Critically ill 'love' letter

When Cheng Ming woke up, the room was dark, and he thought for a while before he remembered where he was now.He slept so loosely that he couldn't even move his fingers.

With a hoop around his waist, Li Shichang lay beside him and fell asleep with his arms around him.

In the past few months, Cheng Ming has been sleeping alone at home, and with the sudden sense of familiarity, at this moment, Cheng Ming feels that he is going to die of happiness.

Cheng Ming turned over to face Li Shichang, put his head on Li Shichang's chest, stretched his hand through Li Shichang's arm and put it on Li Shichang's tight waist. The comfortable temperature made Cheng Ming drowsy again.

Closing his eyes in a daze, Cheng Ming suddenly felt his waist tighten, but immediately let go.

"Are you awake?" Cheng Ming asked in a low voice.

Li Shichang didn't respond, Cheng Ming understood it, and leaned closer to Li Shichang again.

After a while, Li Shichang rubbed his chin against the top of Cheng Ming's head, and pressed Cheng Ming hard. The two of them stuck together tightly, and they just wanted to hug each other at the moment.

Cheng Ming suddenly felt that he didn't need to worry so much.

After being tender for a long time, although Cheng Ming didn't want to break the tranquility, he finally asked, "Go home?"

"Ah."

Li Shichang's voice was a little hoarse just after waking up, but Cheng Ming found it extremely sexy.

After the two of them didn't move, Cheng Ming sighed with the corners of his mouth raised, and pushed Li Shichang with a smile, telling him to get out of bed quickly.

Lying under the quilt, watching Li Shichang change another set of clothes, he laughed twice.

Li Shichang has a good career, and Cheng Ming is gentle, considerate and patient. He does things in an orderly manner. No matter how he sleeps today, he doesn't even take off his suit, trousers and shirt.

Only Cheng Ming can see a different Li Shichang.

Li Shichang changed into the third suit of the day, and when he heard Cheng Ming laugh, he stopped buttoning only one shirt button, took off his tie with his long legs, went to the clothes rail by the door, took off his tie, and sat down next to Cheng Ming. Ming hugged her lap.

The corners of Cheng Ming's mouth raised uncontrollably, he didn't speak, he sat firmly on Li Shichang's lap and helped him fasten the buttons, took the tie from Li Shichang's hand, put it neatly on the collar of Li Shichang's shirt, and pushed the knot hard He strangled Li Shichang up to the collarbone and did not let go. He slightly raised his eyes and looked away from Li Shichang, silently as if asking: "Are you satisfied?"

Li Shichang kissed the corner of Cheng Ming's mouth, and looked at Cheng Ming.

Cheng Ming felt bad, Li Shichang had just put on his clothes, but Cheng Ming wanted to take them off one by one.This is not good, Cheng Ming hurriedly avoided Li Shichang's gaze, and straightened the collar of Li Shichang's shirt.

"Bring me a set." Cheng Ming instructed.

Li Shichang refused: "The employees of the company are off work, there is no one, go home."

Cheng Ming stared at him and said in surprise, "You let me go out like this?!"

After that, Cheng Ming fell asleep without wearing anything, and now he is still naked and wrapped in a quilt, leaning against Li Shichang's arms.Even if there is no one, isn't Li Shichang afraid that he will freeze? !Cheng Ming thought Li Shichang was joking.

In fact, Li Shichang directly wrapped Cheng Ming in a quilt, carried him off the parking lot, opened the door, and stuffed Cheng Ming into the co-pilot in one go.

On the way, Cheng Mingsheng asked Li Shichang unrequitedly: "Are you really not afraid that I will freeze?"

Li Shichang replied calmly: "The company has enough heating."

Cheng Ming was completely speechless. Fortunately, the quilt was thick enough, and Cheng Ming didn't want to catch a cold again.

