Critically ill 'love' letter

Li Shichang was right, the umbrella left at the office door that day was indeed Cheng Ming's.

Li Shichang has indeed cheated.

But it's not 'innumerable times' like Cheng Ming thought.Li Shichang wanted to confess to Cheng Ming at the very beginning, but he hesitated for a long time before opening his mouth. Li Shichang didn't have the courage to face Cheng Ming at all. Even if Li Shichang knew that Cheng Ming was not an unreasonable person, when he thought that Cheng Ming might leave him, he would do nothing. I dare not say anything.

Li Shichang was seduced by a small intern in the company, but he never paid any attention to that intern from the beginning to the end.If it weren't for the fact that this young intern was "introduced" by a partner, Li Shichang would have been taken away by this young master who didn't do his job properly and only came to the company for fun.Li Shichang thought that it was enough for him to show his attitude, and there was no possibility for the two of them.

Who would have thought that this little internship was simply spoiled by the family and could do anything.He bribed Li Shizhang's assistant, and drugged Li Shizhang openly. This guy is like a fool who overdosed. He can't do anything well at ordinary times, but the medicine he fiddled with is top-notch.

Under the influence of the drug, Li Shichang became dizzy shortly after drinking the water, thinking that the person under him was Cheng Ming.When Li Shichang woke up from the rest room and saw the person lying down, he realized that he had misunderstood the person. When Li Shichang saw that the assistant was not there and saw the umbrella at the door, he completely panicked.

Li Shichang saw Cheng Ming holding this black umbrella.Feeling extremely guilty, Li Shichang began to lie to himself, thinking that black umbrellas are not uncommon, and they may not necessarily belong to Cheng Ming.

The panic caused Li Shichang to react only the next day, and quickly packed up and kicked the intern to Li Yuqing, and he fired the assistant when the assistant came to work.

Li Shichang didn't know what to do. When facing Cheng Ming, he was very careful in everything he did, not wanting to make Cheng Ming unhappy.Cheng Ming saw only sadness in his eyes, he almost didn't know this Li Shichang...

It was a once-in-a-lifetime day. It was rare for Cheng Ming to get off work two hours early. On a rainy day, he drove for almost three hours to find Li Shichang, and then ran into this scene in Li Shichang's office.

Cheng Ming didn't go in.

He never thought that Li Shichang would cheat, but now it happened in Li Shichang's office, and even the assistant outside was dismissed.Seeing it with his own eyes, he couldn't help but accept the fact.

Cheng Ming couldn't help crying outside the door, the tears fell down like they couldn't be wiped clean, his mind went blank, his heart was twisted into a ball, he didn't know what to do, his spiritual pillar collapsed in an instant, he had never felt so uncomfortable in his life.

After crying for a while, Cheng Ming calmed down. He wanted to make a recording as a proof. When he made up his mind to leave Li Shichang, he would take out the recording without even saying a word of nonsense.

Although I thought so in my heart, my hands didn't move at all.Cheng Ming was afraid that he would not be able to control his impulse when he had the evidence in his hand, so he showed the recording to Li Shichang.

Even if Cheng Ming witnessed this situation with his own eyes, he still couldn't bear to leave Li Shichang.

If he quarreled with Li Shichang, and questioned Li Shichang, Li Shichang might get bored of him.No matter how good you are to Li Shichang, you can't keep up with his youth... Just pretend you didn't see it.

Both of them want to pretend that this incident never happened, but the two who love each other deeply can't act as nonchalantly as they think in their hearts.One is always apologetic, and the other wants to take revenge on Li Shichang because of love.

Cheng Ming knew that this was wrong, but he could hardly control his thoughts.Cheng Ming thought, if Li Shichang dared to cheat, he would bring someone to do it in front of Li Shichang.He knew that Li Shichang liked him, and doing so was enough to make Li Shichang heartbroken and make Li Shichang regret it.But he couldn't bear to be cruel in the end, he couldn't even imagine himself having sex with anyone other than Li Shichang.

They became more and more indifferent day by day, leading to a cold war between the two without quarreling.

