Evening Primrose's Lonely Confession

He pinched my chin, "Kneel down."

I grabbed his arm, trying to make him relax, "Song Xitang, please, don't let me do that, okay?"

I don't like what Song Xitang asked me to do because if it wasn't for two people who really love each other, I would really feel disgusted.

Song Xitang shook his head, "Xuanze, don't make me say it a second time, unless you want me to think of Xu Feng every time I fuck you."

I was trembling, looking at Song Xitang, knowing that I had no choice but feeling bad, I fumbled for his belt, my trembling fingertips didn't make Song Xitang feel any pity, on the contrary, I came in even more recklessly.

Song Xitang didn't leave the house for three days, in the bedroom, kitchen, living room, or even in front of the window, my begging for mercy was useless, I had to cooperate.

The last time was over, Song Xitang took a bath for me, and forced me to fall asleep while hugging me.

But his body was hard, and I didn't sleep well, and I felt a little scared. Song Xitang knew it, but he just hugged me harder.

It took two days of sleep for me to recover. The blue and purple scars on my body were shocking. When Song Xitang passed by, she looked at me and said she looked good.

This dead man is really a pervert, a pervert! ! !

I was holding on to the sink, my back was sore, and I finally went back to the room and continued to lie on my stomach, picked up the computer and played online checkers. When I went back to the bedroom just now, Song Xitang was busy in the kitchen. He was probably thinking about something that poisoned me. method.

I ordered a few snacks and drinks online, and bought Liuwei Dihuang Wan by the way, just by the way.

In the end, Song Xitang finally brought me a plate of fried eggs. There were twenty eggs in them. They were still unsalted and soft-boiled.

I was a little surprised, Song Xitang asked me to serve it, and set the table by himself, "I'll eat with you."

I burst out laughing, put the egg on the table and asked Song Xitang seriously, "I thought you would never need mending?"

"Do you want to eat or not?"

Song Xitang looked at me in the wrong way, and then I realized that the matter of my escape was over, and I dared to taunt him.

In the end Song Xitang ate eight and I ate twelve.

Song Xitang has also been recuperating for two days, he is like an old man, he is not cooking or watering flowers and drinking tea, I asked him if he would like to play checkers, who would have thought, he said no.

If you don't play, don't play. It's disgusting to be so perfunctory.

Song Xitang patted the sofa and asked me to sit down. When I sat down, he touched the back of my head, "I'm always blah, don't you know how to be quiet?"

Well, the TV is pretty good too.

"Song Xitang, are you not going to pursue me?"

He didn't respond, he squeezed my chin, and then said, "Liu Feng, have you ever touched me?"

"No." I replied.

His hand twisted my lips, "I've never kissed before."

Song Xitang's appearance is very good-looking, I was a little intoxicated in my dream, and I was afraid that he would abandon me immediately if he knew Liu Feng had kissed me, "I... kissed him." But I can't lie.

There was only a trace of teasing in Song Xitang's eyes, I thought he would be sad, at least angry.

He let go and warned me, "One last time, promise me."

I didn't agree, but put my arms around him, "Song Xitang, do you like me at all... If so, can we try dating?"

"Xuanze, I'm going to be a father soon." Song Xitang looked at me as if he was looking at a clown, I quickly let go of him, and stood up stiffly, "I'm just joking, don't take it seriously."

Song Xitang crossed his legs and adjusted the TV program with the remote control, "I'm not an idiot, by the way, I will go to work as usual from tomorrow."

I nodded, and Song Xitang left in the evening.

Song Xitang said that Liu Feng was very angry when he knew that I failed to escape, and asked me not to interfere in their affairs, let alone contact Liu Feng privately.

For more than a month in a row, I have been working step by step, the company and my family are on the same line. Liu Feng used various contacts to approach me, but I refused and told him that everything was fine, just tell him not to worry.

Song Xitang came to me less and less. One time when I heard Xiao Zhang chatting, he said that recently there was a little star whom Song Xitang liked very much. Xiao Zhang also said that he looked a little like me, and that he himself I have long felt that Song Xitang treats me a little differently, compared to me he just smiled, noncommittal.

The new novel has been submitted, and Sheng Tian said it is not bad, and he can contact China Merchants to discuss cooperation recently.

