Critically ill 'love' letter

Cheng Ming knew from the very beginning that he felt nothing.Just get it, it's good to finish things like this in this life.When he thought about it, he thought it was ridiculous. If every patient had a mentality like his, it might reduce a lot of cases of exacerbation of the disease due to nervousness and fear.

He just felt that he had never been so relaxed in his life.

Cheng Ming should be the most serious among the many patients. According to Lu Chen, he discovered it early. Generally, patients don't feel much when they get sick. Mild symptoms will only make them feel that they have eaten bad food, but Cheng Ming has stomach pains at every turn.

The unbearable stomach pain, and Cheng Ming, who had no consciousness of preparing medicine by his side, survived it abruptly.But Cheng Ming is still human after all, and being able to survive doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.One night, Cheng Ming woke up from his sleep with pain, he was tightly wrapped in the quilt, covered in cold sweat from the pain.After the pain passed, Cheng Ming didn't even want to drink hot water. He didn't have the strength to go down to the ground to boil it again, so he could only drink some cold water from the cup on the bedside table.

Cheng Ming didn't know why he suddenly cried. No one cared about him, and no one would remember him after he died.Suddenly wanting to be with someone for the last time of my life.

Cheng Ming has a lover, but his lover is not by his side.Cheng Ming thought about going to Li Shichang more than once, but Cheng Ming thought it was selfish.

Let Li Shichang accompany him for a few months, and he died, what about Li Shichang?Cheng Ming couldn't bear to let Li Shichang live in his shadow.

Cheng Ming would never allow Li Shichang to feel sad for him, so he kept restraining himself from going to Li Shichang.

Now those thoughts are all shattered by this medical certificate.

He misses his lover very much now.Like everyone, you want someone to be there to take care of you when you're sick.

Cheng Ming has been living cautiously since he was a child, and he is selfish just once when he is about to die, not to mention... Li Shichang may not necessarily agree.

If he agrees, it will be fine to have a meal together every night, Cheng Ming doesn't expect too much.If he doesn't agree, let's live alone, at least today, I can see him again.

Before Cheng Ming was afflicted by the disease, Cheng Ming wanted to see him more while he was still able to watch.

The man in front of him was dressed in a suit, and his sharp features made him look mean.Cheng Ming knows that Li Shichang is actually a very gentle person, but Li Shichang is not good at expressing.

Cheng Ming knew that Li Shichang had always been a seldom talker, and he was not good at talking about love, so he didn't expect Li Shichang to say "I miss you too" back to him.

Knowing that Li Shichang is not in a hurry to work, I want to talk to him more.The last time they met was four months ago.Now that the two of them are sitting here, Cheng Ming doesn't know what to say to Li Shichang.

Cheng Ming hesitated for a moment, did not go around with Li Shichang, and directly said what he wanted to say the most.

"Can you stay with me for a while?" Cheng Ming asked softly.

Hearing what Cheng Ming said, Li Shichang straightened up suddenly, doubts appeared on his stern face.

Cheng Ming saw that Li Shichang was so dazed, his hands were still holding it, his lips were pressed against the mouth of the cup, and the tip of his round nose, which was slightly red from the cold outside just now, was a little moist from the heat.Cheng Ming's mouth was also red after drinking some hot water.

Li Shichang was a head taller than Cheng Ming. At this time, Li Shichang straightened his back and was also taller than Cheng Ming.

Cheng Ming just looked at Li Shichang with long eyelashes and standard cute girl double eyelids.

Whether it's because of this picture or what Cheng Ming just said, Li Shichang's heart beats faster.

I haven't seen each other for four months, Li Shichang misses Cheng Ming so much.

Li Shichang stretched out his hand to open the cup back to the table, then hugged Cheng Ming directly on his lap, supported Cheng Ming's waist with one hand, pressed the back of Cheng Ming's head with the other, and pecked lightly on Cheng Ming's mouth.

Lovers who haven't seen each other for so long, of course, it's easy to drive and difficult to brake.