I endured it again and again, after so many years, now Cheng Ming finally couldn't hold back, and asked directly.Li Shichang, who had been entangled for several years, finally made up his mind to tell Cheng Ming the truth because he was asked face to face by Cheng Ming. The elite boss in ordinary times explained something at this time, but he stumbled and explained half a point.

Since Li Shichang seldom lied to Cheng Ming, over time, Cheng Ming subconsciously believed that what Li Shichang told him was the truth, so Cheng Ming skipped the suspicion link and began to sneer at Li Shichang for several seconds.

"You..." Normally Li Shichang remained calm no matter what he encountered, but this time Li Shichang was always flustered from the bottom of his heart. Faced with Cheng Ming's frequent reactions, Li Shichang's thoughts became chaotic.

Li Shichang thought very simply, he betrayed Cheng Ming, and he still didn't want to leave Cheng Ming, at least the two of them were still together in the cold war, he didn't dare to ask for anything else.

Cheng Ming wanted to cry but had no tears.

He couldn't help hating that intern, and why Li Shichang didn't tell him, and even felt that God was teasing him.Then Cheng Ming thought again, didn't he himself not ask.It is useless to blame anyone now, and I feel helpless.

Cheng Ming knew that he was also responsible. He used to be very confident and believed how much he knew Li Shichang. Now that he thought about it carefully, Li Shichang didn't dare to tell him that it was only because Li Shichang loved him just like he loved Li Shichang.

He loves Li Shichang so much that he doesn't want Li Shichang to leave him.So he was willing to pretend that he didn't see it, even if he felt wronged, he just endured it.

"What about me? It was just a misunderstanding in the end? This is too ridiculous!" Cheng Ming's mouth trembled uncontrollably.What's even more ridiculous is that as long as Cheng Ming opened his mouth to ask, the misunderstanding was resolved.Big joke.If there is no misunderstanding, the two of them are still very good, and they will stick together like glue all day long.

Cheng Ming would not make his body like this.

Now he can't wait to go back to that office three years ago and rush into that office, making a big fuss, and it's his turn to make this misunderstanding cause the two of them to have a cold war until now?

After all, both people are too careful in this relationship, which seems to have no sense of trust in each other.In other words, they gave each other too little sense of security.

Li Shichang didn't understand what Cheng Ming was talking about. Li Shichang made it clear that he was cheating, but Cheng Ming said it was a misunderstanding. Li Shichang felt strange.

"can you forgive me?"

His thoughts are no longer as clear as usual, and now he just wants to hear Cheng Ming's answer.

Cheng Ming was furious and trembling with sadness.I don't even know what to be angry about, my heart is messed up.After a burst of palpitations, Cheng Ming panicked even more, and couldn't help but step forward and hug Li Shichang tightly.

"..."

Li Shichang clasped Cheng Ming's waist and the back of Cheng Ming's head with the other hand, let Cheng Ming lean on his chest, and kissed Cheng Ming's hair with his head down.

"Let me find a doctor for you." Li Shichang asked in a deep voice.

Cheng Ming was struggling, and just about to shake his head, he heard the deep voice from above say again: "Psychiatrist."

Cheng Ming stepped on Li Shichang's foot as if he couldn't bear to vent his anger, and then pushed Li Shichang away.

"I suspect that you have mental problems!"

"Together, you all expect me to be depressed?"

The gurgling Tang Li Shichang continued to ignore him, he pressed the pot off casually, reluctantly picked up Cheng Ming by the waist, and touched the tip of Cheng Ming's nose.

"Calm down, Cheng Cheng, I love you no matter what. Now let's go to dinner..."

Cheng Ming wanted to tear Li Shi's mouth off.

Anyway, Cheng Ming asked Li Shichang to accompany him, so he probably won't leave now. Thinking optimistically, it will be a matter of time before Cheng Ming forgives him, and the immediate priority is to keep Cheng Ming from starving.

Cheng Ming put a spoonful of milk and egg custard into his mouth, and stared at Li Shichang while chewing.Li Shichang saw Cheng Mingkuai's mouth pouting to the sky and thought it was cute, so he pinched Cheng Ming's cheek.

When the two get along, they are already full of sweetness. From the perspective of outsiders, no one would have thought that Li Shichang can have such an innocent side, and Cheng Ming can act like a baby.

