Evening Primrose's Lonely Confession

Two months, boy, I gained eight catties! ! !

Song Xitang said it was good, then took the opportunity to touch my stomach and smiled, "It's good to prepare for pregnancy."

"I'll go to your uncle." I kicked over, Song Xitang just smiled, and then went to the kitchen to cook for me.

In the evening we sat on the porch where the water tank used to be and played checkers. Only then did I realize that Song Xitang looked like an idiot when playing checkers, very clumsy.

He has been working a lot lately, so I kicked him back after a few rounds.

Song Xitang didn't move, and said to me with a serious face, "Zeze, don't keep driving me away."

I... "Don't you have a job? Work is important."

Song Xitang didn't say anything, got up and went back to the house, his appearance made people look lonely.

Indeed, I didn't give him much good looks. Song Xitang treated me well, but he changed all the trajectory of my life, including my family, and even separated me from other people in order to satisfy my own selfish desires. I always feel that he is selfish.

Because he just let me and him skip a lot of steps and just be together.

Our marriage is also the same. He handles it all by himself and doesn't allow me to refuse, but I don't like this, I don't like his control over me, just like he doesn't like me rejecting him, we don't like each other's thorns, we hug each other forcibly Being together will only hurt.

I went back to the bedroom, turned off the lights and went to sleep. At night, my body was itchy like hell. When I turned on the lights, I found red spots allergies on my body. I remembered that Xiuxiu gave me a piece of chocolate this morning, which seemed to be peanuts. smelly.

I couldn't remember where Song Xitang put the medicine last time, so I had to take a cold shower, hoping to wash away the itching with low temperature, but the effect was really mediocre.

A little bit of blood came out of the scratches on his body.

In my panic, I noticed someone coming in, so I covered the quilt, and Song Xitang walked in with a cream cake.

"I was impulsive just now, don't be angry."

"Yeah." I answered simply, Song Xitang came over and put the cake on my bedside table, Song Xitang suddenly looked at me.

"What's wrong with you." He asked me.

Seeing that I couldn't hide it, I said directly, "I'm allergic, and I can't find medicine."

Song Xitang lifted my quilt and rolled up my trousers, "It's all torn." His frown was also pretty.

Song Xitang went out to get me medicine, and when he came back, he came in with a box and a glass of honey water. I didn't want to be taken care of by Song Xitang like last time, "I'll do it myself, it's too late, you go back to sleep."

Song Xitang agreed, put down her things and left beside my bed, "Drink some water."

When I finished processing, it was not late at night, but I was so sleepy.

I noticed that Song Xitang had entered the room, he just patted my head and lay down beside me quietly.

The next day, I woke up in Song Xitang's arms. He was entangled by me, and his arms were pressed down by me. I hung on him like an ornament.

"What time is it?" I asked.

Song Xitang looked at his watch, "Seven o'clock, what do you want to eat?"

"Don't eat." I lay down.

"I'll go cook." Face Song Xitang was about to leave, I grabbed the arm under the pillow.

I don't want to change the pillow, "Don't do it, I don't want to eat, just lie down."

Song Xitang stroked my hair, unbuttoned it and looked at me, then relaxed and hugged me wholeheartedly.

"Song Xitang, that honey water..."

"I put some sleeping pills, in case you are so itchy that you won't be able to sleep." Song Xitang didn't want to hide it.

"Yeah." The reason he said was so nice that I didn't know what to say for a while.

"I came back early in the afternoon, take a good rest and wait for me to come back."

I nodded, and Song Xitang let go of her arms, covered me with a quilt and went out.

Xiuxiu’s problem of going to school has not been resolved, so I plan to let my sister’s family enter my household registration. Fortunately, after graduating from university, I left the talent introduction plan and entered Beijing’s household registration. This will make it easier for them to buy a house and work in the future. Song Xitang asked me if I needed his help, but I refused decisively.

Song Xitang saw that I was determined, so he didn't ask any more, and let me run around by myself, and asked him in time if I didn't understand.

Before three o'clock in the afternoon, Song Xitang came back. He came in with his briefcase and put on his slippers. I was watching TV and eating melon seeds, and I messed up the coffee table in the living room.

Song Xitang took off his windbreaker, pulled off his tie, looked at me and smiled happily, "It's really hot today, we will go to Suzhou in two days, just the two of us."

"No, take my sister, brother-in-law, and Xiuxiu."

Song Xitang pinched my nose, "Okay, I'll listen to you."

He went to the kitchen to cook, I cleaned up the living room, and went to the kitchen door to look at him, "Song Xitang, I recently finished talking about the filming of a work."

"Oh, that's good, is Shengtian helping you?" He could guess almost everything right.

I nodded, "I made money, how about giving half to you and my sister?"

Song Xitang smiled helplessly, peeling freshly washed potatoes, "Zeze, are you embarrassed?"

Song Xitang did spend a lot of money on me, and I don't want to owe him anything.

