purple double bed

After Rong Zi left, the calm expression on Yan Jing's face finally collapsed.His fingers lightly rested on the table, but they trembled uncontrollably.

He hadn't thought of those things in the past for a long time.But with Yan Ru's appearance, with her sharp sword-like gaze that sees through everything, the memory that was originally sealed in the bottom of my heart seemed to be forcibly torn open, and suddenly surged out.

He remembered the names of many people, and the scene of him kneeling on the stone slab in front of the door begging his father to forgive him on that rainy night... the indifferent eyes of his sister standing beside him, his mother's sighs, his father's angry whip, and The icy raindrops hit the face.

Many things happened that year, and he was forced to go abroad by his parents before he even had time to sort out his mood.After going abroad, he used self-hypnosis to make himself forget that memory, but that kind of psychological suggestion was not real hypnosis after all. A certain memory that he deliberately ignored was not completely forgotten, but pretended to be forgotten, and was pressed in his heart.

But now, he had to face those past events again.It's just because Rong Zi was involved.

Thinking of the innocent smiling face of the young man, Yan Jing felt a suffocating pain in his chest... The surname Rong is rare, so why didn't he think that Rong Zi was related to the Rong family back then?Why did Liu Zhigang adopt Rong Zi and not let the child change his name?Why didn't he dare to continue with such a simple association?

Yan Ru is obviously much calmer and more rational. Although she pretends to be nonchalant on the surface, it is difficult to completely conceal the way she looks at Rong Zi.What's more, in front of a face who knows her very well.

Rong Zi looks very much like a person.

The fact that Yan Jing deliberately ignored was easily exposed by Yan Ru.

That was more than ten years ago.

In my memory, the sunshine in this city is always bright and warm, without the bustle of high-rise buildings like today. The city is full of old banyan trees over a hundred years old, and there are also small double-storey western-style buildings that were popular at that time.

Although the Yan family, Bai family, Ouyang family, and Liu family are not well-known families, the conditions of the several families are not far apart, and they are all related to Shixin Hospital. In addition, the parents are friends with each other. The children at home naturally mingled together all day long.

When I was young, there were always such so-called "small groups", and they had a great time climbing walls, climbing trees and pinching mud together.Liu Zhigang is the oldest and is the leader of the crowd, Bai Shaobo is the youngest and is often bullied to the point of crying, Ouyang Shuo and Yan Jing are about the same age, so they are naturally the closest.

When he was eight years old, a family suddenly moved in next door to Yan Jing's house.

The family's furniture and luggage were astonishingly large. There were no fewer than ten boxes for clothes alone. Yan Jing and Ouyang Shuo happened to be sitting on the mango tree next to the wall. They could clearly see the spectacular scene of moving next door. They were fond of gossip. Ouyang Shuo said: "I heard that this family's surname is Rong, they are in the clothing business, and they are rich. Look, it takes five big trucks to move."

Yan Jing squinted his eyes and looked to the next door, and saw a man in a Tang suit and sunglasses getting out of the car, followed by a woman with an exquisite figure and a lake blue cheongsam. A group of people respectfully called him Mr. Yan Jing couldn't help but smiled and said, "Look at his attire, he looks like the underworld in TV dramas."

"Who do you say is the underworld?" A cold voice suddenly came from under the tree. Yan Jing looked down and saw a boy about his age frowning at him. Imposing, with a cold and proud expression on his face, he glanced at Yan Jing contemptuously, "Don't talk nonsense, do you hear me?"

"Oh..." Yan Jing nodded obediently.

Seeing that he turned and walked away satisfied, Yan Jing suddenly shook the tree with a smirk, only to hear a loud "bang", the already ripe mango on the tree was shaken by Yan Jing and fell down, which happened to hit the boy's head .

"what……"

The man was hit on the head with a big bag, turned around and glared at Yan Jing, Yan Jing looked innocent, pointed to the tree and said: "The mango has fallen, you can take it if you like it."

"You..." The boy was so angry that he trembled all over, he picked up the shattered mango and threw it at Yan Jing.