There were not many cars on the street. Looking from the car window, all I could see was a 24-hour supermarket and Li Shichang, illuminated by roadside lights, did not play music. Cheng Ming enjoyed this tranquility very much.

Halfway through the car, Cheng Ming suddenly said, "Aren't you afraid that I'll lie to you?"

"I hope you are lying to me." Li Shichang looked at the road, drove methodically, and said in a deep voice: "I feel like I am dreaming today, and you are willing to come back to me. If you are not sick, maybe I still feel that I am dream."

Cheng Ming laughed dryly and said, "I came to see you before I died, I know I'm selfish, I'm sorry."

"I won't let you die." Li Shichang said.

Cheng Ming ignored him, and looked at Li Shichang blankly. The warm yellow light hit the side of Li Shichang's face, and Cheng Ming, who was once fascinated by his face, fell into it countless times.

Li Shichang is more mature than when he was in college, and Li Shichang, who is in his 30s, has an excellent temperament.Cheng Ming pursed his lips and smiled, he hadn't felt this kind of heartbeat for a long time, today seemed to be back when he first fell in love.

Taking advantage of the red light, Cheng Ming lightly kissed Li Shichang's face.

"You are so handsome." Cheng Ming muttered.

After Cheng Ming finished speaking, he didn't look at Li Shichang again, and looked out the window with a blushing face.I thought to myself that fortunately it was Hei Tian, ​​it was shameful that I was so tired at such a young age.

Li Shichang didn't say a word, looking at Cheng Ming's side face, he felt warm in his heart, and he hadn't experienced this kind of feeling for a long time, so he couldn't help being a little happy.Then Li Shichang thought that the lost and recovered was because of Cheng Ming's illness, and his mood became very complicated.

Fortunately, it was not too late to find out, Li Shichang was not short of money, he couldn't imagine how he would survive without Cheng Ming, and if necessary, he would give everything to let Cheng Ming continue to be by his side.Li Shichang was even grateful that Cheng Ming would come to find him. If Cheng Ming was about to die, or he would only find out after he died, even he would not be able to survive.

But if Li Shichang knew that Cheng Ming knew about his illness a long time ago, but didn't tell him, Li Shichang didn't know how sad he would be.When Li Shichang found out, he had no way to quarrel with Cheng Ming.

Cheng Ming was waiting in the car for Li Shichang to buy groceries. He has been eating takeout recently, and there is not much food at home.Cheng Ming couldn't help chuckling when he thought of Li Shichang's expression of wanting to speak but stopped wanting to scold and dared not scold just now, and sent a resignation letter to the leader with Li Shichang's notebook.

At that time, Cheng Ming was kicked out by his family, and his teacher helped him. When Cheng Ming graduated from university, the teacher arranged Cheng Ming to work in her husband's company. Although Cheng Ming had good grades, he never thought of continuing to study.The teacher told him to go of course, even if the job was worse than what Cheng Ming could find, it would be overqualified to put it bluntly.Cheng Ming worked as a coolie for several years. He worked hard for less wages and squeezed the labor force, but because his teacher once extended a helping hand to Cheng Ming, he dared not speak out.

Now Cheng Ming is really too lazy to be polite, just search for a format on the Internet, add a medical certificate and send it, Cheng Ming doesn't care.The money that the teacher gave Cheng Ming had been returned tens of times and hundreds of times. During work, she was fed up with her husband's rogue behavior of treating him like a dog and leaving everything to Cheng Ming.

If Cheng Ming hadn't always felt that the teacher was kind to him and had never quit the job, he wouldn't have separated from Li Shichang.

As soon as the Enter key was sent, Cheng Ming instantly relaxed. Cheng Ming has never been so at ease since he was a child.

Thinking about it carefully, Cheng Ming has fewer and fewer things to think about since he got sick. Most of the time he only needs to think about himself. He doesn't have so many worries, but it gets easier and easier, and now he feels that life is quite happy.Cheng Ming didn't know whether to be thankful or complain, even he himself didn't know why he was able to live his life like this.