I also found that not all the things Song Xitang brought to me were completely bad. At least the current me is more glamorous than before, but not decent.

My characters and I seem to have gone to two extremes. They support justice and save the world, but as a writer, I have become a real blood-sucking bug, and the people I parasitize only treat me as charity.

One day, as soon as I closed the door, I heard movement in the house, but it was not the sound of cooking in the past, the sound was very soft, like a sigh.

I put down my briefcase, changed my shoes, took off my coat and walked to the living room. Song Xitang didn't watch TV, but lowered his head, not knowing what he was thinking.

"Song Xitang, what's wrong with you?" I asked.

"Zeze, my child is gone," he said.

Song Xitang held his forehead, I have never seen him so sad, although I didn't care about the child's life or death, but at this moment, I hope he is safely in Song Xitang's wife's belly.

I sat over and stroked his back, "It's okay, you will still have children."

My heart suddenly hurt, like a needle prick.

I cooked, and Song Xitang wanted to go to the study after eating two mouthfuls. Before leaving, he told me not to disturb him. I agreed, but suddenly I felt very stuffy in my heart. I couldn't help asking, "Let's go downstairs together, do you have any?" interest."

Song Xitang looked back at me and shook his head.

I went downstairs alone. There is a university near the neighborhood, where you can watch handsome guys play basketball, so I walked slowly.

Sitting on the steps of the stadium, I drank a bottle of water worth RMB [-] and recalled my college life. At that time, I had Liu Feng, and our friends all secretly knew about it.

In spring we sat and chatted under the tree, in summer we ate ice cream while watching the military training of freshmen, in autumn we went for a walk on the playground after dinner, and in winter we ran freely in the white world after snow.

When I was sitting and distracted, a coat had already been thrown on me. The young man seemed to have recognized the wrong person. He smiled brightly and walked into the field with his back on his back, and asked me to look after the clothes for him.

I froze for a moment, but still sat obediently. The boy was very handsome, with strong muscles full of explosive power. Sometimes he would look at me and then laugh.

Half an hour had passed after playing the ball, he pointed to his clothes, "The tissue is in the pocket."

When I took it out for him, his handsome face was already close to me, his hot breath almost burned me, he was too much like Liu Feng when he was young, "Wipe it for me, hurry up."

I threw a tissue to him directly, "Do you know who I am?"

He stood up, opened the tissue pack, took out two to wipe his sweat, and looked at me with his eyes, "Xuan Ze."

I was a little silly, but he continued to say, "I've seen your picture on the excellent graduate display board of University X. Are you a writer?"

I stood up and handed him the clothes. Standing on the steps, I was only about the same height as him. "Thank you for your attention."

I saw him take the clothes, grabbed my wrist with one hand, and stuffed something for me.

"Ze Ze." I heard someone calling me, it was Song Xitang.

"Goodbye." I patted the kid on the shoulder, then jumped down the steps, ran towards Song Xitang, and asked him, "Why are you here?"

"You've been out for too long, so come and have a look." Song Xitang looked at me, and then behind me.

I put it in my trouser pocket, and when I looked back, the boy was back on the court again. He looked so handsome in his jacket and dunked.

"Go back." I suggested.

Song Xitang nodded, and actually held my hand, "Let's go, let's go home."

Song Xitang said that he has been very busy recently, and his child had been miscarried in vain. He had to spend time comforting his wife. I comforted him a few words and hoped that he would come out soon.

Shan Tianyuan is the man I met on the basketball court. I found out the business card he gave me when I was doing laundry. He actually works in my company. I thought he was a college student.

It's also a coincidence, one day my car broke down, and I happened to meet Shan Tianyuan, and he sent me home.

When talking on the road, I found him to be quite funny, and he was also a gentleman.

"Excuse me." I waved from outside the car.

"I'll pick you up tomorrow."

"Okay." I readily agreed.

After entering the house, I received a call from Song Xitang. He was on a business trip and told me to keep a low profile and not be reckless. I answered them one by one, and at the same time, I didn't forget to go to the refrigerator to open a soda for myself.

"Do you miss me?" Song Xitang asked me suddenly.

I breathed a sigh of relief, and told the truth, "Think about it."