They've done everything, now just a kiss is enough.

Inadvertently, Li Shichang fell back again, half lying on the sofa, Cheng Ming pressed on Li Shichang, hugged Li Shichang to relax.

(Happy Picking Up a Suit)

Although the number of times the two meet is not like that of ordinary lovers, and they can't even catch up with friends with guns, they are very harmonious every time they are together.

Probably because the time they can be together is too short, the two cherish this hard-won tenderness so much.

Cheng Ming's energy was not as good as before, Li Shichang obviously felt it, and did not torture Cheng Ming.

During the process, Li Shichang carried Cheng Ming to the rest room in his office. Now Li Shichang was cleaning Cheng Ming's body, and Cheng Ming was lying comfortably on the bed.

The warm-yellow lounge is well-heated, and Cheng Ming was groggy and a little sleepy, but Cheng Ming didn't forget about it.

Li Shichang answered Cheng Ming's question just now, and he said that he would accompany him for as long as he wanted.

Cheng Ming was really happy.

Cheng Ming had thought before that if Li Shichang refused to agree to him, he would fight for it one last time. Cheng Ming didn't want to be miserable, but he had no other choice.

Now Li Shichang agreed, there is no need to deprive him of sympathy, let Li Shichang accompany him like a moral kidnapping.However, just because Li Shichang agreed, he wanted to explain to Li Shichang.

If Li Shichang repented, it would be his own fault.Who made him dislike Li Shichang being sad.

"Poem chief."

"Ah."

"I want to tell you something." Cheng Ming stared at Li Shichang's side face intently.

"what?"

"... I... I may not live long." Cheng Ming said.

As Li Shichang stopped his hands, he slowly looked over with his slightly widened eyes. The tears in Cheng Ming's eyes flowed down the corners of his eyes and wet the hair on his temples.

Cheng Ming didn't care about it, he was very scared now, afraid that Li Shichang would just leave like this, or drive him out.Cheng Ming just stared blankly at Li Shichang. He stared at Li Shichang many times today, but he couldn't get enough of it. He was always afraid that this would be the last look.

"What... mean?" Li Shichang's voice trembled.

Cheng Ming raised his finger and pointed out the door, choked up so that he couldn't speak.Li Shichang immediately thought of the file bag Cheng Ming took when he entered the door, and hurried out to look for it.The file bag was placed in the corner of the sofa, and Li Shichang saw it at a glance. He picked up the file bag and took out a stack of papers that were not thin, and quickly looked at each sheet.When Li Shichang saw those words on one of the pages, he was only at a loss.

He stood in the office, the office was very empty against the view from the floor-to-ceiling windows.Li Shichang couldn't stand being alone here for a while, so he hurriedly threw the portfolio and the stack of papers on his desk, and went back to the lounge to find Cheng Ming.

Cheng Ming's tears were still flowing silently one by one, Li Shichang stretched out his hand to dry him.

Cheng Ming saw Li Shichang raised his hand and directly grabbed Li Shichang's hand. His eyes were blurred and he couldn't see Li Shichang clearly. He didn't want to let go of Li Shichang's hand. When he closed his eyes, all the tears came out. He hurriedly used his upper arm to go Dry your eyes.Shouting Li Shizhang's name in fear, his voice kept shaking.Cheng Ming hadn't lost control like this in many years, he was so sad that he almost suffocated.

Cheng Ming soon shed tears all over his face, Li Shichang looked at his heart as if he was being pressed, and quickly wiped away Cheng Ming's tears with his other hand, kissed Cheng Ming's clean forehead, and comforted him softly: "I'm here, I'm here. Don't be afraid, I'll call the doctor and everything will be fine"

Cheng Ming shook his head slightly, and calmed down a little when he learned that Li Shichang would not leave. Cheng Ming's eyes were blank, and he directly expressed his thoughts without thinking carefully.

"I don't want to be cured."

Cheng Ming said.

This time, Li Shichang was really frightened, and his voice changed due to fright.

