Evening Primrose's Lonely Confession

Our beginning was an affair of interests, so why should I ask too much of him.

At [-] o'clock on Wednesday morning, I went to the house that Song Xitang settled me in on the third ring road, not far from the new company. Song Xitang also gave me the pterosaur and said that he would give me a new one after a while.

I thought he would at most find a house that was big enough for me to live in alone. I didn’t expect that the layout of the house was similar to the one on the second ring road I went to last time. The first floor plus a basement courtyard garage cost a lot. Song Xitang asked me to sign the transfer contract , Said that this house will belong to me in the future, but he will not give me any more money. After all, some expenses cannot be put on the bright side. It is really tempting for him to make this condition. My house was lost by Song Xitang, and there are some paragraphs Time he hurt me, I know he is making up for me, but I didn't sign the contract.

"Song Xitang, give me the money, I think it's more practical, if one day we break up, this house doesn't necessarily belong to me." I said with a smile.

Song Xitang was not suspicious of my good ears. He looked at the contract on the table and said, "Think carefully about it." His attitude still did not allow me to refuse.

Song Xitang said that he would still come on Tuesdays and Fridays in the future, I was relieved and continued to prepare for the plan to go far away.

I am now free to come and go. The way I contact Liu Feng is to go to a restaurant every Wednesday. The place is inconspicuous, and Song Xitang will not notice it easily. As long as I am careful, he will not notice it.

I arrived on Wednesday as scheduled, and Liu Feng was in a conspicuous place. We looked at each other, and I found a place to sit down, put down my things and ordered a cup of coffee.

Seeing Liu Feng went to the toilet, I followed after a while.

Liu Feng gave me more than a dozen new phone cards, and said that he could contact him if there was anything to prevent Song Xitang from monitoring my phone.

I told him the situation in detail, including Song Xitang's investigation of him.

"Ozawa, blame me. If you were with me all the time, this kind of thing would not have happened. No matter what, I will try my best to help you." Liu Feng felt guilty, and I touched his ear to make him not feel sad. Thinking, he hugged me and kissed my lips.

Song Xitang's face flashed across my mind, and I dodged Liu Feng's attack tactfully. I touched his puzzled face and told him, "I'm sorry, we can't turn back."

Liu Feng's family conditions are good, we were really sweet when we first got together, but his parents didn't allow their son to be gay, so they let him get married early and separated us.

I also heard from others that his wife was pregnant.

Liu Feng nodded knowingly. After we separated, I returned to that house in a daze.

I didn't expect Song Xitang to be at home, I was shocked, but he came over and gave me a very calm look before continuing to work in the kitchen.

I didn't expect that he would actually cook by himself.

"Why are you here?" I changed my shoes and asked him, but no one answered me.

The sound of cooking in the kitchen was too loud, maybe he didn't hear it, so I hurried to my room, hid the phone card, changed into home clothes and went out.

"Why are you so slow?" Song Xitang asked casually, and I almost confessed.

"Changing clothes." I pretended to be fussy and urged him to get me a Coke from the refrigerator, as if the matter was over.

The rice cooked by Song Xitang was really unpalatable, "Too...too salty." I took a sip of Coke.

Song Xitang's complexion was not good, and he went to the kitchen with the food he cooked, "Don't eat it."

I saw that he managed to cook me a meal. Although it was unpalatable, his intentions were precious, so I said hard, "I'm hungry, I'll eat!"

"Really." Song Xitang asked.

Without hesitation, I nodded, "Really."

After dinner, we watched the news together and watched Liu Haoran's TV series. I knew the plot, but I didn't watch it as seriously as Song Xitang, and fell asleep next to him after a while.

In a blur, I felt that Song Xitang was carrying me back to the bedroom.

To deal with people like Song Xitang, give him some sweetness, he is like a pug, although he can't wag his tail, he will try to give you the warmth of his stomach.

Song Xitang hugged me and made me face him. After a while, I heard his regular breathing.

"Hmph." I snorted triumphantly, but Song Xitang tightened his arms around me.

"Sleep." Song Xitang wasn't surprised that I was still awake, on the contrary, he seemed to know about it early in the morning, and just pretended not to notice.

cunning.

I adjusted my body to make myself more comfortable, Song Xitang also let me go, and held my hand when I was well.

But it was a very peaceful sleep.

Song Xitang is really powerful, so powerful that I am not afraid of anything but him.

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When I woke up the next day, Song Xitang was not on the bed, and when I went to the bathroom, I realized that he was cooking breakfast in the kitchen. I rubbed my forehead, knowing that I was impulsive after all last night.

But fortunately, it was just fried eggs, soft-boiled, without salt.

Song Xitang saw that I was almost finished eating, so he casually opened a cardboard box on the table, which contained small fish-shaped pastries, "Try the Kyoto confectionery from last time."

I was stunned, I didn't expect that he still remembered, and took one with his hand, it was still chocolate flavored.

"Thank you." I couldn't help but say.

Song Xitang patted my head, "Work hard, remember?" After speaking, he got up and went to the living room to take his coat and briefcase and left.

I drove to the new company. Sheng Tian is a very nice person. Although my position is not high now, he has arranged for me an independent office. It is small, but it is enough for one person.