After taking a long time to eat half a bowl, Cheng Ming didn't plan to eat it, and pushed it to Li Shichang. Li Shichang got up after a few mouthfuls and went to the kitchen to bring Cheng Ming a small bowl of Shuangpi Nai.

Shuangpi Nai is warm, Cheng Ming has eaten a lot, he likes to eat these little things made by Li Shichang.After sweeping the air, Cheng Ming lifted his ass and left, went straight to the bedroom, leaving Li Shichang to pack his things.

There were not many things to do, and they were tidied up quickly. It didn't take long for Li Shichang to enter the bedroom. Li Shichang's clothes were still there, and he took a set of pajamas from the closet and went to the bathroom.

Twenty minutes later, Cheng Ming was lying on the bed and almost fell asleep.Li Shichang entered the bedroom again, just now, afraid of the sound of water disturbing Cheng Ming, he went to another bathroom outside this bedroom.

Li Shichang looked at Cheng Ming helplessly, and just tied a bath towel and got into the quilt with moisture to hug Cheng Ming, and kissed Cheng Ming punitively with the smell of toothpaste.

Cheng Ming let out a groan, and the tip of his tongue with a mint flavor slipped into Cheng Ming's mouth, and the cool breath made Cheng Ming wake up a lot.Cheng Ming pushed Li Shichang's chest hard, and at the same time tilted his head back, leaving a gap between them.

"Don't kiss blindly." Cheng Ming said angrily.

Li Shichang panted and said with a smile: "Tell me what you have done?"

Several "human scum" were written on Li Shichang's pajamas.

Cheng Ming turned his head and closed his eyes to ignore him.

Li Shichang leaned forward and kissed Cheng Ming's mouth.

"Good night, Cheng Cheng." Li Shichang rubbed Cheng Ming's forehead again.

Cheng Ming rubbed Li Shichang's chest muscles twice like a hooligan, then put one hand on Li Shichang's waist, and buried his head on Li Shichang's chest.

"...Good night." Cheng Ming muttered.

Li Shichang let Cheng Ming fall asleep in his arms, but Li Shichang suffered from insomnia all night.

Losing and recovering is very unreal. Li Shichang thought about this scene for three years. The night before, he also thought about Cheng Ming, who couldn't fall asleep, and finally fell asleep with sleeping pills. He had to maintain enough energy for the next day's work.

Tonight Li Shichang hugged Cheng Ming like in a dream.

Being able to reconcile with Cheng Ming as soon as he wakes up almost occupies Li Shichang's fantasy before going to bed every night.Too many times, Li Shichang couldn't stand the expectations being broken again, and gradually, he no longer looked forward to tomorrow.

Li Shichang has been a person who doesn't need to be worried about since he was a child. He can maintain a normal relationship with his classmates and teachers and keep a distance. Li Shichang rarely cares about socializing, and only focuses on his studies.

Until Cheng Ming appeared in his life.

The first time I communicated with Cheng Ming was in the school library.At that time, when Li Shi grew up, Li Yuqing tried every means, and it took several years to get away from their father Gao Heng, and then took Li Shichang to leave the city where he was originally, to develop again, and Li Shichang continued to complete his studies.

It is no exaggeration for the two to say that they are dependent on each other, they are each other's only relatives.It took almost all of Li Yuqing's property to defeat his father, and he was no longer able to develop abroad.As for Li Shichang, there is no difference between studying abroad and at home. The main reason is that they are reluctant to leave each other at this point, and Li Shichang chooses to stay in China.The freshman courses are easy for Li Shizhang. Li Shizhang stays by Li Yuqing's side, and can help Li Yuqing share some of the work.

The school library has three floors, and it has more books than some small libraries outside. Li Shichang didn't want to buy piles of books to take up space, so he came to the library when he had nothing to do.

It was a very hot day, and Li Shichang in the library was blowing on the air conditioner, but he didn't feel anything.Li Shichang was looking for information when a young boy came by.

"Excuse me, is there anyone here?" The boy pointed to the seat next to Li Shichang.

The author has something to say: To put it bluntly, he is cowardly