"No, this is a tip from my uncle." I leaned against the door frame unnaturally, and Song Xitang raised my eyes, which made me even more embarrassed.

"Okay." Song Xitang agreed, "Then thank you, Uncle Xuan."

After almost half a year, Song Xitang deliberately chose the time of dusk, fearing that I would be scared if I went into the night.

We were all a little nervous. Song Xitang was probably afraid of my pain, so he didn't make it to the end.

I slept surprisingly well this time, and Ze felt that Song Xitang almost met my standards. I took his hand, and he put my hand on his heart, and said, "Zeze, don't be afraid, I Your heart is yours."

"Okay." I agreed vaguely, and soon fell into a deep sleep.

Later I asked Song Xitang when he fell in love with me, and he said he didn't know, but when he saw that I got hurt because of that phone call, it was the first time in his life that he felt regret.

I asked him what he regretted?Song Xitang was silent for a while, picked up the phone, and opened the address book, "I didn't find out in time when you walked into my heart, but my ex-wife found out first."

I flipped through it casually and found that I was the only one in the address book. I was very puzzled, "Why don't you set a name for others."

"It's just a number, I can distinguish it clearly." Song Xitang is indeed a very smart person, but he is very bad at checkers.

"So, I'm the only one in your address book."

"Yes." Song Xitang answered me without any hesitation.

I stared at Song Xitang's face obsessively. I thought he was good-looking at the beginning, and then I depended on him, ran away from him, hated him, and hurt him deeply every time, and he returned it to me in the same way.

I thought we were destined to separate, but he took the initiative to save everything, regardless of any consequences, just to be with me, I only cared about my own gains and losses, but Song Xitang only showed me his happy appearance.

He is selfish, calm, self-reliant, controlling, everyone is him.

My eyes gradually blurred, forget it, wherever I go.

Song Xitang and I are considered complete, but not mentioning the past has become what we are doing silently.

My work has gradually resumed, and I don't always stay at home. We have lived a small life. Song Xitang used to socialize a lot, but now every time I come back after eating outside, he is waiting for me in the living room.

This day, Sheng Tian and I came back from drinking with some bosses, Song Xitang was playing TV in the living room, and the evening news started, I realized that I was a little late.

I was a little drunk, "Hey...wait for me." I put on my slippers, walked over, and sat on Song Xitang's lap. The more I looked at him, the more I thought he was good-looking, "mua~" I kissed him on the face ,"So lovely."

Seeing that Song Xitang's brows eased a little, I got up and coaxed him, "Okay, don't be angry anymore, little mb is going to take a bath, uncle... I will love you well in a while." After I finished speaking, I went to the bathroom.

Song Xitang went to the kitchen and poured me a bowl of hangover soup. I waved my hand and refused. I ate too much and couldn't drink it anymore.

Song Xitang looked down at me, and said in a very bad tone, "Don't go out to drink in the future, okay?"

I hiccupped, got up and pushed him away to the room.

"Don't worry about men's affairs." I also said something specially.

Song Xitang took my hand while sleeping at night, and said in a very gentle tone, "Zeze, drinking like this is not good for your health."

"Understood." I said sullenly under the quilt, and I knew in my heart that Song Xitang was doing it for my own good.

"The Duke of Zhou will send me to country J for a business trip next time. You have to take good care of yourself."

"Country J?" Although I drank too much, I also know from the news that the international situation there is very tense. Song Xitang's identity was suddenly sent abroad. Needless to say, he must have been suppressed by the outside world.

"It's okay, when the time comes..."

I was suddenly a little nervous, hugged his neck, and buried my head in his neck, "Do you want me to go with you?"

Song Xitang patted me on the back, "It's okay, that's too dangerous."

"I'm not afraid of danger, Song Xitang." I suddenly didn't know where the courage came from, "If you die, I will be a bachelor for the rest of my life."

"How could I die." Song Xitang said very lightly, and I realized that he was also uncertain about something.

I hugged him tightly, "Actually, you don't know if you will die, right?"

Song Xitang smiled helplessly and dragged me down to let me lie down, "Take it as a TV series." He paused, his eyelashes fluttering, "There are bodyguards and people from the United Nations, they dare not, they won't let you go, it's the most recent You have a chance, take advantage of it.”

Song Xitang gave me a business card. He is a very famous director. He asked me to try it out. Although the bidding for film and television is over, the team has not been confirmed yet. I am very worried about Song Xitang leaving, so I used Because of the relationship, I urgently applied for a visa to country J.

Fortunately, I got it before Song Xitang left.

I actually planned to secretly book a ticket to go with him, and he would have nothing to do when he got on the plane, but I didn't expect Song Xitang to have already arranged for me, but he asked me to follow him, just because I was wronged that I couldn't live with me , I really... feel as if he was the one who was wronged.

"But this time it's not a honeymoon trip, we didn't live together." Song Xitang told me solemnly when he was packing his luggage, he thought like a child.