Yan Jing dodged cleverly, and the mango hit Ouyang Shuo's face watching the show.

"Damn! If you dare to hit me, I'll beat you to death!" Ouyang Shuo climbed down the tree and rushed towards him. The two quickly wrestled into a ball. Yan Jing stood beside him and watched the show with a smile.

After a while, Yan Ru, who was already in college, just came home and ran over to try to persuade the fight. Unfortunately, once the children started fighting, they couldn't break it apart. Yan Ru had no choice but to turn her head and glared at Yan Jing, "It's you again!" Are you causing trouble?!"

Yan Jing shrugged, "It's none of my business, you see, I didn't participate in the fight..."

A young man's gentle voice suddenly came from the side, "Okay, you all stop."

The man was wearing a snow-white shirt and a pair of black-rimmed glasses. He looked gentle and elegant, with a strong bookish look on his body.He walked over quickly, grabbed the ears of the two children one by one and separated them, "Don't hit them."

The two children finally stopped, glared at each other, and finally glared at Yan Jing in unison.Yan Jing hurriedly hid behind her sister and made faces at them.

The man smiled and introduced himself, "Hello, my name is Rong Yucheng, this is my younger brother Rong Yuming, we just moved here today, please take care of us in the future."

Seeing him stretching out his hand, Yan Ru was stunned for a moment, then reached out and shook his hand, "Hello, my name is Yan Ru."

Rong Yucheng was still smiling, and grabbed the angry younger brother next to him, "Yuming, come here and apologize."

"He hit me with a mango, why should I apologize?" Rong Yuming pointed at Yan Jing angrily, but found that the culprit had long since hid behind his sister and disappeared without a trace.

Rong Yuming snorted coldly, turned around and left, with a big bag on his head, looking very funny.

Later, Yan Jing often thought that if he hadn't shaken the tree on a whim to smash him, perhaps all the subsequent changes would not have happened.Ouyang Shuo often joked that Yan Jing used a mango to make a marriage for his sister and a bad relationship for himself, that mango should be preserved and exhibited in a museum.

Every time he said that, Yan Jing was very helpless.

Yan Ru fell in love with Rong Yucheng at first sight, and since then, Rong Yuming has retaliated against Yan Jing in every possible way.

A child has such a pure heart. When he was hit on the head, he would naturally hold grudges in his heart. Unfortunately, Rong Yuming's nature is as gentle as his brother's, and he also has a bit of gentle temperament inherited from his mother's scholarly family. He is not as mischievous as Yan Jing Mischievous, every time he tries to get revenge on Yan Jing, he will be easily resolved by Yan Jing in the end, and he will be embarrassed instead.

Because of this, Rong Yuming held a grudge against Yan Jing for many years.

When they were in middle school, the two were the same age, and they happened to be assigned to the same class. Yan Jing's grades were very poor at that time, and Yan Shu often used Rong Yuming as a textbook example. Every day at the dinner table, he could hear: "Look at Yuming, You can get such a high score every time, it’s not like you, you know how to play all day long!" "Can you understand something, even in high school, you still don't know how to restrain yourself!"

At that time, the elders seemed to judge the quality of their children only by their grades. Yan Jing’s grades were not good, and he liked to sleep in class, and he didn’t like studying at all. I was mistaken by my cleverness" sigh.

In the winter vacation of the first year of high school, Yan Ru and Rong Yucheng finally got engaged under the help of their parents.In fact, Yan Jing knew very well that Rong Yucheng didn't have much affection for his sister, and married her only because of his parents' coercion.Because Yan Jing once heard the always gentle Rong Yucheng quarrel with his parents one night, "I don't love her! I don't want to marry her..."

Yan Jing didn't hear the content of the quarrel behind, but the phrase "I don't love her" was mixed with the sound of a vase being smashed, which was especially ear-piercing in the middle of the night.

Seeing Yan Ru's happy face, Yan Jing didn't dare to tell her these things. Yan Jing thought that Rong Yucheng just didn't love Yan Ru, but he didn't hate her. cultivated.

