can't be remembered at all when the fear wells up in his heart.

People have the energy to think about some nonsense things, just because they get too much.

Face, principles, standpoints, those inherent persistence and things that seem to weigh more than life, are not at all in the face of life and death.

"Fu Zhi, all I could do was call your name when I was holding your hand..."

Xin Jian said with a smile: "So I think everything else is nonsense."

For a moment, Fu Zhi felt that he hardly knew the person in front of him, which was definitely not something Xin Jian would say.

He almost looked at Xin Jian with scrutiny, and said all the words openly: "You changed your mind because I got hurt because of you?"

"Correct."

"Guilty?"

"Correct."

Xin Jian's answer was so straightforward that Fu Zhi couldn't even frown. He couldn't find anything to answer for a while, so he could only look at Xin Jian, feeling that the situation in front of him was a little out of control.

In the end, I managed to choke out a sentence: "Moved?"

To this question, Xin Jian's answer was to stand up and kiss Fu Zhi in front of him, a very gentle kiss.

After pulling away the distance between the two of them, he smiled: "To be precise, I was frightened." He paused: "After being frightened, I began to think carefully, whether I will meet another one in the future." The person who made me afraid to such an extent, but at the same time was willing to be afraid for me."

Xin Jian felt that people should at least not deceive themselves and others while alive.

Facing all kinds of people, it is difficult to tell the truth from the false. If you don't even pay attention to your own feelings, then life will really have no meaning at all.

So whether it's a man or a woman, the ultimate pursuit is nothing more than such a simple thing.

"At the end of my thinking, my conclusion is to hold on to what is in front of me." He said while holding Fu Zhi's hand: "Actually... Maybe I can't let go."

It just happens unconsciously.

Because being together is too natural, many things are overshadowed by habits, attachment to each other is a habit, caring for each other is also a habit, possessiveness is a habit, satisfaction is also a habit, until these habits are added together, suddenly I found out that this is actually love.

Fu Zhi has been listening very silently.

He wanted to find an entry point to refute Xin Jian's words, but he found it impossible to start.

The topic that obviously had a result was quickly overturned, and Xin Jian's attitude was so calm that all the psychological construction he had prepared disappeared into nothingness in an instant.

The two of them, it seems that every time they reach a point where they thought they were close to the end, they would strangely turn into unfinished.

Feeling a little ridiculous, Fu Zhi sighed: "Xin Jian, is this so exciting?"

He had to say that he was a little angry in his heart. If things were said so simply, then the two of them had been arguing for such a long time before and tossing each other for so long, and what was the reason for it?

After all, this is not a math problem, it's not that you put a formula and get a result and it's over.

"You have never been loved by a man, let alone love a man. The two of us are just making the past happen again."

Go back to the original point and repeat the same mistakes.

Although he never shied away from failure, this kind of repeated unhappiness is definitely not his philosophy of life.

Fu Zhi's wry smile made Xin Jian's eyes sink. He slightly raised his eyebrows and looked into the other's eyes: "This time you said something wrong."

This is a single ward, and there are only the two of them in the room.

Occasionally, a few people walked by in the corridor outside the door, including nurses, doctors and patients.

The ward is almost all white at a glance, and the occasional few colors come from the button prompts that distinguish different functions.

Li Lei was leaning on the garden bench in the hospital and smoking a cigarette, looking up at the not-so-blue sky, shaking his legs once in a while.

Fu Zhi felt that the surrounding environment was complicated and monotonous. He was uncontrollably distracted by many things from the outside world, but he couldn't help but finally put all his attention back on Xin Jianjian in front of him.

When he heard the other party speak, he said to him word by word: "You have fallen in love with me a long time ago, and I have already started..."

——So, in fact, everything is that simple.

He wanted to say something more, but was stuck in the second kiss.

Xin Jian slowly moved forward, putting his hand on Fu Zhi's ear.

A man's love may not be clear what is going on, but it is nothing more than a word of cherishing and recognition.

Xin Jian understands how to cherish, so the rest can only be recognized by Fu Zhi.