"Why didn't you get cured?" Li Shichang couldn't help frowning.Looking at Cheng Ming like this, it doesn't look like a joke at all.

Cheng Ming wanted to laugh a little, Li Shichang's appearance reminded him of Lu Chen.He thought it was probably because he was sick that he was more satisfied in his heart, and he found that there were not all people who cared about him.

"When I die, I won't have to think about you every day, and I won't be able to sleep anymore..."

"We don't need to maintain this relationship anymore. You are so nice. There were so many people chasing you in college, and there may be many people chasing you now..."

"I'm sorry, I'm really selfish, but I really want to see you and stay with you for a while..."

"When I die, you don't have to think about my feelings anymore."

Every time Cheng Ming said a word, his heart felt like being cut by a knife, which hurt very much.But the tears didn't come out as if they had all been drained just now, and they swelled so painfully.His tone was as flat as if the person who said he was going to die was not him.

Li Shichang's eyes were red, he obviously wanted to say these words to Cheng Ming.

What went wrong in the middle, let two people who love each other deeply come to this point.

The cold war did not break up for three years, which is more than enough to prove how much they love each other.

Li Shichang hugged Cheng Ming tightly, and said: "I love you, Cheng Ming, I only love you in this life. I don't care what you think, you must treat it! You can say whatever you want about other things." His throat was sore. Make Li Shichang's voice very low

"I love you too, Poetry Chief... I feel sad every moment you are not by my side, and I am reluctant to leave you. I am very glad that I can go like this. In this way, I will be with you for the rest of my life." Cheng Ming leaned in Li Shichang's arms.

"You should live well and live with me, right?" Li Shichang had just eased the relationship with Cheng Ming, and Cheng Ming told him that he didn't want to live anymore, how could he let it go.

"I want to too... but I'm afraid... I'll be the only one left in the future."

Li Shichang realized that Cheng Ming didn't trust him very much, but he didn't know why Cheng Ming didn't trust him.Now Li Shichang didn't want to entangle the letter or not at all. He only hoped that Cheng Ming could believe him now and believe every word he said.

"I promise you, I can do it, I can definitely do it. When have I lied to you? Cheng Cheng, promise me, I will find someone to treat you. Heal you obediently, okay?"

"I don't want to quarrel with you..." Cheng Ming said.

Li Shichang didn't want to quarrel with him, but he saw that Cheng Ming was quite tired, and he would persuade Cheng Ming sooner or later, so he asked him, "Are you sleepy?"

Cheng Ming hummed.

Li Shichang let Cheng Ming down, tucked him in the quilt, and went outside to make another cup of flower and fruit tea for Cheng Ming, poured it into a thermos, and put it on the bedside table.

Cheng Ming's heart was warm, and he blushed and whispered to Li Shichang to let him straighten his clothes, and his shirt was pleated.

Li Shichang changed directly, closed the lounge door, and returned to the office.

After reading the two documents abruptly, Li Shichang decided not to read them.Staring at the words on the document, he could barely read, his mind was full of Cheng Ming's disease.

Regardless of whether Cheng Ming agreed to the treatment or not, Li Shichang picked up his mobile phone and sent a text message to Li Yuqing, asking him to help contact the treatment team.

Li Yuqing is Li Shichang's older brother, five years older than Li Shi, and the two founded the company together.Li Shichang doesn't like to be courteous with others, and mainly deals with internal affairs of the company.Li Yuqing mainly socializes with people. Although Li Shichang has also participated in the past two years, he doesn't know as many people as Li Yuqing.

Li Yuqing knew Cheng Ming well, and when he learned that Cheng Ming was ill, he asked someone to contact the doctor immediately without asking any further questions.

Then Li Shichang asked his assistant to contact an expert for consultation. He needed to thoroughly understand Cheng Ming's physical condition, and he would deliver porridge three hours later.Li Shichang couldn't stop the panic in his heart. Only by doing something like this can he calm down.

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