The two finally walked into the wedding hall with the blessings of the elders.

That day, Rong Yuming became his brother's best man. He was already 16 years old, and he had inherited the unique high-quality appearance of the Rong family. He had a very slender figure, coupled with a bookish look, and he smiled like a gentleman, very personable.Rong Yuming, who was dressed in a white suit, attracted countless attentions from the audience. Some people even joked that the older brother is married, and single girls are going to focus on the younger brother...

For those jokes, Rong Yuming didn't mind, he still had a smile on his face, and toasted everywhere like a gentleman at the wedding scene.But his elder brother Rong Yucheng, as the groom's official, didn't show much joy.

Yan Ru was very beautiful that day. Yan Jing still remembers that she changed into a red cheongsam after she took off her wedding dress, and there were beautiful hairpins in her hair. The unique charm of oriental women was vividly reflected in her body. His arms were toasting everywhere at the banquet, his body was so perfect that people couldn't take his eyes off, and the smile on his face was bright and dazzling.

She was 26 years old that year, the best time in a woman's life.

Perhaps, that day was the only day when she laughed the happiest in her life.

There were a lot of people at the banquet, and all the family members of the Yan family, Liu, Bai, and Ouyang's elders were present. Ouyang Shuo had always been displeased with Rong Yuming, so he sat with Yan Jing and scolded him: "Look at how fake he is! , Smiling all the time, won't the nerves on your face be paralyzed?"

Yan Jing leaned over and smirked: "Be careful, he will hit you with a mango again, and tell you 'be careful with your words' with a cold face."

Yan Jing deliberately imitated Rong Yuming's tone back then, and suddenly felt an inexplicable gaze behind him, turned his head, and met his eyes, there was no smile in those eyes, and the flash of deepness in them made Yan Jing Jing couldn't help being stunned, he obviously heard the conversation between the two, but he walked over with a face as if nothing had happened, put his hands on Yan Jing's shoulders naturally, and said with a smile: "Your sister married my brother, and we will be considered a family from now on." right?"

"Hmm..." Yan Jing felt a little uncomfortable being hugged by him, and quietly moved to Ouyang Shuo's side, jokingly said, "Since we are a family, let's write off all the past grievances, and don't think about it all day long." Seeking revenge on me. Being hated by you, I am under a lot of pressure. "

Rong Yuming smiled slightly, stood up, and when he walked by Yan Jing's side, he suddenly leaned over and whispered in his ear, "I never hated you."

Looking at the back of him leaving gracefully, Yan Jing suddenly felt that his heartbeat was a little out of control, the warm breath he kept in his ears, and that sentence, I never hated you... What exactly does it mean?

High school is the time when boys grow their bodies. Rong Yuming's figure grew at an astonishing speed, and soon he was half a head taller than Yan Jing and Ouyang Shuo.During that time, he changed very quickly. Gradually, his Adam's apple, which is a symbol of masculinity, became more and more obvious, and his voice became deeper. Although he still smiled gently, occasionally when he looked at Yan Jing, there would always be something in his eyes There is a strange depth.

Yan Jing didn't find anything wrong at that time, thinking that he looked at him like that because he was concerned about his childhood grievances, but the strange thing was that he didn't take any action to retaliate, instead he suddenly changed his attitude and was very kind to Yan Jing.

For example, during the sports meeting, he would hand over a bottle of mineral water to Yan Jing, who was out of breath after a long-distance run; he would write out math problems that Yan Jing could not understand and explain the calculation process step by step patiently; In the classroom, he would stay and help sweep together; Yan Jing forgot to bring his student ID and couldn't enter the school, he would also climb over the wall with Yan Jing...

Yan Jing was not a caring person, since Rong Yuming showed kindness to him, he would be happy to have another friend.The two lived next door, and they made an appointment to go to school together all day long, and their relationship quickly became close.