Compared with before, my job is the same as that of an editor, except that I have to read manuscripts. Although I am not professional, but since Song Xitang paved the way, my talent has become an insignificant part.

Because the workload given by Shengtian is very small, and the most serious procedure is to confirm the bank card number, so that it is convenient for me to pay "salary".

I clock in after get off work on time and drive home. Song Xitang is probably watching me somewhere, so I have to be more cautious.

After parking the car, I suddenly felt a lot of pressure. I remembered that someone delivered cigarettes to Song Xitang before, and he put them on the trunk.

When it was ready, I took a sip and felt my nose choked, the bitterness made me sick.

As soon as I entered the room, I quickly brushed my teeth and rinsed my mouth several times. When Song Xitang opened the door, the smell seemed to have not dissipated.

Song Xitang seemed to have noticed something unusual, he walked towards me quickly, his eyes were red when he saw me, "I..." He grabbed my wrist and made me look at him

"You smoked the cigarettes in the car." He didn't ask, but he could see it with his eyes.

I nodded, and pinched a height of less than two centimeters with my other hand, "A little bit."

Song Xitang felt relieved and let go of me, "They want to please me, but they don't know what I like, but there is one thing, as long as they touch, no one can leave."

I understood what Song Xitang meant. Song Xitang didn't want to see me in such a mess. He put his hands in his pockets and walked towards the living room, asking me how I was doing at work today.

"It's pretty good, but there is less work, which is almost the same as no work."

Song Xitang boiled the water, probably smiling, "Then you have to put on a show, don't embarrass me."

I went back to the bedroom and changed my clothes, and asked Song Xitang what to eat, he put down the cup, "Xiao Zhang will deliver it later."

"Oh." I replied again, "Change clothes."

Song Xitang always knew what I was thinking, he directly closed the bedroom door with his backhand, "You replace it for me."

I unbuttoned his shirt for him, this time I wasn't as shy as last time, but felt that it had a special taste, after changing for Song Xitang, I was already dazed by his kiss on the closet.

This kiss was actually a rare sweetness.

When it was time to eat, Song Xitang answered the phone and went back. Before leaving, he was very happy to tell me that his wife was pregnant.

"Congratulations." I said with a smile.

Song Xitang said with a smile on his face, "Thank you." He didn't forget to give me a kiss before leaving.

I watch TV at night, and fall asleep on the sofa when I get sleepy.

If I can also have children, will Song Xitang come over with other lovers, and then come to see me with great joy? I know that he has many lovers, both men and women.

The next day I got up and went to work normally. Song Xitang didn't call or send text messages, so he was probably still busy.

When I was in the office of the company, I called Liu Feng. He said that he had prepared a car to take me home as soon as possible without any trace. I promised him 50 yuan, saying that it was compensation for his marriage. Although Liu Feng refused, I had no choice but to give it anyway, and I planned to have someone hand it over to him at that time.

Sure enough, Song Xitang didn't come to see me on the Tuesday night of the second week. Xiao Zhang said that it was because Song Xitang's old man asked him to spend more time with his wife because of the child's affairs. I just smiled and chatted with Xiao Zhang. , but duplicity said that Song Xitang should be like this.

Xu Feng and I agreed to meet downstairs in the company on Thursday night.

These two months are finally over, and I'm going back to being free again.

Before leaving for work in the afternoon, I took a look at the house Song Xitang settled for me. Except for the box of fruit in the refrigerator that I could eat on the way, I couldn't think of anything to bring with me.

But I didn't take it either. I would have to give it to others if I went to the company. I'd rather it be broken.

"Ozawa, make sure you don't miss it anymore."

I leaned against the car window and nodded with a smile, "Song Xitang is difficult to deal with, it seems that you will have to avoid him in the next few days."

"Ozawa, if you have any difficulties, remember to tell me. The driver, Old Wu, will take you all the way to Yunnan. When everything is safe, you can go to other places."

Yunnan is the place I have always wanted to go to, but Liu Feng still remembered it. I stretched out my hand from the car and held his hand, "Liu Feng, thank you."

Who would have thought that when we were about to leave Beijing, Song Xitang would arrest me, and several cars would surround Lao Wu and me.

When I saw him approaching in the car, I just felt terrified, just as terrified as when my heart was changed because of his carefulness. In a hurry, I locked the car door.

I saw a few bodyguards trying to smash the car with something, so I had to unlock the car. Before I went down by myself, I finally told Lao Wu to run as soon as possible and leave me alone.

"Song Xitang, it's me who wanted to run, it has nothing to do with the driver, you are a public servant, don't... make things difficult for others..." I grabbed Song Xitang's hand directly, and my eyes were already crying uncontrollably because of fear and nervousness.

Song Xitang didn't speak, and his expression was calm. I saw a few bodyguards drag me into the car first, but fortunately, after a while, they let Lao Wu drive away.

I was relieved, but the car carrying me sent me back to my house.

Song Xitang imprisoned me again logically. The only difference from last time was that he didn't come to fuck me on time, which seemed to tell me his attitude at this point.

About half a month later, Song Xitang came for the first time, I stood up from the sofa, he looked tired, I could see it.

I was nervous and didn't say anything, Song Xitang had already changed into slippers and came in.

He stood in front of me, looking at me faintly, there was no anger in his eyes that day, just faint, as if we hadn't seen each other for a long time.