Here, Li Shichang was familiar with the road, bought the food, got into the car and returned to the driver's seat, and it took less than 10 minutes.Cheng Ming said that the home he wanted to return to was the place where Cheng Ming had always lived. The two had lived together in this house for more than three years. Although Cheng Ming still lived here, Li Shichang hadn't been back for a long time.

In fact, Li Shichang would drive there by himself for nearly two and a half hours when he had time, but he seldom went to find Cheng Ming.

Li Shichang carried Cheng Ming into the elevator with a bag of vegetables. Fortunately, he didn't meet anyone. The more Cheng Ming thought about it, the more stupid he became.As soon as Li Shichang put Cheng Ming on the sofa when he got home, Cheng Ming went into the bedroom to get his pajamas to take a bath, and ignored Li Shichang.

Li Poetry scanned every corner of the house emotionally, two rooms and one living room, according to Cheng Ming's words, it is warm and homely.Most of the lights in the room are warm yellow, very warm.The furniture was selected by the two of them for a long time, mostly beige and white, and the lighting seemed to be shining.The room was not much different from before Li Shichang left. Li Shichang wanted to come back here every night after work, but he never dared to come back.

Waking up with a stomachache in the morning, after going to the hospital and then to Li Shichang's company, Cheng Ming was already tired after going to the hospital for so long, so he just took a quick shower.

When Cheng Ming came out, Li Shichang had already prepared two simple dishes and made soup.

Cheng Ming glanced at the dishes on the table, and asked casually, "What else do you do at night?"

"..." Li Shichang was silent for a moment before replying: "I didn't eat anything in the afternoon. It's a bit late now, so eat less."

Well, Cheng Ming thought to himself.

It's been almost two years since I saw Li Shichang cooking in an apron last time, every day is like three autumns, let alone two years, now Cheng Ming is full of nostalgia.Both he and Li Shichang can cook, Cheng Ming always felt that Li Shichang was better than him, whenever Cheng Ming praised Li Shichang so much, Li Shichang would say: "You cook well."

Cheng Ming laughed at his lover's eyes, and after kissing him sweetly, he still insisted that Li Shichang was doing better than himself.

Now that I think about it, I have never been like this. I think that the best cook in the world is my husband.

If not for...

Cheng Ming put away the smile that inadvertently leaked out, and secretly sighed.

... Then Cheng Ming will definitely not let Li Shichang not go home for so long.

"Have you cheated?" Cheng Ming asked standing behind Li Shichang.

Cheng Ming held back this sentence for three years.

The soup is almost boiling, steaming hot, with the sound of gurgling and the lights in the kitchen, everything looks very warm.But at this moment, the temperature between the two dropped to the extreme, and the warm yellow light made Cheng Ming's eyes hurt.

Li Shichang's silence represented everything, Cheng Ming knew that Li Shichang would not lie to him.

Cheng Ming couldn't help but sneered, how could he live so passively.

"I saw you having sex with someone else in your office."

"Are you tired of me?"

Cheng Ming had already made all kinds of psychological preparations. He heard that men cheated only zero times or countless times. He had already prepared for the worst.

No matter if this short-term tenderness is gone, he just wants to hear Li Shichang admit it in person.Then he wondered if he was old, or if he was blind and saw the wrong person, did Li Shichang just like young people?

But now, when he really asked Cheng Ming, he began to regret it, blaming himself in his heart, so what are you doing seriously, isn't it good to deceive yourself once in a while?

Seeing Li Shichang's generous back remained motionless, Cheng Ming finally experienced what it means to be heartbroken like a knife.

The author has something to say: Poet Cheng Ming will still meet during the cold war, such as when there is a small holiday on New Year's Eve, Spring Festival, Mid-Autumn Festival and Dragon Boat Festival.

Although, the length of the poem is really not bad...