On the day of Yan Jing's 16th birthday, Rong Yuming suddenly came to Yan's house to give a gift, and brought Yan Jing a set of expensive purple shirts. , Rong Yu looked at him intently, and after a long time smiled and said: "You look so good in this dress."

"Really?" Yan Jing smiled, and changed his clothes again, "I'll wear them later, anyway, I wear school uniforms all day at school."

The two played games together until eleven o'clock, when Rong Yuming suddenly said that he wanted to sleep with Yan Jing.

Yan Jing just felt that he was baffled, why did they sleep together when they lived next door?But he took the initiative to speak, and Yan Jing didn't have any objections, anyway, they were all boys, they played and played a lot when they were young, and they often swam together naked, so there was nothing to mind.

Yan Jing was sitting at the desk doing homework, and happened to encounter a problem that he didn't know, so he greeted him politely, "Yuming, come and help me with this problem, hurry up."

Rong Yuming walked over, passed his left hand under Yan Jing's arm, propped it on the table, and held a pen in his right hand to help him calculate the problem, in an ambiguous posture as if he was half in his arms, and his warm breath gently brushed against his ear , the itchy feeling made Yan Jing feel very strange, and he didn't listen to what he said at all.

"Forget it, you help me write the answer, I'm going to take a shower..." Yan Jing stood up from the chair, turned around, and just touched his lips, feeling the burning temperature on his lips, Yan Jing hurriedly avoided, But he suddenly reached out and grabbed the back of the head.

"Well……"

Yan Jing's eyes widened in shock. He never thought that Rong Yuming would actually kiss him. For a moment, the emotion of surprise occupied his mind, and he even forgot how to deal with it. He successfully opened his teeth and deepened the kiss.

At that time, I was still young, and I was completely ignorant about this aspect. I only learned about some things between men and women from books and comics secretly circulated by teenagers, but I never thought that two boys could kiss like this.

"Bastard... let me go!" Reason quickly came back to his mind, Yan Jing punched him in anger, Rong Yuming's face was red and swollen, and the corner of his mouth was split, bleeding out glaringly.

The awkward silence lasted for a long time, Rong Yuming raised his head to look at Yan Jing, wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth with the back of his hand, smiled slightly and said, "Ah Jing, do you think I'm insulting you?"

"Isn't it?" Yan Jing looked at him coldly, "Your pranks are really getting lower and lower. I bullied you when I was young, but you still..."

"I like you." Rong Yuming suddenly stretched out his arms and hugged him tightly.

Yan Jing froze in place.

"I like you, Ajing."

The shoulders of the young man hugging him were still trembling slightly, and the voice in his ear was also very low, it sounded a little choked up.

"I don't know why I fell in love with a boy... But, I really like you. When I saw your sister marrying my brother that day, I even thought, the two of us are the ones walking on the red carpet holding hands. Alright...do you think I'm crazy...to think like that about you..."

Yan Jing was silent.

Rong Yuming let go of him, put his hand on his shoulder lightly, his eyes were very gentle, "I know, this kind of relationship is too abrupt, it's normal for you to find it hard to accept for a while... Actually, I originally wanted to talk to you again in a few years." I said it, but just now, I couldn't help but want to kiss you..."

"..."

"Do you like me a little?" asked anxiously, but Yan Jing didn't get any response.

Rong Yuming was silent for a long time, finally lowered his head and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

Then he turned and left with a sad expression.

Yan Jing stood there silently watching his lonely back under the street lamp. He has a gentle personality and excellent grades, always with a faint smile on his face, like a handsome prince charming. He is very popular with girls at school and very popular at home. He was loved by the elders, but at that moment just now, he hugged him tightly as if he collapsed, and said with a sob: I like you.Am I crazy.

That night, the lights next door were not on. Yan Jing opened the window from the second floor to look over and found Rong Yuming standing alone under the mango tree.He lowered his head and picked up a mango, not knowing what he was thinking.

Yan Jing looked at him from upstairs, his snow-white shirt looked extraordinarily thin in the night, his face also looked pale under the street lamps, but his back was still straight.